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Sep 15 (4 days ago)
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Dear Mr. Ray,
I have emailed you three times since you missed our appointment on August 29, 2017. I have not heard back from you. As I explained before, I need more information from you before I can do anything to appeal the library suspension. Please answer the questions in my other emails by September 29, 2017, if you still want my help. Please also let me know if there is a better way to contact you and what your availability is to meet with me.
I hope to hear from you before September 29, 2017. If I do not hear from you by then, I will assume that you no longer want my assistance and will close your case. If you want help with this or another issue after September 29, 2017, please contact HLS intake at (408) 280-2430, or email me AND my supervisor, Marlene at MarleneB@lawfoundation.org.
Sincerely,
Becky Moskowitz | Senior Attorney
Health Legal Services | Mental Health Advocacy Project
Advancing Justice in Silicon Valley
152 North Third Street, 3rd Floor
San Jose, California 95112
I would love it if someone could call her and tell her what my goals are since I clearly cant, It's so annoying. Evenmore annoying is that I'm at the Alameda county library and can't get back to san jo because of two dollars- I've spent my birthday money on nothing but food and tickets for the caltrain. It's so difficult to have a heart that believes in you are what you put into things. I can't steal food and expect to get anywhere. it just isnt possible. My heart weeps for the world of katrina and ville platte and post 9/11- those places where the beauty that comes from tragedy cant even be reached by the primary. its exhausting. i've literally walked around here looking like a moron for water lines of where the water might have been if i were actually somehow in a virtual tour of all the things i wanted to see and work on. not really, i could give a fuck about what happens to the rest of the world once i get my shit settled. Ha, good thing ill always be a mess.
I'm stopping with the library. Did you know that oprah is joining 60 minutes. I do fear that the library issue is even too big for her to tackle. it will literally take a Presidential Campaign to conquer this. It's killing me smalls. Like, I can check out a laptop here, and an ipad, and its like why would it ever be a good idea to block access to this. There is a security guard here. I accept that. What about here? It might just be me but there is a huge issue. Why is it that you have a system to provide phones for people but i cant get one? I have no idea how to go about the rest of my life. It's exhausting. I love that on drugs, off drugs, on my hiv meds, off them, with a city full of my id's, a dr that keeps writing prescriptions, who knows if someone is picking them up and going to my appointments, cause i sure havent been able to. So im about to go back to san jo- i hope the vta driver lets me on. he wouldnt last night- i was so pissed. its annoying that they clearly know exactly who i am. there is no questioning it. i mean i didnt even look at the other people on the bus. it isnt hard to be pissed when all this exists in its own little google realm when google isnt like one person. people know that right? I mean, the telephone for example is the goverment. I refuse to beleive we are broke as a country- i think the money that is the national dept would be the opposite if everyone could get to a computer at the public library and correctly file their taxes and had enough time to do so.. i mean two hours on a computer isnt enough time to file taxes.... or do anything that is needed like even a blog post without all the hoopla that comes with a spastic person like myself and the adjustment that comes with a dell vs macbook that i had for 10 years.... haha. it's funny until you think about literally, 3000 people died on 9/11/01, 1833 people died during Katrina, As of October 18th, 2016, there have been 2,386 U.S. military deaths in the War in Afghanistan. 1,834 of these deaths have been the result of hostile action. 20,049 American service members have also been wounded in action during the war. In addition, there were 1,173 U.S. civilian contractor fatalities. Yet, we have too many people to allow them to all go to the library. PS- people are broker then shit. I know there are nice cars- but not really. The inner depts of some of these states is not a pretty place. I got stopped in a park a couple of nights ago- ps i have a warrant in la for a failure to appear for the original reason i got extradited here. Could someone call Ms. Rao and ask her what her problem is also? The judges as well as the first judge I saw which was a female... is also to be held accountable. I have no idea what to do. There are so many gmo food banks here? WTF is that? Anyways as thankful as I am for this laptop i cant use it- i cant get the music to play right or correctly with the right amount of bump i need and the it's like a forced thing Gay porn here i come. It's gonna be great. Hey can anyone help me set up the ads on my blog or help me with an apple device of my very own? One day ill figure it all out- but i want to go try to finish my victim form thing from where i needed a chest tube.... this blog post is a total let down i know. but im not trying to act like one person can do a god damn thing. cause clearly everything those i care about taught me is a total lie. ive been lied to my whole life. me being gay totally made my mother turn her back on me, the way others have or haven't to their own- she luckily has the luxury of being angry or hurt whereas some dont. their children end up hanged clothes by their fathers, brothers, own selves, or god knows what other nightmare. Access to care- it's got to get batter or else whats the fucking point in deporting people. our own people are thinning themselves out if you know what i mean. I have personally taken care of over- i graduated in 2010 and cared for maybe 150 suicide related patients....mind you ive always worked with a max of 2 patients per night/shift.. not a lie. this number is somewhere. Oprah should do like a 'public.' There are people here that died of mennignitis- like adults.... thank god i got vaccinated against that by LA right before i came up here. I'm an angel in disguise that- yes, I realize the secret service is tired of babysitting- its been 16 years. was so easy for a while... and now they have gotten in trouble for fucking me? and cumming in me? like why would you do one without the other.... im def a cafeteria catholic in that aspect. haha if one of and now im homleess and they still have to keep an eye on me and cant fuck me? ugh, to bad there arent cameras everywhere here and I give a stellar blowjob. :) anyways, thats just only recently since ive been all over. Do not judge someone at an intersection that is doing the kylie or kendall jenner looking back and forth/side to side look- if its me im probably looking at the damn traffic pole if there is a button or not. you know you can still push those damn things and the crosswalk still doesnt change? what the hell is that all about? then you get in trouble or go to jail for jay walking. So the public thing would be- suspensions from schools,, expulsions, where did those kids go, did their problems follow them? how is it that nasa is here yet there is so much poverty? library suspensions, bans, and is that shown on a background check, misdemeanors and background checks, and college acceptances, I mean i got like 30 misdemeanors/warrants in 8 months here- missy you had how many? I mean dont even get me started about the quality of water in jails and prisons, and do judges have to go to updates? like an rn has to do CEU's- see that other system is totally closed- blow that mother fucker up Oprah. I'm begging. Don't even trip like i wont advocate for violence as it pertains to buildings and such verses people against people. the problem there again will be that closed mother fucking system of the officers.... they would shoot people. like if president obama- former or current black panther member would help me i would be so grateful. as in a secret service of a former president vs mine of a former sec of state, president, and national security advisor, and maybe another former president. I cant even go there. Point is they literally again had me handcuffs bending my wrist in such a way that i thought it was going to break all because i wouldn't shut up. like, sorry bitch i got something to say. so here i go.... I'm
oh to the baby boomers- you are researched proven and in actuality the most spoiled, ungrateful, brokenness married, unhappy, medicated, judgemental population. Youre now grandparents and because of your awesomeness are raising some of those children- yet youre bitching about it and totally to blame. Do better- you got tons of tax breaks and i for one would like for my mother and father to actually do what they said they did- but didnt. they didnt pay formy education- the tax breaks did.... can i take a survey to say they did a terrible job and have ot pay that money back as a they are partially to blame for my sistauion now.... my dad took a pic of me asleep on the side walk like the cool kid he is.... i mean really? Asswipe
im really in fremont, ca.
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