Beneficiary...

I don’t know if I’ve written about this before but I realized that all my issues didn’t come from what people might think. I mean it’s snowballed into a much biggger mess Over the 5 years it’s been... or about 5 years it’s been... since I but ‘my other half’ as my beneficiary on my life insurance form for a contract that was then cancelled.  It was cancelled after I told my mom about putting him on the form.    I can’t believe it took me this long to put all this together but yeah. I just don’t know where to go from here- like is this a hate crime that’s been 5 years on-going? How do I get justice/figure it all out?  Do I go to an attorney? The authorities? Who? So stresssful.  Short blog I know. I’m going to write more. I just have been going through it... it’s your birthday, or close to it, and I am so sorry I’ve put you through hell- or not me but, yes, ‘them.’  I’m trying and have been trying to get back to you. I love you. And thank you everyone who reads and passes this on. I’m still homeless and jobless and have no income or support- but now the reason why is finally clear. It’s just heart breaking.

Best,


Joshua Ray