Saturday, February 3, 2018
damn ya'lll
so people are so mean- i think they figured out who was who and sent him mean and awful emails all to be funny.... like with me in the room and then saying with my phone or my email open cause some kids are just cool that they were arguing with someone over email and it was them sending an email to my best friend.... ya'll thats whats happened... so now forgive me if my friend and i arent just out there with our tears of how mean people can be to people.... cause i had no idea... and this was in san jose... and so when i walk around like im crazy or anything... its just me. I'm not but to say ive walked right by people who know me only for me to be jsut keeping my head down or the opposite... imagine all this happening to me and then now its me trying to make things right with my friend.... times are hard huh...
https://youtu.be/Ici0k4lZ_TI
https://youtu.be/Ici0k4lZ_TI
Ok so I have anotehr blog that i have to go find a fucking phone charger for to post but then i promised i would put it in an email first then post it at a later time
and I know the Vivki from to real housewives of the OC's southern counter part so fuck whomever invented the toaster strootle cause if i wanna fucking find out if my parents had insurance policies out on me i will go ghetto and add that shit to the list. Lemme not even play like I'll have to fucking riun that by my best friend...
ha his family making fun of him for having a gay roomie or best friend... thats cool and now he putting money in his account like he said and yall gotta do what with what.... oh all yall gotta pay huh. well look... dang, see either way if i slept with mine i couldn't get him pregnant but sure tried (not) and yall did the same and now gotta pay for a kid? ok, yeah so do i, cause i got one of those too... but look at my bitch.... putting money in, or trying to and cant even do it but still trying.... see what a... oh now we trying to fight cause he at the library tellin on his damn blog... the gov be
Ok so I have anotehr blog that i have to go find a fucking phone charger for to post but then i promised i would put it in an email first then post it at a later time
and I know the Vivki from to real housewives of the OC's southern counter part so fuck whomever invented the toaster strootle cause if i wanna fucking find out if my parents had insurance policies out on me i will go ghetto and add that shit to the list. Lemme not even play like I'll have to fucking riun that by my best friend...
ha his family making fun of him for having a gay roomie or best friend... thats cool and now he putting money in his account like he said and yall gotta do what with what.... oh all yall gotta pay huh. well look... dang, see either way if i slept with mine i couldn't get him pregnant but sure tried (not) and yall did the same and now gotta pay for a kid? ok, yeah so do i, cause i got one of those too... but look at my bitch.... putting money in, or trying to and cant even do it but still trying.... see what a... oh now we trying to fight cause he at the library tellin on his damn blog... the gov be
Friday, February 2, 2018
so i got hit by a car...
So you really want to fucking go bonkers with me bsc? Ugh, she effing: I’ll just have to paste the
blog I wrote on the bus here because I am so like omg…. Then, I call my dad-
who I guess I can just assume I was raised by women. All my aunts and grandmother and then my two
biological parents. Am not even trippin
when I say that how is it you have kids you still want insurance policy money
from if they die but you won’t answer the fucking phone when they need
help? Oh, wait… cause you hope they get
into shady situations and DIE! Hey, I
survived you guys, I can def survive the world- even if you try to attack me
again, ha! But please don’t- I’ve
survived twice and now a pedestrian versus car… do we really have to keep
testing my resilience. You guys if I die
will you please make sure my best friend gets the money and not them? Please.
:I be like what the hell.
So I wonder if bsc will email me a video of her throwing franklins ball
for him. I'd ask her but I fear somehow that task that would indeed make me
smile and bring joy to my day would somehow send her into an anxiety
palpitative state of emergency. The
struggle is real.
Lemme tell ya this about your local corrupt shouldn't exist
authorities. Did you know they are
organized and in the know that in San José I was linked to a local gang all
because of the park I took a shit in and also gave some food out I had acquired
through means of my own? So literally
the authorities not only put me into a gang but further tried to bring harm to
me by sending the, community organizer of that said gang a bill for my
transgressions of acquiring food as stated in previous blogs. Like the police
are that organized that if someone steals and aren't caught at that time but
later through traffic cams and store surveillance found to have possibility
stolen head phones or food-
They then send that affiliation a bill! How fucked up? Not to mention then assuming this that and
the other. Also to say with such solidarity that that person had no contact
with someone who randomly gave them those headphones or that food or went
anywhere else unmonitored or watched.
I'm also posting a thing about those thugs on bikes. They are paid! A w-2 job no less!
Hey where were they to report an injury? Nowhere. They just keep on riding. Now let someone
hungry try to life $4 worth of food and they will literally follow yo ass to
the moon and back jamming 911 and the authorities numbers trying to get they
referral bonus. Heaven forbid they are a
bus operator let me on as a courtesy of not having my tap card. They be all over that also. America is so amazing. Hey, you need a search
warrant to look in someone's bag! Even if you are a legitimate authority
representative.
They literally even steal celebs phones. This is how some
shit gets leaked.
So I asked bsc, 'Hey.
Do you think you could order me a pizza thin crust with mushrooms and
pepperoni to the dominos on LA cienaga in west Hollywood? With hot sauce and ranch maybe?'
The reply was, 'no thanks.'
Kanye sang a song about people like her it was like how
could you, indeed or in existences, be so heartless?
She then asked about my ankle as I was having trouble before
getting hit... My continual reply will be 'no thanks' for a while. The
continual objection of my public defenders during my jury trial for intent to
commit petty theft was that Miranda had never occurred. Hmmmm.
I’ll explain my car accident later- I’m tired and fighting
with insurance as we speak to get meds paid for. It’s crazy- flexiril requires a prior
authorization? Ugh, the world we live in
I swear. They did scans of my ankle,
knee, hip, back, shoulder, and foot.
Ugh- it was like so painful when they were doing them, as a dumbass and
waiting until the next day I was like I guess walking it off wasn’t the best
idea. But only strains and sprains. They gave me a tetnus shot and some torodol
also. Cedars-Sinai is amazing. They also gave me a sandwich which was
amazing… The car accident wasn’t bad. I
was walking across a crosswalk and I think the car thought it was clear for him
to make a right turn… there were no cars coming so he made the second acceleration
directly into me. I would like ot
personally attack our president here by me saying that I didn’t report or get
the drivers info as I have insurance that will cover everything but also in case the person driving was
deportable… I’m doing my part to make sure he doesn’t. if a cartel includes uber then this driver
had an accent and an uber decal… not
happening as it pertains to me and mine.
But also to Madonna for teaching me how to fall that time at the British
Music awards show were you were ripped off by your cape… thank you for teaching
me how to fall because I tell you my backwards hat didn’t even fall off! Ha… I ended up totally on the car then when
he braked I slid forward and fell totally on my back. Head up.
Ha! The flexiril I can get out of
pocket for $7.74…. but no, bsc wont help…. Naturally.
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
Yay!
so annoying to kick someone out of a market for stealing, or supposedly stealing though nothing formal has been done- to be kicked out and told to never come back someone who does not work at the store and pressured the store manager to side with him as a representative of law enforcement and the west Hollywood sheriff only to make dinner references and how don't call him late for dinner.... was awesome. I thank you Mr officer for being a true representative of law enforcement in the united states of America and how big of a person/people you guys actually are. speaks not only to your 'education' with in your profession or (within your profession) but also to your character. Yes, you were called an asshole my sheriff as that person/me was actually fucking hungry. your instigating technique worked- sad to say that officer have fallen because of such techniques.
Have you ever seen someone leaving a store, only to be caught stealing, return the items, then when asked for the reusable bag back have that person/security guard then RIP the bag and hand it back to them? Oh my god ms security lady- how cool are you... only to be a true testament to your character also and how professional you are- once again speaking to those instigating techniques used and yes- i have never wanted to pull a sandra bullock and pull a computer monitor off a desk so bad in my life... cause its like....
do you know they go through certain neighborhoods with sirens every morning and they actually have laws for tents on side walks on certain streets, not all for the 'tents up' issue. 6am-9pm.... I have no idea what these laws are or how to be made known of then besides.... i dunno.... i was alseep on the side walk in my sleeping bag and then was woken up to be made aware of me needing to move. however while waiting at a bus stop this officer- only one... which is weird went walking around beating on tents to wake people up.... then like the officer in the park that kicked me while i was laying down alseep to wake me up did the same of equivalent to someone who then i think pulled a knife on her and swiped. thank god i was there to say do not site him for that. as, you need to one have someone else with you for your safety and the safety of the people, the camera systems are not your backups however, your a stupid unqualified officer if you think that one, someone knows your an officer just cause your waking them up by uncovering them,.. anyone can buy your uniform and anyone can impersonate someone and also- if you were assigned to slit his throat through the red light system you would want to properly identify him correct? you weren't trying to do that i don't think... however- i did not ask for your badge number of know who you are- however i do assume you are a new upper in the enforcement in that area and not a rookie... though fuck...
Kesha- being alive hurts too much. ouch.
so I'm at the west hollywood library- not only was this person bitching about me being her as i guess i am a criminal... but he is literally following around the library manager making notes of his doings... what in the fuck?
Did you know that ABC is owned by Disney.... gives a whole new thought process to are you news anchors actually really real? I mean i can vouch for some but I dunno about all... just thinking about how much money they are actually saving or would actually save by not having to pay someone or people to not only deliver the news, but follow orders as to what news in delivered and then also to live a 'right and correct, true' life as defined by their superiors.
so you know that movie with rachel mcadams.. morning glory- i really think that was about anderson cooper but anyways... that dudes contract was so long and detailed, etc. lemme tell ya a travel nurses contract is less than one page and 'at will.'
so biostatic material ads are up all over west hollywood. Rupaul- i cannot think you enough for being on Diva's Live- you have no idea the doors you opened for me and the 'hmms' you raised in my head and the curiosities and questions and doubts you answered. as i am not you or your brand or your label i will say that... i was sad when i saw your ad being rolled up and replaced, i smiled every time i saw it. That gold and those curves does the same thing for some straight men and makes their lives better- Kendra can't suck it enough. Even Holly i am appalled by, i get shes married to another man now, but i read in a newspaper her remarks about Mr. Hefner after his death and wanted to barf. Like, what were you thinking? Unless he didn't really die or unless... i don't know but didn't he keep the H for you... ugh, all i'm saying is their is something to be said for the nature for a man, no matter what he is or isn't... it aint anything like that.... all this sex scandal stuff is only closing bitches legs for them and getting me and my bros on our stomachs and pounded like bitches by men. straight, gay, bi, curious.. our holes are tighter cause we want them to be... and our mouths stay shut for the repeats... let me not pretend that homeland security should be sued for discrimination over the shut down of rent boy. also- can the federal government be sued for tax evasion cause they totally should be- its literally impossible to make them accountable as they should be... Ronald Reagan said- government isnt the answer to our problems, but the problem.'
https://la.curbed.com/2017/9/27/16377702/hugh-hefner-hollywood-sign-playboy-mansion-fundraiser
https://youtu.be/_HKH7Emy1SY she be like, ladies i think its time to switch roles... as in a 'amen.'
God Bless America for the rumor of the possibility of a Kennedy in the White House.
So I was using the restroom yesterday at the Bloc downtown- literally the most fabulous mall kinda... lemme tell you about what happened. So naturally there were like a one or two other people in there initially. then the cleaning dude came in and literally made them leave. I was like i literally jsut got in here... he was waiting outside the door peaking through the door crack. even jiggled the door so that the door came unhinged from the latch... I was like, seriously... then the security guard came.... (Sam Smith is the manager at the bloc that i have to follow up with) and was female and did the same. then called me a 'bitch ass mother fucker,' told me that she would call LAPD, i was like, yes, please do. make this official and create paperwork- did she? No. The harassment continued. The dude was like, he not allowing me to do my job, how you gonna stop someone from doing they job? I was like, wtf? SO then the manager dude gets there- sam smith and was reprimanding them. the one guy said but how can a transient keep someone from doing they job? the manager was so embarrassed and apologized them. I was like, um i know that did not just happen... He referenced someone named Charles.... he said to the two harassers, yeah, but Charles doesn't work here. hmmm sounds like someone is affiliated and is receiving order or instructions from someone and something other then his w-2 job and on top of that those loyalties lie with and where? The security guard also told me to ask my mama what her name and id number was...
Can a sheriff or ought a sheriff use the word git? like, ok, now git! like git out of here? hmmm?
Bsc said that she felt worse when i called and so i said i wouldn't anymore. It speaks to the support system Ive had and that i should know better. Literally, the first couple of times i didn't come home in college first semester that nation guard was called- i mean she couldn't stand that they already knew where i was as they were just inside of me. so then i moved out and then continued after saying ti was just a phase to let stellar men inside and so she stopped supporting me with the money she and my father said i could count on for rent and monthly bills as a result. vindictive? mean? caused issues? let me said that said stress didn't contribute to my early male pattern baldness- but the stellar men's hands or hand on the same spot during said situations did. ha! They'll love that- cheers all round.
does anyone elses Obama phone always tell the wrong time and have to be reset? or is it just mine? here's the other thing- i cant stand that i refer to them with negativity- the concept is fantastic. the amount of data, the quality- being that there is no 911 service with it, and also that the battery in a new on that's considered an upgraded one only lasts 5 hours- that's with data off, location off, and battery saver mode on. shit- people be like well lets get rid of them. that's whats great is you cant... so why don't you not put tax payer dollars in total shit phones and service? look into the issue- a high quality product that is on a percentage scale of being 100% or twice as good or better might cost an actual $0.05 increase in cost to the tax payers. instead of the continual replacements and just none sense of what shit are people supposed to get together with shit?
can youtube please get a most reputable filter option?
Omg- how fabulous did The First Lady look at the State of the Union- odds are not wearing american designers as a lot of them refused to work with her?
Ms Trump showed up to the event – separately from her husband, as some pointed out – in a striking all-white pantsuit by Christian Dior. She coupled it with a white silk Dolce & Gabbana blouse and Christian Louboutin pumps. As reported by the independent.
Its funny how private people from 1st world countries are... as America is a 2nd world country in my mind- or at least acting like one... like no one knows what they have or who they are... only when they tell us. so amazing when you think of Americans supporting drug dealers- not including anti retro virals, but aren't limited to anything else, all because of privacy.
How fantastic was P!nk on the red carpet and on the stage.
No people- the 'oh I don't support the president does not mean, oh I'm not going to watch the state of the union.'
If I can hate on the fact that we never really see the backs of any of our politicians but it is always like a huge thing for our celebs...
Have you ever seen someone leaving a store, only to be caught stealing, return the items, then when asked for the reusable bag back have that person/security guard then RIP the bag and hand it back to them? Oh my god ms security lady- how cool are you... only to be a true testament to your character also and how professional you are- once again speaking to those instigating techniques used and yes- i have never wanted to pull a sandra bullock and pull a computer monitor off a desk so bad in my life... cause its like....
do you know they go through certain neighborhoods with sirens every morning and they actually have laws for tents on side walks on certain streets, not all for the 'tents up' issue. 6am-9pm.... I have no idea what these laws are or how to be made known of then besides.... i dunno.... i was alseep on the side walk in my sleeping bag and then was woken up to be made aware of me needing to move. however while waiting at a bus stop this officer- only one... which is weird went walking around beating on tents to wake people up.... then like the officer in the park that kicked me while i was laying down alseep to wake me up did the same of equivalent to someone who then i think pulled a knife on her and swiped. thank god i was there to say do not site him for that. as, you need to one have someone else with you for your safety and the safety of the people, the camera systems are not your backups however, your a stupid unqualified officer if you think that one, someone knows your an officer just cause your waking them up by uncovering them,.. anyone can buy your uniform and anyone can impersonate someone and also- if you were assigned to slit his throat through the red light system you would want to properly identify him correct? you weren't trying to do that i don't think... however- i did not ask for your badge number of know who you are- however i do assume you are a new upper in the enforcement in that area and not a rookie... though fuck...
Kesha- being alive hurts too much. ouch.
so I'm at the west hollywood library- not only was this person bitching about me being her as i guess i am a criminal... but he is literally following around the library manager making notes of his doings... what in the fuck?
Did you know that ABC is owned by Disney.... gives a whole new thought process to are you news anchors actually really real? I mean i can vouch for some but I dunno about all... just thinking about how much money they are actually saving or would actually save by not having to pay someone or people to not only deliver the news, but follow orders as to what news in delivered and then also to live a 'right and correct, true' life as defined by their superiors.
so you know that movie with rachel mcadams.. morning glory- i really think that was about anderson cooper but anyways... that dudes contract was so long and detailed, etc. lemme tell ya a travel nurses contract is less than one page and 'at will.'
so biostatic material ads are up all over west hollywood. Rupaul- i cannot think you enough for being on Diva's Live- you have no idea the doors you opened for me and the 'hmms' you raised in my head and the curiosities and questions and doubts you answered. as i am not you or your brand or your label i will say that... i was sad when i saw your ad being rolled up and replaced, i smiled every time i saw it. That gold and those curves does the same thing for some straight men and makes their lives better- Kendra can't suck it enough. Even Holly i am appalled by, i get shes married to another man now, but i read in a newspaper her remarks about Mr. Hefner after his death and wanted to barf. Like, what were you thinking? Unless he didn't really die or unless... i don't know but didn't he keep the H for you... ugh, all i'm saying is their is something to be said for the nature for a man, no matter what he is or isn't... it aint anything like that.... all this sex scandal stuff is only closing bitches legs for them and getting me and my bros on our stomachs and pounded like bitches by men. straight, gay, bi, curious.. our holes are tighter cause we want them to be... and our mouths stay shut for the repeats... let me not pretend that homeland security should be sued for discrimination over the shut down of rent boy. also- can the federal government be sued for tax evasion cause they totally should be- its literally impossible to make them accountable as they should be... Ronald Reagan said- government isnt the answer to our problems, but the problem.'
https://la.curbed.com/2017/9/27/16377702/hugh-hefner-hollywood-sign-playboy-mansion-fundraiser
https://youtu.be/_HKH7Emy1SY she be like, ladies i think its time to switch roles... as in a 'amen.'
God Bless America for the rumor of the possibility of a Kennedy in the White House.
So I was using the restroom yesterday at the Bloc downtown- literally the most fabulous mall kinda... lemme tell you about what happened. So naturally there were like a one or two other people in there initially. then the cleaning dude came in and literally made them leave. I was like i literally jsut got in here... he was waiting outside the door peaking through the door crack. even jiggled the door so that the door came unhinged from the latch... I was like, seriously... then the security guard came.... (Sam Smith is the manager at the bloc that i have to follow up with) and was female and did the same. then called me a 'bitch ass mother fucker,' told me that she would call LAPD, i was like, yes, please do. make this official and create paperwork- did she? No. The harassment continued. The dude was like, he not allowing me to do my job, how you gonna stop someone from doing they job? I was like, wtf? SO then the manager dude gets there- sam smith and was reprimanding them. the one guy said but how can a transient keep someone from doing they job? the manager was so embarrassed and apologized them. I was like, um i know that did not just happen... He referenced someone named Charles.... he said to the two harassers, yeah, but Charles doesn't work here. hmmm sounds like someone is affiliated and is receiving order or instructions from someone and something other then his w-2 job and on top of that those loyalties lie with and where? The security guard also told me to ask my mama what her name and id number was...
Can a sheriff or ought a sheriff use the word git? like, ok, now git! like git out of here? hmmm?
Bsc said that she felt worse when i called and so i said i wouldn't anymore. It speaks to the support system Ive had and that i should know better. Literally, the first couple of times i didn't come home in college first semester that nation guard was called- i mean she couldn't stand that they already knew where i was as they were just inside of me. so then i moved out and then continued after saying ti was just a phase to let stellar men inside and so she stopped supporting me with the money she and my father said i could count on for rent and monthly bills as a result. vindictive? mean? caused issues? let me said that said stress didn't contribute to my early male pattern baldness- but the stellar men's hands or hand on the same spot during said situations did. ha! They'll love that- cheers all round.
does anyone elses Obama phone always tell the wrong time and have to be reset? or is it just mine? here's the other thing- i cant stand that i refer to them with negativity- the concept is fantastic. the amount of data, the quality- being that there is no 911 service with it, and also that the battery in a new on that's considered an upgraded one only lasts 5 hours- that's with data off, location off, and battery saver mode on. shit- people be like well lets get rid of them. that's whats great is you cant... so why don't you not put tax payer dollars in total shit phones and service? look into the issue- a high quality product that is on a percentage scale of being 100% or twice as good or better might cost an actual $0.05 increase in cost to the tax payers. instead of the continual replacements and just none sense of what shit are people supposed to get together with shit?
can youtube please get a most reputable filter option?
Omg- how fabulous did The First Lady look at the State of the Union- odds are not wearing american designers as a lot of them refused to work with her?
Ms Trump showed up to the event – separately from her husband, as some pointed out – in a striking all-white pantsuit by Christian Dior. She coupled it with a white silk Dolce & Gabbana blouse and Christian Louboutin pumps. As reported by the independent.
Its funny how private people from 1st world countries are... as America is a 2nd world country in my mind- or at least acting like one... like no one knows what they have or who they are... only when they tell us. so amazing when you think of Americans supporting drug dealers- not including anti retro virals, but aren't limited to anything else, all because of privacy.
How fantastic was P!nk on the red carpet and on the stage.
No people- the 'oh I don't support the president does not mean, oh I'm not going to watch the state of the union.'
If I can hate on the fact that we never really see the backs of any of our politicians but it is always like a huge thing for our celebs...
Monday, January 29, 2018
I smoked a...
Cig and omg- I was like stumbling. Like those things are potent... and yes I am
a light/lite weight. Ask any crna that
has ever given me something to make me a little less nervous in pre-op or going
down the hallway and they will vouch for that shit.
So watching the devil wears Prada at the library... omg, can
we say that I have eaten an onion bagel after having literally never ever
wanted one... in jail in Milpitas/san Jose in the Elmwood correction
facility.... I got a fucking piece of onion stuck in my teeth and literally
could do nothing but drink ice cold water for hours and hours, like there is
something to be said for nerve pain... dunno if it was m y mandibular, which is
a terminal branch of cranial nerve 5 or your trigeminal nerve. Speaking of
jail- I noticed today that Folgers coffee is $1.29 for 7 packets (or seven
packets if I'm in an English class) as opposed to Starbucks for $6.49 for
eight. I mean- I will never ever get
this Folgers crap again because of the association- sorry Folgers. It's so good, I recommend it highly. But, damn bitch. Oh geez- lemme say now if I end up in jail
again, please let me bum some if you have?
I will be thankful- this is more of me just being bitchy.
Call Donatella- get her jet.
You know what’s annoying about that American crime movie about the
assassination of Gianni Versace? I think
we did it outside of the statue of when we have to pay her money for telling
the story of how her father was shot outside his Miami home.
So I do buy lottery tickets- Bridgett jones did or does it
so there must be something there... I am sketchy so I do love scratchers. Can I be very honest about something though....?
I hate that this upgraded 'free phone free service' phone won’t scan the barcode. For those that don’t know if you don’t win
anything- you can win like a free ticket or a some dollas or the whole actual
grand prize or whatever... the point is that 2nd chance not only has been
developed to keep track of tickets and money and winnings but you can also win
through the 2nd chance submissions. It's
annoying that there is an app not available to everyone that has a function
further not available to everyone related to the things available... ugh, I do
hope that I win again like I did in San Jose or like that officer that stole ir after he faked a firedrill did. I still need to follow up about that as if it was a drill there should be something documented from the fire Marshall no? as I did not see any firemen, man, or wo... i shall conclude that once again the effing cops or officers are effing liars. my dad knows all about that kind of stuff, the fire code stuff that is- so glad he is willing to help in even that way---- ha i got jokes today.
We shall see.
So you know those annoying yellow things- bsc/tsttw bsc
loves buying wine and then having to go over them.... so you know what this
right- and this is on a leaving Walmart level or crossing the street or both...
When I was in San Jose- I read in their local publication-
not the mercury news... but like the social magazine kinda.... within the first
couple of pages they had a section where they would include tweets... One said,
'Keep writing Josh.’ I am curious... but I won't ask. It had to be towards me right? I think so... I want to say thank you. It didn't make me feel like anything more
then- shit that was like 6 months ago or so... I mean it gave me courage that
got me out of that awful place and situation and home. So thank you- even if it wasn't for me...
thank you to the OH that reminds me I do love wired magazine, but I was
thinking of... or meaning to cite/site Metro Silicon Valley.
Last night I was thinking about school... just getting a
Judicial Degree, or going to LA film school or something... then I was like, I
wonder if you can just get a 'generic' bachelor’s degree- kinda like an
extension of high school or an update of sorts.
I don't know- I learned nothing about anything to do with Kosovo or
desert storm or Nixon or anything in high school- people reference those things
like daily in various ways and I'm like- wtf is that. I want to go back to school so badly- but I don’t
know for sure what I would major in- as I don’t think the above exists... did
you know only 33% of people have Bachelor’s degrees? I mean... that is what I think is written in
the Audacity of Hope- up from 19%. Not
sure what the new numbers are as that was written on 2006- or published
then..... But so far it is fantastic- the book, not the numbers. Literally am I stupid to think that like
almost everyone I encountered had a college education or something. I mean I know that in other countries a master’s
degree is a duh. That's the truth...
like, that's the issue. This is the land
of opportunity so why aren't more people taking the said opportunities? Literally, I don't believe in lowering
standards but I do believe in assessing why people don't or aren't or can’t
meet them. And I think that is a huge
deal with college- besides just the money game.
I wish there was like a life insurance policy I could take
out on myself.... if you can get a life insurance policy for $100,000 when you
die for $11/$12 per month- why can’t I do that now. Like, why can’t I take out a $100,000 life
insurance policy on myself now to get back on my feet? It would make much more sense than getting on
ssi and having to take affordable housing and all- I’m not saying I don’t need
it because I do however I think there are a lot of options that I have that
others don’t being that only 33% of Americans have bachelor’s degrees. I do realize I'd be getting a loan to pay the
payments with the money from the loan and that is part of what crashed the
housing market- lending people above the value of the home with the good faith
that they would use said money renovate it or remodel it. But is it really fair that not only is the
system broken as stated by people way above my ranking in making those statements-
but now I have to not only become a victim
of it but rely on it and wait on it and then also in a sense- the money I don’t
care about. like I do feel like getting
ssi may or might or could or will keep someone else form getting it... others
will say no or that’s stupid but that’s just how I think.... and it does
literally apply to the affordable housing and apartment market when in fact
there are only so many actual homes and apartments in the country.... ya
know. But at the same time what else am I
to do. Create a business plan for
getting my life together or what all I need to do and what to do... like I want
to write a book about things I learned in jail- like a not for tourist book
kinda. Remember those? Or something.
But I don’t think I have the experience for that but I literally just
walked to the water fountain one time and got in trouble over walking behind a
co or deputy. He was like doing ever does
that- I was like do what? Get water. He
was like no; you don’t ever walk behind a co.
Just like you don’t ever walk up to a co with a full cup of coffee or really
anything in your hand... truth. I guess someone has thrown something on them before
or something... I don’t know. The whole
flushing the toilet thing and the only two flushes per 30 minutes... that
resets after 5 minutes. So you can flush
the toilet am every five minutes... and it never be limited.... I think.... I didn’t
try that like if there is a max per hour... but I am at least a two flusher...
kinda back to back.... but instead I learned to wait five minutes before flush
two and then I could have a after another five minutes. So stupid huh? well, it will or might keep someone with
ungrateful parents from getting their ass beat or killed all so their parents
can get insurance money from them... roll your eyes baby boomer and I’ll ask
how medicated you are.... all this shit and crap people are on... its literally
like we are taking away human emotions and empathy and caring. I hate to say we are doing to ourselves
through just living a real life- and I’m not trying to take away from people
who have problems and are handling them... but there are some that are just victims
no matter what and those are the ones I worry about.... omg my kid got
suspended or having sex with another guy in the parking lot after school...
what have I done to deserve this? Ugh,
not... omg junior- is you ok? Let’s talk about it? Do you and he need the house to yourselves
tonight while your father and I busy us or something along those lines. Like, are you going to have trouble at school
now, if you do I have zero tolerance for anyone hating on you for being you- so
if something happens do not worry about what I will or am going to do but tell
me regardless. Do you feel like other
kids do this and you were singled out? Etc.
Sunday, January 28, 2018
I smoked...
So I smoked a cigarette last night... i was hungry adn instead of walking my ass to da store I decided to grab this random whole cigarette sitting on a retaining wall. It was a paul mall- and was super minty. Not trying to endorse him- no idea who that is however what i do know is bitch was stumbling. I wanted to go hop on a dick- instead... i called bsc. she was like oh my gosh why why why did you do that. I mean- the cuddles came after the phone call and a walk and a nap- I love the being asleep and then you just feel safe all the sudden. Seriously- I never sleep like that unless he is close... its a fact. So this one time he came to check on me- you know this whole fillibuster of my life and moving around- he of course has been my knight. Bsc was like I dont even know what he looks like- I'm like, duh... cause um... yeah, anyways. This one time he literally like, didnt hit me... but of course I was like fighting sleep, in my apartment after surgery and alone... well, naturally he thuggy. So he crawls on the couch with me. Literally, I may start referring to him as jared- hope you get the subway reference. all i mean by that is yes, i put it in my mouth. he was asleep i think and i of course migrate... literally in my sleep also i almost suffocated. And he couldnt get me off him in a way- i was so happy i bear hugged him, with it down my throat, not gagging but sucking... I mean, after turing blue its safe to say that I was sucking for air. and next thing i know... I realize... he's very strong... like literally, totally manhandled untangling my arms and pulling me away only to out my arms around his shoulders. Thats how you know- when they let you run your hand up the back of their neck into their hair and hold them close.
Saturday, January 27, 2018
Happy Grammy's!
https://youtu.be/PGfSaVDymjk
there was some talk this morning on 105.9 or 106 which ever comes in clearer on your 'free phone free service' device about Cardi B's 'fuck with him and then I get some money' line.... they talked about that being where she came from- having to have sex for money. So thought it de-powered women.... and I'm like- well thank you for opening up the conversation for children who may not know what parts of the world is like.... opening up conversations is so important.... i am going to pull the daddy butts line and say.... she like if i fuck with him I'm going to get some money... shot. Yum yum. Breakfast, snack, dinner, luncheon... of champions! :) Thank you Cardi B for being the pretty women of the latino community. She be like, all they have to do is ask me what i mean by my lyrics... haha that would be too easy- the dialog comes first i guess.
Life happens, and it;s hard- one of my most favorite- lets face it I have a lot of favorites- co-workers (not using the ford former) has a child getting chemo. God I know she can't wait until there is a past tense with that... isn't it awful to think about how cute a kiddo would be on his last day of receiving chemo therapy to have a little shit or snapback that said, 'I got chemo'd.'
I spoke to my mom the other night. She is soo complicated. I've decided to call her in my blog BSC. for Bat Shit Crazy. She is nothing like, Victoria Beckham, Hillary Rhodman, Bridgett Jones' mom, or dad, or anything other then or than just real. So let me just make a joke about all of it now. Lemme tell you about the joke it wasn't when i told bsc to write a blog- I told her I never go back adn read mine. ever- i write what i want when i have time to even if i work on one for days and days I try to not have to use auto-correct or anything program or tool to correct my writing because at the end of day related to the fuckwittage... all that can be taken away- if you use a program or app to correct or add something to enhance.... all that can be taken away. and make you look like a fool on the world wide web all because of someone or the government wanting to fuck with you. She was like, well blah blah blah.... im not sending you money and blah blah blah.... I'm like why cant you take my aunts jargon to heart. she never said to us- you cant have that, we cant, or I cant afford it. so fucking wise. She would say, no, you dont need that. I'm like, bsc, why dont you just say something other then no, im not sending you money you're on drugs, or someone will take it, or you'll go get all dolled up and try to sit on a worthless Mexican? It's so annoying. maybe I should call her tsttw bsc... as in three sheets to the wind bat shit crazy. Anywho, who knows if i was even talking to her.
you do know that when you live a public life- whether it be a famous one or not.... you are famous. like me, i take the bus, sleep outside, jack off or give head in public places, an tracked by satellites that can read my lips from outer space, etc. so in that system of watching me or monitoring me.... there exists 'google translate into josh when he's having a good day' that persona can then be used to have a real time actual conversation with my bsc and neither of us be any the wiser as to what just happened. the system knows how i react to annoying people, to people it puts in my way specifically to try to get a decent p-value type variable.... etc. it knows when i think something is fake and that i am always right. to my homeless mates- please jack off once per day as a.... its healthy, sanity improving, and healthy for your prostate. I guarantee you if more women would nut it would reduce their cancers....
https://youtu.be/aJEzl31zL-I
I mean i need a Bentayga... Like, whoa. Then I need B. Jenner to customize it for me. Ugh, don't let me trip like I wouldn't rather have a Tesla SUV cause I totally would. That shit has California written all over it- I'm so thankful that our former governor was like, you mean we be designing, making, producing, and selling these all electric amazing machines and then you want to fucking drill off our coast? Bye boo.
https://youtu.be/LnHc7Ma8EF0
I do write my blog in such away that whether he, bsc, the other he, my best friend, or your mama.... reads it... I don't really care. It literally saved my life in San Jose- where I was writing it as a legit message in a bottle for help or something.... but i think it was all very perfect. I left that situation with no one from there ever going to follow me and attack me again as well as life long friends- some may be one in the same... either way if something had been different there may not be that absolution from the situation.
Apple HomePod- yes, please. Anything apple. Invite google into your home- and you're inviting the government... oh you know how we were talking about that super sweet never before heard of invention then all the sudden someone is on tv having invented it.... yeah, probably some animated joker produced by the government (gmail- government mail) to make another trillion dollars to further not do anything for its people. Like, are Bill and Melinda Gates actual people? I dunno. They could be animated or whatever people to represent government technology.... Apple. That's British and since we do plaster those white folks all over our media I support them to the fullest as they have literally been around since the dawn of times....
Omg so i was just grocery shopping and saw... I mean so this person went to the bathroom, and it seemed like the security guard followed him and started yelling at him... i mean he set his items down and went into the bathroom. I have no idea what her problem was as well as neither do the other patrons that i talked to. on top of that she continued to follow him around the store to the point to were he set the items down by one of those sale shelves and boom there she was behind him. He looked terrified. she put her hands on him, even pushing, yelling, and then further making it worse by literally following him out the store after an associate who actually works for the store told him it was ok to leave. I mean who is she- she literally was so threatening that people were talking about her in the parking lot. I feel bad for the market because they will probably loose business just because of her. that's terrible. It just goes to show you either that something needs to change or thats how close food and the government are related. Like, if they would rather ban people from libraries, food, and lottery tickets then there is a real issue of, no offense, fuck russia....our government has literally created concentration camps. I'm hella worried about germany coming to get theirs if you know what I mean. I'm trying to be happy- but all that shit that is suppposed to be there isnt. period. everyone knows this- ive heard this... but only now after living it can i say that it is true.
oh, you, poor person, we have these benefits available, its 2017, now 2018, come, fill out, then go, do, and prosper. oh wait... you have a tent, a house, or a home in a neighborhood or place where law enforcement, or someone harmful entity will enter your domain and steal from you or cause you harm.... oh well, I'm so sorry. but since you did risk it all and come to the office here are all these papers you can fill out, or here is a packet, then when you've completed it I'll be happy to help you. oh wait, actually it'll be three months and that little shut down just made things so backed up on a computer processing level that it'll be 90 days. oh, and i can go ahead and tell you that you don't qualify. then boom, that person gets back to their dwelling or domain that's been tainted and destroyed. gross.
(3, three, 1)one
its brilliant. not the area code- that's for the birds. I mean the concept... like, is the last one an exponent? or a? is the first one a group of three or a single? 'because there are three 'whatevers' within the parenthesis which are free values as in no recognized in some systems there for in that whole group you only have 4 actualities to play with. the one comes with it can be three groups of the four with a possibility of an exponent of three at the end of each... it depends on what you need and how much room you need in a way. there are hard limits- such as in an actual 40 week term. there is so much knowledge out there that Americans aren't privy to. Like, a woman giving birth to 5 kiddos- triplets, then a kiddo, then another kiddo.... all conceived naturally. two different dads. like, that research gets even more in dept all the way to 7... there are only so many square inches. I mean we can plug up a heart in the states and make it work as shown by greys anatomy... what else can we just plug up like that??? anyways... I'm applying it to technology intelligence and how if someone sees an act on camera at a subway/metro/or rail station that can possibly be interpreted on a 7th person level. the camera see it, then a person sees it on a monitor- that's third person already as described by me...but is that initial monitoring branch just one... no its three.... because like us the system does have prejudices.... so that's two.... but then it also has itself... making that three.... cause a break off of that is the monitoring system.
Literally, in san jose if you live in one of those fancy apartments with a sensor that activates the light when you walk in- its an actual camera...
I am so excited to see p!nk perform. Like, I cant wait. I'm sure bsc will be like, i dont know why they have to be so political.... i mean what about us.... is it political or humanitarianism or? Ask Madam Beckham and then ask her what she said to barbra walters after she brought up sugar during her interview (is that political).... i mean, instead of talk about meaningful things during her time with royalty, Barbra (barbara?- no idea how to spell and working on a deadline which is me and star trek into darkness- priorities ya know.) walters asked her about a cupcake and sugar.... like, barb, you're the one your country decided was capable of delivering the hard news as described in your episode of master class? nooo.......
https://youtu.be/FJfFZqTlWrQ how have i never watched some of these music videos. I mean lol!
Dolly was that sheep that was cloned. now someone has been cloned. they are calling it an ape... or prime mate.... but i think it was Tom Cruise. Imagine. oh oh, or hey, how about christiano?! oh oh, or there is a whole world.... for all I know it could bloody be fake news and im just buying in. ugh.
there was some talk this morning on 105.9 or 106 which ever comes in clearer on your 'free phone free service' device about Cardi B's 'fuck with him and then I get some money' line.... they talked about that being where she came from- having to have sex for money. So thought it de-powered women.... and I'm like- well thank you for opening up the conversation for children who may not know what parts of the world is like.... opening up conversations is so important.... i am going to pull the daddy butts line and say.... she like if i fuck with him I'm going to get some money... shot. Yum yum. Breakfast, snack, dinner, luncheon... of champions! :) Thank you Cardi B for being the pretty women of the latino community. She be like, all they have to do is ask me what i mean by my lyrics... haha that would be too easy- the dialog comes first i guess.
Life happens, and it;s hard- one of my most favorite- lets face it I have a lot of favorites- co-workers (not using the ford former) has a child getting chemo. God I know she can't wait until there is a past tense with that... isn't it awful to think about how cute a kiddo would be on his last day of receiving chemo therapy to have a little shit or snapback that said, 'I got chemo'd.'
I spoke to my mom the other night. She is soo complicated. I've decided to call her in my blog BSC. for Bat Shit Crazy. She is nothing like, Victoria Beckham, Hillary Rhodman, Bridgett Jones' mom, or dad, or anything other then or than just real. So let me just make a joke about all of it now. Lemme tell you about the joke it wasn't when i told bsc to write a blog- I told her I never go back adn read mine. ever- i write what i want when i have time to even if i work on one for days and days I try to not have to use auto-correct or anything program or tool to correct my writing because at the end of day related to the fuckwittage... all that can be taken away- if you use a program or app to correct or add something to enhance.... all that can be taken away. and make you look like a fool on the world wide web all because of someone or the government wanting to fuck with you. She was like, well blah blah blah.... im not sending you money and blah blah blah.... I'm like why cant you take my aunts jargon to heart. she never said to us- you cant have that, we cant, or I cant afford it. so fucking wise. She would say, no, you dont need that. I'm like, bsc, why dont you just say something other then no, im not sending you money you're on drugs, or someone will take it, or you'll go get all dolled up and try to sit on a worthless Mexican? It's so annoying. maybe I should call her tsttw bsc... as in three sheets to the wind bat shit crazy. Anywho, who knows if i was even talking to her.
you do know that when you live a public life- whether it be a famous one or not.... you are famous. like me, i take the bus, sleep outside, jack off or give head in public places, an tracked by satellites that can read my lips from outer space, etc. so in that system of watching me or monitoring me.... there exists 'google translate into josh when he's having a good day' that persona can then be used to have a real time actual conversation with my bsc and neither of us be any the wiser as to what just happened. the system knows how i react to annoying people, to people it puts in my way specifically to try to get a decent p-value type variable.... etc. it knows when i think something is fake and that i am always right. to my homeless mates- please jack off once per day as a.... its healthy, sanity improving, and healthy for your prostate. I guarantee you if more women would nut it would reduce their cancers....
https://youtu.be/aJEzl31zL-I
I mean i need a Bentayga... Like, whoa. Then I need B. Jenner to customize it for me. Ugh, don't let me trip like I wouldn't rather have a Tesla SUV cause I totally would. That shit has California written all over it- I'm so thankful that our former governor was like, you mean we be designing, making, producing, and selling these all electric amazing machines and then you want to fucking drill off our coast? Bye boo.
https://youtu.be/LnHc7Ma8EF0
I do write my blog in such away that whether he, bsc, the other he, my best friend, or your mama.... reads it... I don't really care. It literally saved my life in San Jose- where I was writing it as a legit message in a bottle for help or something.... but i think it was all very perfect. I left that situation with no one from there ever going to follow me and attack me again as well as life long friends- some may be one in the same... either way if something had been different there may not be that absolution from the situation.
Apple HomePod- yes, please. Anything apple. Invite google into your home- and you're inviting the government... oh you know how we were talking about that super sweet never before heard of invention then all the sudden someone is on tv having invented it.... yeah, probably some animated joker produced by the government (gmail- government mail) to make another trillion dollars to further not do anything for its people. Like, are Bill and Melinda Gates actual people? I dunno. They could be animated or whatever people to represent government technology.... Apple. That's British and since we do plaster those white folks all over our media I support them to the fullest as they have literally been around since the dawn of times....
Omg so i was just grocery shopping and saw... I mean so this person went to the bathroom, and it seemed like the security guard followed him and started yelling at him... i mean he set his items down and went into the bathroom. I have no idea what her problem was as well as neither do the other patrons that i talked to. on top of that she continued to follow him around the store to the point to were he set the items down by one of those sale shelves and boom there she was behind him. He looked terrified. she put her hands on him, even pushing, yelling, and then further making it worse by literally following him out the store after an associate who actually works for the store told him it was ok to leave. I mean who is she- she literally was so threatening that people were talking about her in the parking lot. I feel bad for the market because they will probably loose business just because of her. that's terrible. It just goes to show you either that something needs to change or thats how close food and the government are related. Like, if they would rather ban people from libraries, food, and lottery tickets then there is a real issue of, no offense, fuck russia....our government has literally created concentration camps. I'm hella worried about germany coming to get theirs if you know what I mean. I'm trying to be happy- but all that shit that is suppposed to be there isnt. period. everyone knows this- ive heard this... but only now after living it can i say that it is true.
oh, you, poor person, we have these benefits available, its 2017, now 2018, come, fill out, then go, do, and prosper. oh wait... you have a tent, a house, or a home in a neighborhood or place where law enforcement, or someone harmful entity will enter your domain and steal from you or cause you harm.... oh well, I'm so sorry. but since you did risk it all and come to the office here are all these papers you can fill out, or here is a packet, then when you've completed it I'll be happy to help you. oh wait, actually it'll be three months and that little shut down just made things so backed up on a computer processing level that it'll be 90 days. oh, and i can go ahead and tell you that you don't qualify. then boom, that person gets back to their dwelling or domain that's been tainted and destroyed. gross.
(3, three, 1)one
its brilliant. not the area code- that's for the birds. I mean the concept... like, is the last one an exponent? or a? is the first one a group of three or a single? 'because there are three 'whatevers' within the parenthesis which are free values as in no recognized in some systems there for in that whole group you only have 4 actualities to play with. the one comes with it can be three groups of the four with a possibility of an exponent of three at the end of each... it depends on what you need and how much room you need in a way. there are hard limits- such as in an actual 40 week term. there is so much knowledge out there that Americans aren't privy to. Like, a woman giving birth to 5 kiddos- triplets, then a kiddo, then another kiddo.... all conceived naturally. two different dads. like, that research gets even more in dept all the way to 7... there are only so many square inches. I mean we can plug up a heart in the states and make it work as shown by greys anatomy... what else can we just plug up like that??? anyways... I'm applying it to technology intelligence and how if someone sees an act on camera at a subway/metro/or rail station that can possibly be interpreted on a 7th person level. the camera see it, then a person sees it on a monitor- that's third person already as described by me...but is that initial monitoring branch just one... no its three.... because like us the system does have prejudices.... so that's two.... but then it also has itself... making that three.... cause a break off of that is the monitoring system.
Literally, in san jose if you live in one of those fancy apartments with a sensor that activates the light when you walk in- its an actual camera...
I am so excited to see p!nk perform. Like, I cant wait. I'm sure bsc will be like, i dont know why they have to be so political.... i mean what about us.... is it political or humanitarianism or? Ask Madam Beckham and then ask her what she said to barbra walters after she brought up sugar during her interview (is that political).... i mean, instead of talk about meaningful things during her time with royalty, Barbra (barbara?- no idea how to spell and working on a deadline which is me and star trek into darkness- priorities ya know.) walters asked her about a cupcake and sugar.... like, barb, you're the one your country decided was capable of delivering the hard news as described in your episode of master class? nooo.......
https://youtu.be/FJfFZqTlWrQ how have i never watched some of these music videos. I mean lol!
Dolly was that sheep that was cloned. now someone has been cloned. they are calling it an ape... or prime mate.... but i think it was Tom Cruise. Imagine. oh oh, or hey, how about christiano?! oh oh, or there is a whole world.... for all I know it could bloody be fake news and im just buying in. ugh.
Friday, January 26, 2018
So yay! FInally able to retire... and now I'm being deported...
You know what- shame on this president and trying to get rid of all these people at the age of their retirement... I pray that him saying they don't have to worry about March is true.... mind you this will only hurt our economy sir! Hello! March madness is supposed to be a happy time! So make it so- handle it now so we can all concentrate on our brackets please!
Here's the deal about tech and science.... we are the only country that limits it in such ways.... other countries don't limit it in the sense we do.... we just don't do it.... other countries do it to see possiblies and be leaving those dumb Americans behind... only when we know what is possible do we know how to protect ourselves.... meaning other countries will do what they wanna do... our president doesn't control stem cell research on an international level.
so here's a piece of theorized science for you... the human genome project.... it should be studied in gay men. like just like the hiv virus becomes part of someones dna.... so do the men a bottom sleeps with unprotected.... this is so done been had knowledge in other countries.... literally their dna becomes apart of that person and is replicated and permanent... but only in the good ways.... in all the good ways it can... theoretically someone can become more of someone else then when they were born.... just saying....
https://youtu.be/rFz59Jmgewk
....
https://youtu.be/qb9cETC9EnA
I was reminiscing with a friend list night on messenger- so retarded but we both lead crazy busy lives.... I was like remember back in the day when.... and it was total nostalgia. Him sneaking into my apartment back in the day- me sleeping like a literal brick. I mean, its sad that when my alarm would go off- me like a bat out of hell.... I would literally get up and get out of bed, shower and leave my house with him still in bed, like bye.... thanks for the sleep. Literally, I have to have a solid man with me at all times to sleep well. its so annoying. thankfully i can think hard enough about my best friend to be able to sleep but then someone times we are so connected i think it wakes him up to come look for me. its weird how energies work.
This song is literally every college students motto, as was mine back in the day... and today...
https://youtu.be/jCUiGArhW2M
bystander abuse- it's when those around know that something is going on and don't report it.... not to be confused with being an asshole reporting someone stealing food because they are hungry to security..... that is different. this is where someone knows someone is being held captive or someone is being abused and no one says anything or does anything.... while witnessing injustice or wrongdoing. I think it's different- silence is complicity.
yay so I got a phone! It's an upgraded 'free phone free service' phones. Hopefully the information gathered with it isnt free- but who knows if that legislation and litigation and court cases have been created yet? At the end of the day I dont care- but for everyone else i do. I dont like them picking and choosing who what when where and what to apply and how hard to apply it. Anyways- the awesome person gave me a brand head set to go with it and somehow after one day its been effing hacked to only play out of one side. yes, if there is a microphone people it can be hacked.... jsut like our electricity jacks can transmit information about you from whatever device.... the grounding piort is indeed information
OMG I got my new glasses! Ah! So excited I can see- i swear these are the best ones I've ever had! I feel like I walk around so much differently!
https://youtu.be/EBt_88nxG4c?list=RDClU3fctbGls
Here's my thing about some of this shit you see on TV or in ads.... like the truth ads. I love them but can we be real.... like who is the face of big tobacco. I see Trey's face in the house of representatives doing his part with his hit ginger mug all over his name and his legacy.... can we just be honest and say that there is no face of big tobacco companies but our actual government?! Like, people- our government controls so much.... and yes, he did something with all the imports and exports not sure exactly what- but Honda, Hyundai, and Mercedes all have plants in the states.... in Alabama actually. If you live there and are hungry- girl they be getting hella tax dollars.... get those food stamps and shit while you get your shit together- or while you wait for them to get their shit together kinda like me.... seriously. They don't care- they will let you starve.... they got they money and food...
Here's the deal about tech and science.... we are the only country that limits it in such ways.... other countries don't limit it in the sense we do.... we just don't do it.... other countries do it to see possiblies and be leaving those dumb Americans behind... only when we know what is possible do we know how to protect ourselves.... meaning other countries will do what they wanna do... our president doesn't control stem cell research on an international level.
so here's a piece of theorized science for you... the human genome project.... it should be studied in gay men. like just like the hiv virus becomes part of someones dna.... so do the men a bottom sleeps with unprotected.... this is so done been had knowledge in other countries.... literally their dna becomes apart of that person and is replicated and permanent... but only in the good ways.... in all the good ways it can... theoretically someone can become more of someone else then when they were born.... just saying....
https://youtu.be/rFz59Jmgewk
....
https://youtu.be/qb9cETC9EnA
I was reminiscing with a friend list night on messenger- so retarded but we both lead crazy busy lives.... I was like remember back in the day when.... and it was total nostalgia. Him sneaking into my apartment back in the day- me sleeping like a literal brick. I mean, its sad that when my alarm would go off- me like a bat out of hell.... I would literally get up and get out of bed, shower and leave my house with him still in bed, like bye.... thanks for the sleep. Literally, I have to have a solid man with me at all times to sleep well. its so annoying. thankfully i can think hard enough about my best friend to be able to sleep but then someone times we are so connected i think it wakes him up to come look for me. its weird how energies work.
This song is literally every college students motto, as was mine back in the day... and today...
https://youtu.be/jCUiGArhW2M
bystander abuse- it's when those around know that something is going on and don't report it.... not to be confused with being an asshole reporting someone stealing food because they are hungry to security..... that is different. this is where someone knows someone is being held captive or someone is being abused and no one says anything or does anything.... while witnessing injustice or wrongdoing. I think it's different- silence is complicity.
yay so I got a phone! It's an upgraded 'free phone free service' phones. Hopefully the information gathered with it isnt free- but who knows if that legislation and litigation and court cases have been created yet? At the end of the day I dont care- but for everyone else i do. I dont like them picking and choosing who what when where and what to apply and how hard to apply it. Anyways- the awesome person gave me a brand head set to go with it and somehow after one day its been effing hacked to only play out of one side. yes, if there is a microphone people it can be hacked.... jsut like our electricity jacks can transmit information about you from whatever device.... the grounding piort is indeed information
OMG I got my new glasses! Ah! So excited I can see- i swear these are the best ones I've ever had! I feel like I walk around so much differently!
https://youtu.be/EBt_88nxG4c?list=RDClU3fctbGls
Here's my thing about some of this shit you see on TV or in ads.... like the truth ads. I love them but can we be real.... like who is the face of big tobacco. I see Trey's face in the house of representatives doing his part with his hit ginger mug all over his name and his legacy.... can we just be honest and say that there is no face of big tobacco companies but our actual government?! Like, people- our government controls so much.... and yes, he did something with all the imports and exports not sure exactly what- but Honda, Hyundai, and Mercedes all have plants in the states.... in Alabama actually. If you live there and are hungry- girl they be getting hella tax dollars.... get those food stamps and shit while you get your shit together- or while you wait for them to get their shit together kinda like me.... seriously. They don't care- they will let you starve.... they got they money and food...
Wednesday, January 24, 2018
you know... and I know... that the
Philadelphia Eagles are going to do the same thing for Tom Brady and the Pats that I would... bend over. I mean, duh. Star struck, stud struck, Pats struck! YASSSSSSS!
Hundreds of thousands of federal employees had to stay at home from their jobs... did they get paid?
There is a judge in San Jose named McCracken.... like, in Prates of the Caribbean. I hear she's a real ball buster.
So I went to Griffith park for the first time ever the other day- it was fucking phenomenal. I mean- it is absolutely beautiful.... i barely made it to the top.... i was wearing flip flops and lets just say I'll be using that as a benchmark of my determination for at least one year. one calendar year that is...
https://youtu.be/r0EVEXX9kpk
the video above makes me lip sync like I'm performing at an after party for the super bowl smelling like fresh pull out. (not sure how i put all that together- but the term smelling like fresh pull out i learned while incarcerated.) I was like- pull out like a sofa? yeah, talk about having a whole room look at you and smile...
I saw ryan seacrest wearing work out clothes... i was like i wonder if this one he stopped to talk to people and his you know what was hanging out the bottom of his shorts and he was like opps, seacrest out! haha. the real question is does he use crest toothpaste?
https://youtu.be/_-oJKyHHxKk
I ate sushi today and it made me so happy- i did share. also, i got cookie butter- the biscoff kinda. omg i like to dip pop tarts in it.
If the current administration tries to drill off the coast of California i will totally brave the sharks and squeeze my ass into a wet suit to protest- like the former governor said- drill off mar-a-logo or where ever the fuck that place is. I thought we were after renewable resources and things like that... after the BP oil spill are we really effing drilling more? like really? as far as i know the lithium ion battery didnt come from dinosaurs.... neither did tesla.
https://youtu.be/8UFIYGkROII
if i have to take care of my alcoholic hater parents when i get older will i get a tax write off?
Hundreds of thousands of federal employees had to stay at home from their jobs... did they get paid?
There is a judge in San Jose named McCracken.... like, in Prates of the Caribbean. I hear she's a real ball buster.
So I went to Griffith park for the first time ever the other day- it was fucking phenomenal. I mean- it is absolutely beautiful.... i barely made it to the top.... i was wearing flip flops and lets just say I'll be using that as a benchmark of my determination for at least one year. one calendar year that is...
https://youtu.be/r0EVEXX9kpk
the video above makes me lip sync like I'm performing at an after party for the super bowl smelling like fresh pull out. (not sure how i put all that together- but the term smelling like fresh pull out i learned while incarcerated.) I was like- pull out like a sofa? yeah, talk about having a whole room look at you and smile...
I saw ryan seacrest wearing work out clothes... i was like i wonder if this one he stopped to talk to people and his you know what was hanging out the bottom of his shorts and he was like opps, seacrest out! haha. the real question is does he use crest toothpaste?
https://youtu.be/_-oJKyHHxKk
I ate sushi today and it made me so happy- i did share. also, i got cookie butter- the biscoff kinda. omg i like to dip pop tarts in it.
If the current administration tries to drill off the coast of California i will totally brave the sharks and squeeze my ass into a wet suit to protest- like the former governor said- drill off mar-a-logo or where ever the fuck that place is. I thought we were after renewable resources and things like that... after the BP oil spill are we really effing drilling more? like really? as far as i know the lithium ion battery didnt come from dinosaurs.... neither did tesla.
https://youtu.be/8UFIYGkROII
if i have to take care of my alcoholic hater parents when i get older will i get a tax write off?
Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Dont tell em... and mean muggin...
https://youtu.be/LnHc7Ma8EF0
Omg so yeah- shithole countries for some reason to me means gay or a derogatory term for gay.... i mean urban dictionary doesn't necessarily agree but i mean what i learned in jail is what applied there so.... just thought i would give a different perspective... also- im about to hit a bitch witha bottle.... i hope my friend doesnt mind me telling a bit of her story here...
I am pissed- just like that Sunny from the view... I have a nurse friend. She and I go wayyyyy back. I was orienting at a new job, and she and i knew each other from the gym but hadn't talked that much. Naturally that day we bonded. Over a cliff bar and a hero. It's only natural that the strength I've now come to admir, a strength that's given me courage and fight, in her is something she had to overcome. Since they were talking about Haiti I had to get up and leave the library. I went to go finish my salad outside and have a cry. Ya'll we had soldiers that died in that 'shithole' country. Like, let me try and give him a little slack and say maybe his words were taken out of context but at the same time what exactly was he trying to say? It hurts. It hurt me for her, I can't even muster up the courage to message her and apoligize to her for him. It means so much when someone tells you their story the way she did only for like years later me to be crying in a library in west hollywood over how much it hurts. further more, for me to be telling it here, for him to maybe read it, and further disrespect lives past and present.
I leave it at that for tonight. WOD for Warriors.
Omg so yeah- shithole countries for some reason to me means gay or a derogatory term for gay.... i mean urban dictionary doesn't necessarily agree but i mean what i learned in jail is what applied there so.... just thought i would give a different perspective... also- im about to hit a bitch witha bottle.... i hope my friend doesnt mind me telling a bit of her story here...
I am pissed- just like that Sunny from the view... I have a nurse friend. She and I go wayyyyy back. I was orienting at a new job, and she and i knew each other from the gym but hadn't talked that much. Naturally that day we bonded. Over a cliff bar and a hero. It's only natural that the strength I've now come to admir, a strength that's given me courage and fight, in her is something she had to overcome. Since they were talking about Haiti I had to get up and leave the library. I went to go finish my salad outside and have a cry. Ya'll we had soldiers that died in that 'shithole' country. Like, let me try and give him a little slack and say maybe his words were taken out of context but at the same time what exactly was he trying to say? It hurts. It hurt me for her, I can't even muster up the courage to message her and apoligize to her for him. It means so much when someone tells you their story the way she did only for like years later me to be crying in a library in west hollywood over how much it hurts. further more, for me to be telling it here, for him to maybe read it, and further disrespect lives past and present.
I leave it at that for tonight. WOD for Warriors.
Just thinking about....
like last night these cops came to the park... this officer literally woke me up by stepping on me... like not an accident but a solid step- then proceeded to rip my sleeping bag... Yes, I swung several times and hit his bitch ass then yes, they left. you just don't do that to people... im not trying to be cocky by any means, but as soon as i started saying DA reject and that I would take this shit to jury trial on a time not waived basis and hold their asses accountable for this shit- they got real scared. Literally, yes, they cited me- even better cause i got they names and shit. One of them said i hope you're not here when we come with a bunch more officers and just arrest everyone... i was like why cause i'll be holla'ren just like i am now and scare you guys off. see some officers are bitches like that.... they tr4y to provoke a fight only to get to early retire. Ugh. while that person kinda like me last night probably has an assault on an officer charge that will stick only cause it was a different situation or i don't know.... but damn if i wasn't pissed. i'm glad they come through at 0430... meaning you cant be in the park between 2200-0500. so if they arrest people or someone they get over time. its annoying...
So about DACA- does that mean that Ivanka and Jared will be deported to Jerusalem? Like, why is that even being called into question? they were brought here as children meaning.... what? that this isn't their home or that even then they had a choice on the matter?
Could Ms. Cushion (and no i dont mean for the pushin.... i mean as in a whoopie cushion) please ask Commissioner Judy if she is offended by me not calling her a Judge and if their is a difference and what said difference is and also why if their is one are their judges court rooms without court reporters and commissioners court rooms with them.... like is all that legal or is a question as to why some people think the world is fake or have a moment of insanity as it pertains to their reality...cause i know some places when the right to bare arms comes into play in these situations and it seems to be loose lose for everyone.... but.... like, i said.... i kinda wanna know what she thinks about all this.
Like, if my country will deport people that are home, what will they do to me?
so this weekend i was downtown- coincidentally there was a women's march of some sorts... for what i dont know but there was a woman holding a sign that said something about the 'hood was here.' I was infuriated. I had to just keep walking... if i was of equal to her meaning a woman... i would have beat her ass. literally, you wanna see hood bitch, ill show you hood as there are children in certain places who have died peacefully in their beds because of gun violence/stray bullets. can you imagine.... i was like for csi to have made an episode about that i wonder how many people that has happened to?
can we just be clear that shit hole is a gay term of hate.... its derogatory. if you call someone a shithole teacher.... that means you're calling them a gay hate term. like a faggot teacher. this is what i learned in jail in san jose....
https://youtu.be/R3mjJV_XGaQ
So about DACA- does that mean that Ivanka and Jared will be deported to Jerusalem? Like, why is that even being called into question? they were brought here as children meaning.... what? that this isn't their home or that even then they had a choice on the matter?
Could Ms. Cushion (and no i dont mean for the pushin.... i mean as in a whoopie cushion) please ask Commissioner Judy if she is offended by me not calling her a Judge and if their is a difference and what said difference is and also why if their is one are their judges court rooms without court reporters and commissioners court rooms with them.... like is all that legal or is a question as to why some people think the world is fake or have a moment of insanity as it pertains to their reality...cause i know some places when the right to bare arms comes into play in these situations and it seems to be loose lose for everyone.... but.... like, i said.... i kinda wanna know what she thinks about all this.
Like, if my country will deport people that are home, what will they do to me?
so this weekend i was downtown- coincidentally there was a women's march of some sorts... for what i dont know but there was a woman holding a sign that said something about the 'hood was here.' I was infuriated. I had to just keep walking... if i was of equal to her meaning a woman... i would have beat her ass. literally, you wanna see hood bitch, ill show you hood as there are children in certain places who have died peacefully in their beds because of gun violence/stray bullets. can you imagine.... i was like for csi to have made an episode about that i wonder how many people that has happened to?
can we just be clear that shit hole is a gay term of hate.... its derogatory. if you call someone a shithole teacher.... that means you're calling them a gay hate term. like a faggot teacher. this is what i learned in jail in san jose....
https://youtu.be/R3mjJV_XGaQ
Monday, January 22, 2018
a good man scares away the dark...
to my best friend... who keeps the afraid away from the dark for me....
https://youtu.be/VRuoR--LdqQ
ugh, still don't have glasses so I'm terrified at night... i just hunker down and pray.
https://youtu.be/fqXU2ett-2o
https://youtu.be/VRuoR--LdqQ
ugh, still don't have glasses so I'm terrified at night... i just hunker down and pray.
https://youtu.be/fqXU2ett-2o
So about this government shut down and what it means to me…
well I think it means that a lot of people don’t know what it means…I went to
the ssi office today in Glendale and was turned away by a security guard… you
know I had to show out… I was like I know I didn’t just get up the courage to
show up like I am with my belongs and hustle up bus rides only to be told to turn
around and go home by a security guard and not an actual ssi rep. I was like oh no… then the other security guards
tried to be knuck and buck over contraband… guess what that was… a bottle of tobacco….
He was like but its glass… and I was like ok dude… pick on the homeless dude
and make him throw the shit away…. I had to take the elevator back down the 6
floors to the damn outside of the building to throw it away… that whole glass
bottle thing is on a daily. But I was appalled
that some people were actually taking the first security guards word for it…
and just leaving. It makes me sad
because that could be someone’s day when their family member has a hospice
sitter that day or has arranged for someone to come and watch someone they care
for or like me just hustled up the courage and the rides to get there… and gone
through the bullshit of having to deal with the people at the door who think
they have the authority to turn people away… um they don’t…. those security guards
should be held liable as well as our president for the deaths that will occur because
of this shut down… its putting people in harm’s way outside of the normal
variables they may or may not be subjected to.
This dude had the nerve to tell me to watch the news… I was like ok shaboolya-
watch this…. Middle finger to the sky.
Born to Die…. I just now got that my parent’s sole purpose
for my life was to die and be an insurance payout. Thank goodness I’m resilient but sad for them
because I made their lives more difficult…. If you’ve ever felt like your
parents are or have tried to hurt you or that they don’t give a damn on purpose….
See if they have a big insurance claim on you…. If so take legal action against
them…
https://youtu.be/IHbY3blOGwc
hate is the strongest drug... but I still pick (not sure which choose or chose or choice to use...) love.
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