When in quarantine... art!

if I wasn’t under a 

Boomers micro-‘reason to not give an eff lens’ then I would ...

• I’m so worried 
• However if I had the availability and didn’t live where amazon may or may not deliver, have housemates that are federally funded name callers (do you know someone stated I was ‘special needs?’  I was so..., or also where they don’t absolute deliver thanks to certain entities then I would order art supplies and a instruction thing from iTunes or whatever... 
• learn to draw comics....
• I’m not trying to wrap canvas but ‘create an acrylic paint of a can be considered an investment mess’ on one is always a mindful exercise, wonderful, absolutely wonderful when everyone needs a drop cloth and gets a coordination and plasticity kick in the head.... ;) like, plastic means your brain can when it gets pissed off or frustrated rewire but remember all the other and can by pass injuries and we only use a percentage for a reason... then we bob and weave around traumas and deformities and bbb insults- not many can cross... (it’s made of three-... I dunno bill bye the science guy that shit- though may be remedial or could it be incorrect? Dated yes, but out dated?  same with art... i would just do and then go from there... ok so painting makes me cry. Or bill nye makes me... I dunno. 
• Movies are the reason I lived and didn’t die of boredom when I was younger...  like
• You can screen shot a comic drawing and then use ‘Mark up’ or your phones version or... being that I have indeed had a like cold on one side, hot/tingly on the other... I should be doing my own advice taking and....
• Oh my exit!!  For now. 
• Yes, I can like on a day by day decision by decision change my energies in regards to someone et al... like... people can be dicks. Hello!  I’m a true pot and a true kettle and not full of water but....I’m sorry if that makes me a variance or outlier as it should... I haven’t had many surprises if any outside the materials of the world other then someone wanting to share space with me or be naked or be friends or omg then to cook for me... twice in my life has that happened as an adult. So- maybe when I don’t like the color of your political party, but can’t say anything to the wiser (a negative or hope for change, and then even learning or ‘oh...’ when like TB skin masks may not be covered but then if exacerbated by and then I’m over thinking all fiscally and shit... it’s crazy to think that we may not be as organized as others may seem or portray... but the quality and internal Ummph is there... Whoopi hates being at home cause then she has to deal with seeing people clean her house or the damn roomba ingnite it’s nongasoline Ass and may give a person a myocardial infarction or a wardrobe change.... I’m serious if it hasn’t happened yet that shit is coming....) 
• See, heart surgery during the covid-19 and bed availability and life does move through and during these circumstances and hopefully that person didn’t get into an automobile collision on the way instead of being ambulanced in regards to the crisis or plague we are currently surviving through. 
• Omg... don’t even have to be in the same room for the ‘always been a smart ass’ because up here is all bad!... omg! I wonder at on or about 10:54am Los Angeles time don’t get me started I know... (plus or minus two or three... I couldn’t. Help by smile and look to my right and then a little extra related to my defense mechanism of what looks like conjunctivitis but is really just irritation for the residual oil and oil and saline and now saline though literally I dunno if dawn soap is intraoccularly fda approved but....

I have to post it!! Art is within its limits perfect!  ;) in school it’s deminsions and medium and directions of the teacher!!  Quantitative v qualitative grading... cause I was like jumpy last night in my sleep- this art teacher at school gave our child a D on a painting and I’m glad I’m preparing now cause I came of out theta waves for that twitch!  Ewww, I’m for real... three times!  Got worse and worse finally... had to effing live through the dream of bitch slapping a teacher as a parent.  Ugh!! Do not use this as a ‘gay gone parental but in the how it started for my grandparents... can you imagine... ewww mine went to lunch, I did invite my grandmama to lunch as a 1st grader!  Duh!  Why not!? And now I’m like... we’re there some familiar faces in this regard? No. But it is a smaller world even before... and don’t get mad at the corner store dude for making the last bottle so high in price as to have for himself related to legalities involved as he can’t as an owner and corner store and... for real!  

Did you know that an A40 can be multi patient supportive and in.... I don’t know... i invite you to see all 20,000 and 20,000 possibly closed circuited but same? I dunno... ;) 

I love you

Don’t let my other thoughts about this take away from my caring about or my concern for people during this... it’s a bit of a defense mechanism cause I’m scared, and afraid... feeling deficient about myself because I’d be at work maybe actually bringing this vent thing to someone who already knows as a in charge tip of the top pediatrician or primary care doctor... seriously..., and also, I’m still craving ice cream so I’m a bit more other there as well. ;) and groceries and all maybe delivered now but when someone says otherwise.... believe me, believe me, I’m that... 

Oh and I did renew my already found love for The September Issue... in documentary form and on YouTube and just... at least now if someone not in but on the... like, now I get to... there was a quote... from Ms. Coddington and maybe by way of but definitely how much responsibly and lively hoods behind the scenes of a photo in a magazine and ‘if you’re working but not out there then no one knows!’ Plus, in a day when a gay still doesn’t have an Anna or Grace or President ... at least people put themselves out there vulnerable and real... i have to change some details... but, don’t let the differences or characteristics hold you back... clearly, the differences didn’t apply...