Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Dont tell em... and mean muggin...

https://youtu.be/LnHc7Ma8EF0

Omg so yeah- shithole countries for some reason to me means gay or a derogatory term for gay.... i mean urban dictionary doesn't necessarily agree but i mean what i learned in jail is what applied there so.... just thought i would give a different perspective... also- im about to hit a bitch witha  bottle.... i hope my friend doesnt mind me telling a bit of her story here...

I am pissed- just like that Sunny from the view... I have a nurse friend.  She and I go wayyyyy back.  I was orienting at a new job, and she and i knew each other from the gym but hadn't talked that much.  Naturally that day we bonded.  Over a cliff bar and a hero.  It's only natural that the strength I've now come to admir, a strength that's given me courage and fight, in her is something she had to overcome.  Since they were talking about Haiti I had to get up and leave the library.  I went to go finish my salad outside and have a cry.  Ya'll we had soldiers that died in that 'shithole' country.  Like, let me try and give him a little slack and say maybe his words were taken out of context but at the same time what exactly was he trying to say? It hurts.  It hurt me for her, I can't even muster up the courage to message her and apoligize to her for him.  It means so much when someone tells you their story the way she did only for like years later me to be crying in a library in west hollywood over how much it hurts.  further more, for me to be telling it here, for him to maybe read it, and further disrespect lives past and present. 

I leave it at that for tonight.  WOD for Warriors.   

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