have you ever...

Have you ever gone to an attorney, whom you've previosuly messaged about a case in your email and get there and be like- wtf.

So I went to an attorney in thism which is San Jose, Ca... and was given the card to a bail bonds man after discussing my case with him and someone else over the phone...

Could it be just that corrupt here? I think so- my computer jus tshut off randomly after I called ou tthe libraruans after having no knowledge to such about the computers and them being able to slow down your bandwidth or totally... I mean- it makes sense that they might be able to do so, no it doesn't... bu tmy library card is my own... so that's kinda hard to deal with if I'm that identifiable.  Or I mean at cheesecake factory we could tell how long a table had been sitting there- not to say that we treated them differently.... cause i wasnt taking care of the party of 5 that sat there for whatever long- but a librarian having the same information on there little station adn being able to cyber bully them off the computer? who knows- seems legit to me... this is why I'm so sad I've bought into this 'use someone- or public this that...'
I dont know- but im stupid enough to have let my own shit get compromised by others- much less people being able to see what ive typed or worked on while at a public library for either ther own sake or becuase bob goes and sits at that computer everyday and types away... what's he doing... bam key whatever...

Back to my love letter...

either someone this or that- you're arguing, trying to be cute, or teach a lession- and then shit gets real.  I dont believe in anything routine- but shit....
after being hit a few times now- i can say even with clothes on someone can get overwhelmed that they put their hands on you.  I mean- it makes sense---- I only know that because I've expereinced both...

I wish I knew more about what's gone on- i dont know if my life is that big or not- But, if it is... then nothing, literally nothing