Adult like apprehension...

I do think that this whole thing could have...I dunno, (ok lady sovereign) but what’s the difference between DOMA and DACA? And- is there order clarification in a way of order read back (or messy ass hand writing clarification?) or one of the things we write or had to write back in the day when we as nurses called on call docs when we needed to and still have to do this today it’s just a little easier with computers (assholes are still and always will be the same, however thankfully the tech giants... and there probably is a pun in there or their somewhere but nevertheless...) but we wrote ‘telephone verbal order read back’ as in a ok so this is what I have... and after they said yes, then I wrote that... (TORB... literally there may be millions of dollars and court cases around those four letters, or just attorneys that worked for hospitals in what we call risk management... I dunno... or I don’t know) I wonder with adult like apprehension if this whole time all he meant to do was repeal the repeal of DOMA?
I haven’t watched anything on television today or read anything really... I kind of cried about it last night, I did see like 5 seconds of people, our people, in suits covered with asbestosis.... went and laid down for a minute and then heard Adele singing about how the world fell at our feet... and I know there is a mathematical equation that could and would and should make this some kind of something cause it has to be hard to provide adequate legal representation, or work when if each one of those 2000+ lives lost each had a mom and dad and a brother like I have... then that’s a lot of people with very heavy (Oprah says Full v heavy related to mind over matter maybe) but those people have very full hearts today... I remember watching on television soldiers getting deployed, like that day.   Back then if you did what was it, two weeks a year and one weekend a month in the reserves the military paid for your university.  I don’t know if some one came and tapped them on their shoulder or if they got a call or if they knew to report as soon as the news broke but seeing their faces and the giant planes outside of the aircraft hanger is just on my mind.  Haha it’s hot as fuck outside and I’d be like that kid that just started school and even though it’s not current weather appropriate... I would still wear that FDNY Hoodie with the world trade centers on it and the smoke billowing from the two towers. That is... if my mom hasn’t of called the police over and over and over again telling them I was in the park and shouldn’t be and to arrest me and it’s not about cops today so let me just stop... it’s about a hero or two or thousands... Thank You.