So can I just tell you about the time my dad found a weed pipe, actually it was my mom and dad... but they found some weed and a weed pipe- naturally broke themselves off a little, and then of course they unscrewed the pipe part and I dunno if they put something in it like rat feces hoping I’d get hantavirus or something but that’s a little much... but the fact that those big ass rats are present in the parks like I dunno what’s normal or not normal but some of this weird ass shit isn’t and there the are some many things under normal circumstances to die from... I get out country is in some places is swampish... but like the nastiness brought on by human suffering and poverty.... fuck my life I wish it stopped there but oh wait... I wish it stopped there. But guess what, poverty level describes people with jobs... like for real... below poverty level... like yessir I’ve been one of those people who work two and three jobs to pay the minimums on credit cards and not only that but then just to survive... like if there was a time to stop it’s now. Like not only are taking a job from someone who needs one....but you’re not doing anyone a favor and definitely not your country or your family and I love the word injustice. Like you be having all these jobs to live... what about the living part. Its so difficult for me to acknowledge that oh yay we created 200,000 jobs! Ok 175,000 of those were obtained by people for whom that is their second job, 23,000 of those went to people re-entering the workforce and then, for 11,000 of those went to people who are working under a student work permit and are under 18,000 and holy hell 1,000 people whom didn’t have job now have them!!!! Yay! Thank you! I do .I wish to commend our governor. He is someone that I did indeed vote for, and I dunno if that vote was counted... I’m unsure how to find out.... but never the less I am indeed sure that one of the issues would be that people may or may not re-register once they get out of jail and then mail is a federal type thing so I dunno... anyways, I think they can just return to sender it- and also I wonder how many they don’t send back cause that would be another way in which to see how many people, were, weren’t, aren’t, and still are in just a soy force fed... nightmare. Anyways... my commendable governor sign a bill that makes it so that it’s not illegal to carry a condom...and walk down the street.... doing so meant you were a hooker/ or was at least an ‘add’ charge or a... intent to commit prostitution. I don’t know what the charge carry’s, I’ve never been informed of that for most of my cases... so that doesn’t really matter to me the issue I and others have is that... it’s a misdemeanor. . There was a law in place that... took opportunity (I want to make that a plural statement... but one is one or is it two and so take one or infringe upon one and it makes it a very very very- like if America promises opportunities and then doesn’t provide or decides to take it away... where is that law or what does that carry....by carry I mean a sentence or does it have a minimum sentence of a jail or prison term and then what is the maximum that one could receive and my head hurts already) away from people who are living a life they want to right? Like, think about your body, and having to do something like let someone stick something of theirs inside of you... and I don’t know if it’s this or that or has this but I do know that that person cares- but money is money and you working a job that isn’t the most enjoyable isn’t the same... I’m only saying that everyone knows prostitution is legal in some areas or to be honest at some levels... clearly. Cause if I have a condom on me in my car would it be the same? I dunno... how do I find out? Do I literally have to speak to an attorney to find out these things? I dunno. Why is it that my battery has been at 4% for like almost an hour when it was literally falling a percentage point every one to two minutes. I know you hate that I have a portable charger... it’s a game changer in such a way that it is phenomenal to not only have a back up since my battery on my phone hasn’t been used in possibly years or was used by some one who didn’t follow manufacturer recommendations for how to charge it and what types of cords to use and all that but fuck... either way I can’t wait for a trip to the apple store in Cupertino. I’m sure they will be able to tell me the fuck happened to my phones and accounts and how best to secure them because just like saks fifth and Louis Vuitton (I do think that there was a question about a color scheme and I am so sad because of someone’s bitch ass attitude and sour heart that they set a snowball or steam roller type cascade of events that made it so I can at least still blog- though they do wish I would just... I dunno but I love the fact that I purchased that amazing peice of luggage... I don’t know about some of the legislation... but you don’t hear about peta taking on lambskin condoms or the mother fucking carbon footprint or equivalent of latex condoms or that a lot of people may have undiagnosed latex allergies... because yes we used to use them in drapes in Operating rooms and very rarely do we now... if ever... but I will say that the only symptom of their then pain, and... so essentially a latex allergy should you have one will cause skin irritation- i mean/am trying to convey...(see I speak and write in broken ass American English just without the accent... did you know that people from Los Angeles are the only people without accents?... tricky tricky tricky.... at least now... and I wonder if Zac Efron or his people or Hollywood or someone like a risk manager whom has a law degree or a sense of the world said or spoke to the potential for legal action or misdemeanor acquisition as it relates to that condom that slipped out of his pocket that time... on a red carpet and if it did was said red carpet on the street or side walk... and does that matter? And what about well you identified yourself as and told me to stop which was there sir and then you asked me to step over here which technically after an identified in law amount of steps have now moved me into what makes me fit that legal course of action and acquisition and as I was asked by an authoritative designated person whom I’m not sure is on the clock, or working within the jurisdictional... see all of that horse shit.. is like not important to me or anyone else really... as I’m referring to you know who... you may think it is in your realm of the world you live and work- see even the words I use I don’t know what the fuck they mean in some ways. ... but depending you could potentially loose layers upon layers and since your skin is your largest and most beautiful organ so I do believe it only affects the areas of contact. The point is that I am not ok with that... like the whole plastic straw deal and then you have condoms. I don’t know the carbon foot print or if it applies of even how readily they are used... how good for you is the spermicide in a condom for you and what’s it’s half life if a condom breaks? Does it have one? Can you imagine that it doesn’t and then I dunno all the crap that can happen after that... like let me ask the person who was getting on the bus until I rounded the corner why he is or isn’t doing so... no. Not happening. It does make me think of how shitty people are though. Like let me not work the idea that I can use a term of which I’m not even educated about... that is an effing medical diagnosis... like oh all of a sudden the whole god damn world has a psychology degree and I dont care that I agree with the whole life is hard kind of thing and so I must work harder then I want to when normal life happens... I mean I’m so thankful that not only am I a strong person... but I finally found out what a double whatever that word is lol ‘so strapped for cash...’ like I am now strapped for cash in a very literal way...I’m not exercising a certain right as that pertains to that double word that kind of means nothing... but it could. People have been taking to me that way kind of my whole life.... I’m like so sick of it in a way... 1- no one should be desperate for money... this is the land of opportunity... 2- the fact that people have to obtain a weapon, obtain a ‘strap’ to secure said weapon.... and then... you see the pain and suffering that exists in just that person? Like, what has it taken to get to that level of desperation... it may seem like angry person, or hateful, or evil person... and look fool, porfas, there is continuum of sorts or to me it seems so... I hate that where you are on the continuum is pre-determined probably by the state of the universe... I swear we’ve spent gagillions of dollars on building telescopes not only to see the aw cuteness of a place we now go... kind of but I swear the fear is that gravity may be taking affect or still has a pull on that shit and eventually that shit may come back and bite us in the hole. Either of the many we’ve created in the heart of humanity as a whole- it literally Because we accept that trauma and all that is passed down... but so is like tolerance, patience, and motivations.... and may I just say... that I am not happy... like I just passed the law library and it was like oh pro bono clinic... and the fuck I haven’t been doing anything like that this whole time and I’m so glad that the bar can now say that it requires so many hours per who cares of blah blah blah... in some states I do believe that is where the public defenders come from and I swear to most of what I do and don’t know that I just always thought Pershing square had a like back entrance or exit or something but damn I sure couldn’t find it when I was just looking for jt. I dunno. I guess that’s one way to keep the stations empty at night? Is have the entrances like up and down and the escalators and I’m sure I. Tsunami areas this is a possibility. And fuck the bullshit. Rude i know.:. But the bullshit has been the bullshit for a longer time then I’ve been alive.... so like I can’t just describe the issue at this point... I have to describe the issue with the bullshit and then the other descriptive term and I know you know I think you know I know what i know plus what you think... I mean think about it... imagine how much it would cost to properly defend someone against someone else who was like ‘the war of the roses’ imagine having to measure someone’s dick so that when one was asked... and all I’m saying is that do you account for the curve or not... cause I’ve started issuing the phrase ‘where is that in law’ omg all the mamas just rolled they eyes and... no no, I mean not the person that’s broken in a way but the system in place that broke him... I’m not that fucking crazy to say that it may or may not be the same from state to state and for me to say that may be a reach... cause county to county it could be different? I dunno. I know some places so I don’t say small.., cause there could be big heart ache or big dollars there... so quant is what’s utilized. I hate that in a quant town I may have to go to city hall see someone I know to apply for assistance with food. Omg and then guess what... ‘I made sure to submit your application before I left! It’s in the mail (sometimes that county doesn’t even have one therefore a county rep has to sign off and submit it for you!... oh thanks! How do you get those stairs out of blah blah blahs uniform? Cause that conversation ought to be taking place then and there (that’s sarcasm as a defense mechanism for something that’s kind of heart breaking, I mean now my kid bows, the family knows, and blah blah see I was trying to describe the magnitude of that situation that I already was cringing over and only because it is that big of a deal and no I don’t need you to tell me... or him to tell me... but you may need someone to be a little descriptive about what potentially someone goes through or has been through on a daily basis or once in a while or who knows)... was it intentional I dunno, and this is in a country that may still require that procedure to be within its own established building... and away from a hospital why? I dunno one was bombed where I grew up and furthermore I am saying now that they don’t talk about bombings because it causes hype or copycats or I dunno... but keeping news from people in the past has been so wonderfully rewarded right? No. It hasn’t. Because one country. And, like my point is is there a hippa that the government workers... like all the branches and...Blah blah.... I do think it ought to be more a spider web the branches anyways personally so that there are no dead ends but in a way I’m more referring to the bills and laws and stuff... I mean if the three branches of government don’t talk to themselves then that’s fine as a means of checks and balances... but that’s great, until it doesn’t fit into the world anymore or your world comes crashing down when your information gets leaked... or your kids find out or your co-workers find out... like it’s all so terrible. And then who has accessed my criminal record- like in the hospitals that information is available... and checked and you better fucking have a no no... not a right to know... but a need to know. Haha show me where that is in law. There are different... there different criteria for and of which we can assess for diabetes. For example.... maybe even four now... fasting, non-fasting, and random... and then those would be a little different if a woman was pregnant and at what stage... omg thank goodness right? Life saving.... but I do wonder, that type of just human innovation and like... someone helping someone have a better life... where is that in law. Cause I saw that pro bono signage... and was like ‘oh yes, come, freely talk about your query and we will thank you by not only listening and then possibly finding a conflict of interest to then be unable to represent you... but we will create a round about way to remedy the loop hole that your case would have gone through and also hustled whatever entity or whatever... to get ourselves paid!’ No no I don’t think it’s like that... but I don’t know... But, where is the for the people stuff? Like ok, we regulate the alcohol content in beer... the quality controls are so important and I don’t know why you would try to... I dunno. I embarrass myself more then I care to and I always have, and then sometimes still I’m so thankful and amazed that someone wants to be around me or hand out with me or talk to me... I mean my dad did forget my birthday again! But that’s ok, like what am I going to do... I can’t change someone’s actions or behavior... as kind as it is and needs to be a little stricter or as harsh and heartless as it is and needs to be kinder. I will not even get to into the... so why would a county want to remain a dry one and does it speak to the issues it may or may not have within its borders... remember.... one county or township affects the whole world. Why wouldn’t they want that sales tax? And if a lottery provides education on the level of a B or better average in secondary school earning someone a four year degree from university then.... that happens in all the states with a lottery correct? And all states don’t have a lottery why? Ohhhh cause they enjoy that degree of separation.... and just the good ole satisfaction that some douche bags get from saying no! Like- it’s no ok... I do expect the government on a federal or state level to step up and not allow this oppression and injustices happen any longer. It truly is a baffling consideration to even consider that if I blow my nose and don’t wash my hands in one area or city... that doesn’t carry a minimum sentence or minimum amount of time one must spend in jail or prison... but 1 mile or sometimes one cross walk away... if I blow my nose and don’t wash my hands... then that’s a mando 10 years in prison... I am so sorry sir or madame or douche bag... there is nothing we can do... and see defense mechanism coming out again when I make a joke even in writing about something that is just so.... un humanity like. What the hell is the opposite of humanity... to me it’s I dunno. Like, to be human is to care for one another... period. To the point to where I do love animals... I really do.... but do not project the love your soul should be showing to another all because of fear or security or trauma. I mean you can do what you want... it’s just that... we are social creatures to the point of creating social media... like, in some places a condo by the metro... omg five times what a condo a even 10 minute walk would take to get to that same metro... and yet... hold on... you mean they are blocking building a metro station? Like the hell is going on? Not my words... but the reality is.... you didn’t stop freeways, you didn’t stop or have for long enough stopped another from surviving... like who dare says, I’m sorry sir but housing isn’t a necessity! Someone said that, who is educated and bitter so let me just be honest when I say that education doesn’t fix everything cause sometimes people still see a different picture then what’s the reality or the need or the more human thing to do... like a predator in the wild says no no that’s mine... or no no thats my bitch or let fight it out and see who wins... hold on I gotta put my shoes on, tie my hair back, take my rings off.... see from the git go we already to civilized for that shit... If the states aren’t going to have a system in place for disaster of the individual or family then they need to chance their name.. maybe survivor... cause they trying to outwit outlast outplay... then it’s like ok... but the reverse psychology motif does resonate there also....
It’s all fun and games until it’s not... but the fun and games are like... I love walking around and seeing this community having get togethers and just a real sense of like.. its funny when someone calls the cops on those situations... it’s like ok and you live where? Cause everyone there or within the noise is bothering me vicinity.... is at the event... so who the fuck are you?! Like, so there is some violent death counting legislation in the works and I’m like... if you didn’t know that jails and prisons have to be specifically listed in the ink on the paper but let me tell you that I was told that the only people that dictate or decide anything in jails specifically... prisons are state facilities so it’s a little different but then what about the federal jails and prisons? But I heard don’t nobody make decisions about jails but the sheriffs and then I dunno about the other... if you want to see a documentary of sorts... The last castle is phenomenal... these mother fuckers have tanks? Hell yeah and in resident evil... that’s MCJ fool! The one with the armoires tank thing?! Hell yeah... but thats not what my showers looked like and... the yard is on the top... and let me tell you about how two effing weeks? That’s not even long enough to get store... which I’m not saying you should get more time... but fuck my life... I’m just saying... you’re not even going to get out of Delano/reception... you won’t even really go to prison. Like it take six months in reception at least.... so I’m not saying you won’t get a memorable experience. But- when I say it’s a process to get in the inside of the inside of the onion which is this working towards being better system... just cause I fix something or make it available doesn’t mean that I don’t need to do continual reassessments and I mean after all, maybe now it’ll be harder to keep some of these seats.... like it’s the reverse of the not turning a patient away at the ER that has to happen. It’s just crazy... oh that’s hot.
Don’t for get to watch Ex Machina. That’s more what I’m talking about when I refer to robots. I mean that is like a decade old... but just to be clear. ;)
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