4/20/17-

So, Naturally I'm at the library...

I've been here all day, I hate it.  For example- a normal san jose citizen said bye to me and I made a comment about the sun glaring in through the windows- she went to close it.   I was like, hey they might ban you or something.... So she went to go ask the employees of the library to close it.  They know she's leaving, leaves everyday at 1600- she came back and said 'they said you could.'  I was like, oh no.  I dont know how, I 'm not an employee, its not my job, you're not entrapping me into doing something that may or may not get my ass beat by whomever is here.  I mean, i have more situations to talk about of which im trying to hurry- i tried to handle my shit and cant bc i dont have all the info.

on another note- its her job to do so.  shes not because i'm the one who asked for it to be done.  It will literally kill my retina.  This is how this whole city feels about me.

So I'm leaving...  

\Do I put the names of the people at the stores or the names of people who do these things to me in these blog posts?  I don't, for their privacy- but clearly I have none.  I guess thats what I'll be doing next

last night/yesterday:  assaulted at safe way by Liza.  broke the straps on my bags on purpose- even after already taking possession of them.  she got out the things. said something about callign the cops, i said ok good, lets call soem officers, she said of ok lets call 'insert', i said oh no, we calling 911 like the legit officers- bnot your homeboys to come.   im not stupid.

the night before that- lucky by light rail and freeway berrysessa i think.    woman crabbed me, asked for tony, continued to grab me, chased me, lite4raly ran.

SLeeping out

I'm going to start making these the date: 4/7/2017. Starting Tomorrow.

I'm not scared to be lonely- but if anyone knows of something I can do to get it together please tell me. 

Munchausen syndrome- does it end if starts in a childs life around 25 years of age or even 50 years of age?

It can always be worse...

again with the fakeness!

Things to think about-

So to my people that use a keyboard and or let their keyboard make noise/vibrate like some phones do- I think this a security/privacy issue.  To think that some people are so desperate for information that they will go to the lengths of having that type of key stroke recorder infuriation gathering device- girl bye.

I met a bot today- well the other day.  Not the first time, or the most memorable- but a chance to get as much from that person as you can.  This is also my justification for one night stands- ever had that elevator connection with a guy and not acted or acted on it and had the time of your life, followed up possibly by the ‘in bed’ fortune cookie antidote.  Point is- this bitch can use a leaf blower.  Literally, say “Hole Punta,’ take you up on a candy bar, eat said candy bar, then get to work and wave at you! No joke! To me this is bonkers- but for the most memorable experience with this robot is the time I walked up on one that had just been hit by a car, an SJSU student was calling 911 and I assumed the nurse role with the comfort measures and just stay still gestures- I’m not a first responder, no clue how to maintain c-spine precautions without a c-collar and when they are flat on their stomach in the classic chalk out line pose.   I waited until the paramedics got there and peaced.  I’ve thought about how the blood coming from both sides of the persons nose was highly indicative of someone on blood thinners yet dehydrated, and how there was so much that I cried and followed up a few times because I hate the thought of someone dying in an ambulance or before their family can be there.  Then I thought about deportations and non-English speaking individuals and how some significant others other are literally their life line.  I pictured his little wifey roaming around looking for him and not being able to find him or do anything but wonder.  

I’m fine with semi-auto pilot and sonar- but putting them behind the wheel?  Having them testify in proxy?  What happens when they commit a crime and you don’t know who is operating the bot or even that it’s a possibility to consider?   Furthermore, in the after forward period Thank You Donald Trump for support unions and jobs vs having a bot as a postman.  And, possibly what if boat loads have been headed here on planes? Things like pro 36 I guess would be a good way to verify if someone is real or not!  Again, Thank You Donald Trump!  

This shit seems cray!  But, farfetched? Robots coming over from another country as documented people to drain our resources- food stamps, SI, etc., or commit violence and gather Intel?

I’m telling you- the more you know the more you have to worry about- something to consider before taking on3es advice of ‘filling up your passport,’ or moving to another country- both I support though!  Also, yes Mr. Voice recognition I’ll move and or come visit!