Arango, Karla <karango@dao.sccgov.org>

Aug 1

to me 

Hello Joshua,

 

I am a Victim Advocate at Santa Clara County’s District Attorney’s Office and I received a California Victim Compensation Application last week from Christina Rosa from New Hope For Youth. The application, if eligible, can help pay for some of the medical expenses related to the crime that occurred.  At the moment I have not been able to locate a report number, can you please provide that when you get the chance?

 

Thank you,

 

 

Karla Arango

Victim Advocate

Santa Clara County Office of the District Attorney

70 West Hedding St, West Wing

San Jose CA 95110

 

Office: 408-792-1088

Victim Services Unit: 408-295-2656

 

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>

Aug 22

to Karla 

San Jose PD Report #: 17-197-0457

Assault Unit/Investigative Unit 408.277.4161

No one came to the hospital or Respite to take a statement or get any information from me.  Thank you for reaching out- I appreciate it!  Please let me know what I need to do-  It's still an ongoing issue as the three people that attacked me are still following me- literally, I've relocated to SF and one of them was at City Team across the table from me... I wouldn't think it was that specific or about me... but they were also following mea few nights before that and also the same person that was at CityTeam was on a bus with me in San Jose (the 22) paid cash and was very confrontational- the bus driver and security guard (possibly) can totally confirm that.  I've relocated to SF in a sense of access to the public library and safety- though clearly that is still a concern.  I went to a meeting yesterday in San Jo at the health trust and ended having to stay/slept at a light rail station because I kept envisioning someone with a golf club coming and beating the shit out of me.

Pardon my language...

So what should I do next?  I do not have a phone currently and it's not an option to have one of the 'free' phones because I can't use 80 South Market or General Delivery in SF as a mailing address... per the reps.

Best,

Josh

3232389887- that is a Google voice/message number...     ​

Joshua Ray

---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>...

Aug 22

Arango, Karla

Aug 31

to me 

Hi Joshua,

 

I am sorry to hear about all that you are going through due to the assault and thank you for providing the case number.  I have requested a copy of the police report, however the report has not been submitted but it’s expected to be received soon so I will update you on that. Once I receive a copy of the police report I will submit your application to another department to determine eligibility.  If you receive any medical bills related to the crime please let me know.

 

If you are still being harassed by the person who assaulted you, I encourage you to look into filing a civil restraining order if you haven’t done so already.  Please let me know if you have any questions.

 

Sincerely,

 

Karla Arango

Victim Advocate

Santa Clara County Office of the District Attorney

70 West Hedding St, West Wing

San Jose CA 95110

 

Office: 408-792-1088

Victim Services Unit: 408-295-2656

 

 

 

 

From: Joshua Ray [mailto:jray3401@gmail.com] 

Sent: Tuesday, August 22, 2017 1:25 PM

To: Arango, Karla <karango@dao.sccgov.org>

Subject: Re: victim services

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>

11:03 AM (2 minutes ago)

to Yaamini, Karla 

Hello,

No need to be sorry unless it was you that attacked me, lets face it- there are a few to chose from.  I trust this is going to be rolled in to one in its entirety ... as per Ms. Rao?  

Best,

Joshua Ray

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>

11:06 AM (0 minutes ago)

to Mollie 

So I'm posting it as both- plain text and whatever other way this is... and then wtf is a cookie... and it's been 21 effing days... what is the issue?  it'll be at the bottom... I tried to copy and paste into word and adjust it from there but somehow it needed to contact a host or server or something.... 

This is clearly not, not part of the problem that is not me.... and thanks for the headache... did you know that back where I'm from there was a tylenol crisis... here, have a tyenol you've worked so hard today.  Oh, you need to still be paid, but i jsut gave you a tylenol for all that hard work... thats not enough?  Ok, here you go.... and then here's some cyanide for the road... literally.  

 

So wiki be lying- yes i did learn that it wasnt to be a 'trusted' source as it pertains to everything asscoicated with me so here the story however, this happened in Birmingahm Alabama... or in more then just Chicago... No, I don't have time to research this as I am still trying to get the legal minds, Ms. Rao, Ms. Beckerson, Judge Monohan, Judge O'Cala (totally thought it was on l- dunno about the y), if you can't find them on the internet or whatever, please know that I'm actaully living this nightmare... I have no Idea what to do... but these same people weren't heald accoutnable then and I am clearly unable to do so now...  

Department 60: Honorable Javier Alcala Courtroom Clerk(408) 491-4880Court Reporter:(408) 491-4885 Department 61: Honorable Stephen V. Manley Courtroom Clerk(408) 491-4840Court Reporter:(408) 491-4845 Department 62: Honorable Erica R. Yew Courtroom Clerk(408) 491-4850Court Reporter:(408) 491-4855 Department 63: Honorable William J. Monahan Courtroom Clerk(408) 491-4860Court Reporter:(408) 491-4865 Department 52: Honorable Elizabeth C. Peterson

Courtroom Clerk (408) 808-7350

Court Reporter: (408) 808-7355

Department 60: Honorable Javier Alcala (I’m telling you there is a street and all this shit that yes I don’t have the paper work anymore- just like my medical paper work and all this other shit that is sooooo not a reason for me to be like- an angry American.  Or an angry person of the world that has ever been wronged or felt that someone associated with this country hasn’t done ‘right.’  Like, Hollywood can’t make movies about our country to a certain extent… the legalities are so there… no think about the green mile, hostile (those in other countries are totally safe where they exist… I’m not positive but I know to get in one here you have to have an international plane ticket… glad that so many phones are stolen in America right? I’m beating a dead horse… too bad I stopped feeding the thing first and then blocked it from the library system, and then… I mean that officer was totally there yesterday to hand me that paper work again- I wish it wasn’t so but the work around is continuing… I went all the way around on the light rail and was still in the same county, then after obtaining and using my 2 hours it was gifted that I posted and then left.  Thank Goodness, I think that extending the time or if I had gone back and re-logged in would have gotten me ‘in trouble.’  This is that trust thing I’m taking about… I’m posting emails and things like that as I ‘I don’t know what else to do.’  I don’t know what is going on- but I’m not leaving here until I actually create something... that sticks… because literally the first time I left it wasn’t a week later until I got attacked in LA… I am not playing when I say that what’s to say I wont have it happen again as soon as I leave this building, I’m at the http://www.mountainview.gov/depts/library/default.asp if anyone is curious... I mean , I did get attacked here and then all the stealing of food and then the having to sleep outside and on the sidewalk, and in the ‘places that shit is real.’  Someone literally woke up with ants all over them then had to jump in water that was stagnant and laid there crying after… what did they do?  What they knew best to do…. Nothing like what I am doing now.  I mean, there was a man in the library with bug bites or spider bites all over his back and down his legs from whatever this American dream is that’s so easily kept from the specifics… meaning… you , not you, you, that person over there, and then those two blocks of people living in a field, and then we still gonna talk about how I am not trying to play like these people wouldn’t be even more (..) if I walked up in that court house and was like ‘gimmie my change!’  I should just write a suicide note before cause I’ve heard about nothing where they might shoot me and then pin a couple of other charges on me as a being banned from the library is so something that potentiates a cop killer right?  Bitch please- no it doesn’t… I have a family member that said ‘what did you do to get banned?’  I was like- really?  Then another of equal tree level, family tree level said ‘I didn’t know that was possible.’ Not a question- but a…  statement.  Let me tell you about how I am not putting anything past anyone… in a way I’m trying to create a omg what the hell… Like, I don’t go certain places not to protect them or change things but just as so this one person told me ‘why are you leaving they will just bring you right back here’ not as a protection thing but I feel as a legit your stuck and trapped and being held against your will and I’m in on it.  I can’t stand it. Additionally, that is of course when I thought oh well maybe that person is right but yet, I knopw better.  My problem is that I literally cant handle this- I have asked and tried and it’s a that email was 21 days ago.  What in the hell.  Then think about this is not an issue of me.  It is as a nightmare.  I am not going to leave or do anything to make anyone not be a whatever that Tylenol mess was.  Like, I don’t know.   They closed alum rock conviently because of rain… and yes, as I walk and talk in some place… I just rolled my chair backwards cause someone was directly behind me… like, yes, let me not say anything but there is a line.  Like, a line.  Now, what an upfront person would have done- would be to punch a bitch in the fucking face… but she a lady, im gay… but lemme tell you this is a library.  Like, this is a library… and they wanna know why a white man is scared to walk in a ‘white mans building.’  Literally that’s the issue… this was a white lady… but still.  I do feel bad since I just saw her rub her knee, I actually need to go get water- the convience factor is there…. I think she was actually making fun of the bubba sparxxx ms new booty music that playing from youtube in my ears… so thanks for being so cool and making fun of an entire culture… I hope that I… this why I don’t be having a phone here cause I would take a photo or have some type of defense against shit like this… instead I cant.  I am thankful for the change in bass though for this next song- Yung jock must be an approved nigga… cause either way the culture is the same white lady.  Ha- funny thing about how literally I don’t think I can be apart of this world anymore.  Not in a suicide way- it’s a fucking issue… like starting 5 years ago.  I am not trippin if its already better.  It aint.  But, I do think behavioral changes can happen that fast… but with anything like what I don’t know… I moved to Los angeles when my country was rioting or ‘whatever’ (I wasn’t there- all I know is what was on the news) over I don’t even know if it was the verdict or the ‘treyvone martin’ issue as I’ve heard it called- ummm, really.  Why or what is it like that?  Because of what the issue is that things have not and nothing has come from that.  I’m trying to be PC because of a government for the people, by the people, clearly censoring it’s people-  it has to be so.  I’m trying not to be something seen and not- CHANGE.  It’s not the times that are changing, it’s the people- John Wayne circa a long as time ago… meaning, the laws are not there or at least not here….. if they are then clearly it is a specifically me thing and then how could it not be as specific or not for others without a voice.  So last night I was walking… being a problem as usual… so as I was walking I thought about Oprah not liking me… but that’s me- hey, trying to look at it from angles and so Sophia tried to go buy groceries and look what happened, she had a list, a person to help her read the words as to make sure and get it right, was riding passenger to a drunk, then still that bitch died right?  I don’t remember- I just remember her getting attacked by some anger that was at the time not held liable for whatever actually happened. In Hollywood though she somehow showed up at the dinner table after going though it.  Well, now imagine her daughter wanting to get to the libray- im telling you don’t do it, it will be trouble… then something happens to the daugheter.  Then, that got better, the ‘not being safe’ part is still there but kinda better…. So I get there (2-3 generations later).  Then they get there and whatever now they cant go (4 generations)  now as a country we are doing so (5 generations).  Like, literally.  I wish I knew what to do…  but at one time ‘experiementing’ for some was going to the library or going out after dark- I wish the ‘thugs could kill the thugs’ like training day so phenomenally put it- cause lemme tell you about some of these bench pussies.  They got decoy cars, don’t be going out in their communities, literally, one was walking behind me with another person as im saying where those street signs at? You know these light pole are idiot proof right- oh well its hexagonal?  Like, youre- telling me a pole with 5 sides as a put da pole holder in the ground, attached da pole to do holder with the button to cross, on the da side parallel to do side you are crossing, deeeen you test da button- ok, now have a coke and go back and sttach the cords, but oh wait that was a pain in the ass so let’s go ahead and attach the other button, and then put the other pole on the same intersection but not that separate pole… I don’t know if that’s what happened but he still couldn’t get it…. You may not.  I’m confused to….   

Kinda like my paper work and names and spellings.  Call these places and ask them- actually sadly no telling what they will do or say or if you can even get through- I don’t have a phone why am I assuming you do either.  Why after all I know or have been apart would I consider that a person wouldn’t be still unable to make a mistake… not me.  I mean, yes, me but I mean I tried to buy drugs with my food stamp money, was then out the money and without drugs to be a responsible consumer and see oh ya know- if I was on the right track or not with the crazy making shit then the legit shit and then the all is one here… yeah, out the money, no variables, a person who now is either in on it, in jail, or whjatever… no idea where that person is now but I did have to get a new card… I did see him in between that but that’s a whole nother story when you think about then going to the all is one re-entry center for a replacement ebt card, being told that I will not be able to get the money back- no one ever does (however the transaction isn’t complete in my situation if you think about it- it is that legit and should be…) but being givena  new card, I also befor that called from the rooselverlt community center from not the pay phone there cause that shit doesn’t work even wioth the  1 800 numebr, but from there closed system phone of a I know what the number said, I know what I saw, not sure who or whom I talked to but I def did start a clain…. See in my eyes I did try, then as a person who doesn’t matter in the county of santa clara, city in san jose, was denied but still taken advantage of yet again, and then told- oh wait, aint nothing you can do about it…. Girl if I am the first person to ever get funds added back to they ebt card it would be a long time coming and soooooo something I am capable of… as a bitch I’m Madonna.  I’m not hating on her at all, and I hope I didn’t just cut off an avenue of people but while she was rolling around in a wedding dresss in front of the ‘oh so happy baby boomers’ and risking censorship and her reputation, what else was going on in the country?  Hold on, lemme check- this is so an issue when you think about evacuations and shit changing but the seats not… and then who really has the money to go back home in even the best situatuins??? The wealthy and legit or iligit or (you know I’m sure some of these seats are real comfortable…)  hope Ms cushion comes and super glues yo ass to it and then rolls you to capital hill where you can be held accountable….. if one more person tells me this isn’t my battle then stay the hell out the the healthcare system cayuse this same attitude my get you that mri scanner fast enough to ‘time is tissue’ right?  Hang on… Im not trying to say that but do not Hilary Clinton your nurses- they are your advocates where and when and as much as they can be where they are supported in this same way and manner…  ok, not that easily found as it was 19-eighty fucking four…. Yeah, I was born in 1986, nineteen eighty six… excuse me in a paper or whatever youre not supoposed to…. How are yopu even moking those comments when your supposed to be without a phone and access to the internet library and with a gimp lung dead under a bridge after fighting a system for over a year+ and thennnnnnn had the audacity to tell a sugeon that she was cray for saying that oprah was wrong about how clear or clear my piss should or shouldn’t be after having to fight for the chest tube that I know needed, wasn’t not a part of my body cause I milked the mother fucker my self…. Nto one nurse did but im not tripping like it wasn’t an issue… I mean make fun of- I have no idea what those nurses jobs are, or their battles, all I know is that this tube was coming out of my body, after my skin was cut, then a tube was shoved through my chest muscles and wall into my pleural space to make it so my sticky lung could re-attach itself to where it supposed to be…. Shit you think im doing this for you?  Im trying to get mine and get out… I aint trippin….. until I thought hey…. Im nursing school I actually saw nurses count drips for iv fluids attached to patiernts delivering anytibiotics… and doin it well…. This nurse was like ok ima hang this and did so in the proper way adjusted the roller clamp and I was like hold on you sure?  She was like, I got to many aptients come find me… I counted and that bitch was on it.  I was like but wait?  Really?  That fast?  Like how in the…. Well.  Well.  Well, well.  Ugh…. I hate that….. Im now asking the ones who owe me something….so what are you going to do?  Their answer…. Please, please, please.  If this ends in such a way as to not be a huge thing for everyone…. Then history is just as Maya Angelou (lo) spoke to it best- it repeats until you get it… so I’m not lucky cause I’m white, or because I came from anything other than a dad that told me I was quit my high school job after receiving a speeding and then refusing to and him having to come pick me up- Not saying anything was easy but im like0- im not quitting my job I have a fucking ticket to pay for?! Like, I’m not hating on him- though he is like stop tellin out business… well I’ve worked and know people with jobs and cant drive… so there… it all important but someone who has survived high school- cause a lot of people aren’t right now…. Shit, im getting my change and then going from there….. you people are idiots.  I cant believe America is like this…. Tell me its not and then ill have to dig again for the article I found from 1991- about someone somewhere who isnat accessible to people her but toally accessible to the judges in this county…. Like for real… 1991libraries were an issue in NYC… and then August 8, 2001 in SF the library posted a sign no ‘bathing’ whatever that fancy word is that is like a college reading level anyways… point is its still there…. And updated! It may not be there and I may not be legit to some- I mean I have pissed in a water bottle after chugging the rest on a public bus and the light rail… if you need a workers permitfrom high school to work for the vta and saw my dick then Houston we have another problem… point is that may be why some people smell like pee after taking public transit in some areas but to pee you gotta get off the bus and I had a hard tiem getting on it and then even the that particular showing up or being wehre it supposed to when it supposed to be there- and no people don’t think it’s a big deal when it doesn’t show up…. Or at least the fire fighter I was at the bus stop with the other day said it wasn’t a big deal…. I was like traffic?  How traffic make it so it’s ok to not say hey… it wasn’t there so….. yeah….. how’d that go?  Oh, it went, and then it and then…. Yet------ some people…. Like, yes people…. You know the ones that I don’t know…. Think a plane shouldn’t exist anyways cause they have never been on one, and have been top lots of countries and then you gonna tell me that hey after 9/11 no planes or commercial airline at all?  Clearly we should go back to and literally, start with the library…. Oh but air force ones can still exist in music as shoes cause we got lots of those and like a bus…. Where they at?  Who knows?  So would Kelly ripa be made if I said that you probably gave your gay son a hard time because he might be trying to bottom for daddy Anderson and you picked fights just to be able to ground him and it was gonna be a your fault but then you may not find him hung in the closet with all his other wealthy clothes that he didn’t hang up like you told him and this has nothing to do with beign or not being gay you…. You, mother.  Ouch.  It’s not a story that isn’t- a thank you…. Please God forgive me….. cause that is sooooo a cheap shot.  Now think about privacy, etc. Think about having to access your bank account from a public library, or a nonsecure whatever…. I mean you not supposed to do that but hey… people have to… then they go through it, then they get suspended and have authorities, and those enforcers or protectors and pillars of communities to keep you from even reading this and having a good cry…. Don’t do… find a zipper boo.  JkJK.  See I wanna take that out but I can’t.  Cause I’m not playing like my nightmare of a childhood kept me saying that I didn’t suffer from not a nightmare.  I have entire lines that are cut off- so stop trippin like not being there isn’t being there.  Like, how is it that I am in love with people and am weirder then shit.  Am so thankful that I don’t know the soap star Kelly.  Am I misspelling your name?  I have like 9 min and Anderson- you weren’t in my text books if you know what I mean… like literally,  No idea.  Madonna rolled around and then two years later a problem and a ½ was born… true story.  Please also- if you catch him hanging there and struggling to get down or regretting that moment of ‘I don’t know’ then please God yell and support the feet…. Don’t stand there and look him in the eyes with a ‘so what are you gonna do know’ and let him die…. Or even pass out.  This is not a joke to me… cause it happens and some of these children aren’t counted for… or accounted for… and the energy of ‘what happened’ or ‘what went wrong’ that there is such a void of energy in the world that this tragedy happened and that energy has to be made up for…. Like, its such a tragedy that a mother won’t listen to the radio because of a random memory, wont know that there are other factors, wont do anything but again forgive me but add to the dept that is so not quantifiable…. Like, thankfully those money makers and accountants etc care so much about as a black and white on paper kinda thing…. Sorry, my bus isn’t here, it is, ive beaten my horse, hit people, hurt people, and now the library is something he’s stepped in…. arriving on a nightmare, praying for a Dream.           

Mollie Olson

11:06 AM (41 minutes ago)

to me 

Hello,

I will be out of the office Thursday, September 21st.

If you have received this message and have a psychiatric or medical

emergency, please call 9-1-1 or go to the nearest emergency room.

If you are experiencing a crisis after hours, please call 1-855-278-4204.

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Rao, Yaamini yaamini.rao@pdo.sccgov.org via sccconnect.onmicrosoft.com 

Jul 7

to me 

I am out of the office until 7/10/17. I will have no office phone, voicemail, or email access. I look forward to replying to you upon my return.

 

Thank you!

Yaamini L. Rao

Arango, Karla <karango@dao.sccgov.org>	Aug 1
to me

Hello Joshua,

I am a Victim Advocate at Santa Clara County’s District Attorney’s Office and I received a California Victim Compensation Application last week from Christina Rosa from New Hope For Youth. The application, if eligible, can help pay for some of the medical expenses related to the crime that occurred.  At the moment I have not been able to locate a report number, can you please provide that when you get the chance?

Thank you,

Karla Arango

Victim Advocate

Santa Clara County Office of the District Attorney

70 West Hedding St, West Wing

San Jose CA 95110

Office: 408-792-1088

Victim Services Unit: 408-295-2656

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>	Aug 22
to Karla

San Jose PD Report #: 17-197-0457
Assault Unit/Investigative Unit 408.277.4161

No one came to the hospital or Respite to take a statement or get any information from me.  Thank you for reaching out- I appreciate it!  Please let me know what I need to do-  It's still an ongoing issue as the three people that attacked me are still following me- literally, I've relocated to SF and one of them was at City Team across the table from me... I wouldn't think it was that specific or about me... but they were also following mea few nights before that and also the same person that was at CityTeam was on a bus with me in San Jose (the 22) paid cash and was very confrontational- the bus driver and security guard (possibly) can totally confirm that.  I've relocated to SF in a sense of access to the public library and safety- though clearly that is still a concern.  I went to a meeting yesterday in San Jo at the health trust and ended having to stay/slept at a light rail station because I kept envisioning someone with a golf club coming and beating the shit out of me.

Pardon my language...

So what should I do next?  I do not have a phone currently and it's not an option to have one of the 'free' phones because I can't use 80 South Market or General Delivery in SF as a mailing address... per the reps.

Best,

Josh

3232389887- that is a Google voice/message number...     ​

Joshua Ray	---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>...	Aug 22

Arango, Karla	Aug 31
to me

Hi Joshua,

I am sorry to hear about all that you are going through due to the assault and thank you for providing the case number.  I have requested a copy of the police report, however the report has not been submitted but it’s expected to be received soon so I will update you on that. Once I receive a copy of the police report I will submit your application to another department to determine eligibility.  If you receive any medical bills related to the crime please let me know.

If you are still being harassed by the person who assaulted you, I encourage you to look into filing a civil restraining order if you haven’t done so already.  Please let me know if you have any questions.

Sincerely,

Karla Arango

Victim Advocate

Santa Clara County Office of the District Attorney

70 West Hedding St, West Wing

San Jose CA 95110

Office: 408-792-1088

Victim Services Unit: 408-295-2656

From: Joshua Ray [mailto:jray3401@gmail.com]
Sent: Tuesday, August 22, 2017 1:25 PM
To: Arango, Karla <karango@dao.sccgov.org>
Subject: Re: victim services

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>	11:03 AM (2 minutes ago)
to Yaamini, Karla

Hello,

No need to be sorry unless it was you that attacked me, lets face it- there are a few to chose from.  I trust this is going to be rolled in to one in its entirety ... as per Ms. Rao?  

Best,

Joshua Ray

Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com>	11:06 AM (0 minutes ago)
to Mollie