what the eff... let me just...
remember it hurts to be human... and I hope I haven’t put pressure on anyone I’ve meant to thank or acknowledge... like Hollywood and the music industry are so connected to the world and people. Yes, thankfully everyone is and I hope that connection continues to grow... but, just as a politician can wig (wigs... now the republicans... but not limited to the nay’ers) themselves in to the need for CABG... the world is getting better but i was gradually ever so swiftly and naturally immersed into jail and the streets. Some aren’t afforded that and I feel it happened as fast as... no se... but if you have the curiosity or ummph... it’s all so really real. Don’t get hurt or hurt yourselves by underestimating the gravity and extent to what people’s experiences actually are v/vs/versus how they carry themselves.
luckily the intuitive nature of us all may shield you and protect you and the person sharing apart of them with you... or it may not because time isn’t available in the same equality that is customary as normal is only normal when shit is normal or what’s....
- now I forgot what prophetic possibly insulting or incriminating or dirty or future meme that was to be in the place of this crap you’re actually reading now and that’s not fair. I’m sorry, I’m sitting here being all wordinessed and bougie in regards to time and how it’s the same for everyone and the service is now dis’d. :(
- Did you know that.... 1452...
- The amount of dollars I don’t have...
- The year that should be noted as to if before or after (B.C. Or BC or A.D. or AD...? Thank goodness we didn’t try to Americanize that... but yet shows how inverters we are in and of which we've be through, have come from, and could go through again or what we’ve learned from..,
- Oh oh... can I just reiterate that I feel it should be the best candidate/democrat. I had no idea that the last Republican in office would put certain provisions allowable under one or the other parties and I am so scared of the idea that someone may have to impeach him as well in order to make some of that not so... but, best, best, democrat for the presidency no matter what... I do feel if there are international concerns for the... let’s see the white guys in military garb that make up the joint chiefs of staff... I respect you, and thank you for you’re service and also you and every person that has is or will serve in the military.... it’s courage and faith that I didn’t have probably or maybe when it would have counted most, or meant the most... but, if it’s an issue with you guys of a man or women and also a gay man.., if there are valid national or international concerns... please I would really be very open to reading about them... if it’s bias or something that’s new and scary do feel free to speak to that as well... your feelings about the topic are valid... my concern when speaking of validity... it’s like, not that I don’t trust you... I do... but I’ve become very cautious about reaching out for information and from who related to if they are or aren’t going to tell the truth without it being a strategic move and id like it more from a professional view of like unbiased straight up here’s the information or what we know... and yes, if you have like personal opinions as an educated or view from like.... as a nurse my gut had to yes be a something of a process to trust and figure out and I’m so thankful that I had mentors there to advise me and give recommendations and constructive criticism and not blunt but rigorous... also, it’s in my blood ya know? So if there’s a but or an also or... something you have concern for or support for... I have a lot of buddies from high school and college that serve, served, or are serving in various branches from Air Force to navy to marines to army to literally almost every branch... I’m trusting they won’t become known as to have any or form any opinion, unless good or favorable of course... because I’d be so upset to think that as much as I admire them and their character i would ever do anything to take away for that.
Sir! Ah sir! Omg you’ve done it again. Sir, don’t even let me compliment your lack of eye rolling! See, all you have to do is make someone aware and things often just out of how many levels our brain processes on gets better... I wish it reflected elsewhere as to what I just..! Sir! Omg sir again your actions are just so your actions and you stand by them as evidenced by the last three years no matter what... you’re validating of me and legitimizing me is really cool. At least for the universe... because I have a blog. O speak from the heart and have begged for it anything comes from it that affects people other then myself... that it be for the good of people... or to help them or benefit them... or you know to make a life better. I’m sad to report that you’re doing the opposite and making decisions or something like a decision... and you’re using a past presidents similar decisions (that history says is all bad...) to in history my bloggers disability and all that… And you want to cut benefits are making restricted to get disability which is fine do what you do it’s not gonna make things better and it speaks to you and your feelings towards those that have been victimized by people like you... I don’t know how much it is exactly per person is worth his disability is already only $1300 a month. So it’s like that a little more available to people who at least take the time to fill out the application could have you ever done that oh my God it’s a nightmare and a half… So yeah roll it up! Please do not leave with any property of ours... including. Your citizenship.
- Girl... let me trip real quick! And to be honest... as wordinessed as that is... if I were able and even then I probably wouldn’t take advantage like so many ‘think they live another persons life so much better the creature who’s situation it is...but that’s a whole But that’s a whole nother (dear everything right and proper and true I dunno that nother is an actuality.... like, i feel like Santa just slapped me with a I’m real stick!and Santa ain’t playin! Geez!) issue that someone else’s entirety can take up cause I’m... ready for a holiday and if it were happening soon I read the Andy Warhol ‘rarely ever seen items made at the exhibit in New York City is to be something worth the commute to take in. Commute... ha! But, should anyone do that... and feel bad about sharing it with someone who can’t... please do as I invite you to please do get over self and show off those pictures! Yes, consideration of the source and is that person well or are you well as I’m not well... or as wellish as I’d be after taking it all in.., but... just had to throw that out there. I appreciate the love and heart behind that... but I’ve been in or around conversations where it was like the best intentions to not talk about the realities in certain situations of like omg we had champagne... omg what kind? Umm, I don’t know I do believe it was from champagne France though.... bitch why are you clowning oh there’s Santa... Santa! Santa lemme borrow that I’m real stick cause she/he this person is trying to play and oh ok, I’ll get my own.... oh shit you just went from blues to orange if you don’t run like the criminal you are! Ha! See... it sounds a little like... don’t get offended or think I’m calling you to they out cause who is they after all right? But, I’ve not called or talked to stayed connected with because I felt the discomfort of my own and possibly theirs or the situation and just for me... (I Keep it on the I as I’m not your guys need to....’ empowered and really no one is...) so in a just if it was something in your life... we know each other... or whatever the relationship is... same people same souls just in a different circumstance for one or both of us... but, the love is there and I’m not bitter or like I have made comments that I didn’t mean and wouldn’t normally have come across like they did if I wasn’t on the streets at the time... but, I don’t know what I would do without the people in my life even if it’s a smaller group and because I’m back in la. Even the one or two people in San Jose... honestly and not hiding or paraphraseing some of the details... like girl you just got in a range ro, have a black eye, and I got lunch for us both... (hypothetical but not really la allowed me to still get food stamps the first like month I was there... not gr...) like something is going on and I hate that! I don’t know why... but that’s the truth though! Omg
- And....
- I love the honesty behind some of the people interviewed.... like nothing viable= well, we fucking dug and duh and duh until shit is legit so nothing viable was uncovered.... the world is watching sir... an accomplice to war crimes makes even me want to omit the cussing and mind my manners... as the rules weren’t followed and hence the actuality... I respect our entirety... but, you didn’t follow and some would say therefore you rules to you are irrelevant and therefore we don’t need them and have the authority to decide and consider heavily and verify... as, they have their military, their people, and probably 500 years combined experience and not that’s it’s better or worse but they know what the eff very well roundely combined or discussed... please don’t under estimate the situation, their inner ummph, and also how big their hearts are... and your own... even if you do pride yourself on a grinch size of a heart... I’m wrong. I hope so. And I hope it’s just a terrible situation... and maybe you need something and are scared... talk about it, voice those concerns even if the party’s don’t match and get through and back to ‘business as normal or usual!’ It’s been a long three years...
- if the feds don’t drop their shit and let’s face it you all were or probably were likely turned from criminal to employee as was Leonardo’s happy ending (Heyy...) in that one movie about the checks! Omg!! ‘Catch me if you can’ I know I’m not referring or like citing it correctly but I’m tired and if I look it up it could be wrong and wasted time and have strengthened issues of not good. Ha! Like- stop hacking the government and proxy’ing it in another country... we got it dude, shit is crackable! Or hackable!!
- Like- you’ve proved it and to further ruffle the people you’re supposed to protect as the feds of federal beuraeo of.... incompetence doesn’t speak to or hole enough weight when you’re stealing folks retirement, 401k’s, and then further jeaopradizing the strirdyness of the market and economy... I get it... I do... but, now isnt the time to do those things even more... to me, or for me... watch the impeachment as painful as it is and embarrassing as... I can’t believe he’s willing to and has put the entire nation and world at such turmoil and all the loss of life just could give a fuck about it or anyone... like- self surrender or whatever and I love the correlation or paossive aggressiveness but once again... aren't you supposed to be the standard or example or pillar of democracy, what a world leader embodies, and live as a point of reference for what this country is all about and stands for? Its not rhetorical- answer and then start doing so! Geez! If they want him... we should support the international policy and authority and as much as can be involved as allowable by the governing body be involved or decide or vote... but hiding in Air Force One is not becoming... the old one went into outer space... and it wasn’t planned... and they still trying to safely replicate... i know who it was... and I know how much I don’t know and wish we would let communication happen freely if and when it ever were to come to be. Not that I don’t trust us... but... I do have respect for all... and I mean, they aren’t wasting paper and dropping leaflets! Or... I’m telling you if the fires and the climate increase Is just a parallelism to Speaker Pelosi’s level of patience and pissed off meter and concern and... I’m taking away the power he thinks he has to cause your qualities of life to be lowered because of his actions and decisions... supply and demand all these business principles... might get your... as it is a... (Aw, this one time... which people won’t be as vulnerable to experience another’s lack of control and loss of sense of self... it was suggested very heavily that I open my throat...). So much better had I been the one to also want to a comply... but I didn’t... make it your decision to clear your name if the war crimes aren’t true... or to answer for not well informed decisions or whatever it is... the more respect you show the community at large et al... the more respectable you’ll be, the more clear your mindset and processing and getting ready... and if nothing else... show the eff up tomorrow! If they gonna talk about you as long as you don’t pressure the witnesses I’d sure be there... the cameras and this that and trust I’m shy and awkward as a spider with my roller skates in the forefront of what I need to accomplish in regards to walking out the front door and that’s the truth though! Like, it’s tense as fuck and their is a hierarchy and respect or at least the inquiry as to or the checking of the mail... answering the bloody land line or rotary... answering the door as hand delivery is still utilized and do it!! I got attacked by officers who tired to kill a person who was sadly close enough to watch but not far enough to run... seriously, and I don’t want to go to jail when I feel as though I’m helping or being of service or right when I’m like in the most critical time to be... not in jail... not that their is but I’m getting a life back that makes me have a sense of self and having self worth is hard to regain when even you have self hate and no identity because you look nothing like yourself, inside you feel yourself there or some resemblance of your character and personal attributes and then no job to validate who you are which isn’t good in a sense but great when there are push and pulls of other aspects that make you you... I don’t even know if my terminology is dead on or dead wrong. Desert time! Oh if only it were cake... cereal is going to be perfect though!! Ice cream! Cereal.. and the capt’n is enough. So are you. So am I. Ugh, not drowsy, inebriated, or altered... if you are... I could give a duck about it but empower you to....
Omg! I digress like a.... 1452 (in)the year of our lord/ad= animo (yeah I wish no ammo...) domino... or whatever... and also... Sir or maybe not... when Leonardo da Vinci was born... imagine how they thought of cause either we aren’t moving fast enough or... I don’t know... but the relevance remains... and will call out malnutrition like a growth chart does... and we ain’t changing things to fit us when it comes or that.... yeah, right. Wearing a tight shirt gives you heart burn.. not a burning of a fire under the weight loss one may be trying to achieve... not making fun... but, I’ve been that person so... I mean don’t even get me started on the events and radiation exposure to figure that out... I’m for real though...
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