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Ewww!  I totally made a contractual agreement and it arrives on tuesday!

The work is to come!

• Lines- god damnit. I hate lines.  I do.  Amazingly amusing how stressful that a line can be.  To not or not to be courteous is like so something I ain’t trying to fight about... tensions are a bit high...it’s just like not high, but when you’ve been corrected a few times for things after having been shopping or living and doing ok for awhile it can be a.... like, I have had to really take a deep breath every so often.  
• Like I’m having a hard time with the gloves to be honest.  Like we are supposed to be able to do things that are to me in line with what we know. Girl we did this type of testing ages ago right?  
• Like, I ain’t trippin but I am one of those if I can’t help everyone then I don’t or try not to favorites the situation.   I was on the rail earlier and there was a nurse- it is nurses week after all.  So I thought very hard, even rearranged items in my bags to pass them off to her silently and swiftly but after the complete thought and decision there were a grip of hospital badged people surrounding me so sadly I still wanted to but had to walk away at my destination feeling like I should have.... I hate, 
• I’m naked, and afraid.... no, again there’s a doubted reality where there should only be support- true law is that. Ok ok ok, chill- remove the dollar sign completely or please do remove you and your bias or opinion about an item and see the injustice that protecting individuals, employees, as well as exhibiting a total trust in the recommendations in both the business world of closing doors as well as the guidelines from the cdc in order to which have given me this opportunity to make everyone aware that any business, especially in this conversation like, neiman Marcus allows a liberal to be conservative, or else shit shower and shave would apply through out... or at least the did you do it or not reality.  I’m serious, I have a hard time imagining not being able to walk into neiman Marcus, or saks fifth avenue, or Louise Vuitton one the world of there beauty. Or basics, which lets be honest, dollars removed marks that are already tight in their support from the government. I fee that way- it’s today. Already having issues with legal minds not being essential in which to prepare for closing permanently. I don’t know if it’s a state or states reality but any business closing as a duh.., to protect individuals and then in a absolute manner looking for them in these acts and govement work and day after day the people who keep these doors open on a very tight budget supporting talent, stylists on their floors, the smells in their stores, truly, window shopping turned walk through just in the situation I am once once I return to the world sometimes with their support physically or literally keeping me warm or guarding me so that I can speak to and handle some of this sick shut in the word that has me needing to be a presence so that the issue is spoken to and not my character.... yes, I do think as I’ve felt the garment or security and just doing right makes it so I know my purpose and it’s the bag, the shoes, and the everything so that all that shade is deflected by true brands, clothing materials, talent and considering.... at a fair market retail purpose price and to be honest.... with nothing but love and best wishes.  If you think it’s ok for that to close doors then I need to state conflict of interest because we aren’t thinking or having a conversation on the issue... just the bullshit like money or whether that’s needed or not.  Like- any business that closes or doesn’t reopen speaks to the reality versus the in that then sentiments or goals versus absolute. And I’m being crucial because bbc today was blocked during world news... and that to me is again something to speak to.  I don’t think it’s intentional, the busy ass relentless streams of information and decisions must be so overwhelming- what if I miss one, what if that’s the one I needed to see or hear the most and then the aftermath of that reality because no one is perfect, if that happens it speaks to your place and how right you are for it. Because i know that look or that operating thought of just doing ones best no matter what.... like once again it’s been a busy close of the fiscal year August is right here.  Ok ok, maybe I’m like whooaaaaa, but I will always walk into some of these businesses for my purchase... it’s like part of the product, it is the cologne or the denim, it is the confidence and solidarity I have.  I got a $50 gift card once and to this day the people behind the gift card to saks, made it so the money didn’t apply to the sentiments and like energy I got every time I looked at the card holder... money wasn’t the anything.... it’s was the people supporting me, the business or store that was the medium, and the of course brand and designer behind it. Like, where would I purchase the Versace cologne that I love, for an educator whom I felt compelled to then one on one acknowledge a courage that was foreign to me in a reciprocal way... like, I went to that... that, in what we call a department store but a no place shade place of safety... not surviving a pandemic.... 
• The loss of life is enough, no one needs to loose their energies or like their card holder that for me created a reality or grounding when spending money and balling on a budget.... it canceled each other out... love and support, maybe the same for the potential hangover or severity to which my hole might be the situation tomorrow.... either way, where there could have been so much stress and taking away from the splurge on something I just needed, as a all bad... designers I feel build their pieces from the spider and the silk to the protection or armour to.... what the finished becomes...
• Ok fine to then do so and then not think of them or their livelihoods... like there is a very strong woman behind Versace, an individual, same with Chanel, same with Marc by Marc.... I don’t know the collective of neiman Marcus but their is no reason to stack the pros and cons.... the only con is back there in those words cause literally the magazine that is the awareness and then some... not to mention the billion dollar situation revolving around that. Money sucks, but all of this is priceless 
• Truly, just the dollar is for the fiscal people or the accountants..  to consider that in regards to survival during a pandemic.... we stopped leaving people dying outside of ers like three administrations ago.   This is no different. Imagine, it could be a personal attack again... like, I saw the photo, felt and then acknowledged the damn... homegirl ain’t playing and then came the day of many... but, I was able to then focus on something else. It’s weird- no one needs help, but the battle of game changers and like... the person knows the shade and then arts it to death... like, try and the bullshit just isn’t the clothes but the people of which they protect and support.  Yes, my $9 vneck from H&M does that, but so did my duffle bag for courage to get on a plane.... I’m putting my bullshit here once again hole unkept and embarrassing but real... so that the reality and issue can be solved with the people that are that in the conversation and solution cause it’s not a state to state let me make my state heard kind of situation unless you want an incumbent to then show their lack of decision making versus bias making.... some of this should not be debating on the... like the first plan phenomenal, literally though the fulll effect is like waiting for a lottery win with no ticket purchase... like since the tenant closed in order to even be part of that fully… The full affect is never going to be felt I’m just saying should not have to wait on that it’s covered when it is needed… It’s the individual or me and you that need true law versus... shade law.  Like, business amd me are separate... the me side of the first wave have come and gone... it’s safe to say that the effect and the plan ahead or probably already starting of recurring monthly incomes for me and you is like stability and the burden of.... I don’t know. All I know is that, I heard that and it might be overcome and if so - stellar lawmaking and true lawmaking. Honesty. 
• Like, denying or conserving here for a need with others in mind as a conserving here for the potential there in a claim for a small business loan... it might not happen.... at the end of the day it’s a full effect that might not ever be fulled.  And that’s ok- their choice as a small business. The two matters in one, perfect. But separate.... the systems and lives are phenomenal actually.... the business side is showing bias that is time and situation proof that as equal as our souls are... entities with the the dollars do not operate with that as a rule or absolute. 
• Imagine that checkbook or medium of today... and the ability to plan, decide, rethink and then sleep a little better from then on.... you can’t quantity that... you can feel it though.  Once it becomes reality... I feel better already I just need my mediums that make me world the best.... sur, public libraries, the smell of saks and Louise Vuitton, the potential of Marc Jacobs character in the form of an ensemble protecting someone day to day or on an interview or fuck, protecting me in the presence of my parental figures because his difference and my difference are struggles similar.  Like, that’s him, every time, there with you keeping a bitch in line or courage to be....
• I know Christian I’m sorry, but those statements and the Dame that was your biggest fan literally... the your words and her character were very much affected as a reality...we’re all learning and I didn’t put all this together then but kind of.... I don’t know, but I know that to some as I wanna that.... the mistakes of bad form or ego and cause type statements as noble as that is... didn’t have anyone other then yourself in them.... but affected the world because you are.... it’s just to be now apart of how to remedy it. Hope I didn’t misspeak because that might not have happened for Victoria Beckham and her family... literally just saying....if her majesty the queen were to acknowledge a man or making the world better as a knight or sir same thing... that’s the counter part, a Dame, as big of a deal as it is... the all encompassing situation is sooo to me what it is I hope we all get up for and sleep well for..