I’m again going to be one of those tear ridden... and omg, so one eyeball doesn't work. Tries. Truly... Truly, I can feel it’s discontent with itself periodically throughout the day- the pains in my ass are ever so diverse... but it’s like someone trying and failing, you have to admire it. .. so I went to go see the new Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker... omg, even my bum eyeball got teary. Ugh, by the end I was like fuck this the third time... Steel Magnolia’s didn’t make me cry this many times and one had the residual tear-trickle that made my homie call me out... I was like, yeah, I’m for real... ewwwww, I’m trying to give stuff away and I’m not a spoiler... but there is some back and forth and omg I’m sooo glad I saw it. Literally, I had to look ridiculous, I had no idea that the effing seats reclined.... I’m like, where is the flipper or flip stick off to the side.... my friend contemplating it seems the decision to actually invite me even though our butts in the seats... with a look of, please don’t let this go on through out the whole movie I didn’t grab any napkins for the spill of the century on more me then him.... he’s like ‘no no, it’s like in the whip’. Me still processing, processing,(ok, I do know what a whip is... but...) side head tilt- processing, then the pardon my reach as the ‘dude, as like in a Mercedes dude’.’ Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh!’ and did I mention the movie indeed had started and wasn’t in previews. My feet went up almost fast enough for the rebound... and I was like, ok moon, here we come! I was vibrating (the seat) and like making some kind of grunt noise in particular at one point that anyone who knows me would have been like, ‘oh he here?!’ Yes, my usual manner of things might have one thinking... self, he’s always the, yes, I do prefer to consider both sides so if we are discussing something especially something important with your situation I will.... why Would I wanna agree... no no... this is real life, not a game, we are not pawns, and people will treat you as such- excuse me, people do treat me as a pawn... and go ahead... apply all stereotypical, put him in jail cards, get outta jail free cards, and whatever else... because even at the cruelest of experiences lived, the cruelty capable and like decided... repeal your self! Just cruel! Like did you know that even if you paid taxes for a little while, because I have parents, oh wait no I didn’t and orphans didn’t go to public schools because they simply didn’t pay into that system or have a guardian that did in a direct working job kinda way....Somehow the universe had it that I was in the first orphan to go, and was mixed in with a group of non black students in kindergarten in an inner city school that was 100% black. I was that magical person in the group of people that got to go hallelujah honestly but even if your parents paid taxes and you don’t have health insurance and couldn’t afford vaccinations for the mandatory school children to have... no exceptions you can’t go you can’t go! I’m so thankful for things getting better though, let’s be honest... instead of a rivalry, partnerships and I know it’s sickening to think of the heart ache even with literally red or blue blood in your dna as a Republican or Democrat. Hey, it makes sense. Everything from your pasts past is past down and added to and cultivated and cannot be undone or lost or forgotten— only with true heart and the best of the best ideas and collaboration and from all no matter what- will it even go dormant. To watch the other sister- will show you what I’m speaking to. It will be hard and difficult but there was legislation passed that has made people become not of someone’s world by choice, out of someone’s world by choice, and as a tragedy to the ones who aren’t even conceived yet or generations after that. Literally, the eff ups of our past are all still there inside us. It’s just how hard am I willing to work to make the world a better place from the typical perspective as well as that perspective which is not just as it is but as it’s become... is=is presently. Become= all the eff ups and what it is presently... How’s the odds of you going to see the new stars wars... I dunno. Me being a ‘devils advocate?’ or a well rounded decisioner? Omg, I dunno I’d have to rely on a lot of people I trust to inform me of such as somethings like george... you’re simply asked to do, respectfully, and in a here’s why kind of manner. Yes, a ... will be like- and I’m, how many words, spacing and font rsize, font type, and reams of paper ought this be? Ha, someone who has that kind of life know the answer cause I’m like... Star Wars! I cried three times! ;).
Edit- oh yeah I heard Star Wars was getting bad reviews and no no..., this is my name and blog... and I heard it was for a same sex scene. I’m not a die hard Star Wars person. I do love love love the amazing creative process and technical and a while lot of other words that go into it... because it was all around just bloody phenomenal! Like, the seats vibrating cause of the sounds from an engine roaring and... omg. It was the best. I took a diet Mountain Dew in from outside and will never do that again. It’s not honest. For you, I’ll support you all day, and maybe even rake the fall- not be an accomplice but... anyways, if that’s what someone does so that there five elders can have sugar free gum drops during grumpy old men cloned then by all means. ;). However, I will say that I don’t know that movie theaters make profit from the films. It’s from the ambiance and the experience... and concessions. So, I’ll at least buy my drink wink wink! But for real- don’t play like there isn’t some support that could be you know, on a Seats in the elected butts kind of way... because, America is it’s films et al. Let’s be real. I feel we need to re-Embrace the, everyone loves this about the states or america and make it so that it can be enjoyed within our borders and loved and experienced to the caliber that I believe it is elsewhere. And even some- like some states are like, reclining seats in a theater? No way! He’s joshin me! And im like girl, and a craft beer before, in the same place! Now they just... pen and paper ;)
Thank you to et al. I got to go, see, enjoy, purchase, love, cry, and share... and safe and sound and that’s everyone. So, thank you.
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