I'm in a filibuster with myself et al....

I am serious.  Here is my current issue.  That I don't have anyone to help me.... I don't really have a place to go for like... so for civil rights, being gay doesn't matter until you're a white male.  And that's a fact.  Did you know that having government benefits such as an Obama phone goes against your credit? 

I was speaking a talent person about auditioning for the gay adult film industry and I said first off I'm not sure if you have already been approached about me or not but I am fighting racism by only consenting to sex with people who are not of me- as in no white guys or black guys.  She said funny, the person approaching wanted it to include an African American knowing you wouldn't.  I was like well someone from Shonda rimes new show Grownish walked in to the same holding cell I was in in and said 'nigga you stink.'  I was like- yeah.... not one for all but fuck if I'll ever watch that show.

So the President is coming to LA!?  Only when that happens and also prior to an unscheduled trip the locals are only to continue on.  Well, thank you West Hollywood sheriffs for conducting that illegal search of that man’s van last night only to stop when I said something in reference to the above.  I know so because he came to Birmingham Alabama when I was college. 

So it’s funny that Hillary Clinton said nurses make too much money- never heard that from anyone I wasn’t to be around.  like, maybe she shouldn’t have been paying out of pocket for something that she didn’t want people to know about and in saying so in a surveillanced work and automation I think it’s funny that we may never know anything other than she said it, and could have been leaked by an automated system created entity to leak such an outrageous statement.  No one makes or earns too much money.  Like, how much money did she make last year?

I hate that ivanka trumps attorney can write a nondisclosure agreement to include then looking at someone’s Facebook profile, reading their blog, and sending or opening an email from me. 

Hey, so I was in an area and noticed a bunch of apartments empty not being renovates and thought please please please dont let it be.  its in a

Oprah and her building can pack her shit and go.  All this opera organized crime nonsense can go.  It hasn’t got nothing to do with anything other than creating a bad energy.  I will not have all this violence which is exactly what you brought.  LA is a sleepy town- and a relatively safe one.  All the sudden cars are being broken into and shit.  Combined with people in my situation being run out of their normal places while they wait on some of these lists only to have to sleep in some of these open lite garages and then be arrested or something and put in jail etc... And you just happen to hope its long enough so one of your associates can take their place or move on up on that list.  And that person sleeping in the garage and the same one that be committing crimes and hurting folks.  (Leave drugs out of it- though that is an issue since I’m making it a none issue. The police however will.  and it’s not fair that those violent individuals will call the police with their cronies also only to have an attorney working for those individuals sue them when they don’t come because they know me and where I am as the buttons to cross the side walk do indeed get your finger print that’s why two presses is two partials which is a whole and then the phone calls from those violent individuals will not be answered as legit because they know.  Yet- I am so not having it.  I am indeed scared- and it’s your fault.  And it’s also offensive and a personal attack when my support is indeed for everyone.  But just like I don’t think the peace officers have ever taken a college level psych 101 classes.... have you? 

So I was in a cell with a man who knows someone who as a leader in their community went to federal prison for identity theft.  I don’t know what’s but I am not ashamed to say that that’s why I love people- aint nothing like a bitch (me) paying respect to a man or thug or bad boy.  It’s deserved- they will take the fall for everyone. 

So- when the president comes to town- it’s ;like a hard reset.... all this satellite following me nonsense and it getting hotter everywhere I go as a literal thing means that sometimes the system has to be reset.  The piece officers will whoop their lights to reset it but sometimes the fire and rescue guys have to.  I wish they had a separate number.

When I expressed solidarity in a certain person my mom called him a worthless Mexican.   It wasn't a lie so I don’t think she lost part of her soul but it did strengthen me gut feeling and instinct. 

People of LA- do not blame this on the metro opening up access and creating opportunity.  it has to deal with that big white own building she built right or just inside the west Hollywood city limits for a tapping into information gathering and also- she does not like gay people.  Does not.  black and gay.... she stops at the black part and sees same love.  I'm sorry MAcklemore for reapplying your lyrics in such a none love kind of way but I think that your same love is for everyone.

So I went and looked at apartments in Hollywood.  $10,000 per month is what I have to make before taxes to qualify.  Not to mention those apartments I mentioned are just down the street and their plumbing probably went capote after these monstrosities were built and it isn’t right. 

I can’t believe that someone took it upon themselves to; with voice recognition and replication have conversations as me with my best friend.  How dare you.  Aint nobody worthless but you.

Yes, I am at a filibuster with myself and the world.  I don’t know that it will get better and as our country was at a trying time and all I think its ok that a family member had alias created for himself so that we would be safe and I mean not everyone knows there was even an assassination attempt on Pope John Paul when he came to the States.  Yep- he forgave the man before he left also.  But then with all the other stuff- it makes sense.... I mean, I think I'm scared when at the end of the day that alias is documented somewhere and is now my family's out for just literally not helping me and turning a blind eye.  I mean, an officer harassed me yesterday as it pertains to 'in the interest of justice.'  Naw boo- I'm swelling.  Stay away from me and it just doesn’t feel right. 

I said Happy New Year to someone last night who growled at me after.  I was like- I might taste like chicken.

I am solid in my a certain ethnicity gang or mafia following me because I was using the computer at the health justice the other day and literally a man can and posted up right behind me then had an attitude with the employee when asked if he needed anything.  He was literally spying on me and my doings.  I wrote something to that effect on a sticky note and was going to pass it to her but thought better to not involve her and only my blog. 

Those entire celebrity home break INS happened when what building was completed?

My attack in la happened at about that time.

if I don’t file charges in that attack I hope the da has to let me know if he brings a case against someone as it pertains to something that happened to me....

people of the world- know that when an officer or whomever runs a check on your id your entire medical record is now known including psych history and hiv status as they are the ones that could be harmed by you in their eyes.

I wish I could know every person that’s looked up my record as a law enforcement agency or entity... like, is a random sheriff has looked me up without a need to know I have a reason to know that as it might lead to harm and just in the initial look up has caused harm.

 I think I should let ms handler know that your dog is safe from hep a as it pertains to ya'lls scat fetish- though consult your vet to be sure.

I want an SRO downtown built trader joes.  I don’t think there would be issues and those are all very good nonviolent people who I hope would steal but as the bottom line is what it is I just am thinking about the store or shop owner who wants to retiree but can’t cause his block might not have groceries anymore and I do feel that you guys are the best.

I was in the security office at target in trouble with 5 other peopling the entire same different ethnic label.  So girl was the one to ring up the items and total them- funny how she rang a few things up twice.... she was doing a little preordering I’m sure.  The guy of coarse took them off as a the more compassionate one.  Please don’t think I’m playing when I say that I should be able to go somewhere and not be held any more or less accountable for anything.  If any of you were actually officers of the law then when I file discrimination charges against target I hope that will be made known but otherwise you’re actual jobs and such shouldn’t be put in jeopardy as I am going against target not you. 

I was told I skills.  I wish that it was profitable at the moment. 

I am thankful that I believe in energy- so if someone knows I am me I think I can feel that.  Sometimes I speak sometimes I don’t.  So if they recognize me but don’t know then when I see them or make eye contact that evens the energy out.  Sometimes I feel the need to speak sometimes I don’t.  Sometimes if I speak and say happy New Year and they say it back depending on the energy I then say thanks.

There is etic in when or when not to send a thank you card after someone dies.  sad that people will get pissed for not receiving a thank you card after sending a pant to a grieving loved one but then think someone over did it when sending a thank you card for a sympathy card. 

My friend just graduated nursing school.  She may be the first in a lot of ways.  always smiling and will be a blessing in some many family's or patients time of need.... if your studying for boards relax and just take question after question.  Do not read in to.  You weren’t educated to be an intensive care or geriatric nurse specifically though your education has provided you with such.... the board want to make sure you can care for a patient at the entry level.  No anticipating what may come or thinking five steps ahead.  Like don’t be thinking about if the patient has bands or not and all that shifting nonsense when your question is looking for you to be thinking about needing to collect labs or have an order for such.   I don’t want to use the work floor nurse or something like that- because I don’t know what that is... but anyone requiring nursing care at the entry level are the questions concerned about.... entry new grad.   I went in knowing I was going to get all

A black man just threw magazine on a book shelf- go away.  Leave that shit at the door.  I wish I could not think like that but I, like Judge Sonya Sotomayor am someone of difference.  Huge fan- dunno why just am thankful that when i say I have huge issues of hate that i want to seek justice for and cant she'll find a way to help me. 

Have poeple noticed something different about the buses and metro here?  I am not happy that people can post up at these places and monitor who what when and where.   

The McDonalds on la Brea is a prime example.  It’s hurting their business.   I can tell a difference between a homeless or person in my situation as opposed to someone in my situation as an also member of something that’s more than that.  It’s hurting their business/proprietor shit- stop it.

It's not right.  the secret service will network all this shit on a new and different level and is its geared towards a certain this that or other it’s on an individual level that's created that as in a this person been a part of this same issue now in three different cities so yes has more of  a risk issue then me...

This is a real town where real people move to and live and find themselves and create and support each other.  Before I felt comfortable sitting with another guy anywhere and kissing or showing affection.  I was on the blvd the other day and that energy was there and I know if would have made an impact in appositive way where we were at that time but I didn’t.  All these people on bike surveying or doing whatever they are doing as part of the new and dangerous are to blame.

you know that the sheriffs using excessive use on me and breaking my laptop screen and destroying my belong to cover that up make it so difficult to prove that I was only looking for my car and writing down pats available for rent.   Like that all I was doing.  Like that’s all.

so I love that on barber shop the mom walks in and makes a 'so that makes it free right?' kind of statement.... a white mom would potentially do that to a dentist molesting her son while hes under anesthesia and do the same thing but with further compensation and keep it for herself... trust.

I'm sorry but i dont need charitiy or a job that someone else could have that doesnt have a degree yet at starbucks... like im not using that job to come up and taking it from someone who could use it now as their come up.... we are two different people and i dont know them but i know me..... while i use their job as mine they could die from all these violent people being around and i amint having that.

instead of that awful jackhammer that me and ms bs were subjected to today with her information gathering chipped humane shelter adoted dog... look why can they jsut use a little firework to break all that shit up... if we are the global economic leaders and we are.... other countries do that.  so whould we.... yes, i think if thhats a security issue then outsource it.  cause i was sitting on a corner the other norniong and ill be fucked silly if this pipe company truck didnt come and start making all this noise on the street directly infront of me only to leave when i did or soon their after.  they were form mentebello or monticeito and were pissed with i flipped a bitch or popped a u-ie or u-y and made eye contact with them.   why would they do that jsut to get me ot leave?  laying pipe?  or something but people live in tha tcomplex and stay at that lowes hotel right there and why you fucking with that business. 

I want to go to grad school but wish i could get paid to and live in an off campus apartment.  i think my community health information is golden however as far as script writing and my story goes that belongs to one person and he wouldhave to be in on it so maybe ill have convos wiht him first, let him create, and go from there.

seeing has how i dont have sex with anyone im not into- i think there is reason for human genome project continuance and how their dna kinda replaces mine in all the right survival of the fitest kinda ways.  i dont know if its certain but i thank them for the blessingn they are in my life.  I wasnt and am not trying to deliberately hurt myself nor will i ever.  for myself and futures and in respect to you.  its like when dr angelou takes about she takes everyone who has ever been kind to her with her when she goes to teach or speak.  unlike her, you guys have feed me when i was homeless or not so... let me not make that assumtion. 

when did people start needing something to take the edge off?  like if we outlawed gum like they have in sigapore- then that would od the same fo rthe gum right? 

please please please know that im not a judger.... when i say i dont smoke im not condoning or supporting only intending ot say 'idont have one to not give you' and i hate that there are networks of people or who test that limit..... and you just bought cigarettes at the store gave that guy one and not me.... is it cause im..... no, dude.... its cause youre an asshole and before i would say exactly that to you in this city but currently i do not feel safe doing so cuase there are attitudes around like the sheriff who wanted to break me in half when i make the 'piss' statement to him.  yes, i was scared then to say it- but he has a badge, etc and so.... in that situation me and my firned were the smae difference as it pertains to them.  yes, my friend was the mark walhberg, i was the camera we were at a planet annd they were the....

i think its unfair for an officer to use their 'look up' powers on all my facebook friends.

to not qualify someone because of credit i feel is discrimination at this people in the universe. 

whne asked at work if i spent christmas with my family my mom get a 'hate high' from saying i was in jail.  i dont know if youre an enabler or not but i dont think so.... however i think me telling you that she will not support me in a way of actually helping as then i may not actually come home and visit means that you might be after being made awar eof such.

im sorry this isnt a funny blog- im in a great mood- and am so thankful for this day but i didnt wake up to my other half... were on different planes right now and there are real issues at hand besides whats handelable.  Yesterday was my SSI appointment and I didn;t go thoguht i have completed mym app- both arent needed only one.... the point is i didnt feel safe to go.  literally, its validated fear when someone of an ethnicity different from your own tells you he is going ot seek people of his ethnicy on you.  i ihave no idea what that means.

I wonder if krovcheck and Dr. Rice joined the Marine one mile high club. 

i cant blame a parent for telling their child stop looking at the place when we walk by- you arent ever going ot be able to live there or have that as an option so stop.  i dont want to tell them anything other then- I dont know i am not in a position to teach.  but, i wish i could help them appreciate that light in their childs eye and admire it the way i do.  all that parent is doing is not quashing hope but being a consequence of the squashed oppurtunites they should have had and arent available to that child.  I go for the children cause as much as i pray things would be different for that parent- i am trying to rally everyone and everyone is someones. 

Literally, the other night i was using my obama phone and i know when they were pinging my location and turning my camera on becasue my battery would die super fast then nbot then super fast then not.

i wish that people who access protected info at home would uncover their cameras as it a thing they have to do to make sure its you and not someone else and then not telling you that and denying your access is a its probably not you then or it is or youre a weird mother fucker and maybe you'll jsut stop and let those that dont have your psychosis be the ones impacting other peoples lives.   they dont care if your smoking weed or naked its about identification of the face even if there is something like a cigareete in your mouth.... they may or may not bill for your it support call either way so if you get fired related to such just know they do bill for that and your employer is footing it and oyure impacting raises of other employees.... so do indeed stop it.

my iphone 5, etc was taken while i slept.  its ok.   im sad about it- but i think that i will not still access my iTunes account from a public computer, i will be able to when i do let apple know when i twas stolen, and if and when things were accessed or changed on it and info gathering there will be an electronic trail of sense.  I'm adding a hate crime to whatever other crime may or may not be related to that.  even if someone noticed my passcode and someone else took it etc... iphone and apple are amazing and if i felt safe i could access my account and  turn it into a brick and know my and others info was safe... however, to protect both of use i am not doing so yet you will still be held accountable as there is a camera facing whomever powers up and on that phone.... and it is and will be made known as it was....1/3 i think when it happened- maybe 12/31 going into 1/1.

windows was forced to stop getting better because of hardware limitations in the piublic areas.  If ten is limitless I need for the gov to sanction itself and put system requirement compliant or whatever hardware in these buildings by a certain date.