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I am under more pressure and I still have no excuse.  How am I supposed to keep this or keep rewriting and I be like ugh this would be so much more received or at least i think it would if Gio Benitez or David Muir were able to but then who really can when I can honestly say that even Kamala Harris when it was that I found out probably from the juris, I know there may need to be a t there but there is a reason I am not putting it possibly which is a struggle the juris respected so if there could be some attention to the details within this jurisprudence i fell as though some of the insecurities for this the after forward time frame as we are coming up on the start of the Oh! Happy Holidays!

So here is what I know to be true…  Kamala Harris’s reaction shows me how real the campaign trail is as well as the General Election of 2020 was and the not peaceful though could have been transition of power was and is still in its processes - i will be writing an additional letter to the Joint Chiefs of Staff and whomever else because those Capitol Police who defended our nation are in Military Police custody for not following orders.  I know that no one is saying because I guess they can't. It's like they assume we know or something…  the insurrectionists were given a free and clear invite as described in the media and the Capitol Police defended the Capitol Building while the juris had just laid in state in the rotunda.

Just to be clear some will argue this wasn’t unlawful use of torture techniques (currently a meriting standing would need to be ongoing for three years to the day formerly of variations within the end of each of those years) or unlawful technique but maybe…  in this the situation is that there was a wager… the wager was that if I crossed the threshold then I don't know…  but, either time the bet could have been made before I was transported to San Jose for court or the time like a year or so later when I got back the reality was the same but one time I walked away not ringing the doorbell (I guess planning for this takes awhile when…  ) which would place blame on me in this.  The only ones responsible for this are the two wagerers however, bitches are real so let me not trip and think that some bitch had a role in him not letting me in but either way it is past tense…  this was ages ago technically…  The juris died four hundred and fifty one days ago with three years of unlawful technique prior to.

What I know is as follows… my aunts did not know or at least and at the premise of my saying they did not know is Bipartisanship and so I wasnt informed that the juris was being subjected to agonizing pain for almost eleven hundred days, no one really knew but I  have heard proof that they knew it was happening and again I was never informed for the sake of free will in politics…  this did happen and it was happening and there was total sabotage and planning with relationships and friendships as disguise…  I thought originally that it was that the juris was on stage somewhere with this happening while people were either cheering for or protesting.  I don’t think it was like this.  It happened at a place called the convention center… I don't think that anyone knows where that is officially.  But, i don't think it happened at the convention center like where the circus performs but who knows.   I'm literally telling you everything I know, oh and also to not cry over dead gang bangers.  It lasted almost three years, just hours before, literally a few hours before what would have been the end of the one thousandth and ninety fifth day going on the one thousandth and ninety sixth day which would have made this a potentially lawful situation or at least met the first criteria for such, the administrator grabbed a bone saw and cut out her throat and dangled it in front of the juris.

They say that the juris was not raped but consented to sexual intercourse and I don’t know what else or other details to include.

I am thankful for Nancy Pelosi, the Senior Senator Of The State Of California Senior United States Senator DIanne Feinstein, Kamala Harris, Voters (please write to support H.R. 4 Voting RIghts Advancement Act I will be taking my own advice in this because I have to say I find it hard to deny someone's struggle or situation… like, read some of the contents and you may feel the same way I do…  the struggle isn't something I have experienced, is something I could totally see being a reality faced every time the polls are open or in preparations for this and why do I have to see the feasibility of the issues and if it is probable for the issues to present…  lawmakers have already done this and then crafted the law to fit my situation, to fit others situation and to be adherent)

I don't believe that I would be writing about the insurrection specifically the detained Capitol Police that defended the Capitol on Jan. 6 2021 or that voting rights would still need to be a yea vote with a vote to recommit with instructions and space for the entire Congress to write should they so chose or provide instructions though I know I smiled extra hard with the upholding of integrity in the House Of Representatives.  The juris says very classy Speaker Pelosi or I do and one of us is the second that or second this with a big something of nostalgia.   I am not trying to be victimizing, to say this… but, recently I literally heard agony and you can’t do this, I am a supreme court justice.  If wagers were legal in every state, if i had known our names were in this wager and I have blogged so many times about how I cannot get around the unstated expectation and how now I wish I had consumed the contents recreationally I had with me instead of throwing it off the bridge by union station the night before the first saturday I spent at west hollywood library after walking there so consumed in being back and…  how quickly did they throw the juris into the cage the juris was kept in, did they wait to see if i was going to be run after?  Did this change anything and I was right at the beginning of writing this…  there is someone who stood in the way of my being invited in, someone who knew what would happen, and got what they wanted by citing policy seeing a new gang (spelling issue here) stalking target in me that i am still in the process of getting heard by the #SCOTUS and once an embodiment always an embodiment and let it be knownTiffany Trump et al are to be hanging by and at [https://icc-cpi.int](https://icc-cpi.int) the ICC.

Sincerely ours, 

Joshua Fucking Sanchez™

I recently found out that they drilled holes in RBG's skull and put Christmas lights through them.  This really did happen and it was through the test of the emergency response system that had me send you this email at your request...  😷😷 

It is the concern of my life… treaty that I’m concerned over…

Hi, how can mitch mcconnell be trusted in the final stages of resolving this War… or I’m totally wrong and the The Speaker handled it all… 

📂🗺 (Canada this is not fucking happening… ) This is you better be in the air now this is a Code 3 Situation Geneva Geneva Geneva jr 📂😷😷 GANG INCUMBENT JOSHUA FUCKING SANCHEZ MTV AND ROCK THE VOTE… I did not sign up for upper incumbent Mark James Sanchez to be tortured this is not use of this is a bitch with a purpose Palermo, Olivia y Ivanka Trump are BS from Gossip Girl… read message freedom of speech freedom of the press freedom of information it statement of good faith in good intentions backwards and forwards This is where there’s a torture chamber JUNE 21 AT 8:11 PM

Former president Donald Trump’s company sued the city of New York on Monday, seeking to reverse the cancellation of Trump’s contract to run a city-owned golf course in the Bronx.

Mayor Bill de Blasio (D) terminated Trump’s contract to run the Ferry Point golf course in January, citing Trump’s role in the Jan. 6 attack on the U.S. Capitol. The city said that Trump had tarnished his brand name such that he could never operate a “first class, tournament quality course” as the city wanted, according to court papers.

In the lawsuit, Trump said the course had done nothing to break its contract with the city. Instead, he said, de Blasio disliked Trump because of his politics and used the Capitol insurrection “as a pretext” to carry out a political vendetta.

City officials “were biased in that they have animosity against President Trump, and they prejudged this case,” Trump’s company said in the lawsuit.

The company asks a New York state judge to reverse de Blasio’s decision and allow Trump to continue operating the city-owned course beyond its scheduled closure in November. The suit was first reported Monday by ABC News.

Nick Paolucci, a spokesman for the city’s Law Department, said that the city believed its actions were proper, and that it still intended to select a new operator for the course.

“The actions of Mr. Trump to incite a deadly riot at the Capitol on January 6th caused a breach of the Ferry Point contract by eliminating options for hosting championship events,” Paolucci said in a written statement. “We will vigorously defend the City’s decision to terminate the contract.”

While he was president, Trump gave control of his business to his sons and executive Allen Weisselberg. It’s unclear how much control Trump has retaken now that he has left office. Monday’s lawsuit was signed by an underling, Ron Lieberman. The company’s official statement was sent out by Trump’s chief legal officer, Alan Garten.

“The City has no right to terminate our contract,” the statement said. “Mayor de Blasio’s actions are purely politically motivated, have no legal merit, and are yet another example of the mayor’s efforts to advance his own partisan agenda and interfere with free enterprise.”

New York City ends contracts with Trump, the latest business partner to abandon him in wake of Capitol attack

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Before Jan. 6, Trump ran three businesses in city parks: a carousel and ice rinks in Central Park and the Ferry Point course in the Bronx. All three contracts were signed before Trump entered politics. Together, the three operations produced between $11 million and $17 million per year in revenue, according to financial disclosures Trump filed as president.

After Jan. 6, de Blasio said he was canceling all three.

“The President incited a rebellion against the United States government that killed five people and threatened to derail the constitutional transfer of power,” de Blasio said then. “The City of New York will not be associated with those unforgivable acts in any shape, way or form.”

In two of the three cases, the real-world impact of de Blasio’s decision was minimal.

Trump’s contracts to run the ice rinks and the carousel were about to expire this year anyway. But the Ferry Point contract was supposed to last into the 2030s.

The course overlooking the East River produced a steady stream of revenue — between $6 million and $8 million a year, although the profits were much less. The Trump Organization had just finished upgrading it, adding a clubhouse, restaurant and large pro shop.

The city said Trump had violated his obligation to run a “tournament-quality course” after his actions on Jan. 6 — which included telling supporters to “fight like hell” to overturn an election he had “won in a landslide” — caused the organizers of both the PGA Championship and the British Open golf tournaments to say they would not hold events at Trump clubs.

“The obligation to operate a course capable of attracting professional tournament quality events by the PGA or similar organizations has been breached,” the city said, according to Trump’s lawsuit.

Trump is disputing that finding, saying that the tournament-quality standard was meant to describe the course itself, not his brand name. To counter the city’s allegations, Trump’s lawsuit includes testimonials from several pro golfers and golf magazines, praising the course as a place to play.

In the suit, Trump concedes the city does have a right to terminate the contract “at will,” without proving that he breached the contract. But that option would be a costly one for the city. If the city wants to kick Trump out that way, the lawsuit says, it would owe his company $30 million to reimburse it for the improvements made to the course.

David A. Fahrenthold is a reporter covering the Trump family and its business interests. He has been at The Washington Post since 2000, and previously covered Congress, the federal bureaucracy, the environment and the D.C. police.

Shayna Jacobs is a federal courts and law enforcement reporter on the national security team at The Washington Post, where she covers the Southern and Eastern districts of New York.

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 Started at 10pm or so on Monday night… I have the biggest crush right now… I don’t know what my Monday (totally thought it has to be Saturday or Sunday and it totally was, like one or two days ago… but, (what does nonetheless mean anyways… literally, none the less… totally think I’ve tried to figure this out before, and I didn’t get it and they were like it totally makes sense and I was like oh duh and now I don’t get it again just being honest… I totally can but I’m thinking of… oh yeah closing the )) became other than or then me mean mugging at my dishes which I did and then completed and then there’s the one, the one in the sink and the few drying… I’m not avoiding the task or tasks but like not going to court made sense I couldn’t be present in the right or correct way so preservation but also then the issues I don’t want to be court and court and court and Judge Judy and The People’s Court and Judge Mathis and I would love a good bankruptcy court show or tax law one like why not?  Because, money is very very aware of itself and somehow I’m just saying but it’s not really talked about like that either so I don’t know but if it was not saying the Judges Shows aren’t real, they are I know someone who knew someone who said the person they know who went on said it’s real the paper said so and you must go with their Judge Judy’s in this case or something ruling.   Have you ever looked up the word thing… I highly encourage it.  Someone pronouned me very passively aggressively and so I had speak screen read the definition to me honestly I was like so over it on more then five levels and there are 16 or something different variations or specifics what are those called?  And just to be honest I get a pronoun, I may be myself as myself and so are you but I’ve fucked this up one good time and really learned and grew from and had conversations with after and am still friends with but I’m not trying to be over the world about this but I can say something for myself, men, women, or anyone we all get one ok… those who don’t have the opportunity to see myself the way another sees themselves doesn’t mean that I am omitted from the pronoun situation, for someone to identify as a born as but identifies as they don’t have to see a straight man and go oh, I can bubble in male at my next paperwork completion happenings or whatever… it doesn’t work like that, who ever feels like that I hope I’m not reckless in saying this but unless your literally living a life as a married queen here and a married queen there like a gay male and then a transgender female then and even then it’s a box on a paper like I think that’s funny come on you know that’s happened and there is a p-value there ok… I mean it has to. If not, then my name isn’t Lucy… anyone remember the Lucy you got some splainin to do?  

Ugh, I have to go down this road but if anyone I went to high school with who wants to call me… literally, I have some questions. And I think some hope someone is living beside me, acting like I’m stupid for not knowing they had a penis then and I’m like I didn’t finger you or suck yours so what are you talking about, not do I want to or maybe then I’m not sure but like some people are just friends but then all this isn’t or wouldn’t be it either that would make it not but my being gay may or I don’t know but like did I go to high school with people who were transgender because it felt weird saying I didn’t know anyone until I was thirty or so that identifies that way but like this has shakin me stupid… I’m like did I disrespect anyone did I not like pay attention because this person is attacking me as if I’m an oblivious dumber then now person who just doesn’t get, what isn’t being said direct, it.   And I will it that as in that thing or that circumstance or depersonalize the shit out of all of that because that’s what you do first off and second off that’s like all ok to say… especially when someone isn’t being direct so imagine being a room with someone who none of those words could come across offensively and then avoiding them awkwardly as you know only I can do or someone like you or you know someone… that might be a little side eyeing, you know like with the lean… or belly button up lean and side eye double take second look all in one in a 0.7 second or less time frame… ok should this get posted I think I have done damage without as somehow this person as done all this through the walls basically and the few instances we’ve been in the same room or when I was a shelter and like yes nice but now literally trying to take my spot on a one plane diagram feeling of a rivalry and I’ll just trying to wash dishes or pee and in doing that I don’t want to hear people’s first and last names, officers or deputies names and badge numbers who you don’t even have a criminal record so how you know of where I’ve been before I don’t know know but even DSM says away from badge numbers and certain words and badge numbers maybe not but I’ve never heard voices and again like when the dodgers are playing things are different… ya know… at times I’m like oh there you are normal as in the tension in my home and like again someone not me who knows how to read waveforms or something was like bro you gotta handle this you’re being severely listened in on.  I was like oh hell no.  And when my passwords stop working or like all this shit cascades at once for you to repeat BLM over and over and over again… I can’t even say that I want to put that here but it’s what’s actually happening. And I’m sick of it.  Like I guess it’s a good thing I’m nice and my writing that sentence even brought on a different like suck the air situation like ohhhh I can’t believe he’s going to say or use the word it?  I’m like how tha eff… but then I’m like oh yeah… spinal surgery, or an ekg tracing, or a qrs complex and how jurisprudence and philosophy exist so but then I get pissed off when certain literally in that stupid arguments happen or like when racism presents or when agar is underestimated or a women is thought to be weak or like those kinds of things but the science or tech or just human ability isn’t like not capable of all of this especially after I’ve realized how much money some people have because funding this some with money be like oh

I’m waiting on payday myself whereas others maybe up in line and then you get there and the competition is not who you’d think would be there in this but ugh at least if they can do it though then at some point when I’m saying stupid out loud for the ninetieth time by 10am that they’ll be like hey asshole I’m trying to perfect protecting and serving give me a break!  But no, that’s not what happens but again I’ve sent crazy emails like omg I think this person completely changed skin tone stalked me on Grindr then tried to get me to put their penis in my mouth and in my own home kinda of final draft sent with a 😷😷 in the body or subject line and like literally again this is actually happening… there is no making it up because I would never think of doing this myself to another nor would I ever expect it to be done to me only within the last few years have concerns around my parents playing Halloween on a Tuesday in San Jose at the library happened to make me think hmmmm I am like hmmmmm and hmmmm and I know that dumbass look on that persons face, I know that look, it’s the one where I throw words like this at my parents and they totally get called on their bullshit and are dumbassed look on their face because I’m supposed to be the pet rock of a son they always ssi’d hoped for to story over lunches or holidays about or who will stroke their victimization stick for awhile… oh you know I have to put money on Josh’s books he’s in jail on Friday at 3:30pm while everyone is in the meeting and I’m like thinking ok so store day isn’t that day, so is that really the place and time?  Oh but look at my victimization stick… that’s how it presents… ugh, well I feel better! No I feel like this is out of bounds, or out of what’s acceptable, or even more so sad because this is the only time I’m blogging about this and I hope that remains though updates duh but my parents are el fin in my back and forth because with all this going on the last thing I need because you know the person I graduated with and my parents are cahoutzed or something and that’s terrifying and disrespectful and ruthless and just like ugh, am I really having to eye roll deal with this?  I’m 34 fucking years old leap year or no leap year this is a bit much… so again updates but I’m going to try not to go out of my way to like speak so honestly about how others are interjecting or attempting to insert themselves into my um life and all and who knows my parents could be doing the same as we all know they’ve created profiles on gay social apps or gay social media apps before so what’s a little dress up and follow through to that type of reasonability?!  Ugh, so I’m going to try… Mostly and with a totally change in tone I hope, with respect… SCOTUS and Incumbency alike I promised I’d write, sorry it’s here and I didn’t put a stamp on it but it’s from me and truthful and isn’t as important as the matters being heard or the legislation on the floor but I hope that my to do list of a promise isn't

blown to disproportional smithereens as in my own oh

i need to write a letter

supporting this… did it read that way?  or… you know I now have four in a row typos but this whole time not one… not one… maybe the triple backspace

move along from kind once but that was it now twice… which if you write now after reading this please do know that I think security is very making sure that how a letter reads is how it is meant to be… like the bodyguard letters but present as a well written letter that appears honest being scanned to show that on another level is i hope something that is standard. "I write to you today…( in a towel slouched as I do so) for the" is totally worth being disclosed if it means that the elected official receiving to letter gets to know when or if those other types of letters are written… wether a college banterer which I'm still terrible at or not but then that would be resources and I had to say something there… with how this started to now and then there and to here… I'm really not lying this is so my life and I love it and it is all very very truthful

and thank you.  ;) My blog has saved my life… by blogging I've saved my own life… one day it may read (as after forty years almost since HIV hit the states in five men on June 5 1981- thank you California, I read an article and its like wow thats where i was then and with

no iphone or computers or internet and here I am, we are

today and some have been maybe not the entire time but kind of and for awhile there law making or running cities or law practices so that I can say thank you and mean it, I have no idea how much I am to be grateful for but when these anniversaries come around I'm so… happy to be able to i dont know i guess all lives are this great, like 200 years ago did they have moments like this?  I hope so, but not with people in the elected seats like we have today or the Deans or Professors or best friends like I have today but its all built from the law up… so, Speaker Pelosi and United States Senator Feinstein, Thank you for your continued service to The States at the federal level and I promise it'll be awhile

before I, which i used to do thjs everyday.  i mean honestly!  bumpin my keys and ears at the library smelling up a storm- but, I am able to exist and feel like im

setting goals and achieving them and actually am… I am not in the mood to concern myself with anything I've put in my

blog because its all able to be made something better or something that doesn't change… I always feel bad or have bloggers remorse but I know better… literally I could exist without someone attacking me

from alabama either them

or someone else or gerrymanering to then be in affordable housing by way of state and state and from somewhere else and I'm like sick of this same thing with that possibly happening in or at Arlington Cemetery or just the cheating a way in or through thinking they're smarter then everyone else or their peers please bye.  It's gerrymandering right just is that a another consideration?  or area?  like, let me be the first to say that that is not ok.  housing oppurtunities may not exist everywhere but where they are, they are not built for that sort of thing- especially from other states as a mission or tasked police effort or something.  just saying… and then threaten people with light calls who aren’t even apart of all that but have respect for… like, just go, put your hands through the window at the closest prison and say I totally earned this, mcj right down the street… just saying.  Again, this is all real time kind of… I don’t know how to change it but I will say the question I have now is do people hear voices… I don’t think so. Philosophy 101 and a persons voice, and how I’m being attacked from time to time like I am now cause I guess lunch is over and shift changes are real… I don’t care what anyone says, I’ve staying or gone or just been present in many places, someone is doing this it’s a fact, but again, I haven’t called 911, how easy would that be, plus could be your coworker that shows up and I’m not that stupid… so I’ll just keep doing me and minding my own as I’ve been doing for years and years and years and I know and pray that things will change fast, overnight even, or when it’s not just my life at stake or others but oh wait… I literally have the best life and I have love handles just to be honest… and I hate it but I should have posted this an hour ago… 

https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/june_5.htm

I’m trying to be respectful and my thoughts for the title so far are only humerus (and I can’t even spell that correctly! ) 😷😷

The earliest twenty-something seeker was born in 1987- the exert I read googled for the earliest an infant or micropremie can be delivered is… 21 weeks with two babies being these champions or record holders (you champion fitness or champion certain things why not in this also… just saying, but also just saying… words are things and they cary and hold weight… but i digress) so it says in the last sentence that ‘this is well before the age of age of viability and I’m like… wow there’s a lot there… like, can stating viability in the law become a rule of law or something so that then what first happened in 1987 is harder to just happen or just be basically present tense where this is really going is that we are just now able to look at these types of circumstance circumstantial evident circumstance in theory or actual possible with some variance in p-value but then could go all the way to one or the first but then what would be that cause and effort or potentiate… but is the 15 week case in Mississippi taking away from that type of fact finding or discovery or research?  Yes, it is the basis for this, but I’m sure the premise has been or is apart of jurisprudence  for like ever… how the law actually affects us, the people… when it comes to viability, seems like it fits in the how does it actually affect pregnancies, how has it, and how will it continue if it remains as written, and should it after processing how could it be extended to those excluded to see maximum benefits from the law… oh duh, egocentric American me and all coming out (again! Lol rofl lmfao and… ) but what affect has this or will this have throughout the world or worlds who we are meant to at least not harm if not protect or ensure for there right to exist without our interference or… stealing doesn’t seem like it fits, but there is something that ought not happen to the best we can or are able to see to it… for us and them and nature we are still in the coronavirus pandemics just saying… climate change is still the primary issue at hand… like, if that situation and the over looking of it all doesn’t get Mother Nature riled up like it does some people or us all then I’ll just considerm what it does inside of me, or us, or us all, or people… :)

Stellar law making and writing- and thank you... 😷😷

I know I’m doing something right... I found the Chainsmokers video the other day the one from San Jose... and now-it’s gone.  I didn’t let it distract me, but it’s most def getting a mention.  I was like, there is so much good in that... it’s like I was preparing to take on this issue, knowing that the circumstances had already taken place and just I don’t know... but here is the issue... again, in our democracy there is legislation coming, legislation that will touch everyone- the only ones that are being excluded as not entirely but in ways like the unemployment being decreased, and it’s not only that but—- ill come back to this hang on....

So the cares law provided for people individual amounts that touched hands that made right around $100,000 a year... so though this amount is increased the amount of people in the world are less, the amount of people in our country... I’ll come back to this.... hang on

I’m not being dramatic sorry just trying to well round without quantifying the issue because i hope that finds its place also... but right now THANK YOU.  

Lawmakers went.... worked and made law for full days at a time and that’s just the one part of it... and it is not fair that I’m keeping my fathom tight with my words... and vulgarity because I’m on hold for... I’m not on hold but i swear that if it wasn’t for the fact, the literality of that if I said I feel like to give a literal example of what some are doing in congress and with others are doing and overcoming in efforts that.... Not one member of the Republican Party in Congress, The House of Representatives.... the republicans all of them, all of them every Republican voted to not pass the stimulus, the relief, the rescue... there is no 911 for them to call but say within the law of our country we are there and have been and for a year or more with Democrats literally trying and then voting yes and going back to the work having met opposition in the efforts before, after, and in the press, like the way things are spoken of by our elected officials is opposing in the etiquettes....

I have never heard a democrat incumbent speak about a voter or a person or their constituency, constituency as a whole, not as opposing but all inclusively.... I could not believe it when I read quoted statements from Republican law makers going to do just that with the basis being that American’s, American’s all of us or the ones working anyways weren’t worth increasing the earned wage per hour over a vast amount of time because they don’t, or won’t want to go to work when its time... am I the only one who, and maybe so as I’m not working right now, I’m unemployable- it’s been stated. It sucks... so maybe I took it personally for that side of things because i would be working and i have friends who work, go to places were people work... and all of those people were being told that there work ethnic or work... hard working Americans to the republicans are no more that- they said, they decreased fought, omitted, and voted in exactly that way.... not only did none of them vote to pass legislation that they said was too much, for people of which aren’t worth it... i don’t feel like I’m putting words in mouths they’ve already said these things, they’ve then said words as sentences with evidence and proof that their constituents are just that, not worth what was originally written by President Biden- they instead, advocated for less and decreased and something that may be less impactful causing semi or little exclusions all along the way... like those closer to a life style or means similar to their competition should someone get upset and decided to run for an elected place in government in our country-they are attacking you in these little exclusions... coming for your houses, your overall like happiness, some of you may go to jail for dv cases because things aren’t but will be just maintained but the checks aren’t going to as many and it’s not even that with those exclusions that member of the Republican Party could vote yes... they all voted no.  Like I started with the stupid example thats really just bribery or something- like if those voters who vote for people that go to make laws in our country that are that type of law maker or person and.... the answer is not for you to think about that, you can, but because of Democratic Party Incumbency and specifically President Biden and Vice President Harris and Speaker Pelosi and US Senator Feinstein and of course the Congressman, the Congresswomen, the Senators (women), and the Senators (men) not to speak to masculinity and order though it may be or not be... I’m trying to make for wanting to put women in the order first but to be honest it feels real, and dangerous to put women out there after so many Congresses in our history that were all written by men- thank you to those that got us to my being able to say these things, and say them with my way of doing so, and going back to protecting that freedom again tomorrow and having to meet opposition that attacks that, and then doesn’t even vote on what’s argued and decided upon in compromise...

I won’t allow it to go unstated that I’m calling you out and saying that its not proper-it is not proper in any way to make look like there is solidarity thats a pillar or foundation holding our country entirely in vote by voting no, after then having the entire country possibly not see things this way see that what is originally brought before Congress as potential law for us, for voters, for potential voters, for hard working people....like its chipped away at, attacked in the press- at levels and with character thats not met with what’s equal because it is not proper to do in the first place.  So if my saying that i don’t care how it may seem to look, feel, be tucked away as law to be weaponized or leveraged or then like kings piece when it all comes together and this meshes over here, and then that over there meshes there, and then in years there’s something that with voting no, and having the opposing side compromise to pass legislation for us, appeasing all the way which can then be written to speak negatively of character because it’s being that they are compromising for the sake of people, and as the opposing party then aren’t voting for it... so you’ve made the democrats because of the character and etiquette and extremes written in history that will be relieved again (if it wasn’t present in what i read, in how each vote is cast I would not dare say these things because even as literal as it is-its hard to believe that not only would it be done at the face of it all but then be done to somehow cause a landslide in turmoil or literally but our way of life or actual lives in that situation making it so that there is potential conflict in that if you’re doing that type of lawmaking here it will be felt or risky everywhere and our government doesn’t get that right to do that to another government- duh.  But that’s what is being moved forward from and I’m so thankful that even though the legislation is to become law when President Biden signs it and that it will not be exclusionary because at the end of the- it wont end, everyone will see benefit for the law as is proper-it was made to be me, that is saying that I feel so disheartened that republicans would go to the Capitol from there home to force compromise and then within that compromise not uphold your own integrity word and vote for what was agreed upon... 

I think that at the end of it, maybe not all but not not all should agree on things... like, it makes sense to me and i think others or its just thought that if it passes then most or all voted yes... it’s not that way and because of that i see how the republicans showing up maintaining what looks like solidarity thought out, because i feel like they leverage people and their well being for compromise in not increasing anything thats brought before congress- voting no for contract tracing, with democrats all voting yes... do people see that.... that the entire country and world are worse because of law that was argued, time spent, then everyone shows up agreeing to the compromises... and then it comes down to having a difference of two or three that all of that law dies....like, a pot hole doesn’t go before congress... it does but when there is enough of them that the majority of the country or potential or there is a need and the resources are to be written for... like I’m not being realistic or what I’m saying isn’t respectful or is to simplistic... but again, it seems like there is more being voted on then just the issue and there is a bias, that could be on both sides, but its how that bias is after this and this and this added to and up and then possibly out and obviously out by some in the manner in which they talk about someone as an elected equal all there for me, for you, for us... like, there is always time, if you have voted for someone who is a republican know that they limited the amounts received, the numbers of those who are to receive those amounts, and that’s what made it though, and probably would have been less without compromise after compromise and thats one fighting for and one fighting against is what compromise looks like... and then even after that- the democrats were the only ones minus two I think to vote for the compromise they didn’t write as the original with the ones who Nader the compromises ultimatum saying this in the news all the while.... and then think that I am stupid enough to not blog about this so that it stays where it stays and hopefully cant be slung at someone’s equality in The House of Representatives or in judiciary as it was last year with  this as a piece of many and in many aspects and many years- you’re right, i am a democrat because I am scared that people will suffer, people as people but with a different take on things as elected officials with come under harm, as they have, and the protections remain-you cant be mean and be as equal as just being, if nothing else but we all know that small capitalizations are real, existed, and right to exist.  If you get a check, voted for a republican, gop, or live in a red state I do feel that it means something that the elected officials from your state restricted what is still stellar law to be signed into the constitution but also didn’t pass it.  It passed all exclusively because of democrats voting yes (a few no shows i think, and every Republican member of congress voted for nothing to pass, for unemployment to stop or expire with nothing in continuation at all, no individual amount..... and so much more-like vaccine continuations that are life for many in whatever that looks like-but again they caused compromise and tried to attack the integrity of the... its like they didn’t want cake, and then voted no for cake with no icing....but guess what i see that and it is that we all are being provided cake and cake and cake... until September unemployment for people has been secured by Democrats and Vice President Harris is Vice President Harris and i think foul to speak to a job well done as a tie breaker... there is no ref, there is no ump, or umpire... journalists... do better, this is the first time I’ve not read or heard anyone speak within the press or media to this type of disrespect and I dont know how to ask other then here and say that if cruelties of this same disrespect hadnt become so literal  over the years that I would even be in the place to say that assault is real and that this is something like in two ways-yourself and to whom your speaking of, and it’s unmerited.  I’m still praying every night to not have bad dreams for us... te amo. Write to scotus, or your governor, or my/the governor of California or any federal incumbent from California, I’m a little partial and it’s because I see myself in the laws made, fighting for rights that seems so normal now, but have been only written in the incumbency of each incumbent for civilians and for the rights of our military, and for the evils that exist to be brought up with solutions and worth, thank you