okokok... I was right here the whole time though! :)

Today, I wear face covering for my minority family members and minority loved ones…

And that’s the truth though…

And thats the truth though… guess I’m saying it twice- omg I’m supported by the best taco fare lunch I’ve had in ages… omg, delish!

Okokok I effed the lines up and can’t correct it at this moment- but ohhhh ahhhh at the effort eh? :)

• The drop cap feature has really been under utilized by me and everyone else I feel like.  I mean let's be honest, how fabulous does this document look now.  Okokok, to the det’s.  It's been a long couple of weeks, the pandemic has been something that has lasted over one hundred and twenty days… I’m exhausted with it.  Not to mention ima need outreach to be as quickly reinstated as possible- and I can say that FEVEREDLY as I got my ass beat the other night over food.  yes, that’s right food.  Please don’t hat on LA, odds are they might have been from your neighboring or far away state so sdastfuwt.  :)
• Don’t… like don't, don’t, don't, don't… I know there is a push pull to prove or disprove what I speak to in my blog… bu, if there is ver a time in which you end up just taking my word on something… its this… here and now… omg… don’t do it… do what?  GET INTO THE F’ING SHOWER WITH A CHARCOAL MASK ON!  There is no time saving there… all you do is end up needed to say “toodaaalooo” after… I'm not joking… like, the bathroom, the actual over ll morale for the day… I felt totally defeated for a bit, of course until some stellars reassured me haha.  Ugh, so I had to wipe it the off off, which is like gettin oil paint off of a canvas- its virtually impossible.  like, ship ship ship ship nope… so I just reapplied and now I'm still sitting here.  like, still sitting here…waiting for the damn thing to dry but now I'm so pituitaried that I'm sweating on one side of my face and not the other so the Ms. Doubtfire statement may have to pick side and then also who is going to lead this charge of anterior versos posterior..….
• Im not the one to be here- I hate it.  I love where I abut all the incumbents that like have an issue with helping or supporting people.. like, don’t even get me started on how you're so displaced in the law making process or in the law as a whole that I can’t even urge you fast enough to vacate before there are negligent or attempted this and that or actual this and that charges filed on you y every individual that feels a need to do so …but I digress..
• So here the deal… someone was real enough to put-on idea in my head.  This person said that any individuals act wants to work in case management or whatever should have to go and stay on skid row for threee days…. Im like oh.  Ive thought that, for sucking sure, but then for someone in the industry to say it… I was like, omg… excuse me a professional in the industry… 
• Okokok,  drone person as in the person flying the drone over a no fly zone stop it… its not the same… however, if you want to really know what the struggle is- not the one you think you mow, or speak to misplaces empathically to, no, no, no.  stop it, you're lying or I guess slandering yourself… oh oh oh, wait… your impersonating.
• So, I am going to extend that to our elected officials…. If you think you know a struggle, you have all these advisory committees that think they know what its like because they were apart of something like twenty years ago… ok, cool.  Thanks for getting us here- but your story or rants don’t apply to to present day.. not that they aren’t true… but if someone who was in my position twenty years ago thinks they know the struggle of anyone besides themselves then go on down to skid row o your local homeless encampment and stay for awhile…the only advice I have is to not name drip, but possibly ask if you're invited into someones dwelling or home for now if you need to take your shoes off her not.. thats all I have for you- otherwise I could be streaming you into a situation that makes it so you're never going to be able to DO YOUR F’ING JOB!
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• I’m not but I have one, and did just shower thanks to a lot of people and generosity that even today is hated on in the same manner as it was when it was just someone helping another or people and then it became known as a.. some type of illegal establishment or what not… all of that struggle still exists today…but, thankfully- because of those that have established right to exist and then the literal bodies from that time to now… give me a ummmphhhh to speak to the world and commit yin which I'm apart of or at least passing through… 
• I did pull a travelers card one time… with a person… it was so real.  I create family units, not little , but I do, I create family units everywhere I go- so again… I wear my mask or face covering for my minority loved ones and and minority family members…OMG- this shit is still not dry and is getting tight! Ahhhhh!  I must have a lot to suck out.  Ya think?!

Hey, it's been awhile…. But hey guess what ¡I love you!  

Who else is utilizing the inverted exclamation mark and its friends in their typings… or document crafting?  Word processing is for the boomers… this is a piece of my soul here… :) ohohoho all of a sudden eh?  :)

okokok, so I’m ok- I am sorry that I haven't posted and have been MIA for a bit, Burt I have to give thanks to my mom and also the person who got me connected with the shelter as well as the people outside of my assigned or current housing specialists… in the week I was without a bed if you will, I had to go to the ER twice- and I am no drama queen, almost got arrested for popping off- imagine, spent a ton of money on a three night stay in the ramada West Hollywood- thanks mom, thanks dad for not replying- it means the world, that was after I got assaulted by individuals that I feel were and are hungry.  I cannot urge that libraries be reopened as well as the DPSS offices…. like, I saw a line the other day that was concerning to think that they can’t go to the library and utilize the services online, and then after getting assaulted and the only thing the individuals took was food am concerned that its been over one hundred and twenty days since all this started as in 2.1.2020… and I need outreach to be restarted for this individuals that a re being entrapped into committing crimes that for instance like mine am now as an individual’s or victim am nw being made to go and complete a police report… as if the right thing to do however, I can’t speak to the process my claim will then be under ands also am not trusting of the communicative reliability of the police to then let me know if they find the individuals that did it, and if ill be allowed to press charges or not, and then when I don’t press charges should the DA then pick up the case and press charges- I would want to then be informed so that on the court date I can then go and speak to my sentiments on the matte3r versus thane the DA who could be the ruthless one I encountered in the court room the day I went to have my warrant recalled an d new court date set… like, if there is someone like that in the room there should be someone like me to be the voice of reason…

I’m trying to like act my age- but I swear its like common sense is going to the shitter.   Is Uranus back in retrograde?  like, hello hello, seriously Uranus must be in retro grade because not me if you're not wearing a body worn camera then you rent an officer, you don’t have to authority or right to stop me or anyone else, regardless of their skin color or demeanor or affect and ewww, lemme find out- I thought hat was Mando anyways… how in the hell is it 2020 they have the operating budget of like google combine with the other operating budget of ‘knows and who gonna tell’ and its like are you kidding me…. Are you kidding me

Why wouldn’t they want that in their lives as officers with all this going on… clearly the intention of ever acting becoming or in a fashion thats respectable is not in there future… if it were or was they would welcome body worn cameras… like were dash cams optional or option-able?  I don’t know that was before my time… but, that is on a national level right?  Omg…. If not we got a hellova situation and liability and true crime against humanity or injustice.…. And again in those states where there was a vote to maybe not have or to have body worn cameras or dash cams so thats why they don’t have them then you just created some real data to speak to some demographic data sets from your state or county… let me put worst case scenario here hoping that its not but like, if the incarcerated population can’t vote and then the pother outside the incarcerated population is voting for or in opposition to then I wonder with the color wheel has to say about the two populations… its not ok for me to make a joke about it but I can’t imagine a world where someone would vote for or speak to authority not being as accountable and as supported for that matter as they can be…. Much less people and civilians being divided o being made through the law and law makers to then divide themselves… like, where is the supreme court and what are they doing besides placing bets or treating this as a sporting event… 

….- I am so sorry but odds are there is a huge disparity there and again I hope that a state would wear these numbers with pride- like, this is where we are now and fuckkkkk… but, here’s what we are doing about it and then the reevaluation time is in 6 weeks or omg I know right… maybe like 90 days… was this pandemic has been surging for 120 days plus here… this like that stupid ass shit where there was a vote about appropriating money for a school to be designated a school nurse so that the current one wouldn’t have to split time… like- why in the hell would that be voted on?  Isn’t that like a duh, or like a requirement to stay open… and then if thats been used to then close a school omg we have again the question of- where are you supreme court, people are hurting… so back to me… and like on a national level of anyone who is being detained, or could you step over here for a minute which is technically taking control of your person and then like anyone from Immigration to anyone border patrol or anyone with authority like that… how is it 2020 and body worn cameras aren’t a standard.  like, if I have to suck a cops dick on body worn camera and then take that shit to the box saying that I don’t care and that shouldn’t go into a consequential system was it was his lunch break and it was two consenting adults then omg… ok agin, back to me… 

• So my understanding is the sherriff’s and police aren’t essentially doing anything about being evicted or being removed.  So if you call some possibly nonbodyworncamera wearing, possibly going to get a sense of power or false power in reality but real to them person with a shouldn’t have a badge as to speak to the not having a body worn camera douche bag is going to give you some long winded bullshit of a cop-out to doing what the law or law is premised on which is supporting a person who is being wronged… omg if someone with said badge then has something to say about that- don't.  Its not your place to have to have personal sentiments or feelings in regard to who or what is right in that situation as you are not a judge.  the  Yes, I had to call and the sheriffs said that they weren’t responding or getting involved period in anyones situation.  The police did some conflict resolution (yes, I am going to say thank you to the LAPD officer that also was a female who didn't pick sides, wasn’t showing favoritism, but simply provided resolution for a conflict between two individuals to then be brought up during business hours the next day as was best for both parties…thank you!) but then the next day it was a nightmare… but, thats not the same situation… again, thank you. 
• If you saw me the last week or two…I try to keep the same look… the actual like pep in my step or ump behind my walk may change from time to time but the over all look or aesthetic I have I try to maintain… I try not to be attention seeking… but like- the struggle is real especially with the manner in which I can trip- physically or the other type which then is physical as well- but hey there, mr laugher… haha, have you ever tried to take the bus, or do you live in a state where a bus is available?  Oh and then, doing so for fun and doing so out of regularity is different as to speak to a lack of free will or disparity associated with such and then to further say that it's not fair… like I can’t make the bus driver speed.  
• Omg- I was wearing underwear the other day and literally this range ro passed me through an intersection from a red light literals going 60 miles per hour and was like an aircraft… that shit lowered to the ground and then if like the AMG option gave the driver and passengers a snug reassuring sense of actual security and fhunnnggggg… I'm fo real though.. I'm not one to like turn heads with may jaw hanging and what not… but before I knew it I had a crick in my neck… I’m for real.  So thats how I came up with that,… like, I don’t and many don’t have the option to make a choice that free will provides or allows for in the land of opportunity or the place where John smith really landed at the west indies or Indies but then for some reason they call it Plymouth Rock and all this none sense… like, who is making these decisions?  It is horrifying… a high comma doesn’t even belong in that statement…
• Please don’t say that body worn cameras cost money or some shit like that because then your putting a dollar sign or a camera infant of a life or soul and that may not have been thought of before- so if you did mention budgetary confines… then thats cool and is part of collaborative efforts or conversation… its humanity at its most fantastic in a country where we have the right to converse or converse about anything and everything… so I admire your courage to speak freely and oh oh oh with candor?  I can’t banter but I might have just used that reference appropriately.  
• So in regards to the officers that don't, oh mr sheriff I see you over there being cute… no.  thats a complete statement and should you not have a body worn camera on I then question your intentions, integrity and am fearful for myself and the person or population at large so no.  no.  no.  literally id say that over and over again… I’m not trippin… no is a complete statement that requires no further…
• Yes I somehow drop capped the … and for some reason I think I’m the first to ever do so..please know that I support anything to do with creating equality and bringing about a culture change that respectabvle and fair and has another at its premise… I’ve seen the marches, ive seen the egos in the media and I’ve felt the emotions in all of it- or at least from my point of reference or actuality.  In some countries ive come to realize don’t allow some of the outward demonstrations of protest to protect individuals- speaking to an issue that become to severe and then needs it own process or pathway to solution or resolve or whatever fancy word some one with law making capabilities can insert here and in to actuality!  Omg!
• I sound so stupid saying that I don’t want anyone to get hurt or be forced to injure another for whatever reason- like,, don’t spank kiddos and from there it doesn’t stop… its been awhile since I've had hands put on me in such a way as I did the other night.  So if I don’t see you, its because I'm waiting on a new pair of spectacles- isn’t that what glasses were called back in the day?  And its funny again my typing hasn’t changed and might actually be better with out them… omg, if you see me- I agree… I do look better or and totally different with out them… ugh, that’s the goal but may not be optional related to having to protect at all costs the eye in which I have functionality… sadly.  So don’t feel bad if you tell me such and then read this and are like oh shit… its ok.  Its life right- riding a bike is hard enough as I’ve already learned how to its just things happen- an accident, another, or just a injury or whatever… life at its most unfair or difficult is learning to ride a bike followed by then riding without injury… car doors, glass bottles from a good time the night before, or just a flat tire… no reason to divide and conquer… collaborate and accomplish instead.  
• Until I know otherwise, I’ll continue to swear this mask or face covering to protect my minority loved ones and my my minority family members… ohohoh and in hopes that others do as well. :)
• not one god damn drop cap made it in... ugh, my effort goes into the life on the post anyways... :)