So I’ll be up front with you... drugs and violence are two totally separate entities. Getting rid of drugs or illegal drugs will not make america great or get rid of violence. By violence I mean bullying, stalking, etc.
For example- when I get attacked in LA... this was the time they got my iPad, iPhone, passport, like basically everything... to me that’s so much more toxic then drugs. Wether they were high or not or on drugs or not that act and the ones behind it... yes, I do think there are more then just the two actuals in the mix. Oh and I also think the noise that made me turn to face the person to my right actually had a gun... and that’s what got my attention instead of them stepping on a stick it was the dropping of a gun. Take drugs out of the world completely and those evil cowards will still be around.
Those people that do what is called ‘swatting.’ Like- if that’s a real thing which I think it is... just like I think not only is that person who hit me in the above described situation living in the same vicinity as I am... like still kind of stalking me. Like was at the russ hotel with me and now has followed me here.
There has to be connections and links that make it so these people can be stopped. It is not fair that a person can ride around on a bike or walk around or whatever and call in fake or real issues... as a do gooder when really they are actually making those calls about specific people.
I don’t feel that those people have to also be connected with drugs in order to be charged with a crime. This was also done to me in the park when I was arrested this last time a year ago for beating up those officers. Some do-gooder felt the need to call incessantly and complain that I was in the park sleeping. I wasn’t camping there. I wasn’t making noise. I wasn’t doing anything wrong other then being in the park when it was technically closed- even though it opened again in 30 minutes. The point is to me that’s harassment, stalking, and the information regarding if that person has made calls about me before... or if people around that person has sent messages or calls about me or in regards to me exists. Like, go after that. That’s violence and why suicide rates are through the roof. And much much much more damaging then/than a substance.
Imagine getting a new car and it getting scratched, mail coming up missing or you not receiving it, your wallet going missing from your desk, someone giving you a bad review on yelp, someone calling saying your dog is barking a lot, someone being sly towards or with your boyfriend, your email getting hacked, your parents getting texts or mail that you didn’t send... all of this may seem coincidental but to a non-baby boomer like me it’s violence and a crime. And it happens soooo much. It’s literally been going on in my life for at least 5 years, if not more and has managed to follow me even though the actual specific people may be different depending on where I am... the connections and links are still there.
And this happens probably to children of people also- just cause they are that persons kid. Can you imagine... like I’m the kid of someone who is a victim of this and just because I’m their kid now I’m a target and have no clue about any of it. If this was happening to me as a teenager I wouldn’t know what to do or how to function and would feel so scared and helpless and tormented... hell what am I talking about... I feel that way now as an adult haha but I damn sure cannot stand by and let things of this nature happen to children.
Would I call these people of these acts domestic terrorism? Gang violence? Hate crimes? Crime of passion? My brain doesn’t think in such a way to have to frame things within labels like that... if yours does, then figure out what the fuck to call it or label it and get to work please. Cause I know that people in similar situations have tried to make things like this stop on their own cause no one has helped or they didn’t know where to turn and that’s not how it should or ought to be. It shouldn’t be up to the person having a stroke or a heart attack to handle it themselves... or put their big boy britches on...
My friend said it’s been going on in his life for over ten years? I don’t know if it’s something he’s done, someone he knows/an association, or just because.... hey, how about you ask the people doing it to him and then we’ll know! :)
please say what’s ‘it’ or ‘who is they’... and to me that’s the same kind of hate as my friend being dead (and me not knowing it at the time), me telling my mom how much I miss him and how much I want to see him and her telling me ‘we’ll maybe if you start living right then he’ll want you back in his life or want to be in yours.’
I don’t want to think he’s actually gone and I do literally forget all the time and then it hits me like a ton of bricks and I start crying at the library or in my room in the middle of the night... and that’s ok. When I finally get to the bottom of everything and have taken care of it all I’m going to take his flag from his service and burn it in front of the White House... (I said that after that... I’d probably go and talk to a physician about assisted end of life measures for myself... that way our souls can be together again in heaven... why wait right? And why give people the high or the satisfaction of seeing me walk down the side walk or at the market or on Facebook... and thinking, aw poor josh- his dear friend died how sad. That’s not crazy, that’s legit love.
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