Like, where are the double buses. And no offense, the bus is usually more packed and no offense it is on purpose- like it has to be... ain’t no damn way... I bet all y’all have those degrees and no offense but did you see how loud they got. And no offense I’m so glad we are like.... on the same page. But I worry all the time because I have friends being pulled over all the time anyways and now they are being deported on top of that. This isn’t tip for tap or mines longer or I can pee further.... and it’s not the men doing this.... it’s the divide we have... one country, one party, or at least a mechanism and system that.... what y’all know what I know? Or? Cause don’t play like shit is all falling apart like the utilities and water systems and mcj is technically condemned!!!! Yes girl, the sheriffs pay like thousands, on a per person up in there level. And also you totally could- did you see the captivating qualities you have? Threat of not having an attorney, not being able to, yeah but look at it now and I’m sure you are... but like the feds keep us where we are. Food banks must provide food... the gift card system wasn’t around and you can’t give cash or cash like items with federal money. And the state is doing the most. Like in other states and even some counties inside some states they don’t have the cash aid we have... it’s just dumb, it’s because nothing has been updated. Sim City wasn’t supposed and hasn’t ever lasted this long.... or if it has we sure have made some leaps and bounds lately and it’s because of what? Academia. Like- went from shared phone auntie bea phones to phones attached to the car floor, then the bag phone, then the phone the stored 10 numbers, and boom an iPhone... and I know I do that a lot and show my age a lot, but damn, they went to the moon and back with some rocket fuel, a calculator, gimbels unit and a couple and strategically balls to the walls placed windows and I’m just like... (Insert stupid inquisitive possibly sucking a straw that’s invisible or about to state something profound face her) I don’t get it... and one of those buttons on propane grills... you know the ‘pop’ or the ‘loud click’ that sometimes means you don’t have eye brows anymore... yeah, they had that to! How generous! People worried about the world running out of food and shit... that’s so real and realistic but it’s more because of doing things the quick, easy, I’m stronger then you kind of way or mentality. Like I get it. And they’ve come to see me before.... see y’all don’t even know. No offense. And I’m not talking about those that say they do and don’t... I mean, here goes a snack kinda caring. Like real life.... I can feel it again... the jeans were donated, the shirt is h&m less than $10. Just in case... like omg, I can like feel it. Oh and not to mention this is the fucking third time I’ve gotten on the wrong train or the train going in the wrong direction. When it rains it pours. Speaking of that, you’re 50 fucking years old, at least you paid top dollar for the shit, rocked it, and I agree with you... people in tents being set on fire by someone with a home and you’re telling me that they may create a law that makes my coat illegal... like, essentially the equivalent of doing drugs... I just don’t know if it will be a site and release or take you in cause then they get to strip search you with a squat, spread em, and cough situation... like, girl you know that happened in Sex and the city and I’m not saying anything but you know the government wouldn’t let them use blood like what happened in real life, or shit, or whatever. And I get it, I can see people have hurt me or someone or a person so much that I put all that love and all advocacy into animals because they don’t have a voice but I’m just saying... I hope you’re ok, and you know what... you fight and I’m away maintain their right to speak about their beliefs and passions- but girl I’m glad you didn’t fall over that thing cause I mean if a heel broke or some shit... then I’m glad you feel my pain about how they can fuck with you and if not then the same damn thing happened to me and those damn wrong trains today... like, it’s so fucking frustrating... not I had a different meeting to be at... so I didn’t get to attend however I do hope that there was a stellar turn out that supports people... which would yes, be rent control. Cause I hate to break it to you but you know damn we’ll companies get a huge discount... like travel nurse companies... for like an extended stay room... I think all they have to pay is the tax on those rooms/apartments. Like obscene- same thing with (this man taking about a dollar and that’s how much I tipped the dude/staff at the coffee bean for my coffee. I know I’m eating strawberry sour patch kids in remembrance of the ‘pickers!’ Like, what was I watching and this commercial was straight up shade and disrespectful and I do hope that there is legal measures taken... other people of whatever pick up that battle in that manner... and just go ahead and ride that shit all the way to the hill! Just like so many of my friends are getting pulled over even more then they did before all so that I dunno... incentive ticket giving has long arms... and I will fucking testify, swear, promise, and go to jail for purgers if I’m lying in regards to that female sheriff whose like first night ‘back from vacation’ it was said she hadn’t had one in awhile and because of my bail amount would be getting like $1100? So just cause it isn’t called that and they put a ‘price’ on everyone’s head individually so that it’s just part of the pay roll or something like that... the work around is real hunni. How much does kidnapping someone for potentially deportation go for? Like I said, I’m not one of those people that have and also have stayed in contact with friends for most of my life... but in the same respect I do have friendships of the equivalent and it’s kind of like... something real, ha imagine a kiddos birthday party and an ICE kidnapper/officer walking up, ripping down the piñata, candy going everywhere and an entire friend and their family being placed in handcuffs, kids either being placed in handcuffs depending on their age, or dept of child and family services being called to take an infant or newborn even into custody. Girl I’m glad all that candy there cause I’d either gauge their eyes out with it, or eat it or both... cause ima tell you right now I’d be in the back of the car with them. Literally. They’d arrest my ass and forget about them... cause this fool is crazy as hell. Like- imagine the actual real life hell... cause I have seen those holding cells full of people and when I asked ‘omg how do I get in that room’ cause I always forget how cruel the word is and my jump on it mentality, quickly turned literally to teary eyes and sit down cause they are waiting for immigration. I was like... but...and... the guy goes if they won’t keep them all and I’m like so they go from the birthday party with the candy and the uneaten cake and half drank soda with condensation still on the side with the lovingly eye rolling at the wifey and keeping an eye on those teenagers over there cause that’s all bad in all the right ways, to handcuffs, to a holding cell, to a bus, to a ‘camp’ and or ‘tent’ and we just now are building courts out of tents for these people to hold court in... oh I’m sure that will be a well excited panned, argued, I initially object cause I’ve got make up in my eyes, can’t see straight and honestly your honor I have a license to practice law and I am uncomfortable concerned and do what you must but I will not have my name and license anywhere around this other then in such a way as... I could also go to jail or prison for my part as a licensed bar passing legal mind... and if you aren’t thinking like that- I do hope you are now because I am concerned for you all... as you all will be held accountable for these actions and lives and lives lost... like- you prosecuted nurses in hospitals turned swamps for two weeks with patients on vents running out of sedation and medication and clean water???? And you think those people, and me, and the rest of the country aren’t going to... see I get that situation a little... but you’re kidnapping adults, their children or children for whom they care for who may not actually be their own and putting them in tents in TEXAS! It’s fucking hot.... and some have died? Of dehydration? You let a child, sweat themselves in ventricular Tachycardia with a pulse, then to without a pulse, their potassium and magnesium out of correctable ranges... and I’m so assholish to sit here and complain about the jail I was in not being Jacho approved or certified? Like, what the hell is wrong with me? God I don’t know what to do and someone once told me that you can’t control the weather, the government, or something else.... and I’m just like ok well let me walk across the street and not only that... but ok cool. Cause I have a blog and I have maybe not an administration that cares, or mother in that administration that cares, or a father that cares, or a grandfather that cares cause... oh here kiddo do you see what they’re having for their birthday? And we’re their parents there? Were they there to hold them? Or was there another child there? And do their parents even know? And what are the visiting hours? And is that mother getting her beta blocker? And are they getting a proper or jail issued 2000 calorie per day diet and fruit at least once a day... cause rickets is real! I’ve seen it. And your doing this to people as the President of the United States of America? Or as the.. I’ve basically done that at the bedside before so when I’m saying I would say let these people go or shoot me or whatever you have to do, when something I was made aware of wasn’t sitting right in my gut or gave me that feeling of I have to stop what’s going on- I did it every time I felt that cringe, or tug, or literally like it was all I could do, all I could do was say, ‘what is going on here?!’ Like, I can’t say that to your face, if I could I would, not with violence, or anger, but with literal concern from my heart and soul and you would have to at least look me in the eye before you dismissed me as trust... it’s saved children before, kept me from getting the shot beat out of me with a belt with my mom sitting right there watching, and it’s so silly that I’m doing this here, in the black and white document that has been argued if it is a document or not and a sidewalk doesn’t have any , like literally it’s a side walk... you simply can’t lay on it?! And yeah that’s me the same person as it was argued over the technicalities of why I thought I could lay down on a sidewalk and sleep at night in San Jose... same me, same blog, same rigorous honesty that is asking, please consider each and everyone of these people as a person for whom’s blood is on your hands and I’m not adding to the situation, this is the situation and I’m concerned for them and you... much like my traumas that are coming back to me in my dreams, waking up at night- putting two and two together that paints a persons blood all over concert of a jail cell and being drug across the day room or whatever... like, I hadn’t even like for two seconds thought of that.. not even long enough to be like Kobe and swat that thought out of the way of my thought process, cause not today satan.... I’ve got to finish this blog and then... it’s not like that, your brain is shielding you right now to get you through this... but once it’s over and you are recovering... have you even seen the names of these people? Or is their a protocol for notifiying their families or what did actually happen, are their families having to consent to autopsy, what actual countries were they supposed to be sent back to and what will they think of this? And... that’s just way out of where my heart is... but I’m sure all this has been considered or discussed or? I dunno. But now that some are in Texas and some are in California- it’s not up to those states as they are in immigrations custody and that’s federal and that ain’t no body but you at the top. Ok- I can’t just go on and on and on... like, American citizens have to live with these decisions as well and sleep at night and ... I do have faith but I cannot just have the stupid ass mentality of ‘oh that’s fake news’ or ‘that whole doing the double take with one eye on the tv one eye on the dog or kiddo or loved one in the room and then like go back to what your doing and think... I’ll read up on this or that later... well for me that was a long time ago when this started and...I’m concerned
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