Omg- I know I’m supporting someone I only know of in media/news from the states so who really knows but... you pulled through even with a black face pic for two decades ago that was like probably the best night cause no one knew it was you and I had a friend supply me with the same kind of adventure so Here’s to you Mr. Trudeau! Congratulations- You’ve earned it.
• So in The States... there are:
• 2.2 million vacant homes
• Phoenix- 17,513.
• LA County- 12,486.
• Minneapolis- 4,832.
• Orlando- 8,164.
• Just if there is a concern over... I don’t know if they are condos, homes, or townhomes.... however, I do know that’s a lot of property, as in dirt!!!! Like- hello a little piece of earth ‘the bank’ gets to call their own versus a person. I’m sure they would at least consider handing it over at a >1% above fair market value as their is a convenience fee and were trying to increase our worth not stay the same right? And think about this- none of our banks, besides the one that foreclosed on everybody (ha- the irony/reverse psychology behind Bank of America not being American owned! Ha!) and is also the one that I had issues with (I didn’t even know your mortgage could be sold.... like all of a sudden I’m having all these issues.... I digress.) anywho, the banks aren’t state side... technically Wells Fargo the newly re-elected Prime Minister controls/owns. Then Barclay is the Queen Mum’s- respectfully, she’s getting her tea back plus interest! The federal credit unions yes... are state side however- they don’t really foreclose on folks. I mean, they may- but they are franchised individually so one ‘credit union’ doesn’t equal all or have the negative consequences. Ha the millennials be ballin and gonna hit the conservative baby boomers right before they retire! I mean, I agree, if the bbers/conservatives/the you can’t sit with us about to retire group would change their nasty ways- then maybe this wouldn’t be for their own good .... god I know, it does hurt me more then you because at the mercy of nature those millennials will take care of you guys regardless if the shit you put them through. Like- that’s all I’m saying.... ugh it’s like sometimes I think actions are based on that belief... maybe in the next generation it will be more of a bidirectional relationship versus the older generations creating a world that has humans having babies in a blessing kind of a way.... but also, how many people have you heard say ‘at least now I have someone who loves me.’
• (I wanted to say that they should change their attitudes- but that’s not really for anyone to say about anyone.)
• Omg-so I was thinking about all the pressure I’m under and was like holy shit. Can you imagine being in jail and having those that put you there maybe not in the proper manner and maybe not with that process... what’s it called? Oh yeah! Due Process... anyways but it’s just one more method of coercion- oh hey, that birthday scenario was enough I know... girl I walked out of my house with tears in my eyes that morning as well... but imagine being behind bars calling at your regular time, excited cause you lived to see another phone call time and maybe didn’t have a rougher then normal program day.... but no one answers. So you call back- again, no one answers. Then you thankfully have just gotten a new phone card- so that crisis is averted until your friend tells you that your mothers et al and children are in a border camp- where they haven’t even started hearing cases yet and no, he doesn’t know the number but will get it as soon as he can.... if that isn’t coercion I don’t know what is! And technically that should go for the immigration camps/border camps. seeing who was putting money on peoples books as you must have an Identification Card even though paying cash. Then you’re in jail still Pretrial or in the feds still pretrial... or whatever- just more of a reason to take a deal or give in to their crap. I hope it’s gotten better- in California we voted, I think, to not do the bail system anymore as its considered coercion (the practice of persuading someone by using force or threats).
• If you have a person you care for or about or even intend to as an attorney make money off of... I do hope this helps.
• Did you know in jail you don’t get fresh clothes to wear daily! This is one of the things that made me not think it was real... like how do you lock all those people away and then give them fresh sheets, clothes daily, go to the dentist, doctor, exercise.... I can’t imagine... yeah I know me tooooo... (since I don’t know which one to use I’ll just make it so you have to know that I meant the correct one)... like you wash your clothes with you in the shower with you. Then air them out!
• I know you lost vCard.... and I am so sorry that society puts the pressure on you of you’ve basically ruined your life, you’re gonna get pregnant, and.... but don’t feel that way. There are, at times, situations where I wish I could say that if I meet someone... I would only be theirs... and I am and would be kind of even now... but it’s a something I apply to myself as a damaged goods way of thinking.... before all of this I never would have felt that way and maybe when I’m not in a situation of turmoil and a semi constant state of anxiousness or chronic anxiety (whatever I don’t know if that exists but like it makes sense- maybe we are adapting to the anxiety which sucks. But maybe it’s not depression it’s just chronic anxiety!) Like- people may see me for my scars and feel however opposite of how I feel... which I feel like, dude as much as I know we could be and all, I’m like used, abused, and at times just plain irrational, and I get concerned about people and things I don’t need to be like the library suspensions....so just keep looking and you’ll find someone who doesn’t have all this baggage that will fit into where you are not as strong as you will them in a better way... I’m not worth whatever I knowingly or unknowingly will bring into your life.... but you have to make the decision as you are the alpha ya know. (See I’m not all fun and laughter all the time- I have moments when I feel as though I’m what was described above- and I’m leaving it though I kind of want to take it out so you can see... or what it shows to me is how quickly I can get out of the sour ass low self worth mindset. It’s not place to hang out and have a coffee or even to just nose around and see who else is there. No no- whatever your process is, mine... being that I’ve grown up out of the loop but yet with it revolving around my bologna (ba-loan-ie) patch- just for me phoning a friend isn’t the answer and even when it was more of an option I didn’t even want to dwell in my own mental sorrows that long. Like- we have a depression medication called... latuda... like, the fuck- here o latuda for your attituda. It’s not funny, it’s not, but I was semi taken back by that name and I was like oh no girl, gotta let me go, gotta let me go because this is the ‘he didn’t get it after that....’ landmark of a commercial.... figure it out in a sense of a feeling word....(oh, one of the greats in my head) or words.... this great (not in age but in mental ninja abilities) likes three feeling words...so in that you kind of also are acknowledging... ok, I feel this way, that way, and blah about this circumstance/situation/crock of shit that I’m going through.... now you’ve created a box of acceptance around this in a, for me in my life, allows me to feel as though it’s contained and I can come up with a solution though it may not be the right one as time passes, I hope you feel it’s the right one at that moment.... like bad grades- though deciding more study time is all you need may feel or be right for the moment and for like the rest of your life... or as grades and classes keep getting higher in number- my actual grades didn’t! So eventually I added a study place that wasn’t a library and wasn’t my home and didn’t have a television or cute guy I could.... let’s not play like I ever moseyed off in the library with anyone with this out of the loop life I’m living... so a place that I couldn’t daydream like I was moseying off with the guy that just walked by.... I was at a coffee house (drip coffee is reasonable- and they had real mugs!) which is why literally I spent entire days there sometimes.... but a lot of consideration and factors went into try that solution because the test was coming no matter what—- Don’t ruminate (like- you’re not curing cancer (has to be a difficult thing right? Probably the most difficult thing...oh god climate change... those damn bugs are biological warfare and I won’t speak differently about it. Duh) you’re not thinking so deeply that it becomes overwhelming.... it may feel that way.... and if you can’t tell I’ve been there... I’m kinda there now trying to put this into words that make sense and make a difference. So- not even summing it... go, see, do, prosper!
• Can we all be honest... like, we all know ain’t got shit to do with the new iPhone 11., well maybe- imagine Gwb’s surprise when Ashton’s wiener was the background on Ellen’s iPhone... hey... don’t swipe right, don’t swipe left... just look at the picture! Ha! Or it could have been a vagina!
• Wanna know how difficult it can be to remember to take that little foot thing to the shower when you’re not in a position to just leave it in the shower cause someone might use it or god knows what with it. So try this- take all your shit out of the shower- maybe like in college or whatever, towels included, no toothbrush, toothpaste, deo, contact solution, glasses, face wash, all of that... has to go to and from with you... girl your make up gotta go too.... now figure out what and where all of that should be or go in your room and life- which is shared also. And you’re budget doesn’t necessarily a lot for things that would make that situation easier as this should only be temporary right? Now you have 30 min to an hour to get ready... you have to wear clothes or something covering the entire time and also foot coverings or something... so if there is back and forth it could be all bad... someone may slip and fall from your water or.... literally try it! OSHA is the one that says you have to wear shoes. What else- it just going and going.... now get ready... are you a my socks have been in the same drawer in the same spot even when I travel kinda person? I’m not hating on you for having a life in which allows for that sort of thing or the fact that you... I don’t know you I don’t know you life.... but people with these types of life’s just don’t understand because well I would never be in that situation.... I didn’t think I would either. But then, remember the person in the room with you isn’t your best friend, or person you’ve known for ages.... it’s a random stranger you know nothing about. Ok fine- you’ve stayed at a hostel, well technically you all have international plane tickets and are in that way of thinking versus the getting my shit together kind of way.
• Just so I don’t sound like a douche bag.... I’m warning you I might sound like a douche bag but I hate storage units. I mean literally, they should call them ‘about to be without a home units!’ Oh, and here go you some tape and boxes just so your shit stays safe until you can’t afford it anymore- then maybe you’ll have some nice enough stuff for us to get a descent auction price for and also we will still take that to collections and decrease your over all morale with life and satisfaction.... and if that’s not enough! We may still send you email with special offers and rates just to remind you of what a bad person you are and the whole scenario of the one taller kid being not so nice to the smaller kid by holding his toy just out of reach every time he jumps! Or the dad that has the kids hand and is like, stop hitting yourself, stop hitting yourself, stop hitting yourself.
• I digressed within a digression.... but here’s more cause then that show will then be put on a network, which will make a godzilliare out of many people who work in and around that tragedy... oh wait, except not the person who’s actual tragedy it is. Oh but wait, if they do break that person off a little could someone please let me know as I’ll go get one Ta Day! I’m for real doh! I swear we are the only country in the world that has storage units... and maybe not, the wine ones I kind of get but and true wino be like- ain’t uncorking my shit and then recorking it or swapping it out! Ain’t no body drinkin my shit but me!
• Oh oh! So a man walks into a bar... orders a shot of etoh.... he notices a fly in the glass and asks the bartender for a new one. A man regular walks in same scenario... and a fly again is in the shot... so he removes the fly and throws it back! An alcoholic walks into the same bar as he’s a regular also and the same effing scenario happens again... the man picks the fly out of the drink, looks him in the face and says ‘give me back my etoh!’ Ha! Shit, I know a few accountants that would do the same!
• Omg I just passed another ‘about to be without a home unit’ and this one has vans ha! Yes, please do establish a ‘working relationship’ with us so when you can’t pay your bill anymore or find a ‘better deal’ somewhere far away and have to make one trip... then we get to really create a show there cause ‘bitch it’s been 3 weeks! The hell is my van at fool! I don’t want to have to report is as stolen but I’m going.... ok ok I’ll call you tomorrow! Ok, have a good day now!’ Knowing the whole time the person is now probably sleeping out of the van or uhaul... and yes, people do do this! At a staggering occurrence. And no worries- the shows around these nightmares are indeed now to the point of re-runs! Just to increase the likely hood of someone you know seeing your shit being auctioned while eating their dinner! ‘Girl, omg, no this will only take a second- I just saw ‘so and so’s’.... no not her! The other one! Oh you know.... ‘so and so!!! ‘Oh yes, it was indeed the louder tone and higher octave that made me be like duh! ‘So and so!’ ‘Well, I just saw her shit on that show! The one with the storage unit and the auctions?!’ ‘Wait the what??! A what unit?! Girl I live on 5th ave you’re gonna have to explain-‘ ‘oh you don’t know what your missing not living out here! They have thee things where people who have bought too much or are trying to hide there porn collection from there kids hide their ‘do not touch’ boxes!’ ‘Ok- and they do what with them?! The repo them? The fuck is that..... are they mobile? Like a car or something?’ ‘Girl no! They I don’t know?! I guess the verbiage is weird as is the situation and the entity but... girl, ‘so and so’ got one a few months back and then I don’t know what must of happened but that was definitely her ‘new new’ I got her for her wedding! You know, I outta call her and tell her if she didn’t want it I would take it or give her the receipt! I mean I still kinda wish I had purchased me one as well!’ ‘Yes, do that! And maybe ask her what in the hell is going on...’ ha!
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