As I'm...

So as I'm trying to get my shit together and running from the police to kick me out of the library- I'm bombarded by an ad speaking to schizophrenia and the challenge of obtaining medication- and i be like bitch you need to get a second option because the fact that the 77 psychiatrists associated with this county may be every one in the states licensed just shows how unqualified they are.... they are creating poly pharmacy and paranoia while also compromising themselves as part of the premise behind the medical model of care which as I have been told- Do no harm.  No No they will bullshit all day like all the problem came from the relief surface area of the united states they have so kindly committed actual murders when you think of all that's happened to me... imagine coming here in a sate of emergency or natural hot mess of a disaster this was and being fucking singled out in a facial recognition system label these people as the criminals while replacing/de-prioritizing the people of San Jose who in my mind are the ones responsible for the state of affairs... not to mention the probably actual numbers that they will try to hide.  Like, a man told me that he was yes, committing a robbery, was shot in the shoulder by the store clerk.... and then they here in San Ho actually put him in a line up with just him himself and him.  Like, the store clerk didn't know it was him cause he put his best foot forward and in a quick hurry kinda way... only to have them cut him off in a way thank god the system works in that aspect but then to actually stand this man up in the room with just himself knowing that he the only one to choose from but now really knowing all the other details as in a hey they get phone calls when i do and don't go places and know in advance sometimes where i am going...so i think that may constitute conspiracy and attempted murder... or something like that right?

Innocent until proven guilty?   Yeah until the natural world (don't let me reach-) brings about a flood and tradgitey only to get to a place of refuge and not be properly vaccinated against shit that they have here as a chronic inhumane treatment of people- like TB and meningitis  (kinda- i was vaccinated against the three strains of concern before I was kidnapped, yet they know this exists here and aren't taking care of people adn there have actually been cases in adults of meningitis... God help that menninigococvyemia patient (you know they aren't worth the ultra filtration apparatus as thugs from another state... please they don't even or haven't even made roux here so please tell me they had the right to do this and.... you'll just have to live with your self over that... ) that doesn't even stand a chance and then is so properly disposed of by the city of san jose as not to create a typhoid Mary of a situation only to maybe let that person wander around for a few extra blocks but only if said person was actually in a 'area of concern' as a... oh thank you sick person, please do us a favor and get your friends sick because there are more of you coming every day, like from texas, etc.... but hey, they are trying to find each other if you know what i mean.... if you don't then go back to a cell phone and not really the need for when you cook food and share with your family and neighbors.   unheard of to not stop by if you want to cause hell the door is probably unlocked and that's a whole different type of legitness cause they will let their 3 year old be put back in their place at kmart in public just like they will behind closed doors and Thank God.  that's a saying, or whatever the smart people term is, Getting beat like a 3 year year old at kmart.  Ha.  I know i know... its a you might get beat like that if you interfere with my child raising cause I'm trying to help people i know states away that are... without anything.  And then they moved people into new shit and these refugees into the old with the issues and diseases they haven't been exposed to.... its a sad fact that Cortes whipped out folks with a cold and so on and so on... somehow if you got clothes from here or whatever and then are all the sudden outside I'd say that its something to do with them needing Mexican with a vacuum cleaner verses a leaf blower.  But, thats a different shade when you think about a legitimization of air quality in jails where people ought not be but then throwing them to the streets and mercy of a merciless system (like the Pope even came- or we lied ya'll and the catholic faith is a lot more connected and worldwide then the states- so please continue to make fools of our nation in the manner we have... cause the joke is on no one... but on the fault of our law makers, upholders, and everyone- even like me... jsut a drone in my own world and not diversifying my current events and happenings the way i know better.... i wish the millennial could all have masters degrees when i have input into shit like that.... but i might die of menningitis here in san ho first) that already has them tagged as criminals- most without an actual criminal record like the natives have here... or maybe don't.  I'm not that familiar but come at me with- oh yeah... i had no idea about anything that is my history of family... Ive kinda put that all together- i doubt my dad or mom shared anything that would help in that way.  So I've never named dropped- ever.   not only that but i went to Standford for quality care and i might have been bronched after being treated in the er in sccvmc system twice with a productive cough and issues in the s/p chest tube removal kinda way.  that was a lovely walk- cause even with a bus pass san jo made that inaccessible.  So if you got deported or some shit as a non bi-partisan slap in the face or something- the stories might not have added up because i wasn't in the know but it was thought i was or just that i was ok and not an issue until i was.... or maybe my dad is a terrorist or something like a bitter person.  I don't know.... but like i said- i just picked up watching masterclass after my person watched the barbra Walters episode with me.... so that would be your serendipity situation of a fuckkkkkkkk now your ass is exiled... maybe there is something to getting rid of the cat will eat you r face off kinda night time television that is fucking fake.... please.... my home girl was on the Africa season and lemme tell you about what they thought they knew was gonna be coming around for a sniff once some butts got nice and ripe.  They might all be millionaires after that- and hell if she wasn't head butted by a king cobra- like steve irwin and that africa big ass snake was like 'what up g.'  Seriously- the world is real y'all unless we blowt it the hell up and I'll be a presidential candidate as Joshua Hitler just to make a point of I'll run as what my name is and what my life is at it pertains to me and him coming first, then country... cause I'm not going to be having interpersonal relationship issues like what has been present in my life... like, if he doesn't want that ill be a lobbiest or something.,... hell ill probably be here walking around like- what am i supposed to do?  like how do i get out of this and make sure nothing is going to try to be gathered by illegitimate whitewater's (not in a child or pertaining to kinda way that is so old school- cause that is a blessing.... but i mean a corrupt or harm causing shade that's coverage for the ones it shouldn't be available to and then the others are harmed, then without shade and burned.... but like they say about joan of arc after she was burned at the stake- her heart still remained.) that have no business following me anywhere to and fro investigating trade and commerce routes that i am and am not apart of cause I don't know what happened when San Ho came to LA to attack me but I'll be fucked if i let that go further then that because.... it shouldn't have happened.  So that's what I've got to accomplish on my end... like the obstacles so conveniently situated as it pertains to the nation as a whole in some ways is just how big of a fucking deal it was to evacuate or whatever three states essentially.  I mean fuck.  In Birmingham they got preferential treatment as it pertains to hiring them for jobs- like at abercrombie and fitch, or apartments, and late college application submissions and support- i think... like i said i haven't followed up like i should have but in good faith and just duh kinda thought processes- they didn't want to move!  They were not getting on a ship meant to sink as in a there was no way it couldn't be bad.....  Where I'm from we were there for our country... glad San Ho and the pillar's of the community here are on the same page... as a naw the hell they aren't.   

I hate that the lyrics to artists' music can be tampered with on youtube to the point we have to address this also- the words can be unkind and target specific in a way that doesn't happen with iTunes- im just saying..... the radio pays for the rights to the music they play- a new single just dropped or was released.  I mean that's what ought to be.  Napster- at lest they protected the lyrics and tampering of- I think... if not, then now we have to tackle that.... im not trying to have words of a entity that has literally saved my life be tampered with by fools that are bored and need to get some manners or some business.

Thank you to the pillar's doing their jobs and making less- even if it is millions per day.... odds are the ones not doing theirs are creating a fortune for their lives and generations of dept to be repaid to the world... sorry if some people have to get their heads right with Miley and Will.i.am.   Cause if you need a little extra- which really you shouldn't- but those debts are chronic and built on the premise of hate.   I like unedited stuff because I can say God damn it all day in a effort to combat your 'i don't say that word' way of thinking yet your actions reflect your truths.