Random and just saying, just right (in the manner of correctness), and tight...
- Ok so the gift and blessing in my life that a French Press is...I’ve literally been homeless for 4-5 on or about I effing forget to have coffee sometimes... who does that! I’m stills over here crawling and like come on come on throw me the ball! Throw me the ball! Throw me some opportunity? Yes please do... odds are I may stumble but no need to be concerned about that... seriously... if it was positive thinking or productive or anticipatory as like, oh people are going to be released from jail after all the unheard Miranda rights and wrongful arrests and the run pile that deals shouldn’t exist... sentencing should be done by a judge. That’s out of the scope of practice for, and girl especially in every one of my ten or so times in the court room, actually probably at least fourteen times in court all ima say deals brought to you by people on the same side and that’s ‘nacho’ side!’- so if it was anticipatory in a sense of building housing and it’s gotten better this is an example... and no I haven’t checked out the plan and I am going to and I cannot imagine the care and concern that went into it...but anticipatory of building and having housing for anyone who has paid their damn debt to society... they credit should be very very sturdy and old good with a solid foundation as if they just paid off a thirty year mortgage or something... besides the streets. But it’s weird how the justice system makes deals that prevent people from returning home to their families you may or may not label or as I’ve read in the news mislabeled (I’m not hating on LA this is a national issue- if you don’t think so I invite you to prove it after of course looking into the madder opps matter...) ;) so all that gets decided in a court room and then for a lot to be honest medi-Cal picks up the tab unjustly or in a round about way because if they do or did have money it went to making their doing time manageable and that’s if they weren’t frozen. Hopefully they had time to get their affairs in order... but hey, celebrity criminals have private attorneys and affairs to get organized... the snickering isn’t a verb of eating a snickers in this situation though I do wish that were true.
- I cannot believe that there is a national scholarship fund for people w hiv.... only one.... eff, smart people have like a million, athleticism, the arts... seriously. That’s all ima say cause I have to check with them to see if the manner in which my blog is... is it ok to mention them... but, deadline fast approaching so get it right get it paid! (Negative influence again... ok let me seem creepy and email this dude and east coast people walk as fast as they can be bothered or give off the vibe as such... no! Not you guys! Wtf! And not this person either... just me... French press. I know coffee speeds up your metabolism and should be consumed 40 minutes or 30 minutes prior to eating.... but when I was first Implementing this into my life I made the same mistake... breakfast and lunch and like a swig at night... not a cup and not the kind that’s literally a reason to purchase a straw... oh! Thanks for that as well!
- One more thing.., yes he fine and had like good energy in his eyes... but I don’t know anything about him. Just in case... like, stalker not so much buddy... Speaker Pelosi and Governor Newsome.... let them know or reintegrate my... damn see no one knows me. If you meet me. Not requesting or suggesting or implying.. but even if you over hear someone who sounds like me- that would be me... it totally clicks... I think. I hope.
- I’m not able to be surprised- I don’t know the energy that’s out there about me or why or who all these prejuntas and so... I weave and float and papillon my ay sometimes not out of my shower... but the dance party is usually... again, I’m so thankful that stellar people literally surprise me... if I was in control of the rail somehow.... when I read the steps Our Governor/Governor Newsome is taking to strengthen and make the constitution as relevant and applicable and as protective of people as possible the train would have stopped, cease and desisted, all of that... I definitely did that halfway turn my head to the side and then the chin up a little bit, having to look at the words on the page with my strong eye to like make sure I wasn’t ripping and what Thought I read and re-read was correct. He’s literally making so the homelessness or people without homes aren’t a ‘not my problem’ answer anymore. The longest term of homelessness I’ve heard literally someone voice out of their mouth face to face with me looking face to face, eye to eye, man to man who is gay (me!), was I guess now it would be thirty one or thirty two years... he said he had been receiving mail at the same place I was for that long becomes of recidivism and the bias or mentality that someone like him ‘ain’t got shit’ so remind him or keep him in custody- not giving him the respect to make arrangements and then report back but that may be a jail sentence v prison sentence issue and if so I’m so glad someone has picked up that battle! ;)
- But for real... Governor Newsome is in a sense accepting responsibility for the entire goulash that homelessness is... y’all know at the end of the week you throw all the left overs into one pit... add a can of soup or water let it simmer for as long as you can and sometimes it’s perfect... not gonna lie those are always just what is perfect every time. And it’s amazing... he’s figured it out in a way, done who knows how much research and just like has been fighting an uphill battle this whole time... the President even is in support of it I read, like, I was like damn daddy. Im still processing it and I can’t wait to see what it looks like but it seems simple and often the simplest oh duh, or that makes sense... are the hardest more perfect thought out best solution the world could ever align itself and at the start of a new decade... like, it’s so perfect... now her comes the getting it into and crafting it into words on a page that I’m sure and hope with everything I have that it spreads from state to state. It will touch so many lives... and save so many.... like since I’ve been in stable housing my cd4s are you 400 points with no other real changes in my regimen... ha, lowered stress, better rest, food at home and not soup out of a can in a park scarfed down after having to hoof it back to the same place for a dang spoon and I wish I had the energy at that time or the ummph to not be that disrespectful and heartless in my actions... but I hated it and lost a piece of me every time, with every breathe, everyday, for over a year... as was at the worst part... like- that’s what this legislation and addition to the California constitution will make it so others don’t have to go through the same torture... or if they do... it will be the local governments that the state takes on or sues or seeks justice for. That’s exactly in my situation who was at fault... Ieft LA with insurance and benefits and then off the grid I went... and then I have the fucking bill that proves I had no insurance in a way when I got back to LA (there wasn’t time in between my arriving in LA and appointment to set healthcare stuff up and actually go before I got arrested and spent four months in jail ... I’ve got the bill from the first dr appointment... I got it today an itemized statement of services and $10 self pay... I don’t know why or how or what I did but I tried within that city and couldn’t... and this will in the future hold them accountable and that’s everything to me. He’s taking and has taken with love and courage on the battle that no one past or current has. Or at least not in a non-punitive way.... ha... feel like that’s incorrect... better start keistering contraband boo... cause I’m... yeah, about that. I am so proud and thankful... and I hope he feels a sense of accomplishment and sees the magnitude of this esteem-able act. It will set a standard doesn’t seem like the right word... but it will set a bar, level or caliber at such an incredible level that places all over the world will change how they look at themselves and others.
- Omg, I need a bottle of water...my eyes have me all dehydrated and shit. Omg there’s your head and the gutter again... just thirsty thirsty thirsty... not tonight... even just the news article about this... oh and Madam Speaker Pelosi’s swag in the photo I saw this morning have me ‘good.’ For real... with support from that of my Governor of California and Speaker Pelosi from California... like, soon the faces of those in tents and on the sidewalks... will be able to recover and have the level of confidence and sense of self and purpose and they both can dress... for real... the top of their game and they’re not afraid to show love and support and law make or law craft so that others can be right their with them... doing the most and making the world better for today and tomorrow and with swag!
- Thank you, that’s all I have to say thanks haha... and this blog... thank you.
Like I know pregnant mamas that are homeless... like nuggets still in the over ya know... like, they will never know or even have to see the hardships and what life was like before they born... like..
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