Thursday, August 17, 2017

The person that caused my pneumo-

somehow was sitting across the table from me at dinner in SF and showed her ass.  I'm pissed...


Here's some emails and people whom I also feel are responsible for the the state of toxicness that is in San Jose and Santa Clara County... Literally, things are just that bad. 


Joshua Ray jray3401@gmail.com

1:11 PM (21 hours ago)
to mollieo
Hey,

I don't know that I'll make it today- I have access to let you know so but still sadly no resources in the least for money.  It sucks that here to even get into a shelter you have to have a TB skin test but you have all kinds of places to not be able to sleep or to be waken up all the time.  You know if nothing else I would be there for a hygiene kit!  

Best,

Josh​

Have you found any more resources I might be able to qualify for? I still don't have a phone and then I still don't think my mom has received the one letter I needed for GA.  So that's clearly not going to get any more real.  

Mollie Olson

1:19 PM (21 hours ago)
to me
Hi Josh, 

Thanks for letting me know. I'm going to schedule another meeting for that same time then. I'll stop by the front and drop off a hygiene kit for you to pick up next time you are in the office. I won't be able to do so until after 3 pm though. 

Do you want to reschedule for next week? Are you looking to stay in SF or San Jose? So I can gather resources for you. 

Mollie 

On Wed, Aug 16, 2017 at 1:11 PM Joshua Ray <jray3401@gmail.com> wrote:
Hey,

I don't know that I'll make it today- I have access to let you know so but still sadly no resources in the least for money.  It sucks that here to even get into a shelter you have to have a TB skin test but you have all kinds of places to not be able to sleep or to be waken up all the time.  You know if nothing else I would be there for a hygiene kit!  

Best,

Josh​

Have you found any more resources I might be able to qualify for? I still don't have a phone and then I still don't think my mom has received the one letter I needed for GA.  So that's clearly not going to get any more real.  
--

Mollie Olson, MSW I Medical Social Worker I The Health Trust www.heathtrust.org
Pronouns:  She/Her/Hers
(p) 408.961.9817 I (f) 408.961.9856MollieO@healthtrust.org I Sobrato Center for Non-Profits, 1400 Parkmoor Av, Ste 230, San Jose, CA 95126
 

Joshua Ray jray3401@gmail.com

10:15 AM (21 minutes ago)
to Mollie
OMG I need a fucking phone.  There has to be someone somewhere that will sponsor getting me an iPhone.  Like, it has to happen.  If not I'm holding you all liable in my blog for my death- the person from San Jose that attacked me and caused me to have to be hospitalized, the same person that was on the bus with me that night who was so confrontational... she was at CityTeam last night here in SF.  I'm pissed- I can't stand it.  It even ​I mean that's what I need- I've tried the free phone nonsense- it's not an option.  I'm also pissed that the uplift pass doesn't get you from Fremont to San Jose!  They charge an extra $2 cause it's an express bus!  Such bullshit.  So that's not an option.   I can take the cal-train maybe but that's more expensive and not as convenient.  Isn't it crazy that with the Uplift pass you can be totally isolated to San Jose?  Literally, I am this poor.  How did that bitch get up here to SF- it just shows you that I'm right in a way, it is me... and I'm pissed cause she showed out and they would have kicked her out but were trying to give her the benefit of the doubt because they were like 'OK, anyone handicapped? We will bring you a tray.'  She was like holla'n about eing disabled... I mean these guys are cool and working on their recovery and being pillars in their community and mine.... they do not deserve to have to deal with that kind of bullshit in their home and at their dinner table because of me.  It's not right.  Why was it that I was in the hospital for four days and no one from the police or sheriffs came to get a statement?  Anyways, she was like showing out and I'm telling you it was just all I could do to remain chill cause the guys knew something was up with me cause I suck the energy from a room- I kept my cool until finally all I said was 'golf club.'  It was like I hit that bitch sober stick- literally her antics stopped and lemme tell you who broke eye contact first.  Now I have to go back and tell these guys tonight that I'm sorry for just trying to do me and get my shit together and somehow the disgusting toxic-ness that is San Jose followed me to their table and to their home and I'm sorry.  That's where you and Fievel's mom Becky are from- that's your toxic mess to clean up and deal with.  I'm just a passer through... handle your shit!  I need an iphone- I'm literally trying to keep the UN from kicking us out and try to keep a trillion dollars worth of construction that's just sitting here growing black mold and crap after the gov floated a billion dollar bond- ride the light rail and look at all the construction that isn't going anywhere- we're going to be kicked out of the united nations and be a in a recession again and then a depression from literally having to bulldoze all that unfinished construction after black mold and mildew has started cause you literally can't get rid of it...  So can you please help me get an iphone.  Like, please. I can be in SF or San Jo where ever you need me to be in order to get that iphone- you pick.  Let me know what I need to do. 

Best,

Joshua Ray

I'm forwarding this email to Ms. High Comma and Fievel's Mom as well as posting it on my blog... fyi.  Mollie O I know you've got my back but if something happens to me no one is to not be liable but those of you that know exactly what is going on including my family- SCC/The City of San Jose is the teenage suicide capital of the world, the sex trafficking capital of the world, the place where I was discharged from a locked psych ward 1 day early because someone with my ID was brought in at the same time I was there either coincidently or because of the Andrea and the applied pressure of making things difficult for me and taking away anything that is safe for me (not limited the same thing being done to others cause I'm not that important), and lets not forget about your organ procurement department and all this program nonsense you have through all these county departments for making sure those that need the organs get drug free ones from people like me who could literally just have disappeared or would have or from people who have actually....  this is not survivor or big brother trying to out wit out last out play.... clearly my resilience is gonna make you guys do what you supposed to do... so when should I meet you to get that phenomenal hygiene kit and my new phone which I will be so thankful and grateful for.  Remember- because of all this craziness kids have literally killed themselves- as a direct result.  So stop it- act right, do your job, and things will get better.  A child killing themselves is the worst product of what anyone can do- people, a person does not want to do harm or cause harm.  A child to want to harm themselves is something that is thought and rethought and contemplated and/or possibly a split second decision because of all your craziness and then literally can you imagine what runs through that same child's mind when they are hanging from a stair case or rafter when the 'oh shit I don't want this' happens and they can't get down, or imagine a child having the same determination like Robin William's did a few years ago....... you guys have and are causing this.  Mental Health Advocacy Groups that don't do tort law, non-profits that do nothing but pass out gift cards, holding bus passes from people for months, putting people in shelters with ebola and tb, keeping me from reporting and handling my attack info and you guys are letting this same person remain out on the streets to do the same thing to others while I'm trying to do what I need to do but can't- stop it, now.,  Those kids who have killed themselves in your community are a direct result of your bullshit.  Stop it- now.  Am I loud enough?  Can you hear me now?  What else do I need to do?     


Different email chain-


 

Joshua Ray jray3401@gmail.com

1:07 PM (21 hours ago)
to becky.moskowitz
Hello-

Since I'm able to send this email sadly it means that I might not make it to our appointment today because of having access to the library in SF now but not the means.

Best,

Josh​

Becky Moskowitz Becky.Moskowitz@lawfoundation.org

1:20 PM (21 hours ago)
to me
I’m sorry to hear that.  I could meet with you next Wednesday afternoon if that’s better.  Do you have access to a phone now?
 
Becky Moskowitz | Senior Attorney
Health Legal Services | Mental Health Advocacy Project
 
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Advancing Justice in Silicon Valley
 
 
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From: Joshua Ray [mailto:jray3401@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 16, 2017 1:07 PM
To: Becky Moskowitz
Subject: appointment
 
Hello-
 
Since I'm able to send this email sadly it means that I might not make it to our appointment today because of having access to the library in SF now but not the means.
 
Best,
 
Josh

Here's the forwarded list- of the email I said I was forwarding to everyone, I just did that so here comes the blog post....

from:Joshua Ray jray3401@gmail.com
to:"Medellin, Andrea" <andrea.medellin@hhs.sccgov.org>,
"Rao, Yaamini" <yaamini.rao@pdo.sccgov.org>,
"Lopez, Rosa A." <Rosa.Lopez@hhs.sccgov.org>,
Laura Ginn <laura.ginn@lawfoundation.org>,
Edwin Sanchez <edwins@healthtrust.org>,
sara.jeevanjee@hhs.sccgov.org,
laurie.mello@hhs.sccgov.org,
karango@dao.sccgov.org,
crosas@newhopeforyouth.org
cc:Mollie Olson <mollieo@healthtrust.org>
date:Thu, Aug 17, 2017 at 10:51 AM
subject:Fwd: today
mailed-by:gmail.com


Sorry if I left anyone out... :) 




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