oh yeah... I have no options!

Hey! 

So last night/yesterday they had Social workers in the Library! I think this is a King Library phenomenon only, or maybe it’s just a me thing….

I signed a form, was told I couldn’t have a copy of said form- naturally I then kept said form and signed another.  What a dumb social worker- I can’t have a copy of something I SIGNED….

I’m trying to be very descriptive and clean and neat for when I meet the same bitch/La Flounda/The therapist from Riverside County/the social worker  from last night….in room 390.

It was the same person/hologram- I mean to say you were the one who interviewed me after I was hospitalized for fleeing/running butt naked through the parking lot of my apartment in riverside after two men assaulted me… yeah once again I was running from/fighting off two men- sound familiar…. Like the two guys who mugged me? Me too!

Well one of them was- the one who didn’t get up, shake my hand, and told me I have no options…

p.s.- thanks to whomever gave me the awesome jacket last night while I was effing freezing on the sidewalk! And the guy who bought me the ice cream- yes I ate the whole tub!

I kept it moving last night which was great… finding a corner and curling up- I  like the jacket and the other sweat shirt also- please don’t hate me because I took my shoes off and wrapped my feet in the black one- it may or may not have some kind of gang affiliation and being that im not affiliated… you get the picture.

I still think La Flounda/Shaunda Rimes is really Le Ann Rimes Ex-husband who is sexy as fuck- unless he’s fat now.  Of which we can be friends… 

Just kidding- as I’m typing it gets weirder and weirder… 

I got seconds and asked for no rice! Hey, guess why??? Cough cough cough?-said some guy while I was typing… real time.

 Because the more rice/gluten I consume the sleepier I get! It doesn’t really have anything to do with pure sugar- which is why I would effing kill for another tub of ice cream right now. 

But, how is it that as I’m typing and it gets weirder that- I have no idea what everything has to do with everything… but I know that the little drain I had to or felt compelled to add water to yesterday so that…

Yeah, I just peed in one.  Your Welcome J

And have a nice day….

I did wash it down with a Large cup of hot water also! 

Those graphite grey tesla suv’s- yes that’s the one! I want it! It’s also the one from the Tesla website.  I love them- consumer reports rated them highly! Someone said the doors are slow to open- yeah- that’s in case your chin is in the way probably- oh wait there is a safety feature for that!  And on the screen- that shows the doors opening? Yeah, that’s in real time- incase the dude from the chain-smokers is in the way! Ah! How cool!

Sure beats the Bentley SUV I think I want- urban car myth! Who I’m kidding- I just wish I had a- don’t wish you’re life away! (set of ear buds so the chain-smokers could be bumpin in my ears!)  Wasn’t the dude dreamy!  You know the one…

Yeah- the social workers- Northern California Branch of the National Association of Social Workers….   Fake ass niggas

Cause yeah- the real ones are licensed and that holds weight… to my actual LCSW’s feel free to investigate the King Library and their fake shit…   

If you really look like a ken doll where I think you look like a horse and got the door stuck- forgive me

I have to pee again….

I didn’t pee in the drain this time…

So- I’m going to go and test more things that aren’t options for me… 

It was funny last night- after I missed dinner, told the lady who told me I had no options before the library closed, Funny- I’m typing away could miss dinner again! Ah! She was fake- because- I tested her… which was to say I just talked and talked and told her what all was going on and overloaded the computer (processor) with information- She had a cup that looked like an arm at one opoint that them looked like a (peg arm?) Then there was a braided set of cords on the floor- braided at one point- in riverside I thought it might be a snake and was so scared- did I mention that one time as a child I distinctly remember being locked in my room in the pitch dark and couldn’t get out screaming for my life? Literally- the furber method didn’t work for me but eventually as a toddler yes I did cry myself to sleep… this was in the cold house or east lake house…. No def in the cold house.  Cause remember that time…. No it wasn’t it was in grandmother’s house in that bedroom to the right as you came through the front door. Yeah- so anyways- back to shit that should be illegal….  

So yeah I fleed from my apartemtn in riverside, after invited two guys over from (yeah- I like to have sex.  And if I want to get fucked by whomever I – my business not yours! And no, I don’t think you get to judge me for it and yes, my meme did and does, so does my mom and I don’t care- but that’s ok… that’s how I know they created fake profiles later to get back at me…./teach me a lesion in October 2016.  To see if I was still up to my group sex or sex ways…. Ha! Idiots.  But then Ellen/the guy from Hannibal in the wheelechair/… how I tested the system was to ‘blink blink blink blink’ it changed several times/the scars on the holograms face got better/ the picture changed… I said ‘Oh that’s funny!’ and she/the hologram goes ‘what is…’  of which I replied- ‘Nothing’ I mean, I can’t just say- oh your face is? 

So- see this computer doesn’t tell me the time… or date! You know how I listed those yesterday… well, that was on a computer upstairs0 3-something… this is on a LL- something computer.  When I try to customize the status bar/see what the computer thinks is the date and time- I can’t “This operation has been cancelled due to restrictions in effect on this computer.  Please contact your system administrator.”- Bill Gates? Librarian? You’re fucking with my reality and it should be illegal!

Need I go on?

Oh, and ken doll- I know someone who looks like what I think you look like down there- and I guess I’ll come say hey over at the donner lofts… can we cuddle again?

Oh- and about more shit that isn’t available to me.  I’m going to go see if I can check out an apple macbook pro- apparently you can at The King/MLK library- LET’S SEE IF I CAN.

In Riverside at the County library you can check out chromebooks- there is a snobby lady there who is, give a bitch a little power and they run with it- no she’s not African American Rudy!

She told me one time that I couldn’t renew it past the limit- actually, one of the ladies did let me renew it, then this bitch took it away from me when I asked her to watch it while I went to go pee- Really? Really? People are funny!  Gotta love shift change!

I have to pee again….its 2:33 san jose time per google… and Mozilla.

Hey dude that cuddled- did you know you just randomly walked past me that night I was sleeping outside? I think one of you was fake- not sure which.  Or duplicates? Replicas?

I want in!   I mean on the gig and the lofts!? or maybe Gish apartments? I need a job though- but hey- you guys impersonate officers- and once were a security guard named something at the King library that recommended I go see the social workers here that time I was 'hiding'/'asleep'/ looking for my jacket on the top floor under that desk-  I hated on you for leaving the hot guy downstairs- whom is also jean shorts guy i think from walgreens. No- I have no interest in sucking your dick- dude you know who you are/who i am talking about/what i am talking about- we are friends though! and I can help you out- but no i don't want to- sorry

Do I post it first or not? 

oH, AND I THINK CITY HALL HERE HAS A HUBBLE TELESCOPE (SOMETIMES)

So- now that I have changing eyeballs and floaters and shit- 

Truman Show? Coder? Codes? Huh?  

Rex I added you and messaged you- lunch would have been fun..

and yes janna, I'm on drugs from time to time but so are you!

What else? 

Oh yeah- bike guys who I think are assholes- here the deal about having your own motherfucking lanes, you know the ones you wanted? that tax dollars and the city paid for.... if you get those you have to follow traffic- therefore like going down fourth st? come up behind me again and i won't know you off your bike like i might ought to- but I Will be slightly annoyed-because you should go down third street or fifth street? or shich ever has a bike lane that goes- follow traffic just like the cars do and stay off the sidewalk please! People walk- and just like for your safety you have the lane? yeah, for mine I have the fucking sidewalk! 

T is for many things! So stop hating on me!