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I can’t handle this stupid situation...

To anyone that cares about another... this is for you...  because the Commander in Chief is still holding money that’s not his but everyone’s.  He’s withhold $3.6 billion... like some is mine, yours, another’s... as apart of our country and the amazing ness it is... we all contribute, I think To buy into something as a negative connotative statement but either way it makes it so we all are invested. One person- even if the commander in chief, cannot stop something like that.  It’s a conflict of interest, an act of terrorism, and an intent to cause harm or in a rigorously honest statement that I am so pained to say- he’s withholding money that is meant for our people, our soldiers, et al... at home and abroad to be able to keep up with the advancements of Haters. I don’t know anything but I personally know persons that have been in that role or life since I saw them last in high school when I graduated in two thousand and five. They’ve been of service for fifteen years... to our country.  And he’s in a sense acting as an incompetent or biased parent or guardian that most of us have been victim to. Just that, I’m the man of the house or woman of the house (which translates to meaner, and gotta win as a territorial misplaced behavior... dumbass... you fight others not your own, you protect your own and have rapport with others to protect everyone... i get the world is big and we’re working on it. But, we’re arguing Nd talking about the Ukraine when I’ve got names and faces in my heart and on my heart that could not ever set foot in our country that haven’t seen it or their family’s either in real life give me a hug kinda way for fifteen years or twenty years.... like, imagine boomer, not seeing your child since they graduated high school and the person you voted for in a presidential election putting them in harms way... in a sense it could be to cut healthcare costs... heartless? Don’t hate on me- My actions aren’t doing this... his are. Literally, the lack of...  I can’t imagine a world where we just abandon anyone.... a bit irrational or ‘awwww’ maybe... but it damn sure isn’t leaving someone with the courage to... like I have family or know people that by choice not obstacle or oppression or et al... don’t leave a 2 square mile area. That’s fine... but as a 16,17,18 et al year old these people became part of another world unknown to me but directly responsible for the protect and security of me... and also if nothing else... them at risk= your cute little 2 mile radius at risk.  Cause shit real advanced... like... faster then a light, circles the globe not a runway until the lines become one... and then... So- I keep waiting for some of them to come home or to just like I haven’t thought of some of these fools since I saw them last... and of recent I haven’t been able to get them off my mind.  It could be that they don’t get their money until they contract complete... and that’s what he’s holding on to... either way, it’s a testament to character(no no... character is character.. ain’t shit lacking anywhere, it’s all there... and now to you powers at be...) so powers at be— meaning the decision makers or leaders or presidential candidates et al... my aunt included... due process and the letters on the page aren’t for emergencies like this. Oh, my patient coding... let me go grab my text book and see what to do... ‘hang on sir or mam, patience is a virtue!’ Gtfo with that... negligent homicide is a real label that is a real possibility for hundreds of thousands of people that aren’t protected by our country physically as I am standing in my bathroom in Los Angeles... but it also kind of could be... and isn’t because their lives and courage are in between. It’s not fake but if that’s what you believe hold on to that belief just as I am to what I believe... but, to do so on either side... what if I’m wrong- I’d be so thankful and relieved that I would cry. What if you’re wrong and are made aware of it later- thanks to Ms. Fonda ignorance isn’t bliss or at least isn’t possible because history may repeat itself because of our president... but the awareness and knowledge because of her can’t be covered up or not acknowledged. Thank you- and if they’ll rough you up, imagine the truths of others- and I am sorry you went through and are going through it. Don’t even get me started with the torture those already back in our country are being subject to... the ‘I’m supposed to be with them, I failed them....’ statements from movies aren’t fictional- that type of care and concern for another and the responsibility... like, the president, Mr. Trump, said he prefers people that don’t get captured in reverence to our veterans and people who have served our country- specifically that was said in regards to Senator McCain (i almost feel disrespectful and like I don’t have the right to or the high enough on the ladder type of worthiness or something... cause talk about my person that’s alive and I’ll be right back as I have to go put my shoes on, fuck three deep breathes- but when people can’t defend themselves it seems cowardly to speak for them in away...especially when I only know what I read in media.  ‘The late...’??? This isn’t tv and odds are the word doesn’t apply in anyway shape or form even if technically...’ technically, ummm ummmm ummmm- time is tissue... every second counts and some of these decision makers still haven’t retrieved their book... at least a student one time picked up the phone in the patients room and called first responders/9-1-1.... mind you student... like- that’s the biggest most bestest thing that person was able to effectively decide to do having the possibly the greatest impact... homegirl runs shit- but here I am... calling for hell or aid or doing the most I can for the best possible outcome. Over a million lives outside our country and it’s safety are at risk of coding/or not seeing another second on this earth... because of money and one person. Please, do something proactive, because each person here that later is deemed responsible damn... so you get one million counts and you get one million counts of negligent homicide... name by name on a court room for each life lost to each decision maker responsible isn’t just a possibility... it’s like a threat... please, and thank you!