gofundme... and update!

gofundme! and update

 It's kinda the same story different day, different avenue I guess! It's a beautiful day here! Hope you all are well! Loves! Here is a link to what I'm currently listening to, the legend, the man, Martin Garrix at Ultra! I've been listening to him since he started, so fantastic!

Martin Garrix at Ultra!

Update! Finally!

So I had some issues- my phone was stolen and I haven’t been able to replace it! Meaning I couldn’t set up my bank info and I dunno if there is a way to bypass that or not but I had to send some emails to resolve it. I have a check on the way- Thank you to those who have supported me- financially, in thought, and prayer!
I have a blog that I post rants on and can get carried away with the ‘language’ I use- I’m a work in progress to say the least!

There are so many things in the world that make no sense to me- like I have a bench warrant right now for $40,000. I mean that’s a little steep if you ask me… anyways, I went to a bail bonds man and was denied, being that I literally have nothing as collateral. So what do I do? I was insulted a little that he was like ‘wow- you have nothing…. Sorry man.’

Yeah me too. So frustrating…

With the check I’ll be able to open a new bank account! And hopefully see about getting things settled here then back to the city of angles! I know I’m like a broken record- but once you’ve lived in West Hollywood there is no other place to call home!
I am in the process of trying to get a phone still- I just left the ‘Obamaphone’ tent empty-handed! Again! I have tried a few times so I’m writing that one off as a do not waste your time again. It’s all good though- I don’t need much to get a phone from T-Mobile and re-activate my old line again. A family member was asking me about some things and yes!- my immediate needs are financial! Haha I hate to be like that- but I’ve applied for the cash aid through California and have been denied because of things pending through the EDD.

Everything is a process.

Maybe a legal mind can help me understand how when you’re extradited from somewhere- in my case from LA to San Jose. How is that they don’t have to take you back? Like- I’m 400 miles from home! I just don’t know how that can be legal? I mean the original infraction here in San Jose has me listed as ‘transient’ anyways- so it’s like they know that San Jose isn’t my home.

My new MacBook air that is still in LA is no more sadly- it’s been way too long I’m sure it’s been destroyed along with my winning scratchers! Ugh! I’m telling you when you finally half way get back on your feet watch out- cause that whole two steps in this direction, one step in…. it can all just be one big catastrophe aimed right at your face! Speaking of which- I still have to go see about my eye! I had a million dollar surgery, had no visitors while I recovered, and now it’s just having to fend for itself… my family hasn’t been able to help so it’s just me and my gofundme…

My glasses after gradually being broken- I mean hey they survived being mugged four times!- are officially gone! I’m borderline legally blind, and have no vision in my surgery eye- but I’m still walking to place to place trying to get it together! I say walking because I still have no bus pass for the VTA and they love telling me ‘no free rides.’ So I’ve upped my walking game like whoa! Once I get a phone or something ill post new pics!

My mom was literally like, ‘no’ when I asked her for help.

But, I was able to get a sleeping bag finally! This whole time I’ve been sleeping outside in San Jose with no sleeping bag- I’m so thankful for that! Sleeping outside isn’t so bad- when you think of what sleeping indoors could potentially mean sometimes!

Thank you again to all those who have wished me well! I can feel the support- true story! I’ll let you know when I get my check from gofundme and what I do with it! Opening a bank account will mean that I can also have future donations deposited easier. I also have a PayPal account and card so that helps.

Be well! Loves!

Best,

Joshua Ray