It’s lunch time where you may be... in the same country as me and damn it’s early here...

It’s lunch time where you may be... in the same country as me and damn it’s early here...

Omg I turn on the news last night uh and I see a Presidential Candid not being like... I dunno, he’s fine I might vote for him... however, that ego centric American mindset is not cute.  Like, it is a world problem but at the same... not so much.  I realize as an American our country Is the world... but, not really.  The rest of the world is trying. To figure out what to do with us, not really what to do with themselves... and it’s not even a concern of what to do with us but whoa going to be in the game or sit on the sidelines... I doubt there will be any a joking of our side .... cause we can’t figure our front from our backs... therefore, we have no side.  I get it, I’m being an asshole. But, I hate to have to put the expectation of perfect speech and comments and information/news... however, this also is not the time to say something that’s annoying and have them change the channel or turn the TV off and walk away with the correct idea that... ‘damn, they still don’t get it.’ The issue is I don’t think it’s something they want to happen, however, when our guns go to other countries and shoot them up (that’s ant of war- like were they a spy or off their meds or i dunno but it keeps happen.. in and out of our country and we can’t seem to.. like, what have we done to make that better or to answer for it or have we even apologized for those acts. I know damn sure we haven’t done anything about it on the home front). that I hope goes with the wind when we draft everyone from age 33-infinity.  

I love that we’re doing exactly as we should with giving aid to the bahamas. Like- that shit is real... I mean it’s so devastating and it’s not that I don’t support it but, natural disasters happen multiple times per year and yearly to the amount of trillions before a decade has passed and we can’t build apartments or housing to put people in and... all this fluff around it- I’m so glad that I have a team of people to tell me what I need to do to get a job only if I was hire able... and the point I’m getting at is, yes then within a very fast time frame why not open doors for them to get jobs or ssa/ssi like you mean this person is having to just sit and be miserable... because, you can’t give it to all of them at once? Or?  Cause wars happens very very all of a sudden and fast and in a quick hurry.... yet... no offense argue that the mechanisms and the systems to get the aid to the people that need it within your country... odds are, the programmers that put that shit in to place with only zeros and ones wouldn’t be all for it... until they have to program all the limitations, can’t do this, and nope not that either... likes- the state benefit systems are so streamlined and efficient and amazing in a way... that it’s frustrating to me and to others and yes one of the items on the list of... what is the issue with the federal side of this country?! Truly. I’m sure Californian would dale their systems to other states that don’t have because sadly I don’t think this shit is standard... the states have to create all this shit on their own and pay for it.... like, then you want me to write a grant proposal, only to then receive the funds, yay amazing, cheers... and also a 224 page document and what you cannot spend that money on. For example. You cannot use federal funds/money/our tax dollars to provide cash or cash like items to people.... the fuck is that?  And seriously... one of the many.... headaches that people trying to help people go through.  And it  so effing exhausting that most people don’t fuck with it.  Like, to say that I spent half of university learning how to care for a patient and the other half learning how to document that care... these people at these non profits I’m assuming have degrees in how to spend federal money but also standards, best practices, research, ethics and all of that, like the commission on HIV for example... no idea how they know all the ins and outs but if they fuck up not only is the burden of the negative effect that those fuck ups had on the community they serve but also, the slander, reputation destruction, unemployment, safety issues for them and their families and their homes and lives but also... like lil Wayne, they will probably go to the penitentiary.  (So I heard a remix when lil Wayne was in prison... it was instead of ‘it goin in, I’m goin in..’ it was ‘I’m in the pen, I’m in the pen.’ Like why is Laurie Laughlin being like crucified in the media and her minor children for in a way doing what donating money... you don’t know until you know.  She may have fallen in love with a campus, the opportunity, and the love of the professors, and an environment just beautiful and perfect but expensive and needs work (and is paid for by people, and then generosity of Alumni) like, the federal funds keep the lights on and building up to code... donations made and all this shit may be tied together all in one catastrophe that if I were her... she may have more class then I or be dealing with her family and her business’ and could it all somehow be over clothes or a foreigners perspective that this is what was done to shut them
Up... either way, her class has given people the opportunity to cover they shit up (she filed hers and that donation is a write off and, yet some people haven’t ? And they’re doing what, leasing who, where...) because that happens at every university and community college in some form or another.  She has money or had... can you imagine the onslaught of identity theft attempts (call life lock and see) and just ‘the lady hitting Richard Gere with the paper kinda situations in runaway bride’ that she’s having to deal with- let me not even mention the only real tie I have to her is in a Facebook post when a friend and I noticed her in West Hollywood and said friend made a post about it.  Years ago... like years... could it be? I don’t know but just one of many concerns we have until October 1 let’s say to literally make some shit happen.  It’s become a do these acts of human cruelty, unfairness, and just awfulness need to go on any further.  Like, they put their pets out of their misery or company... and treat them better then they would even just the gift of leaving someone alone.... like people set fire to another person with one of them being homeless and the other not... like, that kind of energy does have an affect all over the world and... like I said. October. I am so American. I didn’t even think that I could be breaking news in such a way that I had no right to do so much less caused turmoil in another countries... what they tell us media... stop asking, stop spying with your satellites etc and handle shit in your country, quickly, or ill blow those satellites out of the sky and then maybe you’ll do so... it’s not like that... we step stones, throw pennies at tornados, and give five apartment building worth of money to another country in the form of aid, or meddling or in a country we don’t even have rule over... ew I can already hear it, e don’t have to do one or the other or half ass any of it... we can do both and in a stellar type way... but, it’s not the individual citizens or even groups of them
Stopping this... it’s the federal leadership... we pay two sets of taxes... actually the purchase taxes we don’t even get back... it goes to schools and roads and all that in your own backyards to compensate for federal inadequacies... not to mention.... anyways, we’re in board, ready to see some action plans and results and real news and media... like freedom of speech yes, but how is she supposed to have any fairness in an unfair system and I am so sorry that they are going through this.  If someone doesn’t help her with vanity publishing when all this is over.. and banned books in the United States? For real? Sho nuff... your local public library librarian is technically under the control of the government but not so hang em high kinda way.