Monday!

I’m frustrated fool.  Let me say that I’m not even going to reach and say that all my struggles aren’t even just a... I found my self and my other half in California. I’m not saying you will also... but to my people in that little town with no traffic lights and only a four way stop sign... don’t be afraid that all the bad that I’ve gone through recently will happen to you.   Technically none of it started until people from my life in Alabama came to visit me or came to live with me. That’s crazy huh- naw fool, that’s the truth.  I think the secret is... if you move away from home... you go visit... they don’t come visit you.  I hate to say it but once I was rich and famous I was planning on moving my older relatives out here when they were at that point... through this I guess I now know who can come and who can’t! 

Girl, Iggy just asked if I could come and lay some pipe cause her shit leaking. Haha. Wow.  New favorite... 

This douche metro driver just ignored my little stop requested or acted like it was too late to stop.  I think he was thinking I didn’t pay when I got on the bus... you know just to be a great positive influence on the world. Well sir it wasn’t to late, I did pay as they have back door taps now (insert joke here), but never the less I’ll just go to my next destination and then double back to Trader Jo’s...  and then I missed the next one thinking it stopped right outside the market but alas... not so much.  I ended up in BH and since I am such a Thrifty Ice Cream fiend went to Rite Aid. It’s like- I know this sounds bad but you really don’t understand what or how much you pay in taxes until you have an ebt card. So if you get government assistance for food you don’t pay for bags is the main thing Ive noticed... but... I got a muscle milk and rockstar only to have to pay $0.10 out of pocket for some kind of tax.  I’m telling you our government is like NeNe Leaks.... very Rich Bitch!  

Did you know that Judah is a muni train in San Francisco?  I was like oh girl... i think that was the train I ran into this guy... well he ran into me... I thought it was his leg or something like someone bumping me to say hello... I turned around and he was like a foot from me... I look him up and down and he was like omg I’m so sorry don’t sue me.  Literally that’s the words that came out of his mouth. Can you imagine?  I felt awful.  I was like ‘aw you’re hung and rich and can’t even wear gym shorts on the muni...’ :( he was like, ‘omg you totally get me...? Marry me?’ I was like... ‘I have someone in LA I’m regrowing my virginity for... or else I’d hop on that.’   

Like- I know this is all my family... cause ain’t no body picking on me but them... like that kind of mentality. But- I’m honestly over it.  I’m telling you if I wasn’t so dead set on making sure that others don’t dead themselves because of shit like this I would have made their dreams come true along time ago.  Cause not gonna lie.  They’ve put me through hell. 

The housing I’m in is like an interim thing while I wait for the gov to get it’s shit together... Like, All these people I know have no trouble getting section 8 and housing and are like settled and buying furniture and getting ready to take a weekend trip somewhere cause that’s what you do when you have a safe place to call home and I’m at this place in south central LA- with billboards being put up about me saying ‘no gentrification!’, with this douche housemate that has broken three phone chargers and a pair of ear buds in three days (that’s not only a shit ton of money, but has such a hidden agenda behind it)... which has San Jose and my mom and dad and my dad’s alter ego person written all over it.  Total bitch moves. Like, lil bitch I’ll fuck you up. If I thought this person was doing it in their own accord... I’d totally handle it... and by guck you up I don’t mean in a physical manner.  Like, hitting and beating someone up is so dumb- that person still doesn’t really know what all the reasons are behind it. All that’s brought on is escalation.  But, I am not about to harm the messenger which is just doing it for the money or something like that... sounds crazy... but the gap between rich and poor makes it so these fat fucks have too much money and hate in their hearts... and are probably bored.  Instead of going to school or something awesome are reverting back to their childhood bullying days as an adult.  I’m serious... it’s awful cause the president simply is in this category... it’s like HELP!

Ps there are 13,000 kids in these god awful border camps.   So probably the 7 is actually probably 700 or 70!  They just moved some to Texas! They are going to be sex traffic the ones that are HIV negative probably. I say this because Hispanic men 13-20 ish are the ones being diagnosed the most as of right now!!!! Ashton Kutcher this is your and Cindy Biden’s time to shine!! 3, 2, 1, Go!