My Life from Birmingham to L.A.: October 2017

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Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Alum Rock Library-Mountain View Library.

So I'm at Alum Rock Library- Also known as the Dr. Roberto Cruz Library and I couldn't help but think about the fact that this dude probably paid for this shit... and then the oppression he may or may not have come up from can ban or suspend people or bar people from bettering themselves with money he spent? or donated? or whatever-ed? Oh hell naw! Sometimes I feel like I'm more black then the black people here (maybe the officers have already killed them all or but them in prisons)- it sounds stupid, but some of these guys have never heard slow down? I mean, who doesn't know who Chris Porter is? Geez... makes me question so much about the world.

So this hooker stole my headphones and paypal debit card the other night talking about how she just wanted what was owed to here... and I was like well it seems like the stud your rolling with is more then capable of handling you with his---- but a female will limit access and fun like that for no reason.

I mean it's like another day another issue. I thought it was originally like an issue with it being not a legit trap city which urbandictionary tells us is

when more than 45% of a towns population become made up of dope dealers, prostitutes, and other criminals.

but its so not that legit. Like, this is clearly just like i say it is- where there are under covers and under-covers for the under-covers followed but the informants and it was all geared around Hurricane Katrina- there was even legislation or issues with the police here because of the police restructuring that occurred here around 4 years.... I just tried to google some stuff but naturally the internet without the library system here is so ghetto that even the information is blocked and not even look up-able.

Just like today when i tried to get my ass to the library to make something happen I got a ticket on the light rail- like these officers know me.... well the one did. He tried to get his homie to just leave me alone but the 'bad' cop was not having it and called the sheriff all while completely being rude and telling me that as part of the VTA policy and procedure book they didn't have to give people their names or badge numbers... he was like my badge is right there and i was like well here is my foot. Ha! Not really- i try to be as kind as i can- the sheriff was totally cool though. He told me to just go and take care of all my issues in one... but i was like that is going back so far and I don't know if they have my friend here locked up in a basement and they could have so many Katrina refugees and survivors totally still being held for ransoms and proofs of life like whoa.... I mean they even changed some of the street names and light rail station names combined with not vaccinating them against the illness they have here on ramp-id. like the bay area has a whole different type of shade that no one sees coming i guess. i mean- they have alarm systems here from other country's that project images of real looking dogs that bark and chase you. seriously. and then they have judge momohon to keep people in jails and out of thu's only to get assaulted and attacked.

I was thinking of something else and I can't remember what.... but I think that a trap city is actually better then San Jose... I mean I can ask Macklemore one day about the shade that is further north.... but until then i will assume....

Tomorrow I have appointments with Mollie O and the Victum people to try and get a settlement from San Jose- its going to be billions by the time I talk about everything....

Monday, October 16, 2017

I'm not joking...

Like, when I say that I feel like I've been kidnapped I'm not lying. yes, I do in fact realize that i am not a child. But, still. It's not hard to put the connections together- the bay area is in fact a serious nightmare for this country. I lived in an apartment complex in walnut creek, through cross country trav corps that is indeed referred to as 'Rape alley.' They had of course not informed of this. I had no trouble my whole life until san jose and i cant understand why they cant see why me having been here for a year and getting nowhere but in more trouble makes it factual that they are the problem and not me. I literally with i could charge them officially somehow but i had to hitchhike up to fremont just now to use the library and am no close to anything then i was. No one is going to want me in their lives after this and it isnt making me anything but sad and scared. terrified that they have a law firm called 'Habbas' and im not unsure if that is a joke to let me know that im in a reality show hell and should call bullshit. or that i dont have a phone to call and yet hardly any of the pay phones work and then what if i leave and they have my friend locked In a basement somewhere? I don't want him to come and rescue me, not that he even knows I'm going through this, cause i dont want him to try to find me only to get caught up in this mess if hes not already.

The law foundation of silicone valley has dropped me as a client. they have offered zero help or even tried to make an effort in providing any kind of support.

Andrea at the re-entry center and santa clara county valley medical center homeless healthcare program has been unavailable to provide me with assistance for getting a new bus pass- i think i have mentioned that a lot of times that is my only safe place or refuge when i need to just sit and chill. Don't worry- they let me know on the bus/the drivers do indeed let me know that I'm not welcome- and often ask which stop im getting off at or have even taken longer routes as to disrupt my reality of where I need to get off or time frame for where i should be when i should be given the usual speed and traffic. It's literally a nightmare. I tried to go back by little orchard and the bus didn't even go around by where it is- it just made a circle of sorts and then the driver was like 'last stop.'

my mom and dad are worthless. like- literally they would be the ones to laugh at my situation. I realize im 31, but hey they might need me one day so why is it so hard for them to be there for me now?

I have one acquaintance, aaron braun- in san jose. who somehow followed me to fremont today- though if he is the one holding hostage or something its a nightmare. like- what is the deal with san jose. Its terrible. I'm hoping for the best.

I'm having to steal food and sleep on the streets- still. i mean literally no progress- thanks Judge Monohan for referring me to housing like you were supposed to- only that you didnt.

how is this america?

Thursday, October 12, 2017

fake...

omg I'm watching this video of President Trump and President Putin's pow-wow... there were like Kim Kardashian West kinda photo taking sound effects yet... those flashes must a thing of the past... cause legitness like E-Hollywood news shows the flashes and not the noises... like, your camera makes that noise at home? If so, and if it's annoying odds are Cannon, Nikon, or Joe blow has your back with a silence option... we arent safe to pull over and ask for directions, though the user manuals in most cases I would say would be an excellent, and internet searchable resources through their website/archives... they proud of their contributions to the world and there that silence button option hopefully is.... this is for my dad specifically;ly whom opted for a photo opportunity of me asleep on port property before having issues the next morning with port security or someone to give me a reason to want to find a place ot crawl in a hole because what a great way to wake up eh? Like, do we hear of other nations' people's going to the offense of anyone over a place to live? They know the deal I guarantee you of who is who... and it ain't nothing they don't share amounts themselves and others.... I mean- if things get better sir you might want to reopen those borders for some bentleys and stuff... cause ummm who knows if those lovely plants in our country were built in such away to not contaminate our resources, though if they get sanctioned as such and aren't satisfied with their products produced on our soil I will gladly wait for that shit to arrive via a boat... or whatever......cause i want the benz with the pillar! I mean, the Rolls Royce be hiding they shit when not in use and i appreciate that... however those were made for our country and yet now we not goign to let them sell them so someone can see that as a something and get inspired to try to go th elibrary or deal with the prot police waking them up and allowing me to not get arrested- not gonna lie i was real sassy not on purpose but hey.... glad to see the visitors from other countries get the essence of my odor and delinquency cause if the hollywodless are fake/an act- then leave it up to the bay, and San Jose to again legitimize their 'assumed right to smush an ants opportunity that is just a thing to apply to how it pertains to your hole.... yes, think of it that way... does women's restrooms having better quality toilet paper affect anyone or give them a little high when they need it because of their own issues that cause a hell of a decrease in abdmonial pressure so glad they feel the need to not provide the same quality as it pertains to the men's assholes in that restroom but thankful for their endorphin release as the world is always a fabulous place- sorry their exponentially exaggerated right to have a difference down to the damn toilet paper in the public parks here in the city of san ho shows how truly monumental our monuments cant even be a first person for so many.....the cherry blossoms are beautiful and the Potomac doesn't smell off rotting carcass' of animals slaughtered to feed that region for we didn't know it wasn't gonna stop up the world when we dropped a hell or two of some major heat on the WORLD..... but we were kinda forced to learn from that by our allies.... lets not continue to tarnish their reputations... odds are they are sending you fake shit on my behalf to see jsut how long or long not you won't continue to deliver shit over quality.... I'm sorry, my name is worth more then that to... I mean, i kinda wanna go and see if that shit was real as a they may not want us there, or our shit may be making it worse for them, or fuck we just the whole world including the ones with nucs on the same side against us just to keep people here cause fuck if i want someone able to fly to my country and cant by food in their own country- cause that's something that doesn't belong there and is every bit of something to be settled and quantified and then they will love for us to come adn sit at their restaurants and walk amounts their citizens and other visitors cause limited space means they may not have local spots or tourist destinations as they are such as a country.... so let me not act like a favor is worth it with a DEADLINE.... at what point is someone who's name has made considered able monumental contributions to the world in which we live as a building of hospitals and trach making goodness gonna not have to continue to compromise his values when in essence you may or may not have given him an option, he knows that, I know that, thank God some of our News Anchors are bigger then that if even just to not claim the kidnapped card when someone show up there for a photo opportunity and a conversation as a if you don't compromise yourself as David Muir and deliver this horse shit until we figure out whats what... i bet he ain't even tried to call a deadline for you cause that's not a cooth way of how things are typically done... but hey, whats he gonna do... ask me and my friends for a ride on the space ship to what... yes, be around my odor of not bathing only to worry and fear for his nation.... please please please... just... maybe you need a juice box and a nap....think of things as yes, indeed it does and in what way pertain to your literal asshole.... :)

As I'm...

So as I'm trying to get my shit together and running from the police to kick me out of the library- I'm bombarded by an ad speaking to schizophrenia and the challenge of obtaining medication- and i be like bitch you need to get a second option because the fact that the 77 psychiatrists associated with this county may be every one in the states licensed just shows how unqualified they are.... they are creating poly pharmacy and paranoia while also compromising themselves as part of the premise behind the medical model of care which as I have been told- Do no harm. No No they will bullshit all day like all the problem came from the relief surface area of the united states they have so kindly committed actual murders when you think of all that's happened to me... imagine coming here in a sate of emergency or natural hot mess of a disaster this was and being fucking singled out in a facial recognition system label these people as the criminals while replacing/de-prioritizing the people of San Jose who in my mind are the ones responsible for the state of affairs... not to mention the probably actual numbers that they will try to hide. Like, a man told me that he was yes, committing a robbery, was shot in the shoulder by the store clerk.... and then they here in San Ho actually put him in a line up with just him himself and him. Like, the store clerk didn't know it was him cause he put his best foot forward and in a quick hurry kinda way... only to have them cut him off in a way thank god the system works in that aspect but then to actually stand this man up in the room with just himself knowing that he the only one to choose from but now really knowing all the other details as in a hey they get phone calls when i do and don't go places and know in advance sometimes where i am going...so i think that may constitute conspiracy and attempted murder... or something like that right?

Innocent until proven guilty? Yeah until the natural world (don't let me reach-) brings about a flood and tradgitey only to get to a place of refuge and not be properly vaccinated against shit that they have here as a chronic inhumane treatment of people- like TB and meningitis (kinda- i was vaccinated against the three strains of concern before I was kidnapped, yet they know this exists here and aren't taking care of people adn there have actually been cases in adults of meningitis... God help that menninigococvyemia patient (you know they aren't worth the ultra filtration apparatus as thugs from another state... please they don't even or haven't even made roux here so please tell me they had the right to do this and.... you'll just have to live with your self over that... ) that doesn't even stand a chance and then is so properly disposed of by the city of san jose as not to create a typhoid Mary of a situation only to maybe let that person wander around for a few extra blocks but only if said person was actually in a 'area of concern' as a... oh thank you sick person, please do us a favor and get your friends sick because there are more of you coming every day, like from texas, etc.... but hey, they are trying to find each other if you know what i mean.... if you don't then go back to a cell phone and not really the need for when you cook food and share with your family and neighbors. unheard of to not stop by if you want to cause hell the door is probably unlocked and that's a whole different type of legitness cause they will let their 3 year old be put back in their place at kmart in public just like they will behind closed doors and Thank God. that's a saying, or whatever the smart people term is, Getting beat like a 3 year year old at kmart. Ha. I know i know... its a you might get beat like that if you interfere with my child raising cause I'm trying to help people i know states away that are... without anything. And then they moved people into new shit and these refugees into the old with the issues and diseases they haven't been exposed to.... its a sad fact that Cortes whipped out folks with a cold and so on and so on... somehow if you got clothes from here or whatever and then are all the sudden outside I'd say that its something to do with them needing Mexican with a vacuum cleaner verses a leaf blower. But, thats a different shade when you think about a legitimization of air quality in jails where people ought not be but then throwing them to the streets and mercy of a merciless system (like the Pope even came- or we lied ya'll and the catholic faith is a lot more connected and worldwide then the states- so please continue to make fools of our nation in the manner we have... cause the joke is on no one... but on the fault of our law makers, upholders, and everyone- even like me... jsut a drone in my own world and not diversifying my current events and happenings the way i know better.... i wish the millennial could all have masters degrees when i have input into shit like that.... but i might die of menningitis here in san ho first) that already has them tagged as criminals- most without an actual criminal record like the natives have here... or maybe don't. I'm not that familiar but come at me with- oh yeah... i had no idea about anything that is my history of family... Ive kinda put that all together- i doubt my dad or mom shared anything that would help in that way. So I've never named dropped- ever. not only that but i went to Standford for quality care and i might have been bronched after being treated in the er in sccvmc system twice with a productive cough and issues in the s/p chest tube removal kinda way. that was a lovely walk- cause even with a bus pass san jo made that inaccessible. So if you got deported or some shit as a non bi-partisan slap in the face or something- the stories might not have added up because i wasn't in the know but it was thought i was or just that i was ok and not an issue until i was.... or maybe my dad is a terrorist or something like a bitter person. I don't know.... but like i said- i just picked up watching masterclass after my person watched the barbra Walters episode with me.... so that would be your serendipity situation of a fuckkkkkkkk now your ass is exiled... maybe there is something to getting rid of the cat will eat you r face off kinda night time television that is fucking fake.... please.... my home girl was on the Africa season and lemme tell you about what they thought they knew was gonna be coming around for a sniff once some butts got nice and ripe. They might all be millionaires after that- and hell if she wasn't head butted by a king cobra- like steve irwin and that africa big ass snake was like 'what up g.' Seriously- the world is real y'all unless we blowt it the hell up and I'll be a presidential candidate as Joshua Hitler just to make a point of I'll run as what my name is and what my life is at it pertains to me and him coming first, then country... cause I'm not going to be having interpersonal relationship issues like what has been present in my life... like, if he doesn't want that ill be a lobbiest or something.,... hell ill probably be here walking around like- what am i supposed to do? like how do i get out of this and make sure nothing is going to try to be gathered by illegitimate whitewater's (not in a child or pertaining to kinda way that is so old school- cause that is a blessing.... but i mean a corrupt or harm causing shade that's coverage for the ones it shouldn't be available to and then the others are harmed, then without shade and burned.... but like they say about joan of arc after she was burned at the stake- her heart still remained.) that have no business following me anywhere to and fro investigating trade and commerce routes that i am and am not apart of cause I don't know what happened when San Ho came to LA to attack me but I'll be fucked if i let that go further then that because.... it shouldn't have happened. So that's what I've got to accomplish on my end... like the obstacles so conveniently situated as it pertains to the nation as a whole in some ways is just how big of a fucking deal it was to evacuate or whatever three states essentially. I mean fuck. In Birmingham they got preferential treatment as it pertains to hiring them for jobs- like at abercrombie and fitch, or apartments, and late college application submissions and support- i think... like i said i haven't followed up like i should have but in good faith and just duh kinda thought processes- they didn't want to move! They were not getting on a ship meant to sink as in a there was no way it couldn't be bad..... Where I'm from we were there for our country... glad San Ho and the pillar's of the community here are on the same page... as a naw the hell they aren't.

I hate that the lyrics to artists' music can be tampered with on youtube to the point we have to address this also- the words can be unkind and target specific in a way that doesn't happen with iTunes- im just saying..... the radio pays for the rights to the music they play- a new single just dropped or was released. I mean that's what ought to be. Napster- at lest they protected the lyrics and tampering of- I think... if not, then now we have to tackle that.... im not trying to have words of a entity that has literally saved my life be tampered with by fools that are bored and need to get some manners or some business.

Thank you to the pillar's doing their jobs and making less- even if it is millions per day.... odds are the ones not doing theirs are creating a fortune for their lives and generations of dept to be repaid to the world... sorry if some people have to get their heads right with Miley and Will.i.am. Cause if you need a little extra- which really you shouldn't- but those debts are chronic and built on the premise of hate. I like unedited stuff because I can say God damn it all day in a effort to combat your 'i don't say that word' way of thinking yet your actions reflect your truths.

It's time to....

How the fuck is it that I've found Katrina Survivors here? I mean, and I mean, what in the hell is wrong with this place. Please God don't let it be that someone or people that were brought up here in these gigantic buses and without a clue at how real the tacking advantage of would be. People are still here- if they aren't in someones basement being held for ransom. This is ridiculous- they don't have benefits and haven't been able to do anything but get caught up in the joy that is Santa Clara County and the 300,000 cases of identity theft that have happened here and what were we not gonna take them back? Cause double or nothing they are the ones unaccounted for and who needs a library when you have to wait and wait for this homeless shelter shit to work out. Literally, it's like you just flip a bitch every day- like a U-turn. It's like the worst negative feedback loop ever. Plus we see how well they are benefiting from having the numbers of these people in their county only to not support (don't even trip like there wasn't federal funding provided additionally only to be unknown to those it's for. Three years ago that re-designing of the system and police here didn't have anything to not do with these folks don't just come right out and say they aren't from here... I'm going to make myself accessible... have a nice day) them even more so them me- cause at least they have been here for a min before I got here as in a mid as well throw this asshole in the ransom demands also! Ha- no one wants me like that and who can negotiate when I'm an ungrateful demanding person who cannot believe that I'm just now thinking about this. These people are standing on the on and off ramps- but the freeway vs the interstate and the people of San Ho are not trying to help as in a- kinda the cause of it. Women here are being told they don't need their mammograms- and if that isn't a black on black kinda thing I don't know what is. Men aren't really like that. These guys have to start fighting for men's rights. Like- its not my fucking fault the laws were written the way they were and once we start fighting for men's rights guess what- I bet that shit might change a little faster. As in a- like even Mama O is geared towards a man giving her hers without a single thought to giving him his. Well ladies- could you please remind him to go get his checkups because even in a legit system our Men are dying younger and younger and of treatable, preventable, manageable diseases and cancers- no idea if technically there is a double there. I'm just calling it like I see it- thanks for the attention though. :)

I'm so pissed about that Alum Rock blog I had written on my birthday I think. Maybe- I am not trippin like SF library's don't log that shit the way SCC- Santa Clara County does. It's a bitch of a system when you think about an evacuation- and you really not supposed to stay behind because we aren't risking our people anymore then we did to get to your door to tell you to evacuate and that its mandatory. Once it's safe theoretically you can return but I'm sure they have had their way with your homes and belongings in that area as well as this one.

And yet- the crocked ass mother fuckers should just peace to where the damn cherry blossoms are then instead of missing them and naming streets after them- geez. Could you be more obvious or belligerent- glad you could get those scripts filled either by mail or elsewhere... fools.

And they know I don't have a bus pass and neither do a lot of these other persons! Like, take a walk with me and I hope someone doesn't need a pigtail/chest tube like I did- cause fuck if it didn't hurt. I don't know that the tech that's here is known or not like the hollograms or whatever? Imagine a dog running after you but there not being an actual dog- but officers will get specific about everything but themselves prior to doing anything like being apart of the progressive way of thinking.... I was naturally either going to make a porn or get a ticket the other night- naturally a ticket.... but these officers called themselves cops and also.... is that what they think? That they are cops? like the fake ass tv show? But in an actuality? Cause I know them to be officers- but anyways they said they felt we should be more harsh or harsher with sentences- cant even put the under cover officers or informant bullshit together..... they said we just keep arresting the same folks.... no shit.

I was trying to do it in SF, but clearly the states have a long way to go. deuces! JKJK. I mean, I'm at least told other countries love us as Americans. I mean Ms. Tina Turner at least did it live from her crib! And taught me British and Irish Lit II!

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Friday, October 20, 2017

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