Monday, January 22, 2018

a good man scares away the dark...

to my best friend... who keeps the afraid away from the dark for me....

 https://youtu.be/VRuoR--LdqQ

ugh, still don't have glasses so I'm terrified at night... i just hunker down and pray.

 https://youtu.be/fqXU2ett-2o



So about this government shut down and what it means to me… well I think it means that a lot of people don’t know what it means…I went to the ssi office today in Glendale and was turned away by a security guard… you know I had to show out… I was like I know I didn’t just get up the courage to show up like I am with my belongs and hustle up bus rides only to be told to turn around and go home by a security guard and not an actual ssi rep.  I was like oh no… then the other security guards tried to be knuck and buck over contraband… guess what that was… a bottle of tobacco…. He was like but its glass… and I was like ok dude… pick on the homeless dude and make him throw the shit away…. I had to take the elevator back down the 6 floors to the damn outside of the building to throw it away… that whole glass bottle thing is on a daily.  But I was appalled that some people were actually taking the first security guards word for it… and just leaving.  It makes me sad because that could be someone’s day when their family member has a hospice sitter that day or has arranged for someone to come and watch someone they care for or like me just hustled up the courage and the rides to get there… and gone through the bullshit of having to deal with the people at the door who think they have the authority to turn people away… um they don’t…. those security guards should be held liable as well as our president for the deaths that will occur because of this shut down… its putting people in harm’s way outside of the normal variables they may or may not be subjected to.  This dude had the nerve to tell me to watch the news… I was like ok shaboolya- watch this…. Middle finger to the sky.


Born to Die…. I just now got that my parent’s sole purpose for my life was to die and be an insurance payout.  Thank goodness I’m resilient but sad for them because I made their lives more difficult…. If you’ve ever felt like your parents are or have tried to hurt you or that they don’t give a damn on purpose…. See if they have a big insurance claim on you…. If so take legal action against them…

 https://youtu.be/IHbY3blOGwc



hate is the strongest drug... but I still pick (not sure which choose or chose or choice to use...) love.



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