Which is me- I want to give up. But, here I am typing away. A computer system that says you can book for two hours that won’t let you extend but then shuts down after one is made for or provided by….
So this is a condensed version maybe- I went to get my mail which thank God was there- I’m worried that the man I was worried about yesterday is also the man who may now have addresses to my correspondence which is a whole new level of pieces of shit.
He was there again- she didn’t seem so frazzled and conveniently enough my mail was there- received March 1 on the time stamp.
I got two fantastic sandwiches and was on my walk when ….
When or if Oprah ever asks me ‘tea or coffee’ as she does on Super Soul Sunday’s I will say homeless.
I went in Walgreen’s and decided that to live a gluten free life is known true heaven and well-being… to know a world with tofu and beans in everything is sucky, or else I would have pocketed soup and the diet coke, I was told immediately to remember to pay for by someone who came from behind a closed door. Was it the soda? No. Odds are I was the only person she didn’t know and didn’t want to overlook- or I’ve thrown off the system which is- you’re either ignorant to all the ‘resources’ available for groceries and options and rent and deposits and help (which I was a year ago), though I know better now I’m not someone’s free ride to more charity they already receive and want mine as well…. Hence my story about being mugged over groceries and clothes from Sacred Heart after walking 2 miles there and 2 miles back.
The opposite to that is paying and or being a familiar face that does so every so often or whatever it is… I’m in a city where after 40 weeks am still not receiving anything from- I’m in Santa Clara county and San Jose. No Idea- it’s so confusing here that’s it’s a dull black and white kinda grey-
So- I have court tomorrow for sleeping at the MLK library- a trespassing citation that, per my pre-trial services person, who reminded me once I emailed him that I have court tomorrow and the time- thankfully after a week in jail serendipity is my rainbow because had it been today and related to my lack of access to date and time ye3sterday- luckily today is Monday the 7th! Thank you God- I knew I had court on the 8th- but after 4 four Obama phones (free phones- which I know are not free!) I refuse to waste resources. Which is going back and getting another- because I’m a tax payer! I applied again for resources from this county and was denied! So- Senter rd, re-entry center, valley med, system- I am your middle.
I am middle class- to be educated, know better, want to do better, be told by those whom have not acquired the strength I’ve over come to get my shit together is a strength I don’t have the… I’ve been fighting to try and get mine- but after 40 weeks I’m done. That’s the time of a term baby! Not 9 months- fyi.
By that I mean- how can I be extradited from a county (LA) to Santa Clara County where on my paperwork- they listed me a transient and ‘that I was talking to myself’- how does that mean I’m released from their jail on 10/26/16 and didn’t have to take me back!*************
So- they didn’t take me back- hospitals have a take back agreement when patients are transferred- and get a bill of rights. Prisoners should have a bill of rights.
So after I plead no contest for whatever- it was either that, a $5k bail and acquiring such from jail, or staying in jail and fighting it from the inside….
Now- I’m typing too loud and getting coughed at- shut the fuck up!
I’m story telling over here…
So- now that I’m going to court after months of trying- and even using there system, the SA system, the job market, and am out of stamina-
I’m calling bullshit- you got me here, you should have gotten me home 9 months ago- so in the extradition whatever- how is it legal to pick and choose like my possessions are a cafeteria of…
Pick and choose what you do and don’t send me with, send me, and then release me! Where is the take back! And I mean where you arrested, brought me up here, and now I have to get myself home to LA? I’m 200 miles away. I tried to do it for myself- but I have no money and resources have been denied by this county?
Please tell me this isn’t how the world works- and when I have cash in my possessions and Santa Clara issues me a check for the difference between the amount I had and what I was given when released… and have no cashed it- Wells Fargo told me I needed two forms of ID- my solo CA ID wasn’t enough… I don’t even have that anymore…. So the reprinted check is still in SCC’s hand somewhere-
How is any of this legal? Even if I had friends or a boyfriend in LA- what if I had a dog? Which they wouldn’t care if I did- apparently nowadays to use the phone in jail you need a pin number. The fuck is that- and never the less I have few numbers memorized and that’s what you are provided with after acquiring a pin number….. To all my people- if someone is calling collect- you may be the only number they remember- and to not answer is to still have to pay for the calls…. So advice is answer it.
If you block collect calls all together you’re blocking a life line- and for that I challenge genetics. And now my glasses are missing so the fact that I know where all the keys are and can type this fast without them proves that I loved the computer that has now been destroyed in LA. \
I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to call ‘Bullshit’ but it’s not…. It’s my life. So- if I was extradited here for a court date, why wasn’t I promptly taken back- it is not my responsibility to get back home?
And yes, I have a to do list that’s long- but not until I’m home in LA. Bus tokens, my MacBook air, my paperwork for benefits denied in this county are all there in LA waiting for me- just had a few things to turn back in.
So- this is the rough draft for my court date tomorrow.
Let me know what you think….
I am stunned and speechless.
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