And one more...

So here it all is....

I can’t remember but.... I was thinking about things... and has anyone who has one of those auto-immune your body like attacking itself situations... and I was like, I do wonder if that person could just be in a whatever level of a sickle cell crisis. Like I realize there is a lot of research behind lupus and fibromyalgia and like those sorts of things... but at the end of the day all those diagnosis will be considered drug seeking or... at least have been in the past... not be me but your local conservative. This being said literally sickle cell crisis are brought on by dehydration. Ok fine, an illness... however, that illness brought on dehydration.... and dehydration causes the sickling to take place which then get stuck in those tiny capillaries and it then is a medical emergency as those tiny vessels are in organs, finger tips, and your brain and lungs. Literally, water... is the prevention and so I was just I dunno.  To think that even the smartest of people and patients with some of these hurtles that they must face literally before they even open their eyes to then seize the day... literally, it’s so out of the box that only me and my silliness would even think it twice and also share it... Either way the increased water consumption or just mental log there of will only do go...


Oh yeah, and can please please someone put it in black and white or apple background and whatever color that incarcerated persons in whatever manner that may be... as in, jail, prisons, the fed versions and sentenced or still fighting they case, convicted but appealing.... those of course apply to all of those different entities. It’s just a mess...

And then like I was looking up the email addresses earlier and it’s like hmmmm.... I see your there with what ought to be a .gov ending but... alas you have a balhbalhgov.org which is like access to grants, tax write offs, and lots more... in just saying... when the work in which you do parallels that of a children’s hospital or other non or not for profit entity as such that is for the people and not prosecution and persecution of... then, you can have that respect and honor.... but no offense just like in San Jo when I called it ‘Paris’ like where they train marines... yes it was said to be the fastest... yet... here I am... 6 years later... and once again ‘Paris’ as in something ain’t right!

Drilling for oil, eh?  Are you sure it’s not fresh water?


Ex Machina- fantastic though a little creepy at the end....

Charlie Wilson’s War- So, Tom Hanks and Julia Roberts and those two dogs... like all I’ve ever had are dogs that are little smart asses that wanna think they’re leading me and I’m following but yet have their neck in a u-the position to make sure that I am indeed still following or leading depending... and perpetually run into a wall and then act the wall jus came out of nowhere. Oh, I can wait... like everything is becoming sorted in a way... or for me... yes, I still have no money (that I know of..), am still trying to find an attorney/ or interviewing/and looking for...I’m still jobless, I’m still homeless, I still have what seem to be weird thought or statements... then I give you two hours of we’ll see what had happened was... this then this then did you know you can be suspended from the library... and then this and then that... it’s like oh may that’s coming from a place of oh shit no, I did not know... well, that’s like suspending someone from a sidewalk I’d say.... I’m about to have a strawberry pop tart and I like, am so hopeful that I don’t then waltz to get ice cream... but, quality progress v/vs perfection...