I'm posting this in the best way I know without doing anything to promote a click... as in an actual hyperlink none sense sense that I would love to know more about... but in the interest of everyone... I'm just gonna keep on letting you do the fuck you want to cause it matters- and you think that I don't as a whatever. My mother is so stupid... she didn't even acknowledge Roy G Biv- as a light and scuense adn col9or all because she's not who I think she is and that all because she doesn't like me being gay adn a rainbow and a fuckin ghue ligh tis so far beyond or on top of that literally at least we all getting something out of this.... its not a joke or an accident.... period. because she wants to keep survivor as an actual I think it's literally made her think that all this shit she watches as a life and when I was at home she would have rather and will continue to rather watch that then 'be' with her family... as in i was on the couch and she would pause that shit to talk to me... adn then... can't be bothered.... well look what you can or cant do.... I hate this. I hate it. It's so much to think and talk about because thankfully she gets to be mad at me, or whatever with and after all the shit ive been through will still chose survivor and trying to outwit outlast outplay someone as a thought process and it's not a child that I'm advocating for who has a mother that will live the rest of her life with the energy and thought process of a 'what coulda shoulda would' when she came home ot her child hanging from a banister or his brains against that freshly painted wall in that.... or the.... at least my mom has me and I have the option to do what I want no matter what and will chose to let her hard work not pay off whether it cost her money then or whatever later.... it's all so important. I've said it, you know it I know it... (ah wordiness)at the end of the day I will make the same result as will anyone with a point, principle, premise, actuality, betterment, hyperlink, adsense, java (coffee, Patton, I aint trippin over your car I saw with a license plate material that can literally be actual and or not and or thank God we know about it... I hop ewe on the same team but clearly we ain't... aren't.... somethings I protect or not... Ha the joke on the person that is really president but not and like damn I already did that and now I have to fucking build a wall but instead its a firewall that would not be created with a drone helping a drone and I don't know.... I get a closed market and I get money can and will and is not available to anyone.... doesn't mean that a mother or fatehr or person wont lock someone in a closet for any length of time and then open the door at the last monent just to do it all again becaseu they don't like or don't agree with something that came out of their body. Literally, I can' ttake up the whole issue. I'm advocating for yes, you did that as a person. I haven't done anything that I wouldn't do again- except for anything and everything I've done to protect the convoluted confusion (beep beep, tone, tone- you know and what I just am supposed to actually let this all go becaseu you are a person who can't let another exist, be, or anything when you have the option to pass jusdgement on someone who's still (stop studying this god damn thing in my arm thats now granded with tjhe shit in my arm as a nerve fiber of mty actual body that can and can't becsaeu you don't have that righ tas a judgemental person or drone or something that as educated, smart, or enough money to not matter to me either way.... well, peorple came before htat and then the water was and I'm sorry for nothing that you have the option of doing anything good or bad taht pertains to me when... I want to kill myself. I want me to not exist to you. Right now. I cannot do that, because of a lot of actual issues, variable, factors, situations, bnackgraounds, actualities, facts, presents- right now with what a ten year old can do as a 'I don't, can't...' And I can't even stop it! I can't make sense of this becaseu I don't want to actually ahve to prove it.. I will, I am going to, I am not going to be anything other other what I am- Thank God your hate and all that 'extra' that I have some 'extra' but it's you are not going to make anything without all this which is not possible when you come home or have a tragitiy like. It's not enough, me taking care of this at the bedside has not caused anything nergative in my life. Period. Me taking care of a child and family after a tragity is a gift. Literally, money doesn't mater at that point... clearly here in the land of trillionaires/Santa Clara County City of San Jose Part of the united way or nations or whatever... Access to public libraries and being whatever from it is something that is done to people... I am going to contiue through this with all this science because you can create all this and yet- not acknowldege anything.... well, i love a song by crime mob called '....(right now I'm going to youtube instead of google because it's an extra tracable in one way or anther its a crime against me and my humilitied humainitian judged by your old ass way of think that is not somethin gthat will ever move in my gentics with you ever.... a kid kills himself- a family lives with that. A motehr may literally as a normal part of grieving cook food, put it on a plate and look at it while they eat their meal as a 'normal' way of continuing on. Fact. It's what a drone can't think about or someone can't think past- please come at me with anything after you've gone through that as a normal part of a life and moving forward. I'm going to be that fo rmy family period. Sadly- for them it doesn't have to be like that. But all this nonesense is coincidentally not a coincidence... hey buying roses can be as hard as sending birthday money when..... An American President is a right taht I have to cite as a now you may or may not be anything I want in my children's future as a entitlement I have that you have to cause all this knowing good and well that if it werent me it would be 'an ok, making sense kind of thing.' I'm making to much about me- but keep google was created to prevent this I realize as the governeent and google the shit I respect beyond your actual way of thinking as a debt your paying thats created my thought process taht your keeping me from making it anything..... nope. Sorry- I actually have to do this.. I will do whatever I have to do to make this 'right.' It will be a this what people actuallly face and do just mine is as of course/coarse on a much more monumental scale then is of course/coarse not out of my way of thinking and actuality as a way of 'Thank You.' Sadly- at this point for you and me a vent has a battery. A football game that was a part of my life when a player was injured during the game, was later pronounced dead during the third quarter or whatever because he actually was dead, died, is now a thing that that whole population and now part of your life as some one I'm reaching with just my actuality (funny how someone running whatever world can't comprehend that level of english huh? no it's not) of seeing literally they announced it over head and like people collapsed crying. Like it was something that was hard to have what I'm feeling now as a 30 going on 31 actual person then and now becaseu of all this bullshit that doesnt matter because him dying is what I want for you as a right to anything that is me and my family becaseu you can't see third person yourself to get over it. (now lemme go back to my friend and say- nothing- because I know what people will continue to do as leaders of life the world the freeworld- It's not one sided when ) hang on... let the... It can't sink in. The ground saturated with blood sweat tears and shit that is actual matter- maybe not food or worth my effort that is I'm saying all this like I want it. I want to not be apart of your shit or lies or no wait i do. I want my upbringing as nasty as I will make it period- cause it was. It sucked. it was real. just like that player actually dying because of a ral life and how much it means when a healthcare issue and a life that is now a part of advancing and preventing that from happening as an accounted for variable in science, life, libery- he's dead. He and your issues with me are a gift you have as something I want to expoentially multiple and drop on your fucking head like a brick in one hand of someone with your ignorance will do to another actual drone or person or lil wayne sang a song... but he a nigga right? no- he's a person and a life and a 'being.' you know otherwise... I'll prove that the same way you can't prove what I know and don't know. So I'm looking for soemthing that exists adn I can't find it becaseu of.... what I just said.... My convolution is your dna and mine. I'm sorry that you have to deal with me. I'm sorry that I am a real person and can say I want to actually see you in a state prison like what some people go through as an actuality of thier life but a part of what this system is santa clara county in the united states of amerinca and a city of san jose and me adn birmingham alabama and they ahve a dam there (logan martin lake, Find it and blow it up if you want. I dunno. I dont care.. That player is from that smae area, is dead as a ligit 'life happens' kind of life and all the energy from science and the... all that knowedlge from all that tech which is this is dead to that family.. To that mother. To that father. To that whole school and me and I didnt even know him. Well, realted to all that I have 'a lot on my mind and why I can't just get my shit together as a selfish asshole (not like my friend i'm trying to make all this shit up to) but because he was right- I have and had no idea but I don't know that he did or does either. It's something that in the ....... that in my life as a person in the place I am is not understandable or even.... it matters enough to keep and whatever right? It doesn't. I can't even put this shit in a blog it's so legit. I am... I will... I will keep doing all of this in the same manner I am adn have and eventually you will as a 'life' die. And I will be sad. I will morn and cry that same as if you weren't the asshole (oh wait some people don't ahve assholes- they shit in a bag that comes out of their abdomen) you are actually because I know what you as a person mean to my world. Its so hard to put into words I'm going to actually do so here and in every other which way I can as a social security number 424316548 do as a 09/13/1986 day of surgery so the next day would be post of day 1 for me and my actual mother at Medical Center East in Birmingham, Alabama which is now apart of catholic charities and Accesntion healthcare and Saint Vincents East and/.... wow thats a lot of fucking actual facts. No- it's not... No one cares... because your actions will keep a person able capable and (kinda your fault when or if) I mean I have had to survive the way I have here. I was fortuinate enough to have a real life and a friend who is worse off now because he knew, knows, cared, loves like a brother thats not my actual drone of a brother or.... I'm gay so your ignorant ass is not something I trust with the anything that is whats happening to me and with me right now.... as a (stop it!) fact I'm not afraid to say here, their, there, to you, or anyone (I'm sorry) because its what a person means as a person (I'm not chaucer and I'm so sorry that my life is so just my life that I can't....I got a lot of real shit going on... real is real is everything....) I actually have a chip in my arm that was put their by a registered nurse in an actual jail in the states that when I was attacked and was bleeding had (I think it was shit and piss- but the military is amazing and I think) It grounded the chip somehow to the nerve that is my ulner nerve and a rolen recharges it's self... oh thats $30,0000 to a person..... as a watch.... this shit it a chip grounded to my ulnar nerve that is actually cool and science that your ignorant ass will use on your child as an ok thing and I don't know that if I wasnt me and didnt literally say 'ouch that hurts' with whatever in me as a 'little something ectra adn a blessing and soemthing' youre paying for that now becaseu just like then that light in my eyes and realness that thank God made your STOP. Ouch. That hurts with a literally did you hear it under that bridge atgain? itwas there. I may not oh had the gusto I had when I hoped that a friend would appear with your shit that was yes, three times of jus tlegitness of an emotion or sound or whatever is I wanted a person to appear out of nothing that is something that I pray right now is apart of my actuality- but your both real and assholes and for other people not life.... I think I'm different and special because at the saem time everyone is. Literally bruises up and down my right thigh with a mom sittin gbeside me that wasn't doing anything to stop it then or now or.... whatever some people will have betterment with my way of weakness and thought process. I get nothing right now- because if you replicated it enought ot whatever I hate you. I wish someone (no I don't) but i wish i could get you to not like me enough to actually put me in a closet and lierally study this shit until i take my last breath and for some and anyone who knows cares or is associated with me.... live TV- hey I'll lieterally do it to myself if I want to... I'm that deterrmined. Think I won't with or without you actaully admitted to this shit sign waivers and all this as a person whose family is more interewsted in anything but me right now....hey, a kid committed usiced on facebook. I will actually show someone how long and all this is real and be a (my friend either way will make it up to himeself or me becaseu a friend is that unknown to some) . I've got all this military actuallity and a chip in my arm for bhiometrics andliterally put me in a room and let me starve. I'm ok with it bu tit better not be something that is censored. I won't cuss, I wont really even think just so all these brain waves and pseudo seizure info can men what it should to a child whos parent doe4s the same thing with someone whom in the united states currently may not even be known- yet you can do all this to me as a part of me... that's just how insane it is actually.. I didn't know you could be banned from the public libraries. I don't know if my frienddid or not- but I didn't over come or live through his beginning just like he didnt mine and then to just be friends and literally your ability to make me scared to evben mention his name as an association thing is you- my family. Like, it's a thought process that means a lot to me and people associated with me Dr. Rice/ My auntie I don't know anyone that I did and... oh so a news person can do whatever as an african american adn so the natin security advisor... can to and now may need something or some or... shut up. This is crazy. Not provable. Not impotant enough to keep you from just.... at the end of the day.... it all something to the world.. My actual committednes to the world and not going extinct as aperson or thought process means all this science to measure science to it takes weeks for someone to starve to death. they will drink their own piss, finger nails, shit, I wont if ypou want to make it real enough to jsut not be gross to someone. I won't eat the clothes or clothe I have on as a I will do this with the outsourcing that is your bitch ass of an actuall thing that should exist where it doesnt here. The outsourcing of urine and all that nonesense in the pretrail services and bull shit that I don't agree with... will create wit where there is none for just a if it doesnt exist or people wont admit it even from me to them or be apart of the betterment i believe in then atuacu;lly do what your doing and study it to reall yprevent it like you want to prevent love and doing no harm like I want to promote and are promting an innocent person from being killed. I'll volunteer. I want to I will. I don't want to do that. I Don't want to have anyone be able to censor that the way the have created the shit hole of a world we live in... you cant expel students, you cant ban or suspend someone from a public library, you can't prevent me from anything as a person who had the options to be and become anything that in a way has created me thinking I've lived a full life just as a 30 going on 31 year old becaseu of the just experience I've had. My life on- no this is not a end of life plan, suicide note, or anyhting... it's so much more then that because I want to be more then that.... becaseu that some existence ethat is a note or goodbye is not something I can do at this point with a 'system' to create legislation and laws and protection and promote 'whatever that's been doen to me as a whole way of being someone special or whatever and to still be a problem where there should be none all because of my light that stooped you then and now and either way my determination and your lengths now are applicable to no one. Because you don't really even know my whole life.... I dont think..... it's not worth an aunt or person who will not agree with even to just me that the bullshit is the bullshit and you may actually be my family member (what do I know- I'm unworthy right?) from homewood/birmingham offspring of Charles Ray and I was prevented from ever meeting him though a family member wanted that primary grounding person to person energy for me but I don't have respenct for that now if this continues. I will do everything I can do to not let you not bemore then.... that's nto fair when you've ment so much to me and thats something that a person or friend can just mean to anyone. But it's all for nothing right now a person I know who is in jail after being in prison and juievinle hall and in this same system and city and place that I am. hes in jail for 1.5 years which should be prison but that I don't agree with or if thats me calling bullshit on you it's stopping. One way or another I could give a rats ass about.... I cant even. It's not me. I said one thing to someone who was in my life once when I wasn't just being a person to a person when there was someone else actualy there whom at the time I didn't really get it or want to...I wanted all that to not be there... I wanted to go back to when it was.... you're doing it now with me and he may not even be apart of it. I wish I could keep him from what I think the people who I don't and do know and those that will not be that ignorant to my 'being' and whatever will when they watch the production of me actaully making you not be in control. It's bee done- it research, it published, it the holocaust, it reaganomics, it access to care, and life and not part of the City of San Jose and Santa Clara County in the State of California in the United States of America when an entire High School actually lost one of theirs to life and everything that that did and then means to me now. Me as a person can't be that 'Truman Showed' or planned. If it can then yes, I would be that one to do what he did or can't be done just becasue of the light in my eyes that isn't there in one of them now- as an actuality. I don't really want to have to do this but I will hit you, but bruises on you, let a principle hit you, etc out of love. Thats so something that gets me nowhere becaseu I can literally have actual people sit they asses on an actual VTA bus when they have no purpose there but to do nothing that I don't already and havent already acknowledged one way or another as something I already know adn believe kinda.... cause you fucking relicated it and I want it in a selfsih way of just I want to go back and to not put someone through knowing me if its possible for me to be incappable of succeeding as a actual thing wether its areliance or... no. I can't be this for the res tof my life- because I come from addiciton. Literally, my father dealt with a mom that i was told not by her though i knew her that would go into dt's from alcohol or being drinking... which I have actually done to a point of, I don't need it or want that.... I can do both but I could a some points, like in sane diego, or when I got my DUI in la, in SD I didn't drink and drive but I drank, then I..... and that friend whom I cared enough about to leave the other behind and I think a lot of people regret that but can't take it back are... I mean with 1 I literalyl got so shit faced drunk tailgating as a functional adult at a college football game just because of my social anxitey, as a i had done it with two others in the same town in cllege and not had the social anxiety to drink away because to me I had been there once before and... with them I was like the person I was for my friend in San Diego, I drove, was in charge, go tthe tickets, etc... then I was the one to 11 oclock games are hell- girl I watched kick off said 'im going to the bathroom' made it there and passed out on the toliet thank God with the door locked and sitting upright in a falling asleep kinda knowledge that is dont do it cause you might affiziate or have a history teacher give you 54 demerits or whatever that will get you banned froma library as a 'judgement' but also will keep someone alive live it did me to have to walk out of the stale call my friend/text on my iphone and say- you want to see those messages? from my actuall account- no.. yolu cant or not ligitimately anymore but this is not buisness or someones money or anything that someone can or will do to change history that isn't in our texts yey cause if so then you may continue to know about the Salem (He doesnt know tha tauburn story from me- and yet our friendship was important more then then the other or the bridge that sank with my being a selfish asshole.... trust a mama doesnt like my words then or now when.... everyone likes me. No, cause I can use corrrect sentances in a text or imessage and have to acutally do the same in life- and I knew that and did not know the whole situation then in a way of what is a drone and why is my cousin on my other side of my actaul family kim kardashiuan west but in a pseudo actual pizza kinda way? Ah ha? Not really... What he is just going to walk around the corner and be like- in the know and still want to be around me? I have literally prayed for that... but prey and pray are... for the time when there arent people to ever not be able to be this. Cause I will still be an asshole who will still call someone out or need a fix- it may be in a way that I'm jsut wanting to be (I dont want to go to Sf.) I want to be able to sit here and succeeed the way I should be able to. the way I thought and think others can and cant. The way the world was for me with all the shit tath I worked for like the a and f clothes taht my mom took to her job and said whatever and had to work 2 jobs for my brother to be able to have her go to nola and bail his drunk as drone ass out of jail as a gift to them of me just handling my shit on my own.......... can say I'm an asshole not alwasys in the know or whatever but I will and do put in work or at least enought to vouche for my securing something like a friendship.... but privacy is privacy and I was like let him do it and in an email he said wiht someone cc's or what the hell is this bcc mess and yeah I was like I dunno what his pay grade is but she sure did and I was like .... lemme check myself boo- ugh... I can't think that the legitness that is so achievable here is fake and not something that I am in one big swope swoop whatever going to have ot not be able to do anytin gI want after this. If he ain't he will be now, if that aint... then watch like you've been watchin gbullshit like survivor the way you claimt o be anything like what he is as just a friend or they are as firned to me and my whole future. You are worth it then and now to not literally be an energy orhter htne a story to me as what i know and is as what my aunt not my fake dr ricve one whom is I dont even know taht thats not really actually true... cause.. he will know all this specualtion.... love that butter. yes.. then I got another who making all this shit and trying to squash a frienanced bannna. He has to as my friend or else not at all becaseu I already left him everything and ariana yards can show you the fucking form then and now I he will as will I as a friend... Literally, thats the end... if it can't be him and all and me shuttint it pas tthat- and then moeing one after figuring out whats what- then... its
game plan for overturning library suspension
Becky Moskowitz <Becky.Moskowitz@lawfoundation.org>
Aug 29 (2 days ago)
to me
Dear Mr. Ray,
I am writing because you did not make it to our 12:30 appointment today. I met with Mollie briefly before she had to leave for another appointment. We came up with the following plan to help you regain access to the libraries.
What HLS can do is help you make request that the library allow you access again as a reasonable accommodation of your disability(ies) under disability anti-discrimination laws. Assuming this is true, we would explain that the behavior that led to the ban was caused by a panic attack that was not your fault, that you have no intention of creating future disturbances, and that not being able to use the computers in the library to communicate cuts you off from accessing vital services such as health care. To make the request more persuasive, I would like to get letters of support from your medical/mental health provider(s). Mollie also offered to write a letter of support explaining why the suspension is such a hardship for you. Mollie plans to explain how important it is that you be able to access email at the libraries. Mollie is also willing to help get letters from any doctors or therapists who can help back up our argument.
I have a few questions for you that will help me know what to argue and what to request.
1. Based on our intake notes, I understand that you did not evacuate on 2/15/17 because you were having a panic attack. Related to this:
a. Do you have a mental health diagnosis?
b. Do you get mental health treatment anywhere?
c. If so, are you comfortable disclosing your mental health diagnosis and details about your panic attacks to library management and library security?
d. Do you have a doctor or therapist who would be willing to write a letter explaining that you sometimes experience panic attacks?
2. The suspension says that you were found with a needle and methamphetamine. Is it truthful to say you were not intoxicated while you were in the library on 2/15/17?
a. Have you ever been intoxicated while in the library?
b. Even if you have been intoxicated in the library in the past, could you agree to only visit libraries while sober?
3. The suspension says you created a disruptive or unsafe environment. Did you do or say anything that could have been viewed as violent or threatening on 2/15/17 or when you visited the other library branches?
4. What do you think about requesting that the library overturn your suspension and allow you to return to the libraries as long as you follow the rules, but if you break any rules, they can restart the suspension until it ends on 3/15/18? I’m happy to discuss this suggestion with you further.
5. Are you ok with me keeping Mollie updated about everything we discuss so she can help you pull together the needed information?
a. Is there anything you do not want me discussing with Mollie?
Thank you. I will look forward to hearing from you.
Sincerely,
Becky Moskowitz | Senior Attorney
Health Legal Services | Mental Health Advocacy Project
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