Just some random but important to me thoughts

just some random but important to me thoughts...

I’ve got a lot to say and only...

• So looking at the (eff... the... this is and isn’t about me...and I’m tired of complaining about a MacBook... it would be amazing if an attorney would help me.... but I’m tired of their horseplay even more then...) complications of the world and how much more they are... I’m so concerned for the 9//11 cancer funds and the deadlines... 
• the 9/11 victim compensation fund- the deadline is... not sure but it’s this month or may have been extended but please I’m making it known now that this is an issue and especially since those deployed were not allowed to take their phones!!!  So they can’t even do it from. There on their off time if that exists... as well as it’s like the children (yes, young men and women... but....) in schools... being suspended or punished for having their phones on them even though it has created a real picture of the awfulness... they still or some got in trouble.
• Our military deserves some way to show us what’s really going on and what they are experiencing... they have no news, no information, just blindly folllowing orders without a choice or decision in anything other then bodily functions and even that is probably not now, ok now... but not here, over there.  
• And importantly it’s tax season so there’s that to think about as well and please don’t think I’m trying to make someone’s ‘people that care about you’ worry or stress that much more... I’m really not... but, I hate to say it... president Trump got his loophole... didn’t file taxes and ran for president and had to disassociate and now oh well... it’s all you here..’ and I can’t so my hands are tied... I’m sorry that people and military and families and even his sons who are having to possibly face consequences from such... can’t talk about it- just saying.... aren’t afforded the same.  I know, it’s bullshit and I hate it. I hate more then that that you are the ones fighting, or mobilizing, or away from your homes and that at home tax season, cancer, chronic illnesses (like- it’s rsv season and the time when people get sick the most and are hospitalized...), not to mention first days of schoo/back to school, college, the possibility of student loans hitting but classes being dropped and I’m sure there is lenience et al in this situation but it’s a form, a derailed goal or plan, a waiting game, a ‘hit’ to your credit score, and a pain in the the side of everyone but The President. 
• Sir!  Excuse me sir... sir... see I told you your eye are gonna get stuck... sir I’m sure it was only a spasm or cramp as, sir, but sir you roll them so frequently as the boss calling you on your shit sir.... sir... ‘Integrally, totally inquire.... but that’s one more article you’ll have to answer for Wednesday!’ 
• And Wednesday- as per the direction of Speaker Pelosi... the Senate can suck a big toe and relish that their ‘boss’ incriminates or admitted bias or obstructed... and you think you served in the military...  maybe that’s why only some of the records have been made public, eh?  I hope I did just ruffle your shit cause I’m pissed!  
• If you were present at the crash between 9/11/2001 and 5/30/2002
• Omg instagram.. thank you for reminding me... I deleted all my social media in an effort to rid my life of some of others ability to further alter and to stop the altered perceptions of even just a convo with a bot... everyone looks familiar to me kind of... but, I’m connected to this on a very primary would be to me like Immediate family... and it might be there.   But, for effing sure on a secondary level of people I’ve shared meals with, celebrated birthdays with, gotten ROTF drunk off my hole with and they didn’t leave me on the side walk kind of homie... and that’s my version of family. People that want to be around me or have the absolute choice to not have to be in any space at anytime with me... and chose to do so. So, ‘gram’ or ‘insta’ here’s to you for thankfully just being a program and the universe aligning to aid some and call a few others out for their criminal behavior. And now... to fuck with this impeachment is a war crime also... so careful.
• Did they hang that one person who committed war-crimes on a very real very bone chilling if I could have caused an earthquake I might just would have and was late to work and was that shocked and shooken up over it?  They did. And I’m sure the same process et al is waiting for you... hey, person in these elected positions... ‘you do the crime, you gotta do the time.’
• And I’m so thankful that some of our leaders when all this goes down can literally at least... I’m saying or giving them permission to rest and have peace knowing they did all they could to stop you or aid you or guide you in a direction within the laws and the law and the constitution and internationally.  You couldn’t have done more,  you did more then probably what was expected and your character and heart are strengthened, not weakened.  Yes, governor I’m talking to you also. Did you see the shit of Texas not accepting refugees? Or using military funds to build the wall?  
• And they were moved to Guantanamo Bay while ago- I do wonder the cost of transporting them back and forth or if remain in mexico is something real.  
• Please, law makers and anyone that can help those that are affected by this in a ‘can’t file my taxes as I’m head of household but that refund pays off Christmas credit card debt...’ do what you can or feel is right within your community. I really don’t want provisions taken and then them coming home to empty bank accounts or cleaned out homes... 

I hope this doesn’t disrespect the at least 100 firemen we have in Australia fighting there as well. This one farmer was interviewed while in the presence of 200 of his sheep that fell victim to the fires.... it’s like speedy something is on fire and running full speed... I don’t know, but my heart is there as well. And with the school closing in Inglewood. And the hospital at risk of closing it’s doors- St. Vincent’s.  One billion animals... one billion creatures.  Then the family in Mexico in their caravan that is similar to how the ten people killed including Major General Soleimani- just like it.  The issues with the meanings of words being tweaked just enough to add up to discredit or defimate  (defamation) Dr. Maya Angelou’s (I saw that in the pod cast article as well...) but that could have been prior to her accepting the title or using it or whatever... defimate her life work and legacy, trying to turn everything she was into something not a game changer like she remains today... pick pick pick at someone’s creditability through bitch ass moves like that... dang.  Glad I pointed that out cause now y’all just look ridiculous as a spider with roller skates on!  Like, butthurt as a... maybe a bad boy has a donut for you to sit on... I’m so thankful for the opportunity to embarrass myself in the way that I do... I’ve been doing it since 1986 and I’m sorry for the cussing I am trying and some

Of it is funny!  But, not to encourage a young game changer to put that obstacle in your own path... what would Oprah do... just think of ways to say the same thing w the same humor and candor... it’s possible and can be and has been done kinda... maybe yours will be an extension of the work already accomplished... true story,

I’m for real though and it’s almost 9!  (Oh gutter... theirs your head!!  Or your head the gutter.... ha!). 

I love you.  (Should I utilize the period or should I leave it open?)

I love you 

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