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Maybe I need...


So the ‘Public Charge’ that would affect immigration, or those trying to start the process in the country (this already happens to those starting the process in other countries before they get to our country.  It looked at benefits, chronic illness’, family wealth, as well as potential to become a debt... are you going to contribute or will you eventually want someone in the country as it looks at all potential people you have in your life as a... person outside the country they look at like your parents or grandparents to see what are the financial/that’s all public charge is about. Like- how dumb.... it includes health conditions and chronic illness’ from the financial perspective and also an inherited/possibly inherited illness’ that maybe will affect you one day... from a financial stand point... (I am so sorry the shade is real!!  Like... for real...I’ll explain later..) just know it’s not going into affect/effect on Tuesday....

Ok- here’s the normal antics and rants below.


1. So I need an app for like- bullshit tracker.  Like my bus is always late and it’s... I know it’s hard to acknowledge that this happens all over the country.  It has to- if it doesn’t then thank you for implying me as the bad guy- or am I the one causing it?  It feels like it beyond a reasonable doubt.  I am not happy
2. Oh since the cameras are on and it’s like consuming my battery anyways... could I get like a ‘oh oh, someone is standing in or around your bubble or directly behind you and fucking with your shit or fuck like that one time that dude peed in my hood- luckily related to my... just being like- what am I gonna do?!  You’re right, keep going and going and further reinforce what is the world and what is ‘bitch I’m Madonna.’  Furtherance- ha I’m so thankful I have a... yeah- this is caused by a virus, isn’t contagious, was a furtherance related to ‘oh he thinks psoriasis is like a nervous bones self inflicted shit...’ well here let’s give him a little taste of what it’s like... you’re so fucking in the third person? Or am I actually not looking at a neutral perspective, taking my side, and possibly because you’re... around?  (et al...)  Point is the courage/energy/motivations/drives/et al come from a different place. To have something vs have something just by injury like when you wrecked that go cart that time w the radio remote control right before j went to camp, and then... yeah- welcome to my world, or at least a day in the life of my childhood when I was having fun or you know.... in a situation to accidentally (uh huh) give you your come up.
3. The like cameras in back packs that put like a little screen on your phone or I’m not having it. Like, I guess all this shit exists on the level of... I’m so annoyed with you
4. Ha Ryan Seacrest said it best and all know is this doesn’t speak to anyone’s struggle cause the ‘oh let me cause or be apart of a compromising situation with this person just so Incase with the provisions of the law or what not I can then cause a huge diversion or be apart of that one huge change of history and be a hero within my community of which may or may not include or account for cosmonauts. Over more, do people on the space station get to vote?  If there is a military situation going on then not all of them are military... really it’s just the pilot and co-pilot and then the one.... but like- the message is the same- there are those that have the whatever- and then there are the others that... I think always usually when there is proper communication and personality congruency or just the not gonna be a bitch to be one- even if you used to be, or are reformed, or higher then the theoretical cloud above your already outside of a space that considers high or not- only velocity course orj
5. See instead of digressing I’ll just... oh see even a indigent and a public servant can have the same at least a word or two the same in the same way in which we.... ah ha! See- everyone is an actor when they come to Hollywood and how amazing that I could be apart of a ‘calling them on their shit- cause one day this shut ain’t gonna work anymore and then what....’
6. told you, you were CIA... but with the contractual or whatever to allow for Candidacy  Oh, it takes several blow jobs and terms to figure out what is what... and just because what I speak to as truth maybe not what is what... I know... people want good and are good.  So even though we may not all look sound, feel, et al alike- we have the same inner... (that’s even to far for me to try to put- are I have to account for those that can’t read...god damn it). When did there become goddam god damn. God damnit and god dam it.  Like- are people educ
7. So did bith the car and the tag change ensembles or is it the windows or my glasses or the chip. As I see... oh oh oh the entrapment continues and what did you just say at 5:43 current location
8. See the god damn editing ... 5:49/1749.... youre the one in control of this ride... as soon as you start augmenting or changing or causing.. (v planning) you are now in charge and I am a not in charge... so. Can I add a current location marker to notes cause clearly your horse antics of a genetically modified (all dogs go to heaven et al) creation... like ever seen a Clydesdale?  They be like ‘what bitch’ give me a carrot... hat is cheap and veggies aren’t...
9. And see some are just caught in your shit and may have been fired because ‘oh wait someone in our country wanted to go from 500% below the poverty level to 372% below the (both federally) poverty level by adding another source of income to their lives.  Don’t hate on the income source as you are the one in charge well informed and knowing and aware of- though not before and maybe not now... but either way... hackunamatta.
10. No joking about the real real struggle. It’s already real
11. “The rule is simply a new agency policy of exclusion in search of a justification,” Judge George B. Daniels of the Federal District Court in Manhattan wrote in his ruling. “It is repugnant to the American Dream of the opportunity for prosperity and success through hard work and upward mobility.”- like I don’t want to also mention that Public charge also limits the amount of benefits an individual is able to receive or would be consumers of or patients of... and is this on a sliding scale that considers the amount of taxes paid and is this something that could be repealed once........ one of these days we will be proactive and not reactive, if lives of the people within the country were made more prosperous... like, I work hard no matter what- so that little judgmental comment can lick a clit or something- oh I’m about to throw up my asada, so like where is the work... that you mr judge for saying that one doesn’t have to just work for the possibly of prosperity and upward movement but let me add another word that may or may not be able to be spelled by even you know who... in order to highlight that just working isn’t enough.... hard work is something like perfect... it’s an accolade!  It’s not something that some strives for... like broken English ass speaking federal Supreme Court judge... just no more adverbs by those I’m charge!  I’m sick of it, LA County saved liken half a million Hollas or dollas or dollars or... see all of that word and ink and letters... by changing the font size they use.   Can you imagine saving or even just the task of trying to find or figure out how to save money and thinking to ones self...... dang that font a little think, and not in a good way... but like there is an article that says the states can save $370 million dollars by switching its fonts. I mean... receipt paper may create a deduction for when the feds files it’s taxes next year or online receipts or... I dunno.... but to me the paperwork reduction act of 1995 is not being
12. (Just for fun as I digress- and my point is that if it isn’t being adhered to, I guess I’m obliged to hold the current administration responsible and also accountable.... I mean I am so thankful that one may voice to text those words and that’s like- so phenomenal as I know several people that do not have two functioning, working, or even present arms.  And I get the struggles that a male may think v a female but some people are like the same way I was about the urban car myth of a Bentley SUV... like, there are people.... yes not only that but there are people with no limbs at all., in whatever form or level or actuality present in the world... I can’t continue that sentence because a lot of times I forget these things also- and literally as a child mom my stopped frequenting a market because there was a war hero in a wheel chair and accompanied by a minor as I’m sure she spoke to as her way of showing concern that I literally couldn’t walk past... like me and my peer as in the minor with the man with no arms or legs like eye to eye.  I was like- a lost soul questioning the world and my life and existence and trying to wrap my head around how even... oh and trust... I didn’t have this amazing blog then so the ‘but mom....!’ Continued and continued and then almost got run over in the parking lot cause I as a lost individual or soul or whatever cause lost and stopped and ‘insert honking fog horn HONK HONK of the person just trying to hurry about their two (all of a sudden all the bullshit noise stop eh?! At 2005- ah the (stop editing my document as I’m still in middle of a thought douche bag... if this is like some type of tele-multitasking/telemultitasking beta something... as I appreciate the opportunity I am.... unaware I signed up for such but as my phone is supervised (thank you for making me aware...) by a would that be fourth party or third I am so unaware but... could they make that decision on my behalf and I don’t even know wtf (ouch that was a hair on my face that I guess the adidas jacket I’m wearing is responsible for pulling or pulling out- but one more maybe notch on the ‘oh he’s talking to himself or hallucinating or crazy belt so that I may..... omg this is just...(I was looking at the escalator to see in which direction it was going but had to turn around in order to do so..... damn do those notches cancel each other or one another out? Who knows... I’m not in control of.... simply speaking to a struggle that in my way of processing what’s been told to me by others resonates or soemthat  all hypothetical of course... no no the last part ofif adhered to and as such I am so sorry but you wanna conserve... or re- something..., as a Republican.. and (oh my eff have you ever seen that movie with Wanda Sykes and that one lady- see I dunno if she goes by... like did she get her Mrs. Degree? Or does she identify as a married woman with Ms. Sykes as Ms. Sykes herself... omg I dunno but in the movie Ms. Sykes is like... and fix your hair, you look like a damn cockatoos!’  Ha!  See that is a friend- like especially being that she was in the employee-employer capacity and not in the boss bitch was she is in real life or I would think so anyways... I know I know... I do wonder if there is an app that would calculate... no no we have one that attorney’s don’t use or use to beef up their content v make it legible for the patrons or victims they serve... that lets you know the reading level of a document.. and we have one that counts the words and if not already can I plead much like apple has already created fonts that are more cost efficient and effective but with the same delivery... that’s pretty cost effective... in the sense of ok Mr. Long Winded and Indigent.... to print this out in its original form costs or costed or is it just cost blah blah blah. I mean. I would probably be like... not my concern... as I’m not able to provide myself with a laptop or printer of my own but the library doesn’t care the font or size... color yes and satisfaction no... but that’s not their fault esp since I guess if you want to provide them with unfiltered internet you may do so... (their wasn’t really a loop hole in that situation now was there?) so a federal supreme. Court justice said and then put into affect.
13. Omg me using  my maps is like will smith not pulling the chair across that one room in that one movie that totally made him like the pick of the potential hires or candidates.
14. Rebranding is so last year and a band aid.
15. Post no bikls... I am so like who gets in the system or re-entry for that?  The entity caught in the act paid by another entity or is it the entity for which it’s about or pertains
16. Is one alarm or event reminder or timer cancelling the possible calendar event out or not? I don’t know but like it could be that one is one and one omg time for... a call or stop by the apple store.
17. So why would the EBT card system/the card California has that allows one to have the convenience And security of a card, the anonymity of such, and also the system naturally updates for the rest and so now we use this machine with a big ass sign that says EBT on it and so some of the ‘judgement my is removed and the
18. I digress again as my main point was that who does all the fraud?  I dunno, the convenience factor is there for the like ones who arrest others, and the like trouble maker group of the FBI is there doing their thing as it’s better for use to identify our own weakness’ internally yet totally separate entity wise cause wouldn’t want to loose that commission.
19.  and have like no fraud...well homeless people or people in need aren’t really in that business I feel... I might be mistaken though but literally it’s like none... so who does it all then... oh
20. In between two white people... omg I’m about to be jumped.
21. Omg so glad that Stormy Daniels is leading by example cause um... now I know what I should expect when I win my wrongful arrests’ cases... $450k!  Literally like a prime time example of them doing wrong and then
22. See to me even the Ukraine thing resonates with bullshit because there is a number of those... thanks wiki- I rarely...
23. (The Ukrainian Diaspora in Los Angeles is the population of Ukrainian immigrants and Ukrainian Americans that resides in Los Angeles. The Ukrainian population of Los Angeles is the fourth largest Ukrainian population in a United States metropolitan area, behind New York City, Philadelphia, and Chicago, respectively.[1])
24. Anyways, as I’m always fond of ebonics, and other accents often adding them whenever and where ever I get the nudge to... kind of because I want to know more about the culture, kind of out of admiration, and always out of respect or just the... to see what someone does or if they laugh or.... whatever... point is that reminds me of people I used to be in line with at the market or... and West Hollywood and again one more commonality between what isn’t so much egocentric American thinking.... because, that’s to easy of a way out and I’m reasonably cognizant of such and I ain’t trippin when I say that it would be paranoid if I was authorized, educated and called to make such a medical assessment and diagnosis if it was just that one thing provoking such feelings.. maybe it’s like how a lot of Americans or people in the states feel or it’s like I dunno. But stay tuned for a digressing personality filled list or.... coming soon.
25. I’m not trying to make a matter where there isn’t one, however, as a bottom I do feel there is preferential treatment towards tops and ‘top deals’ that some institutions or entities offer.  Like, hello, Bottom Deals!’ though may indicate a different type of deal as both are equally as important and mutual... I Know I know.... but he ain’t got no funds doh!! Ugh- this I know!  I swear it feels just like a runway sometimes.
26. There still huge things to be with a Democratic Congress and a Republican Administration. There is something to be said for like- we don’t fucking elect people to harm, persecute, penalize, prosecute, and not uphold rights and if you have an issue supporting, voting for, or just straight up sitting quietly whilst at the same time sitting on your hands so as not to raise them... then you have a conflict of interest to report as your loyalties are with you’re own personal interests v the interests of the community or the population in which your capacity allows the absolute value and self worth reinforcement that being a public servant can establish and strengthen when you apply yourself and take away anything that makes it not apply to you. Ok, the topic speaks to a white male undergoing penis enlargement or I plantation status post a motor vehicle collision.... ok well I wrote the vagina rose nap of the times and is a best seller and I don’t even know what a weiner looks like- PERFECT!  Truly does it get any better then to have no only the liberty to believe that but then the right to have that belief and also to be able to speak it in a room by yourself.  That sucks right, to think of that it would be a risk to even think out loud about something that’s against whatever.... and then next thing you know... your head all up in a guiotene cause you can’t do that there?    Sounds a little like things that happen here but nevermind.
27. Like people have a hard time going what’s expected and work one to three jobs and file their taxes and... on top of it usually always most times at the cost of what... their own health and dental health and mental health.  I am not going to sit by and not empower people to just stop.  Like- that’s not life, that’s not fair, and it can and would and should be better.
28. If I need money I’ma ask for it.... I mean I have to apply and blah blah blah... but like if the county needs more money I hope that a quick process?!  I mean it’s like- curing cancer with pennies.
29. The choices I make around my health, diagnosis, as well as clinical and personal levels that you put before the patient is straight up illegal and I will not stand for being turned away at the dentist because you don’t have current lab values, etc.  I do t have a fever, so no cultured would really be warranted even in the ICU on a mechanically ventilated patient u less it was a hypothermia/ early sepsis type situation but girl stop trippin.  Someone who isn’t doing things in a western way and may for now or forever not have the ‘ummph’ to go get labs and all which will not only be a pain in the hole, but also will possibly bring that persons. Morale and spirit down... plus I am tired of commuting and going and being turned away as that they goes into the algorithm of ‘ok sir, the next available we have is in a month and I knowwwws she said next week... but for you, I can and have available next month...’. What are t you going to thank me sir?   Yeah, by not slapping the shitizzle out of...that lab test you say you need.  It would be different if there was evidence to support the claims and reasoning behind the form... but if it’s just to make sure I’m in care then I’ve got two fingers that are t pointed up at the sky but at your chesmoso-ness.  I think a diabetic has sued and won over this issue and the ughhhhh is like so people with HIV don’t get the inference of caselaw to us? Ok, but why?  Like they the biggest  issue lies with the people not of and in this HIV community.  I am so grateful for the people who work and build their lives around this community/ HIV Care... without them we would not be able to do all this- the opportunity isn’t there still to this day!   But, I go to bed with a prayer in my heart and hope in my mind and love in my spirit and energy.  I am enough- me, my no I’m not going to allow you to discriminate against me for not having that form as I’m now saying that I cannot allow you to crime me anymore-, and like just now... what a disco.  Like- the software is phenomenal...
30. I mean wouldn’t it be great if only your retina could see your phone.... or am I the only one who... is concerned with who would be at fault or like how to make someone stop.  It hurts- so a camera is watching and being watched by someone in a camera’d room- look you person who may think.... that’s exactly not possible... because the they aren’t trying to show you what they really have.... I’m not talking about.... I’m talking about the camera of the camera can then zoom in and correct the focus and pixel... is how far into the phone you can look. I know what it may say online... but I’m letting you know that it is to how close they can get and then because of the monitors and pc’s and blah blah blah and read receipts on