This isn’t an ultimate ultimatum.. but, i sent that to her and you were and are right about what you said when I asked... and so I hope that if you were right about that as yep... then when you said you’d let me know about and then I don’t have a mask... they are keeping people with money from food.   This mask is validated for one time use and is a liability after a certain amount of hours and has my blood sugar low and that’s even more of one and it’s bullshit.... make fun of China all these years and now you have a real situation of the masks may not be the issue and I don’t have the money to purchase them and they aren’t available and ebt isn’t deliverable period. No. Not mine. If I have to say it again that my phone just now getting emails today period I won’t know how to say that the no shoes no shirt signs of the town I grew up in are just taking over.

You can block unknown callers and I swear I called the clerk and the warrant was recalled
I love you 

Title it at the end or whatever.... I forgot to go back and change it...

Title at the end

This is a... speaker Pelosi doesn’t have the contact me, Senator Harris got the blog post I was working on, title it at the end or close enough. I already blogged about antiretroviral therapy and this virus and a need for an infectious disease pharmacist... no no, take them away from work and you’re taking the only disowning licensed person to distribute them in some states....

See- security, security, security.... hypolycemia and a security guard w a gun and a person and me. Anything else goes as bias

I love you 

Success through preparation...

SOS

Please read it through and know that the only one who will suffer is us and then you... cause I’m not talking about my self for self... 

Would some prep help?

• I know it’s for hiv- a retrovirus....
• And don’t take that gay ass mediation please... like, please... like I’m being serious here hoping that I am the crack that’s saved your crack. Don’t like the words and listen to the words as you read them
• Or they are read aloud. Uh oh!! Somebody showing they abilities and it’s not me... but I’m
• If the sequence made you nervous... you know you can hypnotized.  Ha- if I was around someone who get nervous but aware versus nervous and pardon my reach for the mute or the... shit I was the one bumpin my thumbs and thinking to my self out loud and I even, ‘whoa!’  As in.... that’s your instinct and heightened awareness... that’s what JG helped me landmark or pillar or notch or acknowledge within my self and now... i don’t know but until you get to know it... just consider it or acknowledge it or know that i one time communicated a scary feeling though not accurate but still from the same place and it made someone more aware and able to hate on me today... father dearest.  That was the day choice was not the bomb but... and my parents did associate for me... cause I wasn’t that developed a dm was a 3rd grade or maybe on or able... here’s my point... I don’t think it was intentional but I remember my mom calling home and telling me like.... I should know and... I don’t know.... but you want to see someone who has to fight for ssi probably- and I’m not sure... but... 
• so please take.... the medication... I don’t know but I am endorsing preexposure prophylaxis. I take and not endorsing but am dtating as a fact and my truth in the hope that I do not want anyone making decions I feel are my mistakes...if I have someone who I care about not on it I would say ok, but eye contact and I don’t speak for him but I would hope that it would be something we’re both comfortable with and then go from there. 
• Yes, me alone in my kitchen that’s not mine but got me baking bacon... I would want him on prep at this time or initiating and thats totally a gut thing of what it is in my life... and empirical decisions that are validated by outcomes as data from shot callers... like your plan ole medical doctors... they the ones that give permission to put chemicals in your body with all the liability of their lives literally in the decision of every mouse click or script= prescription and I’m on the best most healthy ones
• To my knowledge that’s years old aware....
• I would want my person on these. 
• I would go with and support and wait in the waiting room or car or just by the phone... but I’m biased and scared and care..... 
• traumas experiences as education, residency, fellowship, practice, the losses of cracks left and right... of wives and children and now paying child support that they accept and live in and with for the good and purpose. It’s birthright... who the leader- the one that can save you...  hello, ace venture when nature calls 

Seriously, my meds under the aca and the state of California and L.A. Care developed by someone who’s on the front lines doing there isn’t a word... because he there and his infrastructure is the system in which my medication goes from paper to the nurse line to then... my mouth in the form of combination therapy... thats got Berlin on the name

Of the bottle and... I trust what I’ve seen as prototype device technology not yet deemed medial straight out of Berlin... not really but associated as just how real taking care of people are- front lines.  Please call now and verify that an antiretroviral or prep is available to you, then. Is it available as pre-exposure prophylaxis, and the make sure there is free wll and ask how many options are there... of its one then that’s a liability because the medical doctor and don’t trust your pharmacist as well as they are able and then hated on as not able to prescribe this medication for you where I have been and it applies.

Pediatricians... you trust them I trust them... or go get a second opinion. A chemical taken over time is as imperative as surgery or any decision where trust is put into another... doctors may feel hurt but then the second one or the first... it’s an independent decision and judgement and then the deciosn is yours to stay or go back to or just write a card show some love and blame the Chesmoso traffic lights people watching and not car watching and not car watching and then ty and some more love. 

Please the person on the phone is a messenger... the frustrations are for not their supervisor though chain of command should be started in the government that’s hopefully doing the same in all states and territories and et al... and the world to me... I don’t know I haven’t really been sick and I have a virus that is managed my the medications of a... ask someone who’s relevant and up to date and now I’m disrespecting that trauma.... and their authority... trust. It’s legit. 

I love you

They are healthcare as insurance and your medical coders and billers and mr tech giant... thank you. 

Lemme find out I’m misguided and et al... yes there will be testing maybe... yes it could be scary but it could be... go to the damn doctor. They will help you get insurance... maybe call first or Er or remember they are working hard your primary care doctor is available in some way.  I just chose and met part of my new healthcare team via techie health. ;). 

So serious.. it’s funny...

Beyond reasonable doubt... the respect was checked, I do love whoop there it is...

Ok,  the right and duh, does filter down and back up... all the way to Ben franklins gut... I do believe he was knighted, but who’s trying to pull rank when nitrogen and all of... like we elected someone who ratified potters field?  A mass in New York City for prisoners and indigents a like... I would stop fucking with it because I am saying mr Kutcher there go your missing.... fool if that’s the only one then you I know you know. Ahhh, if I’m the balance I’m the skinny one that a gymnastic person my crack they crack with as a pain in the... please remember how real the hot pan of brownies are coming from the oven and remember to consider others first, the hot pad and the kiddo and the brownies are all touching probably... you know, the stanky leg- the kiddo, dirty diaper, brownies and that makes sense cause I also shit my pants I get so excited as an adult, much less as a toddler!  Like, hello! The hot pad in your hand and the only thing that’s that hot is nothing.... hopefully.... but that association from what’s most peoples trauma of the k hi or pad in your hand so touch it to you then then if it’s safe and acknowledgable because difiance hasn’t started and if it has the kid looking at you like, how could you... that’s awful and has happened how many times? Hot pad to you to them has me looking at you like a hero... yeah the terrific toddler in they twos may still not have a concept of physical science... and cooling and time. So mid as well... I dunno... but the light and the Collins and the one and done is the light on don’t touch you gotta sit with them probably and all... but, it could be a cure for parental figure mistrust.... or doubt all together? I don’t know, ain’t got a kiddo so can’t we or try or hope... but omg!  There’s your chance, take it, hero or zero fucks given is like the available or.... you gonna worry about writing your politician The cuss words and brownie on the head and you stupid enough to do that- ain’t liquid courage... that under cooked hot ass molten lava... that’s why I cuss... oh wait, why I shouldn’t or... productivity and me... I’m an adult with my version of that on my head and I’m about to cry my way to the shower.... we all know if it was money.... I’d.... 

• So did you know that you can do time.... be charged with fermentation or leaving fruit in a bag too long... or be set up and do you what can happen... a vindictive judge or someone can say or make a claim that you....
• I need two computers- two either iPad pros or MacBook pros or MacBook airs... must be both the same... no I don’t want a box and to be honest Tim Cook May have to hand them both to me because of all the ways in which someone can be fucked with... but we will see
• Who has seen a photograph... a photo that looks like a boundary of one of the selections...
• Like, it’s exhausting... to think that back in the day... you had to have a negative in order to get a positive... that’s what the 35mm cameras had. And I even had the one w no battery... manual labor all the way... you know, I was raised by two youngest who are like the butter at of the bitter and this is a landmark like a landmark... like land ho!!! Look at all you looking around self disclosing and shit!!  Ha!  Telling on your self like...
• Speaker Pelosi did you hear did you hear... the Supreme Court trying to be all humble and shit!  A landmark is a never of its kind... and to me this is something I will now have to if ever in my have ever thought of something that I want to out in the past by making it a gut feeling or instinct....

• So the Tip top today re-establish, re-I treated, ratified of sorts what the sixth amendment is... girl I don’t know if it’s absolute or whatever
• So oh my gah the jury verdicts weren’t being, as a states being autonomous in themselves sand that one statement or at least since then a unanimous verdict was only or subjective to unanimously not guilty... and then variance... has Forman pulled rank and made a gut decision?  I don’t know... double or nothing any and every possible outcome that could come from variance like that happened more then what would be a hippa violation which operates or has as guiding beacon of little this little that and a curve some are left right down or up and my point is that... to be found guilty... wasn’t an absolute unanimous in the rendering of a verdict however disclosure and the protection of the one... which is fine but not here, not in this, and not ever... it made it so a person could be found guilty and when a person, an attorney, or a judge was first ever so heart broken and shocked had each member stand... it was a protection of not disclosing your decision but the decision of the jury as a whole and if a reasonable doubt was ever thrown in someones face then hey they guilty cause forty days ago you said I heard you say that you weren’t sure.... and like... 
• What’s that called... devils advocate... the taking on a negative feedback loop and a stance in an argument... or also just a court room is scary.  There is a very clear hierarchy... attorneys... what are theoretically in line for?   Then, .... 
• anyways,.. judgeships are not everyone’s but for the two on the floor, you’re standing and standing up for a persons best interest. Someone said it best, a prosecutor, maybe cause the fees, the mistrial... come on now, you and y’all know me I thought of all of that and she said something to the effect of concern and reasonable non biased or conflicted care of and in the best interest of justice I think I’m reaching but still... I wanted or mentioned defending ones self and oh my gah... and she said I’m always concerned when someone represents themselves because.... I don’t remember if she intricate or cruel or... I known she said it’s so much more difficult and scary.. she was a HBIC in the defense world cause bias is real i ain’t trying to blow her cover like that... anyways... if you need a omg my god who is that awesome person... it’s you. If your a defense attorney it’s you. A prosecutor it’s you... if you are supposed to be unbiased and the ration or none Aggrieved... if any one ever wants someone to go to jail or be guilty.... then state your recusal and walk away like you walked in. If it’s that unforgiving or not either way... fucking forgive yourself and move on at whatever and on whom evers time... cause to want someone to be on ‘our time’ time or have time taken out of someone’s own independence... I have time for that, well- girl I’m homeless I gotta look busy getting my shit I shouldn’t have to have to get together cause he homeless and all... therapist or someone.., I’m for real though. Someone has time and time isn’t lost, or constant... if you argue that, then stop subjectively but actually taking time, stealing time, and killing my time with trying to play these words.... time isn’t yours. Time is each one of ours to moment to moment cause sometimes time stops... and it can last so long that breathing became not a choice a long as time ago!  Cause the dude finally started showing it to men cause damn, and I didn’t even get it to the time when all we are doing is living, we all trying to stay securely fixed in our jobs that everything needs fixin. I’m going to bed....
• I went to bed and started making bacon with fervor and now I’m just sweaty. I’m sweaty af and it’s because I’m neurotic storming cause my core so confused and hurt and wtf mate that the anterior and posterior are just dumping. Just neither knows just be dumping..... speaking of did you know there’s some states don’t have garbage pick up for 100 miles…Did you put the landfill… Or just wherever because that’s how much is a government they have access to… inherent but a damn electric completely clean air garbage truck and earth with me equipment and I forgot that reality... worried about a loop home to put innocents behind bars and no wonder the crime rate go up... the criminals in the robes as the Grimm reaper in these courtrooms where.... and no I will kit say that if it’s happened on an absolut level that someone knew or speaks to corruption and not instinct or also is a voice and then a pulling rank.  There are many saints, there are many... no, only one Val Kilmer omg... that’s a movie though. But that would be... and just to self validate... you wanna come after a former fat kid come up from a toddler so hungry the first place I crawled after breaking out my crib was the refrigerator and as a toddler who couldn’t crawl efficiently would then open the same packing that they come in now, the two with the glue and all and eat a raw hot dog.... thankfully nasa could see me then... or someone would call instinctively... or I don’t know... shit I be calling myself tripping as an infant to eat a raw in  warmed dunno if they were fully cooked or not... but, my story isn’t special, unique to me and the way I speak to it so that when I look you in the eye and say that for the entire time I’ve been gone I’ve trying to protect you because I know what I’m up against and I’m sorry that I put you through it and found someone that... my story may seem like the only of its kind but that’s because thankfully the legalities have one finally able to say help! This is centuries old of a truth and I didn’t take forever, but me and my straight friend been trying since we started counting even if it’s incorrect we can cvp it and trend it... the time line is applicable and trend-able... incarceration is why it’s not in the federal constitution.... hoping that by not putting the idea in the heads of ignorance would free will the option to.... like Ben Franklin and his opulence speaking to his cortisol and stress of dealing with some stupid ass people versus what I learned... So the capital building on a tour people brighten the same documents to govern us today showing off their bellies then I was told it was because they were rich and had money and trying to like show up there girl… We had a long day trying to shop the cortisol level and they stress... I know you’ve got me stressed and I’ll be down not make cortisol mind over matter…oh m geee of course I’m sure the Vatican has sos cause... 
• Do you identify as the verdict... though that’s not what you were hung on, there’s no pathway to a verdict and a judge is like... the damn grim reaper looking to some who have a reverence for... and I’m just saying... the grim reaper walk into a room you in, in any form, and you’re gonna argue with him.... like not hypothetically speaking but actually speaking as a jury member and a judge and a closed room with the dude and a gun and then they all submit to him and that power... it’s authority.... but the concern is real.  and discretion and then NDA or jury whatever do jail time or the robe and what’s under there anyways?!! The point is... this is landmark and if you don’t see writing a wrong or not accounting for the dumbass or that not everyone sees the world from your eyes so in the most humble way be the world through the... they said it had to be unanimous one or the other and no add charge.  Shit you walked in you won’t get remanded as the jury, and could be they a. Inch law students anyways and no... if this has come to light and I believe it’s truth because we like Gotham... a bunch of criminals and heathens hovering themselves like the studly crazy dude that makin people walk the ice.... I mean... uhhh the three ships... the outlaws, the three? I’m still accepting it... but this helps me to feel as though there is real reform taking place and I am so thrilled that should a person who is now able to close a chapter who said anything about decisions... still trying to not be a legacy. Like I hope they feel as accomplished as I feel for them.... that’s a hell of a digging deep.  I mean I don’t know how it was duh’d of sorts. It the jury is right there. And it’s weird sitting in custody people in the box or gallery or other side the jury but right or left side for the box?  Is it supposed to be an order cause on the one with the other and the movie... it was a long time ago, but I do remember seeing the hulk.... the military version. The real one.., and he was good, had to come into of sorts... and you don’t have to be chief to be a leader or world famous or just a do gooder.... because I saw humble in a lot of ways... she told you to sit down and ask or see or.... put it on them.  Do it. Sleep them in comfort and the rralness and figure them out... then ask... And that was done today. At 11:34 my time or Los Angeles time and all of a sudden judges seem real... girl you remember that crack you found that issue... omg I will never question that deep gut feeling again... I won’t.  And it’s for real. There’s variance in instinct... and because this will be in my memory brain now it will be there and is a like this is committed to my memory brain and will there like a body in a way... you can’t not stop and pause if that was in your way?  Yes, you! Not me! You!  
• Yes please suspend immigration- don’t allow an individual to be with their families and I know this may not have anything to do with the actual border but are ice raids being suspended as well? Like suspending immigration means suspending all of it... ice is the first to be suspended as immigration in they first letter of the acronym.... hello. 
• Anytime I doubt and go against my gut which I do all the time... I know what I’m doing deep down is like right but the I flip a bitch/u-turn!  I’m the... how would i... this has created a... it’s like I’m more whole or my foundation is more whole... the world and people are still going to have to do the work and find courage and have the... men doing life now have time I feel like.... and these men may have said goodbye and even had a death certificate sent so that they could live with themselves after being found guilty.... and that’s like something that would have a stripper falling off a pole, I’m not tripping or walking I'm just... I feel the relief of the burden or the wrong... call it something... wrong is ok, a judge can probably look and do an inventory and I hope they are actually alive.  They may want to stay in prison, or a process or who knows but do not take liberties. They aren’t prisoners, they are people... and the world.., I know It not just me but now I have to confirm but I do feel the difference. It’s not because of me, but it could be because of me and I wouldn’t fee it. So I feel the difference and I am so humbled.   Then I saw Oprah /Ms.Winfrey on LinkedIn and she may have or be feeling a difference... it was again humbling.  
• Perfect to me of who should lead... or is capable... or perfect.. when you may be resilient to accepting an. Issue or being made aware or whatever... but you didn’t have to do this... it didn’t have to be picked up... this is me one time making a mistake and saying fuck I fucked up.  I went and got everybody and was like y’all, I know how we all point fingers and talk... because I hear it and I do it... but this could happen to anyone. This could be any of us...it was stupid and on my instinct and guts radar of questioning and... then I... trusted my gut, readied mistake and had the time
• To correct
• It and also the again I didn’t want to I was like better then or all that and then I was like them, my colleagues. ,
• My, people, peers, Patients, world community and the catalyst.  The spark is sparked and we have lighters... or undated ways to light a situation not literal lol Wayne but a literal catalyst of please don’t do for free and create a conflict... excuse me bone for free but establish a second verifier that something happened and it was acknowledged,.. $1 would back in the day get you killed. Now it’s principle or the point- not even a $1 so flip it. I’m picking up this, oh ima get my dollar said the attorney or whatever, I love the support but I also know worth and the same lab, same task, different fuck that new construction for prosecution, and then not even rejuvenation for the others. Three decimal points difference for the da and the public defender some kind of something to figure out who done it. Or full service fees as of 11 decimal points of difference and then $1 from the person and then the rest as there is no insurance for legalities other then not having a someone like blog or 
• Thank you. 
• Thank you
• I love you
• Madam Pelosi- the constitution is... the federal constitution is... omg,  the sixth at least is clarified? 
• That’s ok, I get it... it’s like- can’t come after anything else but the ice cream I have for a time when 1.4 souls (Republican SDASTFU as I know you don’t see them or hear them and that was like a hundred years ago as had to go from wigs to republican with literal language around this.... and so yes the majority are a minority in the souls that have left and I have someone who thinks white poodle as per total are the lower numbered people and then you have this....so the adjusted soul total you’ve requested or wanted is absolutely I hope known it’s maybe you for saw and a mathematically able to do that in your head? And I’m like.... but wait, acknowledge but then don’t and all of that and a gestimation... it’s like that’s what I would do when trying to save a life.... no we don’t really do that anymore, but then it’s been a hell of a month or so.... and possibly five years to recover the economy, how many years for a person to recover, a person who survived the 60’s and that, 
• I don’t know if homegirl lived in SF at the time, and all those literal bodies piling up in the streets and then a republican/conservative just saying wait to conserve efforts and handle it all at once then the earth movers and the scrape?  And you’re going to attack a $24,000 refrigerator, and ice cream...  like that was a real time during the most recent crisis of hiv.  Like, so survived that and now reliving that and actually reliving it as a in some places aren’t doing any better then... cause we have live cams right?  You can pull up traffic cams in all these places and see wtf is going on....  I’m sorry thank you for the ummmphhh now I gotta feel guilty about the sly that might come out my mouth when someone looks at me for saying ice cream is an essential item or that gyms aren't Cain or vanity but a tool for some who wanna mention it way of coping as having tried others... like I tried other ways to manage stress and finally, I got tired of being judged while walking around my city so I invented a stair climber... I can climb and climb in privacy without your..... I’m not mad at you, but I’m mad af the situation.... gyms are essential. To all facets of life.... that’s why they a top five industry and if not then why did New York City buy them all up?  Omg the franchise hoarding is real, monopoly? This fool got me in bed with a loan shark and then keeping me there at a 75% interest rate and imagine those that can’t... 
• hey you sir, what’s under that three piece suit?  Mmmmm hhhh mmmmm. 

Can Los Angeles and the pollution be traced?  Cause garbage pick up isn’t available in all 3200 counties you can become a criminal in for dumping and the no dumping sign and the add charge and the warrant... governor of California… Mr. Newsom… Those are the people you’re up against because they know alabama!  I can tell you right now growing up that.... 

I love you

Thank you. 

The eff are you.... this why I’m not the news.... Because parental guidance is for the j juries of the kiddos and the legalities and financial come up of some wayyy back when... delivered, sealed, stolen, featured and back to it flipped and trippin the whole world wanna sue me related to this...

And back then it was one and coffee and a settlement but a lot of real change so thank you....

Please caution hot has a temperature range and it’s because of that...ungrateful.  Some of yall just how you didn’t know... why didn’t... no. But now, if you.... see... Happy Birthday to Her Majesty, The Queen- oh even she may not have known cause we still in the muck stage... we talk about foreign countries and how they just poo everywhere?  Like, shit we don’t know...  ain’t even got universal trash pick up and think university access to anything exists?  You acknowledge the right to go number two.... that’s just bananas...  

I know... but something was holding me up... landmarks and all... thank you

where is the...

I started this one on April 16... so get ready... yes many separates. I’m sorry.. ;) and I’m still writing to the replies and the other but my question is... the max character limit... spaces included??

• I’m really hurt... and let down....the relief/CARES Act...
• Dad’s I get you... at a certain age the money should go to children and you know I have encountered situations where just like it can be that you can get yourself into trouble taking out a loan or mortgage and be approved for double what you could pay... wait that’s child support. Literally the bills of the children and their residence or place are the only considerations as to the man, dad, father’s dwelling not.... fucking prove this isn’t so in the 3200+ counties and I’ll want to see the proof but men paying more then they make in child support that’s due on the first and isn’t ever broken into payments is heartless...
• And now the feds are allowing debt collectors and including owed child support from the begging of time... yes, any only or unpaid support so like a sixty year old man happily divorced and no animosity will get a little if this comes to truth. I am sick of being taken advantage of and others being taken advantage of. 
• Men working eighty hours per week and showering at their gym... living out of their car or hustling and shows make it hot and it ain’t. I mean in theory... but in reality of the heart break and let down of not having sex or the loss of power in that situation makes a.....
• Even a totally happy person who loves it, doesn’t... what if there’s no issues other then just the energy isn’t right... word of mouth or slander is combinable with vindictive addicts whose drug is having, keeping,  screwing, the tit for tat off the top, and it’s trickled down from the government!
• Literally can’t get money to people without a say in it. The inner workings show how calculated and just how much they need and have to control everything... and yes, I’m not them and guess what... there’s a need and needs and debt collectors are the government screwing people 460% interest rate check cashing places will make how much money from the checks all because we live in a county with a government that condones and supports and endorses these behaviors. If not, then maybe not closing those laces but def making some things better and this could be the opportunity.... if they said we need a day- one 26 hour period with no financial or fiscal transactions at all... meaning checks would have to stop days in and Vance and like auto payments y’all don’t forget those, like the credit system and systems think we are being taken over and have locked themselves down... there isn’t a way in. The constitutions in 2000 were to big for us... or did we ask?  Or were they like oh at least every from we creatifnit so... the federal constitution came first. States had to adopt it and become apart of.  Essentially we lost. Like y’all we lost. It didn’t matter.  Cause we are losing
• Yes the federal should establish and take on and put somethings to rest. Imagine roe v Wade.... in 3200 counties?  Bitch the calculated efforts to clog the system when the time is and the 
• The confidential informants got to go- they recording and all And me giving my shirt off in regards to the box gotta hi I’m living my life and you got a life and wanna come to work in regards to mine... 
• you can be anyone and the be
• Wealth and poverty go hand in hand  internal, external, the I feel it version v the actual version or the I accepted still in process version... and all of that!  Like, I don’t want to assume 
• I k
• We really do set ourselves up for failure... like we take care of kid’s relatively well. Like- compared to adults... but like then it just gets... like could that thought process be through instead of a ongoing kick in the nuts, cause that hurts. Like, I’m used to my.... well not me, but I know some people who got packed lunches, and nice coats, and then someone to help them up when they fall and they nice coat keeps them from being able to do so themselves or... and then, it’s like all of a sudden... 
• are the civil and like ok... do we all need attorneys and the class action is the way- also though the most expensive and they don’t itemize... so I think each person pick it up on their own... it could be like Malibu.   It’s wonderful, I love it because it’s not going to change. The houses may, but the few beaches we have in actual places we live, New York City I invite you to take a stroll in your park and then get back to me or don’t, your feelings are valid but the thirst is real... meaning please yes supply and demand but mailibu theyThey do it all over and she can make the homes antiques or some shit so they are just getting home and then we keep taking only have so many houses and sometimes I feel like our tree to see. I love diversity- New Yorkers included. Just saying- don’t take advantage and call it opportunity.... 
• My phone does some funny ass shit on its own... and like the patriot act and the two articles that are left and that’s why it be getting brighter when I go places!!! Oh duh! Hang on whilst I phone the joint chiefs of... please do remember there are two and what I’m saying is, or asking please Mr. and Mr. NASA as ain’t no way straight married people who aren’t fucking could even bring about some of these innovations and that’s just chemistry. I’m for real though
• There is about to be a ton of federal funding/grants put into border camp funding...  spend it.  I want those people released, I do not want to build or create or take care of them inside ‘border camps’ that are... them and covid-19. Release them, please. IS immigration and customs enforcement has been around for a long time... I found a document speaking to their healthcare from 2017. So some of this has been going on for an incredible amount of time.  The subjectivity is real. And I object!  
• On another note of our future leaders of the world and their freshman year and et al.... colleges and a year abroad as part of a if you apply and meet criteria you can go you can go you can go... like- give them $5000 to spread some time over seas when all this blows over or now. And there may be those resources out there now but not when I was in school.  Yes, I want to to be part of the core curriculum for under grads and the only reason it isn’t is because of money and financials. 
• Just because I come from money, doesn’t mean I have change to throw in a jar or save or even hold on to. Like if I couldn’t go to university et al right now, and was having to live back home or think of what to do with student loans, program tracks, if you don’t use it you lose it, the already issued issue of a cup and a quart and a mf’n liter.... which it’s like the challenge of both... I don’t know... but damn, like that’s the only thing I can think of I don’t know but hello diversity cause maybe that’s why... ;)  but that’s devastating to think ok, in five years I won’t be in medical school I’ll still be a year off and then you can’t continue to stop the flow like this... 
• there may be a conflict of interest with the boomers....
• Ok fine, I’ll stop using that derogatory term until... it’s needed... ewww lemme fund out they keep that funding from being able to be used on holiday or to just get away for awhile.  I know it’s not available to all and I am still butthurt over not knowing that truth- but next semester or summer schedule of a semester... I’m sure this is all figured out... but put butts in school over seas, you’ve got chairs or seats in our country for more butts. 
• Financial or online classes are indeed more expensive and should have the expense noted... shit was expensive!! Still is! Meaning you have to buy a book to access, you have to commute to access, digital access though able to be utilized at home is also a commute of sorts and access... 
• This what ima do. I’m told old bu to stead of not speaking up or just well I can do anything about it I’ma just give all the things I see or thoughts like ‘but banning people from a library is like suspending people from a sidewalk and that’s theirntax dollars...’  like I can’t do anything but hopefully the answer will pick it up... to people hope for change and a better future. Sorry you may have to create the legalities and opportunity for others and yourselves... but all the more reason to I know I’m going to start posting my blog and I swear ima going to find out the best way to communicate with the butts in the seats or incumbents... certified mail requiring a signature? Email? Blog?  Or just run for office myself? Lemme get back to oh all of you still in school or!  
• Hey, if you were doing just fine before we met, and fucked your world up a little- I apologize but you made me whole... didn’t even know what but I just followed my spirit and.... thank you I love you
• Seriously, the pole trying to get to Poland and reset... in theory...
• I love you 
• And thanks for setting the record straight... the United States Supreme Court establish rank in criminal justice. Florida, where you at?  Ha- me and somebody.... I didn’t get it then, I don’t get it now and never will... but your heart shook me... wasn’t why I left, but a part of why I went looking... so thank you and I am sorry. So... just in time for... wow!  It’s 1:30 here. Hope you’re still... ha!  You still you- don’t even know why I’m trippin....;) and with no luggage!  
• Trippin with no luggage- I don’t even have that as an excuse or reason.... not an unkind remark... but one with love and in a genuine just realness. That may take a very much move of sorts ;)

So is this a landmark...(edited- and the best is def at the end now!)

so is this a landmark?.... or ummmm....

The part that the end is the best- and is absolute... so 3200 plus counties in the country plus a few... as when updated who knows...that a background check scans separately as all separate systems… I do hope that the actual number for cases regarding choice...absolute choice... clogging up the process for the people is known... remember, sealed, minor, mental health, all of that is hippa protected and may not be known or volunteered as should be.... point is.... generalizing or blanket numbers falls outside of privacy and hippa or choice and the good isn't to be used as a...

• Supreme Court rules non-unanimous jury verdicts unconstitutional
• The Supreme Court on Monday ruled that defendants in criminal trials can only be convicted by a unanimous jury, striking down a scheme that has been rejected by every state except one.
• The court said in a divided opinion that the Constitution requires agreement among all members of a jury in order to impose a guilty verdict.
• "Wherever we might look to determine what the term 'trial by an impartial jury trial' meant at the time of the Sixth Amendment’s adoption—whether it’s the common law, state practices in the founding era, or opinions and treatises written soon afterward—the answer is unmistakable," Justice Neil Gorsuch wrote in an opinion. "A jury must reach a unanimous verdict in order to convict."
• Oregon is the only state left in which defendants can be convicted over the dissent of up to two jurors. Louisiana recently abandoned the practice after more than a century of use.
• The ruling overturns the 2016 conviction of a Louisiana man named Evangelisto Ramos. A jury by a 10-2 margin found him guilty of killing a woman in New Orleans. Two years after Ramos's conviction, Louisiana voters approved a constitutional amendment getting rid of non-unanimous jury verdicts.
• The new ruling likely means that Ramos could get a new trial.
• “We have been bringing challenges to Louisiana’s outlier split jury rule to the U.S. Supreme Court since 2004," Ben Cohen, one of Ramos's attorneys, said in a statement. "We are heartened that the Court has held, once and for all, that the promise of the Sixth Amendment fully applies in Louisiana, rejecting any concept of second-class justice. In light of the COVID-19 crisis, it is essential that prisoners who are wrongfully incarcerated be given the chance for release as soon as possible."
• Cohen, a lawyer with the Promise of Justice Initiative, said the Louisiana-based nonprofit is working to identify convicts in the state who are in prison despite non-unanimous jury verdicts.
• Five justices joined Gorsuch in ruling the practice unconstitutional, though they were divided on certain portions of the decision. Chief Justice John Roberts, Justice Samuel Alito and Justice Elena Kagan dissented from the decision.
• In a dissent, Alito said it was wrong for the court to overturn a 48-year-old decision that allowed states to implement non-unanimous jury laws.
• "Lowering the bar for overruling our precedents, a badly fractured majority casts aside an important and long-established decision with little regard for the enormous reliance the decision has engendered," Alito wrote. "If the majority’s approach is not just a way to dispose of this one case, the decision marks an important turn."
• The majority argued that the non-unanimity rules in Oregon and Louisiana were racist, implemented as part of an effort to make it easier to convict black people and other ethnic minorities and to dilute their influence on juries.
• "On what ground would anyone have us leave Mr. Ramos in prison for the rest of his life?" Gorsuch wrote. "Not a single Member of this Court is prepared to say Louisiana secured his conviction constitutionally under the Sixth Amendment. No one before us suggests that the error was harmless. Louisiana does not claim precedent commands an affirmance.
• "In the end, the best anyone can seem to muster against Mr. Ramos is that, if we dared to admit in his case what we all know to be true about the Sixth Amendment, we might have to say the same in some others."

Courtesy of The Hill and isn’t free, a right, but not free...  

• Updated at 11:34 a.m

I didn’t forget... I just, I love you 

Just, torture yourself with this if you must... I’m a mess

for the ages...

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• I'm just saying- I read an article that spoke to using a 3-D printer to reassemble the vocal cords of a mummy from who knows when and who knows where... I was thinking to myself, self... I hope they don't recreate his noise!  Oh my gah can you imagine what his version of Franklin would be?! (Franklin is a 8-9lb pound Maltese, ok.... his version could be a flipping dragon snakes from that one movie where these two bitches ride them through the desert like seahorses that theoretically I don't know how deep the sands of those situations that still exist are and I'm not trippin!... I'm for real though- what's that sand desert that like moves freely about as a body of water of sorts changing)....  not trying to have his 'Fido or snoopy' come looking for him to play fetch or oh my gah imagine not having a treat!  The well 'you've got an arm' mentality thankfully has been domesticated into those 'puppy dog eyes' and not by us!  So, thank you!  Shit! And I think I have a lot of be grateful  for imagine all that trial and error being apart of your dna.... oh wait, there is someone that has that but you blew on the cords and now we ain't got time  to talk about all of that!... but especially when the universe is that cool. Or that 'magical.'  I don't know what but it could be the same sickness or.... I don't know..... but someone has been  out of their old car (of sorts) for 3000 years! Then gonna honk the horn- not very respectable at all! Rude!  Like, the universe be like... 'why they trying to bring up the past or old business?  Tha fuck?!'  I'm for real though!  To me, knowledge not shared or made accessible for all, is stupidity (to tragedy based on an intensity not of governing bodies!?) relived (and on what scale- your family unit or da world... depends on like... we're not baking here, we cooking.  No exactness required, precision is a distraction.... you ever played with a recipe or the main course of a meal with an ingredient list that's a little of this and a little of that and no matter what don't forget this created sex in your mouth good regarding food?  You're right, not everyone has had that opportunity but that's what I hope is the premise driving this bus of the efforts to make the world not only better, but a better place!  Ima allow myself five minutes to get over the thousands of pounds of food and the damn pan I threw away related to getting the fuck it's or fuck this... and the Chunk!  Then bitch the entire time I take out that bad of trash a week later cause I was so made I couldn't help but look at it.  Kick the can even just mad as rip!   Anyways!  Do with that what you will and have a nice day!! 
It’s hard to know me, like wtf is this person supposed to do with that?!?? 

I love you 

I hope this made this moment better ;)

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At the end, I felt ‘Best Wishes’ wished... and then watch the....

Her Majesty, The Queen

• Omg- I still feel safe and I hope you do as well
• It’s HMTQ Easter Message 
• I viewed it on BBC (British broadcasting corporation)
• There is no way for me to describe how reassured I feel, how much I want the world and you and the universe to feel this, I hope it comes through in my blogging as well as my presence for those I share space with forward, and as much as my energy has changed after ... I know yours will be changed as well

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I love you

This is so difficult for me and I’m so thankful I know you’re hoping I can feel reassured and at ease just like I hope you don’t have bad dreams when you sleep every night... I’m so reassuredly assured now and was loosing that... so thank you and as well, thank you...You have an idea of how much you mean to us- how do I say I feel so much better and capable now as i did after I watched the first message... more whole. Steadfast in myself and others. Thank you (is the rambling phenomenon that I’m trying to tame here a common behavior you experience and the reason a hand shake or greeting In that manner is reserved... because some just become talkatoo’s and won’t let go and blah blah... yep... just like here, can’t stop won’t let go like a blabbering baboon!  (Harry Potter phonetics please!) like a blabbering baboon!  Omg and the eye gesture!  Ha! :)

I love you (say it don’t blog it... I know I know, am I making the world a better place though?  I say that out loud before I go to sleep as well... as a question... hopefully I am and hopefully you see it... I look forward to...

A talkatoo. Like a talk-a-too... like a cock-a-too! ;)

Please, hurry- time is life!

Ugh- what if...

So, my heart is full... and I don’t know if i can use that term in a bad way but like...

• Ha- leave it to me to be possibly being put in the jail house and sitting here worried about situations of others.  But this is a pandemic- a public health emergency and what if this is the last time some of these people in jail would ever get to see their loved ones before being put in the ground or being cremated?  
• Ewww let me find out!  Actually no I don’t need to because I’m listening to it. Like the district attorney he like throwing out slang terms like she from somewhere thats out of a movie!  
• Ewww you bring up my domestic issues from yet another broken system of a neighbor or someone else finding out that the person is fine af and wants to... ew no!   I’m pissed!

Omg!  They recalled it!  Omg!   Feel better. The struggle and the nerves...

The systems not only are rigid and present... but damn, they don’t even get a long or like really like each other. I’m sure there is animosity of all sorts!

• But I didn’t get locked up!  That’s fantastic!  I’m so thankful and like what the eff- was I so worried about... like my whole situation is ok now.  Thankfully!  Like, it was a real challenge and my public defender handled it all- as in did what she said!  Like it was terrifying- truly!  I get scared walking into building that I can’t readily get out of!  That’s the truth though! 
• It doesn’t get any better then an entity that you’ve had the misfortune to now mistrust because of the maybe this is where that assumed cliche comes or came from... like, assuming makes an ass out of you and me!  So assuming that you can trust the public defenders office would.... anyways- good news!  I’m not in jail, she didn’t lie to me,  I walked in and walked out with....

This is the vip and the last for now and is a joint commission or maybe third party on a national level task and is imperative and please... do...

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• wwww people are not dumb... the us doesn’t have to be the one that because they friend fell down so now everybody crying... waaaaaahhhh waaaahhhh effing boomer attention seeking news article be like oh the us has tha most!!  Cool. But per capita... meaning like in Latin in the 17th century... do you know what they did? Or decided... sir... but sirrrr, sirrrrr my hand waving as per this little virtual meeting room with the button... sirrrrr- yes? But sir, was it... oh you’re the attorney in the room stfd I dunno was it argued, dang I think possibly debated or considered with some of this and some of that in a collaborative effort but.... so wayy- remember our laws are based on the Latin meanings of words... so that’s the new new from the ancient... like the us has the most deaths, cool.... but people arent stupid and like the are you smarter than or... are you as smart as... I dunno.  But per capita.... like even the third grader or 1st grader is like duh!   Reading level and concepts... something like per capita isn’t too much to conceptualize and yes depending on the words used could become so... but like Oprah said this one time, they tell you your feeling it, we’re all feeling it, and then the way in which it’s all thrust into your being and lives... in that economic time and then the one we are approaching or in combined with the lives being lost everyday... there is no reason to make this seem worse then it is or with the ‘ego-centric American’ derogatory term used to describe our way of thinking (not a person to person fault... ) as evidenced by the article titled something around US death toll highest in the world!  Well, that’s not a realist number or stat and isn’t true. Not as in false... but a true well rounded all encompassing statement... I’m not trying to win but to falsely put our country at the top like that article does when on a per capita level we may not be... then eventually in the most or best or true way to look at these numbers we might be- I wish no one was gonna be- but that’s not realistic.  Like; the drama is being lived through breath to breath in varied ways, intensities and expressed uniquely throughout... so when people have a moment to make them selves aware... please let it be in the best way.... per capita is a term that means a value like death toll or loss of life as it relates to the total population. So like if one million people and five hundred thousand deaths in one country.... that would be half but if five hundred and 1 thousand deaths and five million in the population then that’s like one tenth of that population.... if they had 2.5 million out of 5 million total then that would be one half.  I’m endorsing a bit but our world in data is a .org I just used to look at some of the number and per capita the UK or EU is the darkest/worst possible out of the world and then the states as a whole is a bit lighter.... if you think the worst the worst... I dunno but yes, we have it as bad as what our living experience is at this time, but in a realistic perspective and actuality there is a whole generation in some countries that aren’t breathing because of covid-19/the coronavirus. I think synonymous might be ok to use here. It’s like For example a medication has two names and kinda three... the brand name or the trade name/trademark name are the same and then there is the generic name of the same medication...so maybe not in the best example but the brand name and the trade name are the same or synonymous with each other... do people already know this?  Oh and then since all the legalities convolute our lives in this example and in the press and world of the lives that the information can be life saving... the trade name is a round about way of saying the trademarked name I guess that’s more synonymous... so covid-19 and coronavirus are the same and are synonymous in that they both are interchangeable and I don’t know... I don’t know... it’s like the digressions are ok sometimes right?  Because we don’t need to be the worst we need to be the most legit.  I realize not everyone being military means ‘we don’t know for sure’ but everyone knows that ‘we know, oh we know... but we can’t say we know we know because then a legal mind may get rich quick going... but sirrr, sirrrrr, but sirrrrr ima be rollin to the bank like you rollin your eyes because wait sir, how’d you know?!!’  Don’t cover you ass in regards to the truth government... the truth, the most accurate up to date data and then combed through as to the legalities of the... now I’m a victim of that system twice- criminally allegedly and statistally statistical data reported speaking as already filtered so that that whole ‘but how’d you know... and some babbling buffoon yelling with decor from some courage in the form of a ‘but that’s against my rights statement....!’  SDASTFU! Like, not reporting numbers because we aren’t really supposed to know but know and then the cover up of that- cover people in information like that will protect them and make all of this better. Covering someone in knowledge is synonymous with protection... ok so prrcapita and the .org from above we about scary... like we’re bad but there are a hell of a lot worse... that article about we the worst may bring about the fuck-it’s going on a shopping spree all day spreading death like it’s every bodies business... but being that it’s a pretty level playing field as in a the worst a week ago have gotten even more worse and that’s reflected in the per capita numbers v the total number of deaths that doesn’t factor in out of what the total before the first death in that country was... like- I may forgo the purchase of deodorant today and rely on a frontline worker like a minority or non-white human being to on a not one but several of those hunan beings being the way for it to come from the purchase via phone and my in my room under a roof to the door/my hand.... 
• I’m riding this soap box them I’m done.... because I’m pissed and angry, fuck crying  and being sad like I’ve been before, but those same people live in an area that’s of a greater distanced more challenging more risky of contracting the virus as in a public transit or not a Bentley’d commute from work to home without the means to protect the vulnerables/loved ones they go to work everyday for all ewww let me find out some fat ass rich heartless person has been in an intensive care bed for the duration so far with some fake as diagnosis or out of pocket daily and five days in advance stay on a just one case or preimtive thinking or a well hell if I get it the. Theoretically me, a white male gay indigent could be in that bed on a ventilator before the person I described out of character for me in a way but that’s evil and I, as a person am demanding that there be an evaluation of every single person admitted to an inpatient bed in every inpatient care setting in our country starting as soon as possible. Time is life and interventions are not enough, it’s taking early early interventions that the delivery person because of the working hours, the commute home, the process of acknowledging the symptoms and accepting them and then actually getting into care and being taken care of related to the access of care or lack there of as is a hugeeeeee issue clearly through out our country... and that’s a sentinel event in my professional opinion. Especially if there isn’t a ‘grand rounds’ of sorts done with every patient evaluated because technically no coronavirus patient confirmed, suspected or unconfirmed or incoming type of inthe process of should have oh and then there is a believed to be label also... none of that should have gone into any inpatient care area in the first place...  But I don’t shoulda woulda coulda cause our facilities are built for that already so I’m being ‘not knowledgeable about....’ but have people in those beds as inappropriate admissions or an inappropriate admission day or whatever... or a fudged acuity based hositia stay or icu stay or all of that’s done and evaluated every eight hours just so y’all know... so if someone is admitted or in obs (odservation) waiting for a bed or whatever....please, please, please... for the delivery or front line worker doing their best, for me, for your soul and own well being of the universe, and for the what’s right... please make sure that for rught now in this moment and those to come on whatever daily type evaluation that’s hopefully made known on the national news that every patient bed is being used to its fullest and in time of crisis best most limit pushed potential because I’m a nurse and if a person gets to walk out alive a nurse will work at a speed and efficiency that will revolutionize the industry and have some stellar new grads being game changers and rockstars in their units in an ‘all of a sudden’ manner.  Oh all of a sudden you staring IV’s first try, first time, as a first ever trying student- dang!!!! Pretty cool.  Excise me, mr surgeon general, hospital admin, doctor, rn, person, family member- be apart of that and not an obstacle!  Please, for others and yourself.... and that’s from an accountant that witness all of that stuff to me just being a person who gets real information and news delivered in the best way possible... 
• I love you
• I’m not scared of but am in a way of what’s and what i feel is senseless... someone dying because of access to care in the land of opportunity in the year 2020 ad is just sentinel.  Especially when the news has the audacity to speak to minority death rates and senseless death rates and that they’re your frontline from bedside hospital to bedside delivery of Amazon products et al thennnnmn a white persona success story of a admission to vent to experiential success story and source of hope recovering fully from this virus off the vent and recanting her lived experience was and is and doesn’t have to continue to be a source of ‘doesn’t apply to me or mine’ et al as some may be mad as hell.... I’m so happy she contributed her life to research and she lived and is apart of others living.... but please do what’s needed to make sure that her contribution and others and the research and everything touches as many lives as possible.  I bet that white be having an attorney—- let that person find out they risk and act of yes saved her but could have killed her instantly decision to take an experimental drug or pharmaceutical isn’t being used to its fullest potential because of a fat ass (not literally  but like deragatorial way of describing someone committing a crime in my eyes) taking up an icu bed that isn’t sick but have lived a life of nothing but that type of life based on those types of decisions.... betta start rounding!!!

Thank You.  Truly if you make $1 billion per year as a frontline worker at this time you’re working for pennies because a life is priceless... so thank you. (Yes, I’m teary eyed and it’s from hope, heros and (anger related to some of this information and the way it’s being presented..) so- that’s my responsible consuming blog post for now.... thank you thank you thank you!   

I love you (say it don’t blog it... I’m going to do better... I’m going to do my best)

Omg- wish me luck, break a leg... omg

so I uhh!  

Haha I posted something quickly so that by 10pm I hope everyone will be aware that they need to encourage their leaders of their states to issue a stay-at-home order... ok fine starting tomorrow...by 5pm or something??

• Like, money for small businesses.  I need a, well come to think of it I don’t know what a big business is... and furthermore I haven’t received anything... have you.  The systems keeping the process at bay isn’t something the landlord even the same bank system will give a fuck about!  He’s going to Congress to ask for more money and thank you... but I think it’s time we take care of people... yes people... but the checks for people haven’t come yet....?  Where are they? Please don’t forget just the person... I’m down for the person- yes all this about business is important and that’s a bush of a tree and process as well!  But people- directly, benefit from direct interventions in this financial time as well as sickness. To even be taxed getting rid of the whole belief in a here and now way that not everyone pays taxes- ok cool, they be like yes I did!  Ok, trip saying that not everyone will file and that could be considered entrapment or something but like I’ve said for most benefits or aid it’s a requirement.  No, not all but some..
• Update- omg thank you Madam Speaker for the relief package efforts I only read about in the title of an article- all I’m saying is that it’s recommended that one has six months money sat aside in which to cover their monthly commitments and bills outside of savings to survive an emergency... Yosemite is playing in my ears on the way to court and wish me luck as I don’t have a suit to wear but thankfully I know now why all the men in my life et al aren’t calling me back... I speak to fast on the voicemails I leave when it gets to the call back number- ha!  My public defender was like, you say the number a few times in each of your seven or so voicemails it’s just we couldn’t understand it... she even even told me the ones they had tried haha!  So- here goes!!! And then here’s someone in case they remand me... oh, and thank you for your hard work and yes, when I read you’re name in the title of the article about what’s to come in the relief efforts my heart warmed a little and I know others did as well.  Thank you so much-and everyone else’s as well! <3
• Also- at what point do gyms here get to reopen?  Like... others states havent even closed yet and we are still closed and will remain closed until when?? I’m sure that everyone will be able to reopen at once which is great- but again the states with the most slander from the feds will be the ones hit the hardest and affected the most and blah... so other places are going to be not hit so hard on a so many ways scale and to be honest those are the ones with no support systems from the government.   Like- I’m not trippin... some places have a regional social services office- you might can go compete the paper work in your county but then they ‘mail’ it to the main office and you get your decision in an undisclosed amount of time after how many attempts and ‘oh it  mustov’s’ cards been said to the person in dyer straights... enough to apply for benefits and after accepting they were in a bad situation and coming to terms with that and going through the shame and guilt and then families can be so unforgiving and will make it worse even with the best intentions I unless it’s just to give that person a very large amount of money... what does the government say you need... 6 months worth of money to set aside outside of savings in order to ‘survive’ in the event of unemployment... 
• then combined with having to train or orient people I mean like it could be feasibly a nightmare and then like if you’ve got loss of profit margins (no clue but I’m 80% sure it applies here though at least that’s google’ able unlike the law or laws or anything like that... ) on that side and liabilities after they are on the job or out of their probationary period or whatever and then some just hire and release...Iike catch and release...  and omg... honestly I really do feel for those hurting- I don’t know what it’s like anywhere other then what I see on the streets and in the area in which I travel to do those essentials they speak of... and why is New York being hit so hard? 
• now, even restrooms are closed... everywhere even the places that are open!

Ok!  Court- 3 2 1go!

I love you

Here goes...