Omg it’s bedtime ;)

But when will I grocery shop?

So....

• I feel better... 
• I can’t relieve it took like a year or so before I wanted to purchase apples... it’s weird right!?  But it’s like a... not slow and go but like healthy eating was the last thing... it was survival through college and then started working and eventually working out and then eating healthy.  So not that I’m back there but I’m trying!
• Like those who make less should get more... if there is an issue and also those affected...  we are all affected. We are all being affected and I don’t have ‘bills’ but this one time thing shouldn't interrupt benefits or anything like that... and if that’s a concern then get rid of the barriers!  I wrote a thing to the senators of California and I hope that they also get to give them selves a stimulus or relief thing as well.  Seriously I dunno if they are accounted for like that.

• This is stressful- at what point, and my chronic condition/terminal illness included... when do we start re-entering the world?  Is it going to be staged or?
• And for those of you who love how I’m always rounding it out ;) as you have to anticipate and think ahead... like anxiety is going to be so real. Don’t forget your taxes are due. And yes, the going back out... no one ya gonna drive right, your passwords are going to all have to be reset!, your parking spot is going to be repainted, the allotted blowjob time in the afternoon may end up being a power nap, your am coffee!  Omg!  Girl, go on and crank your car the night before and make sure that it does so... it may be as reluctant as you are the next day... the commute, oi! Don’t forget your child care, or the kiddo themselves as the struggle is real!  Get on your confidence cause the bitch that was gunning for your man or promotion or just you're overall happiness will so be there in a morning glory of a nightmare on what could be a fresh start.  Wouldn’t it be nice if all of that drama and nightmare just didn’t come back to work. One to itself decide that or maybe a decision to not be a total douche hole and don’t worry about if everyone else is going to be on their douche hole game or a-game... hopefully no one wants any of that and everyone can just simply exist and co-exist and it’ll be great.  Or I hope so... I would make this decision if I was off and had to go back to work... I have high hopes for no matter if that’s tomorrow or if it’s a week or whatever!

• I wish it would be easier for those that work odd shifts... like if the markets are only open until 8pm and people work until then like the 7a-7p, or 8a-8p. 
• I feel like if there is an issue with people taking it seriously....
• The government has its mistrust imbedded in my dna!  It’s like, I don’t trust at all.  I guess a generation or two of the screw-age. 
• The court websites don’t have hours that speak to a real issue... if there are closures it’s not posted online. 
• A whole generations haven’t really ever had to call before they go somewhere to verify hours we just look online to see what the hours are... none of that was updated at first... on google or the map apps. 
• I love you 
• I’m going to attempt to since the phone doesn’t speak to closures at least walk by and see what’s up or go by my ph luv defenders office. They are wholly douche bags on the phone... I was like y’all need some people skills as the phone was hung up again by the person who answered, not my attorney... but yet again as I supposed my case number or whatever I should know by heart... and if you forget it I guess you’re sol and up for a 180 day stretch- could be like that in some places! But that was me trippin a little haha. Prepare for the worst right? 
• I dunno if you can go see people in jail but I’m about to sign up for that as well!  ;)