Monday, June 22, 2020

when I feel like I'm alone or the only one going through it... this is phenom...

title… read what’s to follow and then try to ‘title.’  Those are the most infuriating five letters in a specific sequence… don’t judge me, I’m starting my day with a menthol and a diet mountain dew after some aesthetics and subsequent yelps for relief regarding hair removal… (no, I don’t feel bad, but I want the pain from yesterday that I still feel to be treated…)
Okokok, there is so much to learn about yourself… I am so thankful with everything that was yesterday, after some itemizing and identifying, being open to the possibilities of today and making some decisions about how to proceed, here I am- where is Sia… you know that I survived song… :) I’m fighting off being sassy can you tell… there is this apple news article- protests across the globe after George Floyd’s death… it’s so real- 37 photos…
  1. Paris, France
  2. Trafalgar Square in Central London
  3. Lausanne, Switzerland
  4. Bristol, England
  5. Westminster, London
  6. Avenida Presidente Vargas, in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil
  7. Protesters march in Rome
  8. Madrid
  9. Edinburgh, Scotland
  10. Foreign and Commonwealth Office Building in London
  11. Consulate General of the United States in Hong Kong
  12. Lausanne, Switzerland
  13. Maastricht, Netherlands
  14. Brussels, Belgium
  15. Holyrood Park in Edinburgh, Scotland
  16. Porto, Portugal
  17. Manchester, England
  18. Aboriginal protesters conduct a traditional smoking ceremony at Town Hall in Sydney, Australia
  19. Champs de Mars in Paris
  20. Cardiff, Wales
  21. Berlin
  22. Frankfurt, Germany
  23. Melbourne, Australia
  24. Pretoria, South Africa
  25. London
  26. Stuttgart, Germany
  27. Berlin
  28. Seoul, South Korea
  29. Pristina, Kosovo
  30. Tunis, Tunisia
  31. Liege, Belgium
  32. Tokyo
  33. Cologne, Germany
  34. Luton, England
  35. Sofia, Bulgaria
  36. Dublin, Ireland
  37. Sydney
https://apple.news/AV3zcBr1PSNON2twUA1FPyQ is the link should you want to see any of the photos- I highly encourage finding the article if you can.  Thanks CNN
  • I try not to get worked up but it happens, when I look at those photos especially when I’m trying to feel like the rest of the world doesn’t exist- I passively come out of it… for me it’s a not so good place not be.  The support and love for us is out there on the international stage- when I see the photos, like the realness, civilians or citizens of other country’s holding a BLM sign… the racism nuncio Mais, the man in Berlin with the victims names that died at the hands of the police, how in the world what I think of as an aboriginal people/person in Crocodile Dundee protesting for a cause like this- like, do they receive emails?  I’m being funny, and it’s meant to be from love- if these thoughts or questions don’t get you out of your self or feel more apart of a great big world then consult your therapist… nothing wrong with it… 
    • My issues and actual connection within these photos are so superficial even though I have had my issues- in that when I say that our efforts here and what we do here as voters speaking to our concerns, lived experiences, and pain that bring about authority and badge purpose that is crafted, cultivated, and in the most severe and precise manner- like Bella in one o those twilight movies… the more we look at how we see ourselves in some of these extremes and then go from like the giant bubble that one may have now of the situation to then it being an outline or mirror image of your physical profile- I think that is how to do best.  It seems weird because I wanna talk about how open-ended and freely spoken the laws need to be regarding us as individuals- and I stand by that one hundred percent, the more you itemize or account for the greater the risk that in future someone will not see themselves in that legislation.  But when it starts from the voter up, each one, individually- consider yes, your family unit all inclusively, but your adopted gay son from another country, your daughter who is conservative, your ex-wife, person your dating, and the dog- don’t forget the pup!  Omg- what a douche…. Jkjkjk all those voters, if not now in the future with best wishes (like, regarding age lol) will have very unique ways in which there is true opportunity for the law and law to protect, support, and nurture each one to be self proclaimed and outwardly identified as successful, happy, or in process to be… don’t forget the one non-of-age-to-vote kiddo that has one on the way… see… yes.  Family unit, individuals within that and then the possibilities for growth and tragedy, the pup, you, the ex-wife, the future there- that family unit, and then everyone else’s…. 2500 counties girl I'm already thought out haha.  
    • Its easy- go to your heart maybe and not your intellect or mind… hearts love, but sometimes my brain future trips or puts undue care and concern that can then be a little bit of an obstacle- thats what the law/law/our justices are purposed with and dedicate beyond what’s fathomable their souls to… it so romantic I could fall in love with the world all over again, and I do… but don’t worry- the way to get there and all of that extra is right behind this one…
  • ¡i almost was there in the beginning with just the warm and fuzy- and not douchbagery- I’m such a work in progress…a mess!  ¡Not messy- that hurt!  Oh you’ll be the judge of that eh?  Duh.  :)
  • I’m aiming for the next to be in 59 minutes or less…

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