6.30.2020

Who is here looking up my middle name like that though- they better go on and straighten their shit out but be careful about being sketchy their could already be someone on the roof with them… yeah, we got a situation, ok.  It’s called the fuck can’t you either stay away or stoppppppp.  I heard my parents downstairs, in Glendale, at 10 pm on a Tuesday… no call, no stated plans that require at least one aircraft, if not that then three days of solid driving-but probably five days within the population of that fleet over-more, would someone like the alpha in my thoughts and dreams last night that took me to a safe place when I realized to consume another person's energy with selfish intentions like my person how I create my safe place every night when im scared or have insecurities that with my best efforts are still there and like cant be treated or handled with anything more or less then first acknowledging them and then respecting them… I don’t shit for no reason, so to think a soul or person in any situation does a variation from that is a thought I can flush for you right now if you want… I ain't even tell-in a lie and that the truth though….(ah, the zero’ing out thing is phenomenal…)and within us as friends I say a prayer and then last night-no I didn't fucking cheat, or anything like that-it was a total set up

• This was in an email from my healthcare provider- I use two for my well rounded and robust set of issues…. And so Men’s Healthcare Foundation has come into my healthcare regimen and so this note is from them and please… if I was your other half I would without caution set these appointments up for the one I am the 0.4-0 to his 0.6-1… its my being in another and I can’t change but should someone not be honored with those acts of humanity or estimable acts then I am doing so with absolute love and admiration, and thats the home training I hope to through normal ongoings and life, cause they be watching… and if you don’t do it but someone else they encounter does its so perfect that hopefully with best wishes that type of future in us will be actually in us through our actions and love for a friend or person… penis no penis, vagina that was through medical advances confirmed through an amazing surgeon with art as there true creation just inside or outside and within their life’s work… (I’m in love with the world right now and if someone has the reasonable accusation that I may be malintentive with anything- trust, I am not with anything ulterior but within your secrets or knowledge outside of my awareness it may seem so…. We’re all learning and making our humanity the very most art in life though another by another that it could ever have in many ages hope to be… it’s been looked into I'm sure- and also verified now within those if you will, those put it all together and I’ll be sure and do my part holding my day together as much and as most as I can…. Se have that needle and crest thing that others have… I believe with my breath right now that it is indeed something that is a needle and thread from our legislation and our incumbents… their art is our beauty… (no, no one was inside me or gave me a boost… just to be clear… imagine if that comes into my.. day…) right now and about to courtesy so toss it all in….Even before the pandemic, studies showed that men are five times less likely than women to regularly see a healthcare provider. With rising national awareness of the ongoing injustice and inequity against Black communities, it is our hope that in fighting for Black lives, more lawmakers and community leaders will prioritize access to equitable healthcare for Black communities.
• Ugh, I think my pharmacist is also a god damn police officer… or at least has a significant other that was or is one regarding the job not life (that’s annoying-please if I'm going to be in the middle like can there be at least some nuts as favors or something…. It's not my fault that the sheriffs and I guess now the LAPD can’t read it which means schools, libraries, town halls, anywhere they got the protect and serve calling to be butthurt…. Or literally fired.  Yes, police chief or sheriff that selected I am not seeing the meaning, if anything your efforts and the efforts of the president made things the way they are but at the same time I have keyboard courage some real shit to congress or shoulda know better and they didn’t get it or their was that time when Congress blocked to become the informed and then I like to say that I reminded them that they were going to have to desemminate the situation-or disseminate… shit haven't even swallowed yet if ever and already this bullets point is already to much for me to handle…
• So I was just taking up for someone and literally felt compelled to “oh, pip down white privledge ” I refuse to add an e in case someone gets literal with a building material for containing shit or water and maybe power cables but that only if you're stellar.
• So I love how all this roll out shit is happening with when the act is available to indigenous peoples and their communities and furthermore I am like what is he thinking…. ok, like me just dream… I don’t have it, and I don’t know any details… but something defiantly is a…. Ugh.  Like oh yes, horse and buggy to a Bentley within a certain amount of spot being available in all the nation…look, It was my understanding that you know construction… so like, not saying you have to cause you have a court date homie, but building can be built, hospitals can be opened those once in a month go to work and then additionally cross the street to go over here and back all of a sudden flying privately and yes, you can ask for only the blue M&M’s there is no waste- they special order so no onions of that, no coconut on that-but thats the shredded kind which is really overwhelming aways as its white.  It could stain.  Omg poor person here-and over there- well, okokok here go your opportunity to be butthurt
• Omg omg omg— its right over here and guess what else…no, my hole fool… but also did you know that if you get bored I guess 1850… like damn if I don’t feel like I have some missed opportunity coming into my awareness…. Bu like damn- this fool made it across Niagara falls, and didn't fall… no pun, he did not fall.  fool, stop laughing he didididid’t fall… it could have been funny though, could have but then he would have had to fall in and I know he don't eat with you at thanksgiving or you know y’all don’t flip some of the same cars or houses… but he didn’t fall, and there is a missing bitch somewhere.
• Okokok, so I was just reading about the dude in Texas that is on death row a d yeah its all kind of extreme for the first nonviolent offense… yes, someone is dead, but its not my decision…. But I just have issues within the subjective revolving around the 6th amendment in our country…. Remember, beck in that day girl, before the December/January issues that have a warrant out fo this arrest as the President, after the provisions for war or the permissions for war were removed, but then before or during the coronavirus outbreak at the wayyyyyyy tip top as to so-was to me going to court- so if I learned anything you grimy ass mother fuckers about anything.,.. it was there. They may have it all on Audio video but there is something about the bathrooms at the courts… I guess it's a I don’t know maybe I had skipped breakfast… and dude look the blame game and who is at fault,… I am standing right there…. No one told me anything that I didn't already know you forget two countries 40 something failure to appears girl bye with the 3 felonies and the strike and wont even get me started on how many cases are getting caught up in the bay with my id’s- thank you confidential informants another stellar ‘wont get your dick sucked by me’ kind of a job- but no sad face… im a starlight up thirty ass person ok.  Like, it thats the goal lets just not talk until you see if I'm going to swallow or not… then give away the dead give aways and ugh, I got mad this one dude like bugged off…. I was like but I like guys who are white I just get nervous you might screw driver me to the forehead or some shit…
• Attention- I received an email form the IRS- not specifically to  me but you know one of those subscriptions that makes it so the government within the loose confines they have established then… so 2016 people- there are $1.6 billion in unclaimed refunds are about to hit that three tear mark- no I don’t know they can’t just fucking send folks checks and blah blah blah… but none the less, $1.6 billion in dollars….. money that not only has been earning then an interest unfathomable to me but….I’m ok with that, please make that money-but continue to screw the vote to person the individual the high school student working on a work permit to support their family unit and all bad will already be so serendipitous in the future it will have a Republicans paranoia or smile going bananas! 
• hey, its 07.01.2020 on the Gregorian calendar- I invite you to show some respect if oyu want to another... I think its a best wishes or energy that if we all bust a nut, the pandemic with be combated in a severe and precise in this world but out of our thought kind of way so that we can all live to have a meal at a restaurant with another- that's what life is at it's most rewarding after riding a bike to get there- that's why some are sooo attentive and hands on... didi you know that fresh cut flowers or something like that even if see don't minimize it... there is no better energy then that from the times and world- look up when the tulip- yes, my absolute favorite came into this world... there is a romance you'll be captivated by first... the if then this after that is yours to assess and maybe have a stellar working point for your sifting and collating your entire energy of and in and within the world- only an Alpha or your version can prepare you for or also then ease the reality of alcove that...maybe try to make it a person best.... seriously, and maybe reach in to the finances and get a simple glass or glass es vause (phonetics), purchase what speaks to you, be sure and since, cut at an angle with sharp shears, rinse again, out into the water that set and then prepared for the guests, and do change it daily or so- they pee in that water did you know...? true. fact. there it is... yes, like that when it is there in your presence... cant argue but until my courage made me aware of that all I diid was bitch instead of look into why they don't always last as long as I hoped for... see there, a lack of knowledge or awareness had me and my stellarness with all that negativity... ugh... like, skills in some areas or not... no matter how much I show respect there, it isn't transferable... you must itemize.  
• here's to your day and our day- I am so back at my day restarted properly adn true that I cant even correct that red line from this sentence- I am my imperfections and my perfections are in your eyes and energy.  how much?  can't be quantified but within what I know sir, I know-how... I hope so much that I'm making the world a better place and you're first in thought...