Without further...

In progress.. 

here’s what’s starting off as random...,

• Hollywood... I love you, look at the government getting jelly... geez guys... no here’s some stellar cinamatography that like... means something to me and hopefully is a blessing or gives your courage and strength to...
• The Green mile
• Charlie Wilson’s War
• Wildcats
• I told someone the other day it would cost $18,500 a week... I was like inflation since Pretty Woman homie...
• Ex Machina
• The. Net
• The Perfect Storm
• We Walk the Line
• An American President
• A Beautiful Mind 
• The Mothman Prophesies
• The Butterfly Affect
• Omg I’ll add to as I remember without influence!
• The Pelican Brief (movies from that time are truly just so documentary like or I realize it’s non-fiction when you don’t or can’t actually use someone’s real name... mando it’s undermined but that’s ok... cause the truth of the matter speaks through out!  So if oil is water or part of what comes crude (behavior!? Eff I wish...) oil then, dude was thirsty in the movie and nature v nurture... in the international community... and the universe... mess with natures my enough or disregard that balance and then you gonna get clostridium difficile or something of the sorts... but like, an over population or climate change... and stop wasting pee in outer space and then still take take taking water up there... geez!  No no, they handled that long one long time ago! But, I digress... no I don’t have a map or plot or theme other then... literally, I might be in a similar situation of speaking to... like, you’re not going to run your mouth about me or others when you have the judgements and bias that have you speaking such things... about a person who is so vulnerable they leave this earth and go completely....
• Unknown... that’s indicated in the uncompleted thought or sentence above cause no se! (I don’t know...) 
• I do think I’ve met her before, at CVS no less... and the Ambassador is legit. So real, that I’m not speaking to our sentiments as not sure if that will or could or would be used... to.... yes, you’re right, the fucking situation is bullshit and the fact that there are more articles of impeachment to be added with regards to actions without regard or thought is reason 1.  He should be in jail (not in a manner of literalness but he should not be making decisions, like... now I’m undermining his support for the governors stuff... no I’m not but I also will not allow him to put that in the media in a sense of ‘oh say all my peers should be taken away.. well, then na na na na naaa... there goes.... there goes nothing...
• Ew you’re lucky 🍀 so lucky yes I do believe lucky as there is a certain level of... technically were harboring an international fugitive (yes, Mr. President, you’re wanted internationally for war crimes... ) and honestly, if this is a shit show and like the delta flight having to emergency land earlier and... no, it shouldn’t be that he’s respected any longer as he’s not respectable... and I’m not concerned over things so far... but, he’s wanted internationally and what would we do if it was another country holding an internal fugitive that we wanted?  I don’t know what will happen and I’m concerned as well but you can, haven’t so far.., though a lot of our leaders have dug them selves into a hole that makes them possibly on their list of concerns as well... I get youre concerned, but the longer this shit show goes on... the more damage he’s allowed to and in a sense tolerable or tolerated to cause to me and how I feel or would... it will limit our involvement in what happens and even are made aware of in those precedings.  I feel that I’m being heartless or... this is me... I will so be the one to call it like I see it or my take on it and it is a feeling of concern for me as well... I’ve wrote about that.  That I’m so concerned, I don’t want to ever see anyone hanged as I saw ...... ..... in college that time... I know I can’t even still talk about it.., with regards to like reverence for it. Due process, laws that protect authority, and I don’t know.... I’m sure if you’re respectable it’s noted and then... where from there it goes I don’t know.... it probably starts and ends and is all dependent on that person and how they carry themselves.... i want to create the process also... and have it created so that people don’t go through this ever again... i think it can still be done... as best it can be... but to say the feds get someone before local? That’s true and then like one time the feds dropped a case and then the state picks it up... so, I don’t know their out come and if we are that internal governing body... no, we aren’t... and it may not even be a court case of sense... but, what I will say is should they drop the charges or not pick it up then we can write in the mean time and it’s not the same mr attorney general..... no, he appointed yu theirs bias and conflict of interest... oh but she... those three fingers to your mouth- you’ve been dismissed from the law making... but, for everyone else... not appointed by him, has shown no bias and conflict of interest and has sided with republicans or democrats or no one or... I’m not validated what’s already valid and she’s not the concern here... had to travel down that path just enough for me to correct myself... but, in case ther is no question or doubt or hint or suspicion to her creditability, authority, or where her loyalties are... I know, my friend is like... yeah- can you please be more like that, because I speak one thing and it’s true... but my actions can and do regardless of other variables (you know what, there is traffic everyday...).,, see I’m holding water also... like the pot and the kettle. Shit, some kettle one please and this is where I again up to know have said what I need to say....
• Sir, sir, retaliative law making... it.,, oh yeah, look at me forgetting someone was dismissed... but, if it needs to be accounted for in the crafting then their you go... this is so not a contradiction when it’s risk management on an international and universe level... the aliens on mars are still retrograding it up from time to time and their equilibrium is gonna be a reason to... I don’t know... universe or universal level prompted that little tid but... but, it’s annoying... it’s cause I raised by nay’ers of sorts or have actually been a source of some of the traits that give way to the whatever that’s me and allows this banter. Omg... you thought I had multiple personalities... no, but I can and have been empowered to restart my day at any time and to asses and acknowledge my feels in order to check my self.., and multiples are something I wouldn’t have probably experienced if I could have been able to see myself as a man who could marry another man... I was so that Betty (male with penis version...) that would have waited... and I’m saying that as in conservative personal choices of mine should not be the source of another’s misdemeanor in a sense of bucking the system or natural psychology and awesomeness of that shouldn’t happen... therefore that person showing the resistance or making issue is admirable and is perfectly true. Please, throw out the murder and extremes... the extremes are a tertiary or more then secondary issue... so got the symptom (ouch)... the broken heart that’s causes the ouch... the not treating the broken and treating the easy, superficial, cheap, or not quality type or well rounded decision as to hmmmm could this be more then a flesh wound?.... will cause the heart to split.... and the stitches come from another country so I’m just saying the further and more and long without regard to efficiently, enough is enough, and stop it... cause the good or pillar in this situation is not going to be attacked or unsupported any longer by any politician or law maker or incumbent that has a role in this becuase if so.... you should and ought to be removed from the conversation and any position of power or decision making capabilities.  You gonna have to pc up... and disaffiliate from law or governing or DCFD may even question your ability to be head of household or anything cause you’ll literally say and do and actual action on these action steps like... closed door are.,. Nope, Home Depot may say no shoes, no shirt, no service... because of your disservice and damn, not even a front door... it may or could be prison depending on what your actions were.  To critique, voice concerns, be a devils advocate of sorts which is really just what is best- for everyone to agree with no consideration or heated discussion or rigorously honest and heard and considered type collaborative efforts.. this is how lives are saved... and yes healthcare... this and that... but, we’re doing such a damn good job that we’re tracing issues back to the source no matter what... even if it’s a air conditioning vent that is the culprit of a diagnosis or the source of.... people are worth it...and you guys are capable.  More then capable... just some have not taken three deep breathes to reset or get the shiver or literal self shake down that’s wonderful.. self care... I’m sorry you guys are carefully considering  what change will cause or could cause... change is  effing scary (yes, that’s why tea time is always at 4pm, and doesn’t change every four years or eight years... but that’s them and not us... unless you know... ummm.., but we’ve been stuck and again once the jar lid moves or you feel it before you feel it physically... and maybe even sought out another... or others and then grabbed the runner gripper thing and hit on the counter and cussed and then at the end of after its off or unstick... there’s community and deep breathes and then you talk about it and what worked and know what to consider or omit or move to the front and what to move to the back.... as a man, the one show with... omg, I watched it every week.. the one where the mom tells the little girl when she’s being potty trained and states she’s going to the restroom..., ok baby, remember front to back!’  I was like? Mom? Mom?  Mooommmmm!? Why’d she say that? Or what’s that mean.., and she was like, so you’re like clean TJ dirty... and I was like ohhhhhh. I never thought until recently realized how that show and those writers and actors taught  someone who didn’t have someone to do so for whatever reason.... that they, as a female, or single dad, or person of difference who.... so many people learned from that and then it was passed down to the next and... all from something that was like laughable.  That’s huge!  And I never thought of people not having some on be to even do what the person in that situation did for me which was give me perspective or a point of reference kind of... Aw, and then there’s the governor... making it so everyone soon will have the chioce to partake or watch and... he’s creating access to so much opportunity to grow... whereas when the show was on and I was raising my hand... I didn’t even know there were homeless people. I thought the last one was the lady from home alone that at the end went home... omg, that’s so becoming a reality. And ewww let me find out something like that or ..... on a page that supports that... ew let me find out!  Cause, that doesn’t make sense.  Yes, the new taxes or this years... makes it so something I said about the taxes one pays with one and then what two pays with one isn’t true.... or valid as of now... and hallelujah!  I hope and pray or think to and have even said here.. please... invalidate what I’m saying or make it so it isn’t true!?  Thank you!  But, I live in a state that cares and shows it... even if the President has been bias or discriminatory and to think... I was blaming Oprah. Omg, imagine if that building and her hadn’t forseen and planned and reconsidered and thought and anticipated and had the funds to.... hell, she saw a investment and she’s got dollars... investing in protecting and making the world better. Why does he hate Hollywood so much?  Cause it put his shit out there in the first wives club? Or?  I don’t know... but, principles before personality. Personality before penis. And... I know huh! My issue is that, not that you don’t stand for something Ms. O... but so far I haven’t ever seen a President act in a manner or be so unbecoming and it’s hard to even.... ew, you should see my face.... literally it keep it from getting worse I’m writing about it... cause I didn’t smell something wrank, no no sir, my upper lip is a good thought..,. But some wrank ass behavior show has me... no, it only gets stuck in such a way if you’re making fun or exhibiting such behavior that’s indeed, thought, or word wrank. It’s natural to be like ew, and what and why? It’s toxic, bad for you, and should be recycled, removed, cared for by flushing or I’m so thankful he validated my.. there’s a lot of info y’all... the nation debt calculator doesn’t move nearly as fast as the one that counts flushes.  Girl, unfathomable and... so is how aesthetically pleasing how good I feel when I state or talk about my position on things. I don’t know why, but I’m all of a sudden political and Americans and people and politicians and homeless people, and even people doing time... they busy!  Busy!  News and knowing what’s going on, really going on takes time and effort!  And may get you investigated because it’s weird... he’s not usually, and hmmm! Ok cool.  If that’s how it is... but if it is it speaks to what a commodity i am! And that’s not fair. And I hope that journalists and the media and writers and she said it at USC like years ago.... I dunno, some motivational nonsense (go see, youtube.. she can’t be recreated... it’s like a realness that’s really real ya know.., anyways...) that speaks to how important you all are and how... see can’t do it. So I’m going to say... your worth is so much more then words and information... it’s invaluable the heart and soul and depth and blood and sweat and tears that going into what I read and others read. Some greater the others and I get it and it’s ok... personality’s don’t always allow for the same connection and you have that with others if not so much in me... perfect.   But, yes, like the president and others and me... I’m only able to feel my best or at my best when I’m engaged and into and my heart and soul gotta be there too... and then in that I have to identify my feelings and acknowledge and then process and have a coffee and.., do all those things that help me be and get back to me even after sleeping and yes alone!... like, the fuck happened here!? (Said by me looking in the mirror!? At myself... and just...). He thought I was going to say him... and my saying I miss my job and nursing means him to so that’s ok... I just wish I hadn’t allowed it to be taken from me without a real fight.  Here’s all of this though!  I’m like the person who or kid who finds a diamond ring but covered head to toe in mud and went through the basement, up stairs, room to room and in the bed jumping..,, at least I kept notes!  As ever so messy and nightmareish and perfect.... see sometimes this is me trying to keep someone from loosing a piece of their soul while another I’m like hopefully making better or empowering... I’m not, but we all are... ugh, I know I really do feel this way and believe this crap. And it’s because I once was that... ‘ok, you do your A R T, I can’t as I have a J OB!’ douche bag, that would do a disservice to myself and further do so by making another feel less then and like verbalize to that person (omg it’s worse if I had done which I have to another and not to them directly...) making them feel a lot of ways and also..... ok, so now, maybe another... I processed about 500 words of what’s going on and I give you this!
• There is a a conflict of interest when someone appointed by the President is stating and writing laws to protect the and uphold the power and strength of President Powers. I can’t believe that I’m even arguing with a fool- but someone appointed by the President the relatively writing or speaking to retaliation legislation is a bias and dumbass and you’re the attorney general dude. Like, the fuck is wrong with you... you disbarred right?  The attorney general is bar’ed by someone right? 
• The last paragraph was before it’s counterpart but I’m trying to change things.... so-
• I hope this finds you well.  
• I love you